☣ oleksa ☣

he/him // 🇺🇦 // 19 // RUSSIANS DNI beastblade69.carrd.co

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I'm Oleksa (he/him), an artist from Ukraine 🇺🇦

formerly self taught but currently am studying in an art college. why? idk either (I'm not a uni student tho, college in ukraine is like a high school in english speaking countries)

I'm also a goth and a metalhead but who tf limits themselves music-vise just cuz they're a part of a certain subculture?? defo not me. I say I like music, not labels, so whichever music passes the vibe check is cool (including folk, sea shanties, blues, jazz, country, celtic punk, hip hop, classical and electronic)

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!! RUSSIANS 'N' COMMIES DNI !!

same goes for those who interact w russians/support russian creators in any way, pro russians & pro israelis (hamas supporters aren't welcome either), TERFs, racists, homophobes etc.

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tags:

#oleksas art (is murder)

art

#freakshow.mp3

music related posts

#tomahawk.101.n

cat posting (RIP 💔💔)

#stand with Ukraine

rbs and posts w info about current genocide of Ukrainians

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too many ballistic explosions in a row again and all I can think of is how I forgot to post my tuco with tentacles lmao

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a small thing to post but I finally came up w an amulet for my boy gutthook

well I've been thinking for a long time what it's gonna be. ever since the early stages of story development I knew gutt's gonna have some necklace he's never gonna take off but I failed to imagine the thing he would wear and to be honest I didn't even try hard to come up with the idea. dfd told me hella lot of things, one of them being "all in good time". stuff just randomly comes and the time it comes is always right so I don't see the need to rush things, I let ideas stay and cool down and take form. sometimes time is all that's needed for the idea to carve itself up so I just waited. and yesterday, as I took my keyring out of my pocket to unlock the door, a broken key caught my eye. I left it there, hanging on the ring cuz I didn't feel like getting rid of it, even tho this key is useless really. I wouldn't even call it a key no more because keys are made to fit into locks and this one is broken so only the top part of it remained intact. and in that moment, the instant I saw this key, everything came into place. I don't know what caused this idea to show up, because I've seen this key hundreds of times, but, I guess, a five hundred and first makes a difference. because not only I realised that this key would fit gutthook's style and personality, it can also be a hella symbolic thing. damn, I love when my brain randomly gives me ideas

as to lore: gutt was initially living in ukraine, he was born there. his mother being a ukrainian and his father, well, he moved to ukraine from the country I still haven't the name for. but everything in this story is gonna take place in that specific country. long story short, invasion happened and forced gutt's family to move to gutt's father's homeland. gutt was maybe 8 or 9 when it happened and prior to it several days or a week maybe, before they moved out, it so happened that one of the keys to their apartment broke. naturally, gutt's mother was angry that stuff like this happens when everyone's so stressed out already and tossed the key into the bin. but gutthook (oh, yeah, his name is kyrylo btw) took it out and kept it as a memento. how the fuck the key broke that way? idk, imma think about it, but everything is coming into place and I'm loving it. also gotta rethink an invasion part cuz initially I wanted gutt to be born in the 90s but Ion wanna change real life history in my story so I gotta work on this stuff too

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I have this ever-growing feeling that the rest of the world is just waiting for us to finally be exterminated.

Even here, I look at my feed, and it's Ukrainian mutuals talking about what's going on and non-Ukrainian ones just waiting it out. Waiting us out.

I don't know how i can live in a world like this. I feel ashamed for the past-me for not noticing this, the world being like this, earlier.

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ее, ай гес бро? божепамажи, вперше в житті викладаю фф на ао3. українською!! при тому, бо оригінальний текст писав українською. хз чи взагалі перекладу, але для укр фанбази (якщо вона взагалі існує як така) блонко осьо

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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throwback to last year's college project. I loved designing these characters but hated that all the work (besides the concepts themselves) had to be done in illustrator (all my homies hate illustrator)

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handing a cigar over to tuco in this scene was blondie's way of saying "good boy, you deserve a little treat"

not like tuco would help blondie if he knew the name on the grave but either way a good boy is a good boy

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literal hell is going on tonight in kyiv. I mean man shaheds and ballistics flying over our house, explosion on explosion every 10 seconds. and I just wanna sleep 💔💔💔

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I also had this sketch pop up in my head (and I will probably use it sometime when I continue my blonco story) where tuco and blondie are once again riding together and they set up a camp beside a river. and tuco being tuco obviously sets out to clean himself in the river in the middle of the night and blondie being blondie of course follows him and seats on a rock a bit farther away from the river. tuco stands ankles deep in the water trying to get used to it's temperature. butt naked, he bends over to start cleaning and scrubbing his hands, then turns his head to catch blondie's gaze and, smiling, asks what blondie's staring at. 'is anything here worth staring at besides your sweet cheeks?' the cigarillo moves with blondie's lips as they form a smile. tuco giggles 'well, blondie, I never took you for an aesthete. my bad, friend' as he proceeds to wash his face. blondie then takes off his spurs, creeps up to tuco and pushes him forward with his foot. tuco flops into cool water and in a second blondie's being cursed all over in spanish and in english and there are water sprinkles flying towards him. he dodges the drops and trots away from tuco, returning to his rock

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ironically when I ain't got no time I draw and when I got a plenty of free time I don't. lol. anyways, here are my transmasc blonco w blondie's pink (believe me, it's pink) strap

priest tuco cuz him and blondie would probably roleplay while at the monastery (or at least it's fun to think they would). oh, and tuco has a crucifix dildo here. yea. he would probably own one

and the last ones are actually just au stuff and this au ain't even serious. I mean schoolgirl blonco 😭😭😭 it appeared so randomly while I was once again chatting w my classmate. I mean at first it was just giggles "is blondie having a period?" then "'blondie, are you on a period?' blondies cheeks slowly turned pink" then "schoolgirl blondie" and "he would cut w a pencil sharpener razor". in the end it became an au. so called au

but like yeah

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my first day of rest so I got nothing to do and just lay in bed polishing my blonco fan fiction. but man it's in ukrainian. will have to translate it afterwards but that probably won't be the hardest part. overall I'm considering maybe creating a side blog w ffs idk, ao3 is such an ass I can't even register without an invitation. I'll probably get it by the time I've translated the stuff but of my god

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finished all of my assignments today and decided to watch baby doll today solely cuz I've heard that wallach is super hot in there. AND WELL THEY DIDN'T LIE. I can imagine what a blast this movie was in the 50's. cuz it's still super hot. mainly cuz wallach. I MEAN LOOK AT HIM HE SO FINE

AND THIS ONE'S GOTTA BE MY FAVE OH MY FUCKING GODD

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russians have killed over 30 civilians in the past day in parks, homes, bus stops etc. and world leaders aren't even condemning it or sending their thoughts and prayers, world news outlets definitely don't care

do i even wanna guess the world's reaction on may 9th if we strike moscows military parade?

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welp, a day ago there was a massive missile attack on kyiv that left, according to updated info, 24 dead and 48 wounded. and when I woke up this morning I saw a memorial video in my acquaintance's telegram channel. my acquaintance is an artist and the 17 year girl who was killed with a missile along with her sister, was an artist too. which reminds me that well damn I might be next and I can't do a thing about it lmao. a cool reality we live in, real funny if only it wasn't for real

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THE FUCKING STUFF MODERN AU TUCO WOULD BLAST WHILE BLONDIE'S IN HIS CAR ISTG

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I've written such a fucking slap in the face story w blonco and now I want more cuz I left myself on a fucking CLIFFHANGER MAN still got an assignment to do nooooo. I would also post it but it's initially in ukrainian but ukr good bad ugly fd is probably fairly small so I would have to translate ALL THAT and idk if I'm ready to do that. altho I would probably be able to do that more or less easily, still man. I don't know if I should post it at all bruh. the dilemma

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I'm so fucking tired but I'm one assignment away from rest. sigh

here are some gutthooks and flintlocks since their personalities grew a bit during this month. I also was trying not to make gutt an artist because cliche but uhh, got some inspo from tags and graffitis I saw on the walls while I was on the walk a couple of days ago and congrats, gutthook is officially a graffiti artist now. or at least his teenage version is