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21f

my names eliina but el is fine too

finnish and english are ok!

#🤍📷#<- picture tag #✏️🐻#<- my drawings #kitty tag 🩷#<- pics of my cats

hann4hkur

cellarspirit

im about to release my spores

the csm trailer!! aah!!

got out the door and into da car and forgot the bag of laundry

23 degrees should be illegal

i dont tryst the weathwr app ok my pgone

why do i always clean when i havent eaten in a while im so sweaty and shaky rn and i dont rly have food in the house. washed my floors but i probably fucked up with the soap again cuz last time my floor was left so sticky after the wash and i think the same is happening again tho i changed my tehcnique. i dont have a mat spanker and i have zero energy to dust my mats rn so the super extra dusty mats will be on top of my cleanish floors also my sheets are nasty but no can do cuz im coming back tmrw i dont have time to wash them ill maybe just grab some fresh ones from my parents uhmm what else ywah happy midsummer

#im shaking so bad and sweating its a rly rly rly rly hot day #lwk scared i might faint #oh well i am almost done and ill just lay in bed for a while before finishing up #then ill shower and head to my parents #my chest hurts and i am scared #ugh

openingadoor

like if i have some bread ill only eat bread the entire day and skip cooking and idek cuz i like cooking but starting it is always hard especially when theres a mountain of dishes and i have zero energy cuz ive eaten nothing but bread all day

#todays meals have been way too much candy i won at work bingo and a slice of toast plus a sandwhich from the store #nd a lot of nicotine #at least i got the dishes done just now but after cooking there will be more and then i gotta clean the kitchen too #wish i had a stalker who came in and did all my housework but im never out of the house long enough for such a thing #srsly how do i get my energy back #i wake up and lay in bed for the rest of the day

its gonna be eight pm soon i still havent made food ive eaten one slice of bread and so much candy i feel sick and my body hurts why is taking care of eating so hard when im alone.. i just need that kick to the butt somehow to get started im all shaky TT

it doesnt bother me that shes better off now what bothers me is that i havent changed im still the same

#maybe ill go to therapy when im 30 #unless i get my hands on a gun before that #ill do better in the next life maybe

heres some horses ill maybe post nicer pics tmrw

#🤍📷

am gonna go to this small arts and crafts store near work and buy some thread i think :3

#just finished ugly crying im gonna take double dose of my meds and hopefully pass out into nice dreams #i probably have a brain tumor i think #oh well #well cross that bridge then or whatever #idfk

ough i miss my cats :(

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