Naamloos

[beardedcolorllamamonger]

i am not lonely

i am just alone

i am also with you

but it feels like i am just on my own

sometimes i don’t recognize u

u re like a stranger

defending yourself

but

why?

[beardedcolorllamamonger]

you will never understand the hell i feel inside my head

you hurt me so bad, that pain lost its meaning

I dont like the memories

because the tears come easily,

and once again i break,

my promise to myself for this day

big promises scare me

maybe because when people say: “i’ll be here”

a month later i’m here and they’re no where to be seen

people don’t seem to realize

always is a long time

always means forever

- vd