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Hungary ∣ Graphic Artist [on paper] ∣ Lactose Intolerant ∣ Tired Collage Student ∣ 20+∣

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Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Fate/Grand Order Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Karna/Sarita “Sari” Maeve (OC) Characters: Karna | Lancer, Original Female Character(s), Sarita "Sari" Maeve (OC), Original Servant(s) (Fate), Original Master(s) (Fate) Additional Tags: Voyeurism, Servant/Master Dynamics, Modern AU (Near-Future 2067), Hookup Gone Wrong, Miscommunication Comedy, Devotion Kink, Communication Issues, Misinterpretation as Worship, Political Intrigue, Corporate-Controlled Grail War, Smoking, Emotional Distance, Slow Burn, “I Don’t Want a Servant” MC, emotional mess, Karna’s Martyr Complex, Devotion as Horror, Devotion as Comfort, Urban Fantasy, Protective but Wrong, Unintentional Intensity, Slow Corruption by Attachment, Masturbation, Degradation, Riding, Creampie Summary:

Sarita Maeve drifts through jobs, beds, and cities with the same easy momentum as water sliding downhill, never staying long, never belonging, never wanting more than an exit.

The world of 2067 doesn’t care about people like her. It barely cares that Servants are real now.

So of course a drunken, post-hookup stumble through an alleyway ends with a golden warrior bowing in front of her, calling her Master.

Karna thinks she’s a river-born hero. Sari thinks this is the worst hangover of her life.

Neither of them is entirely right.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 明日方舟:终末地 | Arknights: Endfield (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Camille/Endministrator (Arknights: Endfield) Characters: Camille (Arknights: Endfield), Endministrator (Arknights: Endfield), Female Endministrator (Arknights: Endfield) - Character Additional Tags: Blood Drinking, Blood Kink, Cannibalistic Thoughts, Body Horror, Coming Untouched, Premature Ejaculation, Overstimulation, Touch-Starved, Sensory Overload, Obsession, Soft Manipulation, Intrusive Thoughts, Post-Nut Shame, Somatophilia, Smut, Pining, Unhealthy Devotion, Begging, Praise Kink, ah shit here we go again Summary:

“Don't tempt me with the promise of fire when I'm actively freezing.”

Trapped in a decommissioned transport hull while a Blight-surge screams across the Valley of Banding, Camille’s depleted body begins to flatline. He tries to keep his distance, to play the stoic shield, but the Endministrator refuses to watch him freeze.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 明日方舟:终末地 | Arknights: Endfield (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Camille/Endministrator (Arknights: Endfield) Characters: Camille (Arknights: Endfield), Endministrator (Arknights: Endfield), Female Endministrator (Arknights: Endfield) - Character Additional Tags: Masturbation, Intrusive Thoughts, Pining, Obsession, Unhealthy Devotion, Blood, Begging, delusional fantasies, Post-Nut Guilt, Smut, Blood Kink, Touch-Starved, Involuntary Somatophilia, Praise Kink, Degradation Kink Summary:

For years, Camille was a freezing, hollowed-out weapon. Then the Endministrator broke his cold horizon with a blinding, cheerful warmth he was entirely unprepared for.

Alone in the dead chill of the Talos-II night, Camille wrestles with an obsession that has mutated into a dangerous, visceral craving. He is her loyal shield, but in the dark, he is just a starving creature drowning in the fantasy of what it would mean to finally devour his sun.

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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Fate/stay night & Related Fandoms, Fate/Grand Order Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Cu Chulainn | Female OC Characters: Cú Chulainn | Lancer, Original Female Character(s), Crime Syndicate Members - Character Additional Tags: Werewolf AU, Modern AU, Urban Fantasy, Supernatural noir, Crime Syndicates, Slow Burn, Monster Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Domestic Horror, compassion fatigue, Blood and Injury, PTSD, Nightmares, Panic Attacks, Trauma Recovery, Smut, Monsterfucking, primal play, Scent Kink, Size Difference, Strength difference, Biting, Marking, werewolf anatomy, Knotting, Graphic Violence, Blood and Gore, Body Horror, animal injury, Animal Death Mentions, Medical Trauma Summary:

Colleen was supposed to be done taking work home with her.

Unfortunately, the massive, silver-poisoned wolf bleeding out did not get the memo. Even more unfortunately, said wolf turns into a naked, blue-haired, legendary Irish demi-god with fangs, a territorial complex, and absolutely no respect for her couch.

Cú Chulainn only needs a place to recover until the solar eclipse breaks the curse in his blood.

Three months. Free steak. Minimal emotional attachment.

Probably.

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The Watchman Of Death (Ankou in Mucha style)

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*shakes fanart at the sky in the hope that fanfiction falls out*

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im not sure why i procrastinated the rest of it since it's all just friggin black

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Chapters: 4/25 Fandom: 明日方舟 | Arknights (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Doctor/Passenger (Arknights) Characters: Passenger (Arknights), Doctor (Arknights), Kal'tsit (Arknights), Rhodes Island (Arknights) Additional Tags: Dark Romance, morally gray characters, Usefulness as Worth, Mutual Reliance, emotional detachment, Trauma Bonding, Political Collapse, “We Save Who We Can” vs “We Save What Lasts”, Objectification, Usefulness as Desire, Praise Kink, Marking, Being Needed as Arousal, Control vs Surrender, Breath Control, Panty Sniffing, Oral, Smut, Slow Burn Summary:

The city cannot hold. Passenger knows which parts must be abandoned. The Doctor refuses to call anyone expendable. As the system strains toward failure, they begin to rely on each other in ways neither of them can justify, or undo.

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Chapters: 7/25 Fandom: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga), 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Sanzu Haruchiyo | Akashi Haruchiyo/Original Female Character, Sanzu Haruchiyo/Chiaki (OC) Characters: Sanzu Haruchiyo, Akashi Haruchiyo, Chiaki (Original Character), Mikey | Sano Manjirou, Bonten Gang Members (Tokyo Revengers) Additional Tags: Childhood friends to enemies to lovers, Childhood Friends to Criminal Partners, Toxic Relationship, Codependency, Mutual self-destruction, Obsession, Trauma Bonding, Hurt/Comfort, Dark Romance, Psychological Horror, Guns and violence, Blood and Injury, Scars, Substance Abuse, Mental Instability, Identity Issues, Domestic Fantasies, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Unreliable Morality, Angst, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Domestic Violence, Blood and Gore, Suicidal Ideation, Toxic Dynamics, Manipulation, Emotional Abuse, Smut, Overstimulation, Rough Sex, Degradation, Dacryphilia, Impact Play, Size Kink, Prostitution, Sexual Violence, Gang Violence, Dubious Consent, Dirty Talk, Masturbation, Body Horror, Body Dysphoria, Self-Harm, Torture Summary:

Spring was supposed to mean new beginnings. Instead, it meant remembering what they used to be. Two children grow up into things that shouldn’t exist, and the city grows around them like a grave. In a city that survives by forgetting, they remember each other like a wound.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 明日方舟 | Arknights (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Doctor/Lumen (Arknights) Characters: Lumen (Arknights), Doctor (Arknights), Kal'tsit (Arknights) Additional Tags: Fast Food, McDonald's, shitpost, Meme, Smut, Hand Jobs, Public Humiliation, Boyfailure, Minimum Wage, Cum Eating, Clowns, Fast Food Horror Summary:

This is the story about the average life of a man who could escape the seaborn, but not capitalism.

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Chapters: 33/40 Fandom: ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga), ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Vanitas/Original Female Character (Sânziana), Noé Archiviste & Vanitas (platonic) Characters: Vanitas (Vanitas no Carte), Sânziana (OC), Noé Archiviste Additional Tags: Gothic Horror, Detective fic, Haunted Hotel, Possession Marks, Power Imbalance, Emotional Manipulation, Wealth as a Weapon, Blood Drinking, Biting as Intimacy, Dacryphilia, Sensory Overload, Liminal Spaces, slow-burn, Smut, Grinding, Blood and Injury, Blood and Gore, Blood Kink, Biting, Biting Kink, Masturbation, Riding, Pool Table Sex, Angst, Body Horror, Blood and Violence Summary:

The Hôtel du Nunc Stans rents out secrets by the room, offering immortality to the dying and demanding dark appetites from the already-immortal. Vanitas and Noé trace a new spate of curse-bearers to the shifting, dangerous corridors of the house. Noé recognizes the blood on the stairs and the wrong kind of sweetness in the air. The doctor insists he's here for a case, but the hotel has been waiting for him.

WE'RE AT THE CLOSING ARC! WAHOO!

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Chapters: 2/20 Fandom: 明日方舟 | Arknights (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Doctor/Tequila (Arknights) Characters: Tequila (Arknights), Doctor (Female) (Arknights), La Pluma (Arknights), Rhodes Island (Arknights) Additional Tags: Dark Romance, Trauma Bonding, Angst, Smut, morally gray characters, City As Character, Street Gangs & Militias, Prostitution & Survival Economy, Poverty, Power Imbalance, Corruption, Hostile Urban Environment, Tequila’s Dual Personality, Tequila Needs Therapy and Won’t Get It, mutual desperation, emotional suppression, “I Am Not A Good Man” Issues, Messy Emotional Entanglement, BDSM, Choking Kink, Degradation Kink, Dirty Talk, Rough Sex, Smoking, Drinking, Alcohol Abuse, Slow Burn Summary:

A diplomatic mission drags the Doctor into Dossoles’s streets, where Tequila’s easy smile is just another survival tool. When the city turns on itself, she learns what he is willing to do to keep her alive, and what it costs to be the one who keeps seeing him afterward.

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Unicorn disease is in season again. Cough cough cough...

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Chapters: 3/20 Fandom: Fate/Grand Order Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Karna/Sarita “Sari” Maeve (OC) Characters: Karna | Lancer, Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Voyeurism, Servant/Master Dynamics, Modern AU (Near-Future 2067), Hookup Gone Wrong, Miscommunication Comedy, Devotion Kink, Communication Issues, Misinterpretation as Worship, Political Intrigue, Corporate-Controlled Grail War, Tattoos, Smoking, Emotional Distance, Slow Burn, “I Don’t Want a Servant” MC, emotional mess, Surveillance State, Karna’s Martyr Complex, Devotion as Horror, Devotion as Comfort, Urban Fantasy, Protective but Wrong, Unintentional Intensity, Slow Corruption by Attachment Summary:

Sarita Maeve drifts through jobs, beds, and cities with the same easy momentum as water sliding downhill, never staying long, never belonging, never wanting more than an exit. The world of 2067 doesn’t care about people like her. It barely cares that Servants are real now.

So of course a drunken, post-hookup stumble through an alleyway ends with a golden warrior bowing in front of her, calling her Master.

Karna thinks she’s a river-born hero. Sari thinks this is the worst hangover of her life.

Neither of them is entirely right.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 2/25 Fandom: ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga), ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Vanitas/Original Female Character (Sânziana), Noé Archiviste & Vanitas (platonic) Characters: Vanitas (Vanitas no Carte), Sânziana (OC), Noé Archiviste Additional Tags: Gothic Horror, Detective fic, Haunted Hotel, Possession Marks, Power Imbalance, Emotional Manipulation, Wealth as a Weapon, Blood Drinking, Biting as Intimacy, Dacryphilia, Sensory Overload, Liminal Spaces, slow-burn, Smut, Grinding, Blood and Injury, Blood and Gore, Blood Kink, Biting, Biting Kink Summary:

The Hôtel du Nunc Stans rents out secrets by the room, offering immortality to the dying and demanding dark appetites from the already-immortal. Vanitas and Noé trace a new spate of curse-bearers to the shifting, dangerous corridors of the house. Noé recognizes the blood on the stairs and the wrong kind of sweetness in the air. The doctor insists he's here for a case, but the hotel has been waiting for him.

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Chapters: 2/20 Fandom: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Anaxagoras / Original Female Character Characters: Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail), Original Female Character (Unnamed Divine Being) Additional Tags: Smut, Oral Fixation, Gore, Graphic Injury, Body Horror, Fallen Divine Being, Flesh and Glass Wings, Golden Blood, Nonverbal Communication, Language Barrier, Anaxagoras’ Philosophy, Theology and Disgust, Heaven’s Hypocrisy, Power Imbalance, Caretaking Turned Cruelty, Experimental Affection, Violence, Philosophical Eroticism, Cosmic Horror Elements, Mortal vs Divine, Slow Burn, Moral Decay, Mockery as Affection, Worship / Desecration, ambiguous consent, Religion and Rot, Sound as Language, Symbolic sex, Hurt/Comfort, Reverence and Contempt, Religious Guilt Summary:

The Grove of Epiphany blooms in reason, and rots in faith. Anaxagoras, Chrysos Heir turned blasphemer, believes the gods are parasites of thought: feeding on worship, breeding ignorance. He speaks of Nous, the mind that orders all things without divinity. Then she falls from the sky. A divine woman with wings of glass and bone, bleeding gold across his sacred grove. Her voice is not language, but a hymn that shatters air. She does not understand him. She cannot. Which makes her perfect. She becomes his mirror, his confessional, his proof that heaven bleeds like everything else. But the more he speaks to her, the more the hymn answers back. And somewhere between mercy and mutilation, the line between worship and hatred erodes. He once asked the Coreflame of Reason: if God fell to earth, would we heal her, or dissect her? He intends to find out.

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Chapters: 10/30 Fandom: 明日方舟 | Arknights (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Zuo Le (Arknights)/Original Female Character(s), Zuo Le / Daisha Ruoxi (OC) Characters: Zuo Le (Arknights), Daisha Ruoxi (OC), Yan Regulator Corps, Ruoxi Family, The Candleholders Additional Tags: Yan Culture & Politics, Canon-Typical Violence, Noble Family Drama, Arranged Marriage Pressure, Emotional Repression, Childhood Friends to “What Are We”, Mockery as Affection, Restraint and Ruin, Stoic Male Lead with Boyfailure Tendencies, Teasing, Flirting, Emotional Slow Burn, Power Imbalance, mutual obsession, Foreplay as Psychological Warfare, Smut, Oral Sex, Dry Humping, Tail Kink, Aftercare, Heavy symbolism, Political Intrigue, Slow Descent Into Intimacy, Hurt/Comfort, Daisha Ruoxi is Tired of Being Told Who She Is, Zuo Le Has Never Been Told What He Wants, Masturbation, Grinding Summary:

In Yan, duty is a blade, and Zuo Le has spent his life trying not to bleed on it.

Daisha Ruoxi was born gilded: heir to a noble house whose wealth flows in paint and poison, promised to a life of arranged elegance. She prefers the ruin instead, late nights, broken rules, the taste of rebellion on her tongue. When the Regulators assign Zuo Le to “keep the Ruoxi heir in line,” the order sounds simple. It never is. They grew up sparring in the same courtyards, her laughter a blade at his throat, his silence a shield she couldn’t quite dent. Now, years later, her flirtations cut sharper than any weapon, and his restraint frays one measured breath at a time.

He tells himself he’s only protecting her from scandal. She tells herself she’s only teasing. The truth lies somewhere between duty and want, and neither of them has ever been trained for mercy.