Life today, the rest Tomorrow

I'm a well adjusted artist with a penchant for the living novel. Mildly pretentious, love a good book, poem, video game, song, or anything with substance whether it be tangible or intangible. In tumblr terms I'm a bisexual homoromantic but in real life I just stick with "gay". अपरिग्रहा ἀποθέωσις . 有緣無份 . Classy ● Competitive ● Intelligent

[beardedsaint]

Tummy Tuesday

[beardedsaint]

I super feel like running away and Gone Girl-ing myself some days. Today is some days.

[beardedsaint]

Oh hi there

[beardedsaint]

I think I might use this place as more of a journal again.

I’ve been feeling so….blah lately. I think I’m attractive and carry myself well but I feel so invisible in queer spaces. Which I guess is self contradictory?

How can you feel good about yourself and then also feel invisible? What would make me feel visible? I guess part of me is deeply insecure about having a more effeminate voice. That’s definitely part of it.

The other part is something I’ve struggled with and been criticized for forever- I’m too “intense”. I am hyper aware of my anxiety and over analysis and desire to talk deeply and passionately about things rather than just be funny and have jokes. What’s weird is that I feel like in real life, I am funny, and have jokes, and am quick witted. But still, I come off as deeply insecure and unsure of myself.

I just wish I could relax. I wish I could fucking chill. I wish I didn’t care about stupid shit.

[70sscifiart]

Art for ‘Close Encounters of the Third Kind,’ by Ron Weidner, 1978

[materialbear]

It's sweatpant szn

[beauxenfantsdumonde]

[hatin]

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[tylerspangler]

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[wreck]

[blinditem]

[werewolf-himbo]

The slutty men seem to be back on here more and more each week.

Nature is healing.

[articunoir]

[egolesst]

[thagoodthings]

WITH THE STRENGTH OF TEN CRACKHEADS I PROMISE ILL KILL YOU

[beardedsaint]

I feel like some of the younger folks might have forgotten the rash of clown sightings that took place in like 2010, and was scaring a bunch of people. That’s the weird context that’s missing.

[stoptalkingthanks]