Blooming…

Every moment is shaping us into who we were created to be.. and it’s beautiful ♥️

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So blessed that I get to look into those eyes forever

🖤🖤🖤

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I’m so full of hope 🥹

We are building the most beautiful life.

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I’m frustrated, but I still have hope.

Come home baby.

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I’m here. My heart hurts but I’m still here.

I feel like a new piece of me breaks every time one of them pop up.

But yet, I’m still here.

You say the promises I’m making is all you ever wanted. But you still can’t make up your mind.

Again, I’m still here.

When the truth is revealed. When new is no longer entertaining…

I’ll still be here. 

I just pray my heart’s not destroyed by the time you finally get here.

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I’ve never been so sure of something in my life.

I want every day with you.

Every single day.

Always.

You. Me. And the boys.

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Just give us a chance.

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This can’t be the end.

It can’t be.

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6 days and 5 nights, so far.

I’ve spent more time with you over this last week than I have away.

And still I sit here at work longing to be with you. I miss you when we are not together. Even if it’s for an hour.

Brick by brick, the walls are coming down.

Slowly but surely.

Glimpses of my girl, my love, my world.

Flickers of life returning to your eyes again.

I feel your nervous system settle a little more each time you hold me close. When you really hug me.

You’re not fully there yet, and I won’t pretend that doesn’t break my heart.

But I know healing is happening. I can see it. I can feel it. And nothing makes my heart happier.

I wish I could fast forward to a year from now just too see how beautiful our life has become.

You, me, and the boys.

You are my dream. And every desire in my heart is connected to you. My everything.

I love you and I can’t wait to come home to you.

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fall for the one who never stops choosing you, every single day.

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Let me love you.

Stop running.

Stop telling yourself what we have isn’t true.

We are a force when our minds are made up.

Make up your mind one more time.

I’ll never let you regret it.

We will spend our years pouring into our beautiful life with our boys.

I won’t drop you. I’ll catch you. Please just fall one more time.

One more time and I’ll never have to ask again.

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you are the greatest blessing in my life

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You convincing yourself that we wouldn’t work is the most devastating part.

Especially because you know we have it in us. 

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I was good enough when no one else was there.

Now you have others to fill that space and I’m no longer needed.

I feel used. Worthless. And extremely unloved.

And I’m still here wanting you.

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Why did you ask me to open my heart if you weren’t going be there when I did?

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Why am I not enough?

You were supposed to love me. Love doesn’t leave.

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Still my first thought in the morning.

The last voice I want to hear before I fall asleep.

The eyes I want to wake up to.

The hands I want to hold.

The heart I want to protect.

The shoulders I want to carry the weight for.

The woman I want to defend.

The mind I want to create a safe space for.

The nervous system that I want to bring peace to.

The person I want beside me through every high and every low.

You’re still the one.

After everything, through everything, despite everything.. you’re still the one.

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I need you to believe in my heart again.

It’s yours.

Completely and forever.