Lockdown 2020
So we’ve been in Lockdown for 100 days.. its taken 100 days for me to get bored enough to rediscover tumblr... I thought I would mark the momentous occasion that has been lockdown with a post.
I have been counting my luck that a career in the NHS beckoned about 3 years ago, it’s paid off, if only for this part of life (the wages defo haven’t paid off anything). I am forever toying with leaving, I don’t hate my job but I don’t love it either. Does anyone love their job? I am not really built for dealing with the general public but being on a full wage during this time has certainly has taken some stress away. One of the main highlights of lockdown is all my time seems to be mine (well to a certain extent, I am still working, albeit part time). The slower pace of life has been incredible, time to think, time to stew and stew and stew thoughts. I’ve never been more relaxed, which I sort of feel guilty about, it’s not been an easy time for many.
Not really sure how to head into the real world after this. Work is something I am massively going to have to think about it, definitely need to move on from my current role. I have also decided when there is an exhibition or show I want to see just go bloody asap see it in case there’s a global pandemic. I moved to London for a reason and that reason wasn’t to be drained by work. I am going to try so hard to not get swept up in the grind and not be so exhausted by Friday that I don’t even want to go to the pub. Ahh the pub remember those.







