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announcement. this blog has been archived. six amazing & fun months here, but it’s time for a fresh start! please come follow beautifulintense (same url I know~ I couldn’t part with it!)
announcement. this blog has been archived. six amazing & fun months here, but it's time for a fresh start! please come follow beautifulintense (same url I know~ I couldn't part with it!) I'll be following a bunch of people over there in a few minutes & rolling over some threads & my most recent starter call. I plan to get those done after work.
>> apologies for the unexpected drop in activity, I was without internet the last few days, in a cruel twist of fate this coincided with my days off, so I couldn’t even lurk from work. I should be back up & running tonight, if all goes well. these have been dark times & i’m not sure I am the person I was before…
JOHN DOE:
❛ hypothetically. if i broke a few fingers. how expensive would that be– without insurance. ❜
“ we’re not really allowed to discuss cost before you’re seen by a doctor. ”
fallen. *aggressively unfollows ahangedman* what a weirdo.
mutuals. like for a short starter!
what was it like to lose him asked sorrow
it was like hearing every goodbye ever said to me all at once
beautifulintense:
We are unusual & tragic & a l i v e Indie Clarke Griffin from The 100
“All these years, you’ve lived but you’ve never had a life.“
some sentence meme, i’m sure.
❛ it comes with the territory. ❜
she can’t pinpoint the exact moment that she stopped being a thing to clarke & started being a person – but as far as heartfelt conversations go, this one takes the cake. it’s a topic she tends to avoid. especially around those that she finds herself wanting to get to know better. people she wants to stick around for. nothing kills a mood like the knowledge that whatever this was, it was temporary. even if she didn’t want it to be temporary, it was.
( she wonders how long she can stay here. )
❛ i had one at one point. if that makes you feel better. ❜
Inside: The 48 with Eliza Taylor (x)
status update ; I have been absent here as I've been distracted by my sons (terminalcrazy & apcthetic). BUT I miss my daughter, so in an effort to kick start her muse I’m going to do something quite drastic & drop all my threads & memes except a few. I just need to get that draft number down so I can get back on here. I’m keeping all threads w/ earthsfirst, ofvalors, ahangedman, & gunslingerdixon. with that, this blog is no longer my primary & will be private & highly selective.
We have not touched the stars nor are we forgiven.
Richard Siken, excerpt of “Snow and Dirty Rain” (via ohproserpine)
This past year has been an interesting one, I’ll tell you that right now. After an up and down relationship with this wonderful muse, I’ve come to find that he’s one of the few characters that I always, and probably will always, come back to. When I originally started Eric on his old blog, lethallyintelligent, I never believed I’d stick around for this long. Eric was the antagonist, his tag was filled to the brim with how much people loathed him. Playing the antagonist never worried me before, people like Blaise Zabini had a following of fans who appreciated his development, Eric was a little bit different. I had a love for him that, in all reality, I was afraid that no one would recognize let alone reciprocate. And honestly? I was wrong.
A year later, this muse is still kicking. Three blogs have been set up in his honor, one left behind while the other was deleted, and he’s still got a solid foundation and plenty of time to go. I’ve made some amazing friends through this account, followed some blogs way out of my league, and gotten a hell of a lot of people on my side when it comes to Eric and the lingering humanity caught under all that bullshit. I am so lucky to have had this opportunity, and I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
I’ve said it a thousand times, and I’ll say it a thousand more ; I never expected to play Eric for this long, I never expected this many followers. This muse, and you guys, have been so good to me, and I’ll never be able to repay that, or even clue in to how blessed I am to have such amazing and creative people in my life. Thank you for supporting my stupid headcanons, thank you for always putting up with my random rants and the long periods of time where writing seems impossible. Thank you for sticking it out through a hiatus, for helping me cope with anxiety, and for generally being my friends.
Literally.
Thank you for being my friends.
I love you guys, every single person who sends me kind anons or follows me even though I may not follow back. Whether you’re a member of the squad, or watching me be a total twat on the dash, I love the shit out of you. Never forget that, okay?
Thank you for the best year of my life, here’s to quite a few more.
LEADERS CIRCLE.
ofabnegation + legendxryfour. maggie, you are amazing. i’ll literally tell you how outstanding your characters are until there are no words left. you always make me smile, i love getting online to talk to you, and the fact that you always jump to support my stupid headcanons? literally, you’re the best friend anyone could ask for.
jonaslies + gammamade + hoodstrapped. keeeENNNNSSSSSS. jonas/eric was one of the first ships i ever had on here ; a crossover ship with a perfect balance, you set the bar for every ship to come. our long nights, lengthy rants, and your adoption into this fandom are only a few things that have made this account so special to me. your muses are spectacular, and so are you. thank you for always being there to listen to me bitch.
ncncriminal. actual john murphy hoLY SHIT. every skype conversation we have is my life. your murphy is actually my life tbh. you make me happy, our kik conversations make me happy, and our ship makes me the happiest. there were times when i was done with ofwxrriorblood, and you kept me going over there. i’m so glad i followed you.
beautifulintense. helen, i could write a thousand essays about how you’ve helped me get over the dumbest shit. thank you for always being my plotline wingman, thank you for picking me up off the floor and reminding me that everything will be okay. thank you for giving me some of the best storylines. thank you for being you, please continue on with such because you’re amazing. your writing is to die for, and so is your character development skills. every muse you touch turns to gold, and i love the shit out of you.
stillnotnoticingme. (◕‿◕✿) (◕‿◕✿) (◕‿◕✿) (◕‿◕✿) benho. you’re the sweetest, actual angel. you have mad me laugh, you’ve also made me cry. thank you for amazing storylines all day every day.
coldblxxded. eric, you literally intimidated me so bad for five seconds. we play the same muse, you play said muse a BAJILLION TIMES BETTER than i do, but, you’re literally the nicest guy and you get so much shit that you don’t deserve. thank you for making me smile, and also being there to yell headcanon ideas with via skype. you da best ok.
jess. jess doesn’t have a blog anymore, fear-god-alone used to be her url. jess was a huge part of this muse, and i feel like she deserves a place here even though she no longer comes into the rp world. unfortunately, jess left role play because of real life issues, and i still miss her dearly. jess, if you ever see this – somehow, know that i miss you and i hope you’re doing well. i miss our threads, and our skype conversations, and every little thing we’d send back and forth. you were an amazing four, an amazing amar, and an amazing friend. thank you for everything you did for me.
SQUAD GOALS.
ofabnegation, legendxryfour, jonaslies, gammamade, hoodstrapped, ncncriminal, beautifulintense, stillnotnoticingme, coldblxxded, eruditedisguised, distruust, fourfxld, idrxs, jxyxus, ill-take-the-stiff, deadaregone, jxxnine, acrophxbiia, sarcasiisms, ihatethisplanetx, fourbia, fouriiisms, fadedhoney, fourtobiaseaton, txctus
DAUNTLESS MEMBERS.
adeloes, allxson, allisonbreathe, ashcovered, ahangedman, accipitxr, answersnobody, amortean, arkhealer, apocalypseguard, sxmniare, southerncomforted, showmaxter, skailegend, styliist, degeneris, deathsiren, dauntlesswithfourfears, dominatrick, grishildr, hellblxzer, hasnofilter, kingcoupedegrace, laidre, lamourhaine, learnedskill, xprodigium, changedsongbirdarchive, carolinedearest, constantgrief, veilled, burntbreadpeeta, bloodiedwolf, nevermisses, nebularistic, morguliis, whatsthesiitch, wxngman, raisedbetter, toshootfirst, tentoriumxlignum, thiievery, theshootingarrow, unseenmockingjay, upchuckfactor, unabletolie, unluckythen, ofpenderghast, postvoided, txssxract, eyesofwater, earthmedic, blamedhimself, fraternus, ofmockingashes, whitlxcked, thxmatriarch, doucheteeth, xprodigium and the blogroll.
if i missed anyone, i apologize!
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