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For someone with a restrictive eating disorder my fat ass sure as hell doesn’t fucking act like it
REBLOG if you are -gay -wanna kill yourself - love animals - falling for someone that you don’t have a chance with - hungry
no one will ever know which one
7 April 2018
Holy crap, guys.
Last time I was on here was like almost 2 weeks ago and I had like 40 followers... now I have 472??? Wth, thank you all so much 💖💖💖💖💖
I will always support you guys in your journey! Hmu of you need literally anything at all -- thinspo, diets, motivation, straight up anything. 😘🐝
As to why I was gone for 2 weeks... basically over spring break I had to eat a lot of fear foods and I ended up convincing myself to recover there for a hot second lmao. Disgusting.
All it took to snap me back into reality was talking to my gf, who is literally 100 lbs and freaking 5'11". At my current weight, I would probably crush her if we ever Did Anything, know what I mean?
I'm back on the grind, I can't weight myself but I'm probably back at my sw or some shit, knowing my luck. I'll be fasting today and starting the ABC diet from the beginning again tomomorow.
6 April 2018
Sorry I've been gone! Spring break was crazy and I ate way too much. I'm restarting the ABC Diet, more details tomorrow. Thank you guys for your patience 💖
25 March 2019
Successful fast yesterday! Now I'll be back on the ABC Diet as strictly as I can, which means 250 calories today.
Does anyone know how to not be so freezing cold all the time? I'd gotten used to it, but yesterday I was very warm despite my fast and I really miss it. I want to wear shorts again today but I don't want to feel hypothermic, ya feel me??
Hoping to weigh myself this morning. Will update if I get to! ❤
24 March 2019
I was supposed to fast yesterday according to the ABC Diet, but I ended up eating 500 calories total. :( I felt like shit before eating though, and I was surrounded by family, so maybe it was for the best and will work out in my favor. But today instead of eating the 300 I'm scheduled to, I'm definitely going to try to fast.
Also, nothing like weekend swimsuit shopping to remind you you have a long way to go before being remotely attractive :)))
Stay strong and stay safe! 🐝💖
Hypocrisy.
Fact: People lie. They’ll tell you “You’re perfect the way you are.” “You don’t need to change a thing.” “You’re already beautiful.” “Every size is beautiful.”
They’re lying.
Fact: People treat you nicer when you’re thin. People find you attractive when you’re thin. People actually ask you out when you’re thin.
Fact: Society is nicer to skinny people. Fashion looks better on skinny people. The world is easier for skinny people.
Fact: I know this from personal experience.
When I dropped 10 lbs, my brother’s best friend finally acknowledged my existence and asked me out. I said no.
When I dropped 20 lbs, my ex wanted us to give it another shot. I said no.
When I dropped 30 lbs, an old crush asked for my phone number. I said no.
Fact: If someone didn’t want you before, they don’t deserve you after. You’re worth so much more than that.
Don’t do it to please someone else. Don’t do it to make someone want you.
Do it because you deserve to be happy in your own skin. Do it because your opinion of yourself is the only one that truly matters. Do it because you deserve to feel beautiful.
Do it because you are the most important person in your life.
Do it because you have been through so much. You have sacrificed so much and been so strong. You deserve this.
Fact: It will hurt. It will be difficult. It will take time. Anything worth having always will. But don’t give up. You can get there. You will get there.
Don’t give up. It will be worth it. Stay strong, beautiful. I believe in you.
23 March 2019
This week is spring break and I have family coming over, and though I'll be tracking everything and eating as little as possible, I don't expect to stay under my cal limits.
I finally got to weigh myself yesterday! 126.0 lbs exactly! I'm finally Pam Beesley, lol.
Weirdly enough, I'm a little disappointed that my weight wasn't lower. It's been practically a week and I only lost 2 lbs? :( Lots of anas on here easily lose 5.
Motivation comes easier to me when I lose a lot of weight. How do you all stay motivated? ❤
Tfw you lose weight and a person comments on how good you look, but you had to get extremely ill to lose it.
22 March 2019
My calorie limit yesterday was 200, and I'm like 99% sure I went over it by at least a little bit but I honestly can't force myself to care rn???? Like who am I?????
I had a small chicken thigh and maybe two cups of crisped kale and broccolli. The chicken is definitely under two hundred (but close 😬), and I see everyone on here always like, "remember leafy greens don't count towards your calorie intake for the day uwu" and while I don't necessarily believe that, I gave myself a little leeway this once.
I think my brain is just so fried from Week Before Spring Break work that I literally cannot force myself to care about anything. Anyone feel that?
Once I weigh myself, though, my motovation will be back. I can feel it.
Things to do instead of eating:
🌿 clean your working desk (you know it’s always messy)
🌿 take some nice pictures of something aesthetic; if you don’t know what, scroll through Instagram/tumblr (this will also keep you busy)
🌿 do a workout of all the pictures you’ve saved; the activity will make the hunger less prominent and will also tone you
🌿 study, study, study! If you go to university, you basically have to study all the time if you want to be good, so skip this eating and feed your mind instead! And even if not, educating yourself is always a good thing to do!
🌿 obviously look at thinspo; look at all the thin bodies, all the thigh gaps you could have, all the ribs being visible when stretching, if only you could control yourself
🌿 brush your teeth, use some floss and you’ll 1. have a fresh breath and clean mouth and 2. are distracted from eating, plus the mint will make the cravings less bad
🌿 a little internet shopping never hurts! Look through a few apps for some things you always wanted to buy! What about a new tapestry? Always wanted to have a yoga mat? And some fancy socks?
🌿 take a warm shower. Since your body isn’t getting the energy to keep you warm, a shower can feel amazing
🌿 make yourself a warm cup of tea or black coffee (might not taste THAT good but it curbs your appetite and looks hella aesthetic)
🌿 clean your whole room, vacuum and swipe the floor, wipe the dust off the shelves, organize your wardrobe. Everything (cleaning burns a hell lot of calories). Maybe even redecorate.
🌿 take a really long walk. Don’t take any money with you, and if you have to (because of buying stuff for the daily needs or so) only take as much as you plan on spending. Not more!
You can do this!
You are in control
21 March 2019
Fasting yesterday was a biiiiiitch but we're still pushing through. In the shower last night my brain was seriously trying to convince me to recover. I know it'll pass once I eat something again, because right now all my motivation is out the window.
The grind never stops, friends.
Google says that diet coke can make weight gain. Is it true? I’m so confused right now
Soda has high fructose corn syrup which clings fat to your body and keeps it from shedding. The sweetners also make you addicted to it, PLUS the carbonation expands your stomach when the ultimate goal is to make your stomach smaller.
I don't eat anything with high fructose corn syrup in it (which cuts a lot) because of these reasons. I love soda too, but it's a necessary sacrifice, my guy.
20 March 2019
I had to paint my nails yesterday because my sister pointed out that they were blue. 💅 A good sign I guess, but I hate my nails painted so it's an inconvenience to me.
I can't wait to weigh myself on Friday! I feel fat af all the time and seeing the number go down does wonders for my motivation and self-esteem.
I'm very very very tired today but spring break is just around the corner so we're pushing through.
I feel like the only one here who doesn’t have a previous weight to look at and push towards
My family is naturally on the chubbier side and my mom pushed me as a kid to work on staying less chubby. I was never skinny. I just want to know what that feels like.
same