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i crave for something soft and beautiful, like a cozy bed and a peaceful morning.

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

it's the look of confusion and betrayal in arek's eyes for me that got me emotional like, the way he was confused and asking robert with his eyes what the fuck is he doing there and why is he in the interrogation room, i'd also like to think that arek was worried as fuck that robert was also caught but then robert sat on the opposite side of the table, refusing to lift his head up to meet arek's eyes is what made him realized he didn't know robert, AT ALL. arek looking hurt when he realized robert was a policeman, every questions cut deep inside him. and when he was asked about his recent sexual activity, he made a decision to protect him and not disclose robert's name😭

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

finished watching operation hyacinth. beautiful representation of how hard it was for queer people to walk on the street without fear of getting killed bc some bullshit people just decided being gay is a crime and disgusting. i also love how they represent people with narrow-mindedness about the community and the stereotype. great movie of all time, i'm actually still emotionally broken.

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

is the book "babel" good? what's the story all about? sorry i haven't had the time to google it and i just saw some recommendations on tiktok. i wanna know your opinions abt the book :(

thank you!

[poet-by-heart]

My favorite part of the Song of Achilles:

Achilles: How could Heracles not recognize his wife?

Chiron: That is the nature of madness.

Patroclus’ inner monologue: Sounds like a skill issue. Couldn’t be me. Truly pathetic to be honest. Personally, I would recognize Achilles in the dark, or in disguise. I would know him even in madness. But that’s just me I guess.

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

i miss tsoa :(

[bronkdoes-stuff]

Me when the story that obviously isn’t going to have a happy ending doesn’t have a happy ending

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

true bc you just have to love the movie so much that you'll feel like it's something that happened years ago and that it was real like you were there and you witnessed all of it

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

the thought of neil being thankful for mr keating for giving him a sign to do what he desires for the first time in his life even if that meant defying his father and him being able to finally live his dream for a short moment of time (that will sure last a lifetime for him) before taking his life and mr keating regretting any of it thinking neil would still be alive if it were not for him and the book and the lessons he taught.

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

my body deserves an apology for the unhealthy mechanisms i've had. for the times i chose to starve myself because eating felt like a privilege i do not deserve. the wounds visible in my arms, a sign reminding me how physical pain is nothing compared to the pain life gave me. the times where i would self destruct just because i thought i deserve all the torture. the times where i'd wished to just end it all and leave everyone behind. months have passed, i am slowly back on track, i am slowly reminding myself the good things i deserve, yet, I haven't apologized to me yet. i'm sorry because i was coward to let that happen, to let you think you deserve those things, for self sabotaging, for almost, almost leaving. the scars may not be visible, but the painful memory still lingers, and it will haunt me for a long time.

[beautifullycraftedtragedy]

i'm so disappointed with myself for not watching dps earlier and also disappointed with myself for watching it.. that's it. that movie ruined me, there are so many spoilers i read, i watched, but it still fucking left an impact to me. i hate when the movie really touches my emotion, my well being, my soul i hate when the movie have to be so painful and memorable and good and full of realizations. i hate how good that movie is.

[paper-wounds]

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[theruinofus]