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[skzophreniic]

i love you (she says as shes drunk) very happy we became mutuals. i seriously love you

kai out

i love you mooooore (she says completely sober). the day we became mutuals was the day my mutual circle finally felt complete. thank you to atla for bringing us together <3 <3

aeryn in (ur heart hehe)

[skzophreniic]

I lowkey might write the Seungmin fic myself on my own blog, but idk. I love writing fanfics, but like you said yesterday...sometimes the motivation is LACKING.

I will always eat whatever crumbs of Seungmin I am given. Especially by you, because HOLY TALENT.

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omg yessss u should write it!! i would def read it if u did, if u were cool with tagging me.

[skzophreniic]

I can totally understand that :)

Though, I'd still adore to see a rekindled childhood best friend love story with Seungmin 👀 I yearn for non-chalant dom!Seungmin who is secretly (but no so secretly) a softie.

Side note: I have seen SO many people asking u for Seungmin oh my LORD. Not that I'm complaining, but why is everyone suddenly in love with Seungmin? 🫶😭

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tysm for understanding :(( <3 now that i can do, because i to yearn for that exact same thing 🙂‍↕️ i for one am so glad everyone seems to be having their seungmin awakening its about time

[skzophreniic]

Okkkk I sent in a request. I am PRAYING that you'll make it. I would love to see what you make out of it. Your writing is so strong and creative. I'm obsessed with it.🫶

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i see ur request bby and i think its so wonderful and beautiful and the story is so sweet. that being said, i'm going to have to admit smth here--i don't think i can write a non-binary and/or autistic!reader only because I rlly dont feel that i'd be able to properly write out the character they way they would deserve to be written. i tend to write from my own experiences, it's smth that i rlly think allows for readers to resonate with the stuff i write. since i personally have never experienced all the emotions and everything that comes with being non-binary and autistic, i know for certain that i will fall extremely short and I don't want to offend or misrepresent anyone.

I rlly hope that this decision doesn't offend you or anyone. i just dont know that i'm the right person for this request <3

[skzophreniic]

I am SO late to the game but i just finished lover of mine… that was truly so amazing. You wrote everyone so well and the symbolism was just so on point. I’m in awe! I can’t wait for your next series, whoever it’s about (I’m hoping for Chan or Seungmin because well I’m biased🤭)

I hope all is well!! <3

NEVER too late to read lover of mine, u probably caught it at the perfect time when it was all completed lol. thank you soo much! i think i finally just got over it which is why i wanna write a new series haha. chan technically won the poll but honestly,,,i think i've been leaning towards seungmin a bit 🤔

[skzophreniic]

Hihi!! Sm occurred to me while I was stalking your page and I thought I'd let you know. Your work, specifically the skzotel series, is what got me into fanfiction as a whole 😭 I was so blown away and enthralled by your writing that I just HAD to have more, you're at the very bottom of my following list bcus you're the first person I followed on this app (and the reason I even made an account lmao)

(I was, unfortunately, one of those people who fell for the character.ai propaganda and was saved from it by x reader fanfiction made by humans like god intended... 😓😓 Not proud of it but an angel gained it's wings that day so ty queen, keep fighting the ai slop one smutty chan fic at a time 💪💪💪)

omg wait this actually means so much to me 🥹🥹. i still remember my introduction to fanfiction it was a percy x nico fanfic on wattpad called since we met when i was twelve years old haha. i rlly hope i can continue to put out stuff that you can always enjoy <3 :)

as for the character.ai propaganda, im sososo proud of u for realizing on ur own and then coming out and saying it. i wish our community was a little more forgiving for people who have understood their mistakes. i feel like whenever ai is mentioned, its automatic attack mode so people are afraid to even share their stories to help motivate other people to stop using ai. that would be helpful, i think. but thats just my take.

[skzophreniic]

It’s given me a form of pseudo claustrophobia. Especially because I have various ear piercings that I’m convinced are all going to be ripped out.

oh my god new fear unlocked wtf

[skzophreniic]

the urge to write another series is strong...no promises but who do u guys wanna see next in a series like southpaw and lover of mine?

next series?

chan

minho

changbin

hyunjin

jisung

felix

seungmin

jeongin

Voting ended onAug 14

[skzophreniic]

Ooo apology accepted! (tho def not necessary)

Your cat is adorable! 😭🫶

Also, ignore the fact that Im lowkey (highkey) stalking your page.

Btw, do you take requests? *i ask cutely and then explode*

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dont dig too far down...there are some things i didn't link on my masterlist for a reason pls dont ever find them 😭 though ive had this acc for a few years and you'd have to scroll preeeeeetty far down so i think i'm safe...probably.

also i do accept request to be inbox but sending one in doesnt gurantee the fact that i'll write it cuz sometimes, i'll be honest, i just dont feel motivated enough and i dont want to put out trash writing im not happy with yk? on the other hand i've had ppl send me requests that have saved me from my writers block and i worship the ground they walk on so def send anything u have in mind in!!!

[skzophreniic]

My anon emoji is a dog not a cat 😭🫶

But yes Hurricane Seungmin was AMAZING. Like I stayed up LATE reading those fics even though I had work VERY early in the morning. It was so worth it 🫶🫶🫶

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OMFG THATS A DOG??? this is lowkey humiliating i am humiliated...ig i still love u even tho its a dog. as an apology i have attached a picture of my cat pls accept this humble offering.

[skzophreniic]

am i crazy or is taking off ur shirt/dress and then it getting stuck around ur head and ur arms are just suspended in the air and then jumping around in rage and being brought to near tears before finally getting it off as a child a canon event....just me?

[skzophreniic]

YESSSS ok yay I don't have to give my soul for seungmin fics. I am going to be a regular anon btw. I LOVED your Hurricane series with Seungmin. 🫶 it was so good and I look forward to more Seungmin fics (and other fics you make cuz ur deadass talented asf)

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YAYAYY welcome welcome 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ ty!!! hurricane seungmin is actually one of my favorite seungmins i've written so u def have good taste haha

[skzophreniic]

Why are people voting for Chan, Minho and Hyunjin again when they were alr there in south paw and lover of mine 😭😭😭 (Don't mind me, I'm just rooting for a Seungmin-centric fic)

Totally up to you what you want to write with what characters obviously. Love your work! Lover of mine is literally my favorite fic of all time, but ofc you know this alr bc I've mentioned it an embarrassing amount of times.

Hope you're doing well! 🩵

Much love,

🦚

one can also argue that seungmin was a pivotal character in southpaw, probably just as important as hyunjin and minho in LOM...ur love for seungmin has blinded u my dear 🦚. ur greed for seungmin knows no bounds...

haha in all seriousness i feel like chan wins every poll that i do for anything he is soooo loved on stayblr i almost hope he knows it 😭 on the bright side, last i checked seungmin is 2nd place on the poll!! who knows what will happen

[skzophreniic]

Hi, honey! I hope you've been well... but I have a bone to pick with you about The Thrid Mug... you fcked my head all the way up. I don't think i can sleep tonight. I finally got around to finishing it and I am crying real people tears. I read it with my bf and he was saying "WHAT?" Every other sentence during chapter 3. I was just straight up in awe because even though it caused chest pain that mini series is one of the best things I've ever read. I love it so much that I wish that I wrote it. I want to reread it. Maybe I will. I think you cured my depression for an hour. In the middle of it when Seungmin gets pew pewed (as a Seungmin ult I am devastated) I felt like I needed to call you screaming and crying and I don't even have your number 😭 i love you and hate you at the same time. Good god, lady. Buy me dinner before you rip my heart out next time.

- Chili ♡

omgeee hi my sweet bby angel I MISSED U. i hope ur doing well!!

ah yes...u have discovered the third mug...honestly i did have to keep rewriting some parts cuz it had to all click and fall into place perfectly and it kept stressing me out 😭 but im soooooo glad u liked it, i felt giddy reading this even though u seem to have suffered a bit reading it haha. i understand if u hate me i get that a lot when people read a lot of my work for some reason....

[skzophreniic]

PLEASE MAKE MORE SEUNGMIN FICS😭🫶 no one EVER writes about Seungmin. I love him so much. When most ppl write him, they make him such a sub I hate it💔💔 I WOULD GIVE MY SOUL FOR THIS PLSSSSS

i also have to be in a very specific mood to ejoy sub!skz so i feel u 😭no need to give ur soul!! i'm sure i can come up with smth...

[skzophreniic]

Hi Aeryn! Just wanted to drop by and say how incredibly talented you are, the way you write SKZ has me on my knees. I have a special place for angst in my heart and U (read it at 3AM and sobbed) managed to hit it with a sledgehammer. Thank you for blessing us with these worlds you create 🩷

hiiii bby tysm omg. U has a rlly special place in my heart too, i feel like it gets overlooked sometimes 🥲. thank YOU for blessing me with the time u took to read it and anything else i've written ilysmmm 💖💖