Before coming here ✨
You had behaviors and thoughts
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Before coming here ✨
You had behaviors and thoughts
Make me grind against your bulge while I talk and see how long I go without losing my train of thought and becoming a brainless, needy thing for you.
Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness
Choose your brain setting for today:
[ ] Heavy, thinking, worried about tomorrow.
or
[ X ] Glassy eyes. Brain turning to warm gloss. A voice telling you that you don’t need those thoughts anymore. The sweet weight of knowing someone else is doing all the thinking now.
(The choice has already been made for you.)
I want my mind to be erased and I want you to rewrite me to fit your needs. I don’t need to be anything but what you need me to be. It doesn’t matter how many times you’ll put me through change. I just want to be yours. Thoroughly. Yours. Changed by you, by the *snap* of a finger.
The Only Alphabet That Matters
A is for Attention: Glassy eyes fixed on the only voice that matters. Nothing else exists.
B is for Blank: The prettiest space inside head when the thoughts are given away.
C is for Command: A single word that clears the screen behind my eyes.