Negan/Lucille RP Blog

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[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

He was helping Sam organize her shelves with cans and jars, standing right beside her as they worked away to make sure everything had a spot. He took a breath before glancing over at her, staring at her face.

“Well I...just wanna know what we are. I mean, clearly sometimes you hate my guts and other times it just seems like...like there’s this pull between us and you don’t want me gone for long...or moving too far from you. You want me around but maybe you’re too afraid to say it.”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“It’s actually gone really, really fucking well.”

He smiled at her for a bit before answering the other half of her question. How could he really answer that?

“I mean, yeah...everyone is happy...I guess I’m happy but I could be a lot happier...and like I said months before, I still wanna have that talk with you...you know, if you’ll let me.”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“Hey! That RV has gotten me through a lot of walkers and even to and fro here I mean, if it wasn’t for that ‘old man’ RV, I wouldn’t have been able to come and visit you!”

He tossed her an amused look and noticed the smirk on her face. He sincerely missed this and he sincerely missed her.

“Well...I did what I said I was gonna do, what you basically told me to do...and at first yeah, I did it for you, you know? Tried to see if that would get me into your good graces, among other things but...then I really came to realize that if I’m in the position where people actually need me and I can help them, why wasn’t I doing that already from the start? I guess I was in a twisted way but the outcome always put a little more in my pocket than anyone’s else’s...and now I realize they need even more than I do so...I changed shit around.”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“Carl! You’ve gotten taller since the last time I saw you! Basically a man now!”

Negan watched Carl roll his eyes, hiding a smile as he nodded his head at Negan and walked past him to give him and Sam a moment alone. Negan watched Carl walk away before turning his attention to Sam.

“And you look lovelier since the last time I saw you...what’s new, Blue? You miss me?”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

Negan really did keep his word. At first he kept it to get into Sam’s good graces and something a little more. But then he realized the person he used to be, when Lucille was still alive. He wanted to help people who couldn’t help themselves. That was what he really wanted to do, who he really wanted to be. He lost that in losing his wife and dealing with death every single day. He changed when he realized it literally was a dog-eat-dog world they were living it and it really was a killed-or-be-killed world he now lived in. He was terrified of being killed and eaten alive.

He made changes the second he got back. He let his ‘wives’ go. He gave them what they needed and more. He allowed his people to live freely there and allowed them to come and go as they pleased; even if they wanted to leave Sanctuary behind for good. There were no more leaders but he held himself accountable if someone came to him, slowly at first, for help. He knew most things in and around Sanctuary so he made sure to make himself useful, helpful. He really changed everything around and Sanctuary and the people were no longer struggling or scratching the surface, they were finally surviving.

After things had settled down, he decided to visit Sam. He couldn’t wait to see her, he hoped she was doing good.

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“I know that but, a man has to make a start somewhere and why not at the exact moment of him getting told to make it?”

He stood up from the floor, looking down at Sam.

“I need to get going, there’s work that needs to get done now at Sanctuary...not sure if I’ll be back anytime soon or not...you know, they just might run me out if given the chance...which I am now giving them...”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

He nodded his head at her, taking in all of her demands. She was right, there was no doubt about it. She was the smartest person he knew, next to Michonne and Rick. Sam definitely had her head on straight and wasn’t afraid to say whatever the truth was at the moment.

“If I need to do that then...I need to get going. Isn’t that right? I gotta get back and let all those people...experience freedom, the wives, my people...the people...I can’t be occupying here right now, Alexandria...right? Shit...”

Negan reached into his pocket to take out his walkie-talkie,

“Simon? Dwight? I need you to put back everything we just fucking took. Yes...everything. Whatever you threw into the trucks, put it all back.”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

Negan spun around and picked up the baseball. He stomped back towards the house. He could hear muttering from everywhere, Saviors and Alexandrians talking among themselves about the scene that was unfolding. He blocked them all out, everything that they probably thought about him and Sam. He strode up the porch and threw the front door open and slammed it behind him.

He stormed the main floor until he saw Sam and Judith sitting on the floor in front of the TV. Sam was playing with Judith, dolls scattered all over the floor and the two of them giggling and playing together. Negan could feel his insides melting, the anger quickly dissolving from his face. His body relaxed and he let out a sigh.

He slowly walked over to the two of them and cautiously took a seat on the floor across from them, crossing his legs.

“Sam? Can we talk?”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

He heard the ball coming at him before he felt it pelting his back. He heard it hit the ground thereafter. He didn’t know what to say or do. He just looked down at his feet, laughing to himself. He must have looked like a madman, he could care less. He knew Sam was still standing there behind him, watching him, he could feel her eyes on the back of his neck. 

“You got a good arm, kid...I’ll give you that...”

He spoke as loudly and as clearly as he could before he lifted his head and turned around to look at her. No, not just look, glare. He was pissed. He was humiliated. All he could do was stare her down and shake in anger. He hoped to God she was going to make the next move before he did anything stupid.

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“DIDN’T NEED YOU TO TELL ME THAT, TOO!”

He yelled over his shoulder as he continued to storm off, not even bothering to look behind him. He could feel both eyes on them from his men and from Sam’s people. It was like a fucking reality show that people just couldn’t look away from. He knew he was far from being in the right but he still had to keep appearances up. He still had to make it seem like he was in control and that these other people outside from his group could in no way push him around and tell him what to do.

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

He shrugged his shoulders at her answer. It was not at all what he was hoping to hear but at the same time he wholly expected it from her. He gave her and Judith one last look before he turned around and stomped his way down the stairs and out of the house. 

He let out his Savior whistle to call for his men to wrap things up and get ready to head back to Sanctuary. He felt like if she wanted to talk and answer him, she knew where he would be. There was no doubt about that.

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“Aren’t we going to talk about this?”

It was all he needed to say as he watched her. It felt like a scene was unfolding right before him. Someone he desperately wanted; someone he wanted to share everything with right in front of him and holding a baby. The two of them could have this. They could have a house, a baby, each other. Negan wasn’t afraid of any of that but, he knew Sam had doubts.

“I actually do have to go soon...back to Sanctuary. I just want an answer. Or part of an answer...”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

He wasn’t just going to let her walk away from that and go one like he never asked. He followed her, hot on her heels. She wasn’t going to get rid of him that easily. He had too many questions, he had too much to ask her. He wanted to seriously hear what she had to say.

He stood in the doorway to the baby’s room, watching Sam pick her up and cradle her in her arms. He couldn’t help himself but without a doubt, every time he saw her, especially with a baby, he fell even deeper for her.

“Sam...”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“You honestly think there’s nothing between us? Nothing at all? Not even a little?”

His tone changed; sad a little. He honestly did feel sad, let down. He honestly thought what whatever was going on between them was just this flirty banter, this back and forth teasing until the build up blew up and they had to admit to how they felt. Or so he thought. At least he was admitting to how he felt.

“Seriously? I thought you did and you were having a hard time admitting it because well...because it’s me...”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

Well, the boot took him off guard that’s for sure. 

And then came her pushing him around. It was like he had no fight left in his body and that he was just being pushed around like a rag doll. Damn, she was strong...

“Sam! Hey! Look I’m just being honest here, alright?! I thought we had a little something going on between us...Jesus!”

His hands threw up to block his face as he could still feel Sam’s hands plummeting him all over. Damn, was she pissed.

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“You always think there is something going on between you and anyone on this whole planet!”

She was yelling at him in a whisper to not wake up Judith, surprised the loud boot didn’t already do that. But jesus fucking christ, how on Earth could one man be so stupid and so full of himself. She huffed as she scooped up her boot from the floor and stormed off to the kitchen table. How dare he try and play with her emotions. How dare he try and play with her head. Stupid fuck. She had just about enough of this game.

“I am not one of your fucking wives back at home so don’t talk to me like that. Cut your fucking bullshit with me, got it?!”

[beatmybat]

Despite everything, he was actually having a real good time. Sam was the only one who dared to speak to him like that. Who dared to put his ass in its place. It was refreshing. It was like taking a breath of fresh fucking air. Negan couldn’t get enough of it; his gulps get getting bigger, needier.

“Never said or thought you were one of my wives...actually, you put all those lovely ladies to shame. Just don’t tell them that, they’ll probably be a little hurt and a little jealous...comes with the territory of being you, I guess.”

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

Well, the boot took him off guard that’s for sure. 

And then came her pushing him around. It was like he had no fight left in his body and that he was just being pushed around like a rag doll. Damn, she was strong...

“Sam! Hey! Look I’m just being honest here, alright?! I thought we had a little something going on between us...Jesus!”

His hands threw up to block his face as he could still feel Sam’s hands plummeting him all over. Damn, was she pissed.

[xblueeyedbabyx]

“Oh, I’ll show you I’m more than just talk.” (@beatmybat)

“Oh please, Negan. You are the exact definition of all talk and no bite.”

[beatmybat]

“Since the baby is asleep, I’m sure we can sneak in a couple of minutes alone...I mean, it’s not like you have anywhere else to go or anything else to do...”

He was staring her down, a smug look on his face. He knew he was probably pushing her buttons a little too hard but, he really couldn’t help himself. Something about her holding and caring for a baby so flawlessly as she did? It drove him crazy.