Benita

Artist | Used to be BeansOfYuki

[beansofyuki]

;;

Every time I manage to log back into this account, I contemplate whether I should delete it all. But there's so many memories here.

I hope everyone who interacted with me all those years ago is doing well and living their best lives.

[beansofyuki]

I think I’ll start this account over. I won’t delete anything but, I might put stuff on private??? Is that a thing on tumblr?? Idk

[beansofyuki]

ya’ll really let me walk around with the username beansofyuki that sht was dumb askdjhshfa

[beansofyuki]

Hi! I’ve been following your Never Open Strange Books blog for about 5 years. I know you disappeared a while ago and I hope you’re okay. I was wondering if you’re ever gonna come back? I miss you and your art! Either way please stay safe and healthy! x

I don’t know how old this message is but holy shit UH I’m alive. I’m doing better! 

A lot better. 

I was in a really reaaaaally bad place when I initially left tumblr all together. The whole p*rn ban was really an excuse to just leave. ANYWAYS WOW WHAT A THROW BACK

I don’t draw those OCs in that style anymore! I’ve been doodling them in a more modern setting and I’ve even gone back to redesign almost my entire cast haha If you want to check out my Instagram I have a few doodles of them there!

I also hope you’re doing good as well and thank you for thinking of me! <3

[beansofyuki]

guess who finally remembered the password to this account lmaooo

lol 

I dont think any of my followers are active on here after all these years but uh if you are

hi

go follow me on twitter or insta im more active there uwu

[beansofyuki]

1/2 When my brother and I watched "put it 6down," he kept just saying how he is Craig and his bf is tweek. Sure enough, the next time I was driving my brother to his boyfriend's, he asked me to stop by a convenience store. When he came out of the store, he had a bottle of "life water" despite the fact that he already had a bottle of water. Before I said anything, I just pointed to his original water bottle and he said "I have to get life water for boyfriend. He's scared that /this/ water has

2/2 has bugs in it that can read his mind. But life water is safe.“ If you need inspiration for creek, could you sometime draw a creek scenario similar to that?

OKAY I TRIED COLORING IT ON SAI BUT MY TABLET STILL ACTING UP

ANYWAYS YOUR BRO AND HIS BOO ARE HELLA CUTE 

[beansofyuki]

ALSO I DOODLED A SMOL JIN & YOONGI LAST NIGHT SO THERES THAT

[beansofyuki]

Ya girl hasn't even seen the episode so I'm just basing this off of my dash screaming about "babe" and "go bake some cups cakes" . Also hi I'm back for a sec lol

[rinnymeow-moved]

//Happy June 19th, Everyone! Have a messy sketch I whipped up since I won’t be home for June 19th! Make sure to wish June a very happy birthday!

[beansofyuki]

How did it feel having your art featured on South Park? Were u ever contacted by anyone from the show before or after the episode?

Man..... when I found out my art was one of the many wonderful works featured on the show— I cried my eyes out. It might sound a little silly now but, at the time I was really going through a rough time at home. My family was falling apart, I had to give up school for a bit and I was so mentally unstable, and everything was just so fucking shitty. I guess you can say the it served as a sign of hope for me? Honestly seeing my work on the big screen, if only for a few seconds, gave me a little nudge on my back that urged me to keep moving forward. It felt amazing. Nobody contacted me before (considering they asked the fans to submit art voluntarily) or after the episode but it's all good. It was still an amazing opportunity nonetheless !

[beansofyuki]

Guys. I came out to my auntie. Holy shit did I feel like throwing up but I finally told someone who wasn't my little sister or a friend. And she didn't care. She's not treating or looking at me any differently. So much weight has been lifted off my shoulders and it feels amazing. Im SO glad I told her.

[goldiia]

Birthday Drawing I drew for my friend @beansofyuki Man I love her OC’s there all so cute. > v < ) I wish I had drawn Blake and his twin brother, together. All do it next time. 

[beansofyuki]

BYE I STILL CANT GET OVER HOW CUTE THIS

[beansofyuki]

DO NOT REPOST.

Oh man, I couldn’t get SAI to work so I figured I play around and get familiar with Clip Studio. Hopefully as soon as fall break comes around I can get back to doodling digitally. In the meantime , Tweek’s doing his best to keep his tired bf cooled. 

[beansofyuki]

hey!!! were you dressed as Hiyori at MTAC anime con a few years back? I think maybe 2014?

I had to think about that for a second lolYeah!! I think I was Hiyori the whole weekend?

[neveropenstrangebooks]

wife carrying contest

[beansofyuki]

What do you think about the new South Park game?

There’s only one thing that matters

God bless

[beansofyuki]

Your lineart and coloring style is what I normally recognize immediately (ps I'm still crying over the Hyakuya family 'what if they all made it' and one with them hugging the boys)

Ajdflsksighkd LINE ART IS A PAIN IN THE ASS ;A; Oh lord I would make more angsty doodles of those nerds if I had the time