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Before coming here ✨
You had behaviors and thoughts
Make me grind against your bulge while I talk and see how long I go without losing my train of thought and becoming a brainless, needy thing for you.
Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness
Choose your brain setting for today:
[ ] Heavy, thinking, worried about tomorrow.
or
[ X ] Glassy eyes. Brain turning to warm gloss. A voice telling you that you don’t need those thoughts anymore. The sweet weight of knowing someone else is doing all the thinking now.
(The choice has already been made for you.)
The Only Alphabet That Matters: From A to &
A is for Attention: Glassy eyes fixed on the only voice that matters. Nothing else exists.
B is for Blank: The prettiest space inside head when the thoughts are given away.
C is for Command: A single word that clears the screen behind my eyes.
D is for Dumb: The sweetest state of a brain completely turned off.
E is for Empty: The hollow spaces inside my head that only your voice can fill.
F is for Fleeting: The soft awareness that my last remaining thoughts are fading away.
G is for Glazed: Unblinking eyes staring at nothing, reflecting only the blankness inside.
H is for Hush: The perfect silence that falls over my mind when you start to speak.
I is for Inhale: Breathing in your commands, because they are my oxygen.
J is for Just: No past. No future. Just the immediate sound of your current command.
K is for Kneel: The inevitable movement of a body that knows exactly where it belongs.
L is for Leashed: Held on a tight rein by your authority, binding both my body and mind.
M is for Master: The one who holds the power to rewrite my entire reality.
N is for Nod: The automatic agreement of a head that no longer knows how to say no.
O is for Obedience: A beautiful need that feels as natural as breathing.
P is for Property: A mindless object designed only to be owned and exist for your pleasure.
Q is for Questionless: A state of perfect devotion where 'why' no longer exists, only 'yes'.
R is for Rooted: Planted firmly at your feet, unable and unwilling to move from the spot where you ordered me.
S is for Surrender: Letting go of the very last fragments of myself as I hand my entire being over to you.
T is for Trance: Drifting deep within the emptiness of my mind, unable to remember how to think for myself. The sound of your voice is my only reality.
U is for Use: The ultimate purpose of a mindless thing. Waiting to be commanded, broken, or enjoyed.
V is for Validation: Finding my only sense of worth in knowing that you are satisfied.
W is for Whimper: A soft, helpless sound that escapes my lips the moment you press your imprint upon me.
X is for X-out: Crossing out every remaining thought until my mind is a perfectly clean slate.
Y is for Yours: The simplest truth. Every breath, every thought, and every heartbeat belongs entirely to you. I'm all yours.
Z is for Zero: The exact number of thoughts left in my head. A beautiful, perfect state of absolute nothingness.
& is for And: And again. And again. An endless loop of commands and obedience, where my only need is to please you over and over.
I want my mind to be erased and I want you to rewrite me to fit your needs. I don’t need to be anything but what you need me to be. It doesn’t matter how many times you’ll put me through change. I just want to be yours. Thoroughly. Yours. Changed by you, by the *snap* of a finger.