Steve Harrington × Reader × Travis "Teacake" Meacham
A/N: okkk… so what prayers do I need to say to make this happen?
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·✶· Teacake who’s still panting, half-hard and slick from being buried inside you, but already eager for more. He shifts so he’s kneeling beside you on the bed, cock twitching as he looks down at you with those wide, hungry eyes. Steve mirrors him on your other side, thick and still glistening from you. You reach for both of them at once, wrapping a hand around each cock: Steve’s heavy and hot in your left, Teacake’s eager and leaking in your right.
·✶· Steve who groans low when your fingers tighten around him, hips pushing forward into your grip. “Fuck, baby… just like that.” His hand comes down to cover yours, guiding you into a slow, firm stroke while his other hand strokes your thigh. He glances over at Teacake, smirking. “Look at him—already leaking all over your fingers. You gonna make him lose it first?”
·✶· Teacake who whines softly at the contact, thrusting shallowly into your fist with zero shame. He’s messy immediately, precum dripping down your knuckles as he rocks into your touch. “Shit—your hand feels so good… tighter, please—yeah, like that.” He leans across you to kiss Steve messily, tongues sliding, while his free hand finds your breast and plays with your nipple. Every time you twist your wrist on the upstroke he moans into Steve’s mouth. You work them both in rhythm, alternating between long, slow pulls and quicker, tighter strokes near the heads. Teacake’s cock throbs wildly in your hand, slick and flushed dark. Steve stays rock hard, velvet-smooth skin sliding over steel, his abs tensing every time your thumb swipes over the sensitive head.
·✶· Teacake who breaks the kiss with Steve to look down at your hands, eyes glassy. “Both of us… fuck, look at her jerking us together. She’s got us so fucking wet.” He reaches down to help you, his fingers sliding over yours on Steve’s cock, making everything even slicker. His hips stutter. “I’m not gonna last if you keep doing that—Steve, she’s gonna make me come all over her tits if you don’t stop her.”
·✶· Steve who chuckles darkly, voice rough as he fucks your fist a little harder. “Good. Let her see how bad you want it.” He leans down to kiss you deep and possessive, then turns to bite at Teacake’s shoulder while you pump them faster. His hand leaves yours to tease between your legs again, fingers circling your clit in time with your strokes. “You’re doing so good for us, sweetheart. Keep going—just like that. Want to watch you make him fall apart first.”
·✶· Teacake who’s getting louder, hips jerking erratically now, spit-slick and desperate. “Baby—fuck—gonna—!” He comes hard with a broken moan, thick ropes spilling over your hand and across your stomach and breasts. He keeps thrusting through it, whimpering, eyes locked on the mess he’s making on your skin.
·✶· Steve who watches with dark satisfaction, still rock hard in your grip. He uses Teacake’s cum as extra lube, guiding your hand faster on himself until his thighs tense and he growls your name. He pulls out of your fist at the last second and finishes across your chest, mixing with Teacake’s release, marking you both at once.
·✶· Teacake who immediately leans down and starts licking it off your skin with messy enthusiasm, humming happily. “Tastes better mixed together… fuck, we made such a mess on her.” He glances up at Steve with a cheeky grin. “Your turn to clean her up next, Harrington.” Teacake who’s still buzzing with leftover energy even after everything, kneeling between your spread thighs while you lie back against the pillows, exhausted and blissed-out. Your body feels heavy and warm, every limb pleasantly sore as you watch them through half-lidded eyes. He glances at you with that eager little grin, then looks over at Steve. “She’s tired… but we’re not done yet, right? Let her watch us for a minute.”
·✶· Steve who’s still hard, cock heavy and slick from earlier, shifts closer on his knees so he’s facing Teacake right in front of you. His hand slides down his own length once before reaching out to wrap around Teacake’s cock too. “Yeah… let her see.” His grip is firm and sure as he strokes Teacake slowly, thumb swiping over the leaking head. Teacake’s breath hitches instantly. You watch drowsily, too spent to do more than breathe and enjoy the show. Your chest still rising and falling, skin marked with their earlier releases, thighs sticky. It’s hot in the laziest, most satisfying way.
·✶· Teacake who moans openly and reaches for Steve right away, his hand less coordinated but enthusiastic as he grips Steve’s thick cock. He presses closer so their shafts slide against each other in their combined fists, hot skin on skin, the heads bumping and rubbing together with every stroke. “Fuck… Steve—your dick feels so good against mine. Look how wet we both are.” He’s thrusting shallowly into their hands, chasing the friction, eyes flicking over to you every few seconds like he wants to make sure you’re still watching.
·✶· Steve who keeps his strokes steady and controlled, guiding Teacake’s hand on him while he works Teacake’s cock with long, slick pulls. The wet sound of their shafts rubbing together fills the room: messy, obscene. He leans in and kisses Teacake slow and deep, then murmurs against his lips, “She’s watching, Teacake. Show her how much you like feeling me against you.” His free hand reaches back to gently stroke your calf, grounding you even while he focuses on the man in front of him.
·✶· Teacake who’s getting louder, hips rocking faster, cocks sliding and pressing together in their fists. Precum mixes and drips down over their knuckles. “She looks so pretty like this… all tired and fucked out, just watching us jerk each other off.” He whines when Steve twists his wrist just right. “Gonna come again just like this—rubbing against you while she sees everything.” You let out a soft, tired hum of approval, eyes heavy but fixed on the way their cocks look pressed together: Steve’s thicker and flushed, Teacake’s twitching and leaking all over both of them. It’s filthy and intimate, the two of them putting on a show just for you.
·✶· Steve who smirks, picking up the pace, their fists working in tandem now. He keeps glancing over at you with dark, affectionate eyes. “You like this, baby? Watching us touch each other?” He leans in and kisses Teacake harder, their moans mixing as they rut into their hands. Teacake comes first with a broken whimper, spilling hot between them and over Steve’s fist. Steve follows right after, groaning low as he paints both their stomachs and Teacake’s cock with his release.
·✶· Teacake who slumps forward against Steve, both of them breathing hard, sticky and satisfied. He looks over at you with a lazy, blissed-out smile. “Did you like that, honey? We can do more if you want… or we can just come hold you while you rest.”
·✶· Steve who pulls Teacake in for one last slow kiss before they both crawl up on either side of you, wrapping you up in their arms. Their hands are still a little sticky as they gently stroke your skin, pressing soft kisses to your shoulders and neck. “Rest, baby. We’ve got you.”
Summary: After a casual movie night, you complain about your chest being “too much” while changing into a cute low-cut top in front of your best friend Steve Harrington. What starts as playful teasing quickly turns heated as Steve refuses to look away, leading to flirty confessions, lingering touches, and a blurred line between friendship and something much more intimate.
Word count: 1.2K
Warnings: NSFW, fluff, smutty vibes, flirting banter, Steve is a respectful perv (affectionate)
A/N: wait but is second puberty in your twenties actually real… tell me why I gained a whole bra cup size without gaining any weight??? Do any other girlies relate or am I suffering alone??
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It had been one of those rare quiet weeks in Hawkins. The nightmares from the Upside Down had finally started to fade into the background, and for once, the group wasn’t dealing with interdimensional threats or government conspiracies. Steve had shown up at your door around 6 PM with a stack of rented VHS tapes under one arm and two large pizzas balanced in the other. “Movie night, no excuses,” he’d announced with that signature grin, hair perfectly tousled even after a long shift at Family Video. “Robin’s working late, Dustin’s grounded, and I’m not watching these alone.”
You’d let him in without hesitation. Steve had become your person over the past couple of years. The one who always had your back, who made you laugh when the world felt too heavy, and who never treated you like you were just another girl from the past. Platonic, mostly. Sure, there were moments: the way his hand would linger on your lower back when guiding you through crowds, the late-night phone calls where his voice got soft, or how he’d stare a beat too long when you wore something that showed skin. But you both played it safe. Friends. Best friends.
The evening unfolded like so many others. You sprawled across the couch, legs tangled casually as the first horror movie played. Steve kept up his running commentary, mocking the bad special effects and dramatically pulling you closer during the jump scares “for protection.” Pizza grease on your fingers, stolen sips from each other’s drinks, laughter echoing through the house. By the second movie, the vibe had shifted into something warmer, lazier.
The final credits rolled across the TV screen as the second movie wrapped up with a ridiculous jump scare that made you both groan and laugh. Steve stretched his long arms overhead, his polo riding up just enough to show a sliver of toned stomach, before shooting you that lazy, warm grin. “Alright, I’m officially wiped. Your couch is great but my back is not built for another horror marathon tonight.” You nodded in agreement, feeling the post-movie haze settle in, and stood up, tugging your shirt down. “Come on, let’s head upstairs to my room. Way more comfortable and I’ve got actual blankets that don’t smell like popcorn.” Steve didn’t hesitate, grabbing the last couple of sodas and following you up the stairs with easy familiarity, the two of you still trading jokes about the movie’s terrible plot as you pushed open the door to your bedroom. The cozy space felt even more inviting in the low lamplight, and Steve flopped onto the edge of your bed like he belonged there.
You slipped into the bathroom attached to your room to change into something more comfortable. The cute little top you’d bought on a whim was calling your name: soft fabric, a hint of stretch, and yeah, it dipped low in the front. You wiggled into it, adjusting the straps, but the way it sat on your chest was… a lot. The cleavage stared back at you in the mirror, full and impossible to ignore.
“Ugh, these things are just too much,” you blurted out loud, half to yourself, half because Steve was right there in the next room and you had zero filter with him anymore. “Taking up so much damn space, it’s annoying as hell while trying to wear something cute.”
The bathroom door was open a crack, your mistake. Or maybe not.
Steve had been lounging on the edge of your bed, flipping through an old magazine, but at your words his head snapped up. You caught his reflection in the mirror as he stood, drawn like a magnet. He pushed the door open a little wider, leaning against the frame with that effortless cool he always wore, even when his brain was short-circuiting.
“Jesus Christ,” he breathed, eyes widening. He didn’t even try to hide it. His gaze dropped straight to your chest, slow and deliberate, tracing the swell of your breasts pushed up by the top. A long, appreciative look that made heat rush to your face. “You really just said that out loud?”
You turned around, arms half-crossed under your boobs which only made them look even more prominent. “Steve! I thought you wouldn’t hear me. Perv.”
He laughed, that rich, warm sound that always loosened the tension in your shoulders, but there was a husky edge to it tonight. “Hey, I’m just a guy. And you can’t drop a line like that and expect me not to investigate.” His eyes flicked up to meet yours, brown and sparkling with mischief, but there was real heat there too. “Too much? Annoying? Sweetheart, you’re standing there looking like every guy’s late-night fantasy and complaining about it?”
He stepped fully into the bathroom doorway now, close enough that you could smell his cologne mixed with the faint scent of popcorn from earlier. Not touching, but definitely invading your space in that friendly-yet-not way he did so well. Steve Harrington had always been a flirt, but with you it stayed mostly harmless, teasing compliments, protective arm around your shoulders during movie nights, the occasional lingering hug. Tonight felt different.
You rolled your eyes, but couldn’t fight the smile tugging at your lips. “They get in the way all the time. Clothes don’t fit right, running sucks, and don’t even get me started on trying to sleep on my stomach.”
Steve’s smirk deepened. He leaned in slightly, gaze dipping again without shame. “Yeah? Sounds rough. Real tragedy.” His voice was lower now, teasing but sincere. “Mind if I… form my own opinion? As your very supportive, very platonic friend.”
Before you could protest, not that you wanted to he reached out, gentle fingers brushing a stray strap back into place on your shoulder. The touch was light, but it sent sparks down your skin. His eyes stayed locked on the cleavage, drinking in the soft curves, the way the fabric hugged you. You watched his Adam’s apple bob as he swallowed hard.
“Fuck,” he muttered under his breath. “They’re perfect. Not annoying at all. Just… a lot to handle. In the best way.” He straightened up, running a hand through his signature hair, but the flush on his cheeks gave him away. Steve was rattled, and he liked it.
You laughed, pushing at his chest lightly. “You’re ridiculous. We’re friends, remember? You’re not supposed to stare like that.”
“Who says?” He caught your hand before you could pull it back, holding it against his chest for a second. His heart was beating faster than normal. “Friends can appreciate… assets. Especially when said friend blurts it out like that. C’mon, you had to know I wasn’t gonna let that slide.”
The air felt thicker in the small bathroom. Steve didn’t back off. Instead, he tugged you gently toward the bedroom, guiding you to sit on the edge of the bed with him. The radio kept playing softly in the background, some love ballad that felt way too on-the-nose.
“Seriously though,” he said after a beat, his usual cocky grin fading into something softer, more intense. “You’re gorgeous. All of you. If those are causing you trouble, maybe I can help test some solutions. Like… different tops. Or no tops.” He winked, but his hand stayed near yours on the bed, thumb brushing your knuckles.
You shoved him playfully, but stayed close. “Steve Harrington, king of smooth talk even when he’s half-hard from a wardrobe malfunction.”
He didn’t deny it. His laugh was a little strained this time. “Guilty. Can you blame me? You’re in my bedroom—well, your bedroom—looking like that and talking about your boobs being ‘too much.’ I’m only human.”
The conversation stretched from there. Steve kept the vibe light at first, cracking jokes about his own failed attempts at fashion advice back in his King Steve days, how he used to think he knew everything about what girls wanted. But the looks kept coming, quick stolen glances when you shifted, longer ones when you leaned forward to grab a water bottle from the nightstand. Each time his eyes would trace the cleavage, the soft bounce, the way the top clung.
Eventually you ended up lying back on the bed together, shoulders touching, talking about everything and nothing. The movie, the Upside Down scars you both carried, how nice it was to just exist without monsters for once. But the undercurrent was electric. Steve rolled onto his side, propping his head on his hand, and let his free hand rest lightly on your waist.
“You know I’d never push, right?” he said quietly, sincerity cutting through the flirtation. “We’re friends. But… damn, if you ever wanted more than looking…” His eyes dropped again, hungry but patient. “I’d be there. Appreciating every inch.”
You turned to face him, the proximity making your pulse race. His breath was warm against your skin. For a long moment, neither of you spoke. Then Steve leaned in, pressing a soft, testing kiss to your collarbone, right above the line of the top. Not demanding. Just… tasting the moment.
“See?” he murmured against your skin, voice rough.
The night didn’t end with clothes coming off completely, not yet but it evolved. Steve’s hands stayed respectful even as they explored, tracing the curves he’d been admiring, murmuring compliments between kisses along your neck and shoulder. “Too much space? Baby, they fit perfectly in my hands.” His touch was confident, gentle, the same Steve who’d swung a bat at demodogs now completely focused on making you feel wanted.
Hours blurred. Laughter mixed with heated whispers. He never once let the “just friends” line stop him from looking, touching, teasing. By the time the sun threatened to creep up, you were tangled in sheets, his head pillowed near your chest, fingers idly tracing patterns on your skin.
“Still annoying?” he asked sleepily, that smirk audible even in the dark.
You ran your fingers through his hair. “Maybe not so much anymore.”
Steve chuckled, pressing one last kiss there. “Good. Because I’m gonna need a lot more opportunities to study the situation. Friend’s honor.”
And just like that, the line between friends and something more had blurred, thanks to one blurted complaint and Steve Harrington’s inability to look away from what you were blessed with.
Warnings: significant age gap (Steve early 40s, reader early 20s), dad's best friend trope, forbidden/slow-burn attraction, emotional conflict & internal guilt (especially Steve), heavy yearning & tension, light physical contact (brushing hands, close proximity, hands on arms/waist)
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The summer sun had settled into a steady rhythm over the lake house, casting long golden shadows across the water and turning every afternoon into a haze of warmth that seemed to slow time itself. Nearly a week had passed since your arrival, and while the days followed the familiar patterns of swims and boat rides and porch conversations, something had shifted beneath the surface. It lived in the spaces between words, in the way Steve’s gaze lingered a second too long before he looked away, in the careful distance he kept even when every part of you ached to close it.
You felt it most in the quiet moments, when the house was still and the only sound was the gentle lap of water against the dock. There was a pull toward him that had nothing to do with the easy friendship of past summers and everything to do with the man he was now: steady, weathered by life in ways that made him more real, more present. Yet every time the feeling rose in your chest, guilt followed close behind. He was your father’s best friend. He had known you since you were small. Wanting more felt like stepping onto thin ice, beautiful and terrifying at once.
The morning began much like the others, with sunlight streaming through the kitchen windows and the smell of coffee filling the air. Your mother was already outside on the porch with your father, their voices low and comfortable. Steve stood at the counter in a soft gray t-shirt that had seen better days, his hair still slightly damp from an early swim. He turned when you entered, and for a moment his expression softened into something almost tender before the familiar careful smile took its place.
“Morning,” he said, voice quiet. He poured a second mug of coffee without asking and slid it toward you. “You look like you didn’t sleep much. Everything all right?”
You wrapped your hands around the warm mug, grateful for the small gesture. “Just the heat. And… thinking too much, I guess.”
Steve leaned against the counter opposite you, arms crossed loosely. His eyes held that familiar conflict you had started to recognize, warmth mixed with something heavier, like he was constantly weighing every word before letting it out. “Thinking about what?”
You hesitated, then decided honesty was safer than silence. “About how different this summer feels. How you’ve been… different. Not in a bad way. Just… more.”
He looked down at his own mug, thumb tracing the rim. “Yeah. I’ve noticed it too. It’s been hard not to.” He paused, choosing his words carefully. “You’ve grown into someone remarkable. Smart, kind, sure of yourself in ways that make me proud. But that pride keeps getting tangled up with other feelings I have no business having. It’s… complicated.”
Your heart ached at the honesty in his voice. “Complicated how?”
Steve met your eyes then, and the yearning there was unmistakable even as he tried to temper it. “Complicated like I catch myself watching you laugh at something your dad said and I have to remind myself that you’re Mark’s daughter. That I helped teach you how to bait a hook when you were eight years old. That wanting to be closer to you now feels like crossing a line I spent years helping build.”
You swallowed, the coffee suddenly too hot in your hands. “I feel it too. The pull. But then I think about what it would do to everyone if anyone found out. My dad trusts you with everything. I don’t want to be the reason that trust breaks.”
Steve nodded slowly, his expression pained but understanding. “Exactly. That’s the part that keeps me up at night. I’ve known you your whole life. Watched you grow from that determined little girl who followed me around asking questions about everything to the woman standing in front of me now. Part of me feels protective in the same way I always have. The other part…” He trailed off, shaking his head. “The other part wants things it shouldn’t. And I hate how much I have to fight it.”
The kitchen felt smaller suddenly, filled with everything neither of you were saying outright. You wanted to reach across the counter and take his hand, to tell him that the wanting didn’t have to be wrong if you both felt it. But the weight of years and family and loyalty sat heavy between you.
Before either of you could say more, your mother’s voice carried in from the porch. “You two coming out here or are you going to hide in the kitchen all morning? Breakfast is getting cold!”
Steve gave you a small, rueful smile and picked up his mug. “Duty calls.”
Out on the porch, your father was already settled at the table with a plate of pancakes and bacon, the newspaper folded beside him. Your mother poured orange juice and smiled warmly as you and Steve joined them.
“There they are,” your dad said, grinning. “Steve, you’ve been up early every day this week. Reminds me of that summer we tried to fix the old dock before the big storm hit. You were out there at dawn hammering away while the rest of us were still half-asleep.”
Steve chuckled as he sat down, but his eyes flicked briefly to you before returning to your father. “Somebody had to make sure it didn’t wash away. You were too busy teaching this one here how to skip rocks.” He nodded toward you with a fond but careful expression.
Your mother laughed softly. “She was determined to beat everyone at it. I remember you spent hours showing her the right angle, Steve. Patient as ever. She used to follow you around like a little shadow, asking a million questions about the boat, the fish, everything.”
You felt your cheeks warm as you buttered a pancake. “I was curious. And you made it all seem so interesting.”
Your dad reached over and patted your shoulder. “She still does that—asks good questions. Steve, you should hear her talk about her classes now. Marketing, right? She’s got this whole plan for after graduation. Makes me proud.”
Steve nodded, his voice steady but carrying that undercurrent of conflict you had come to recognize. “She’s always been sharp. I’m glad she’s figuring out what she wants. It’s important to have a clear path, especially when you’re young.”
Your mother passed the syrup and gave Steve a knowing look. “You’ve always been good at giving advice without making it feel like advice. Remember when she was having trouble with that science project in high school? You sat with her for two hours explaining it like it was the most fascinating thing in the world. She ended up getting an A.”
Steve smiled, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “She did the work. I just pointed her in the right direction. She’s always been capable.”
The conversation flowed easily after that, your father reminiscing about a fishing trip from years ago where Steve had patiently untangled your line over and over while you tried not to cry in frustration. Your mother added stories about how Steve had once driven all the way up in the middle of the night when your dad had locked the keys in the boat. Through it all, you and Steve exchanged occasional glances, the weight of your earlier conversation still hanging between you. Every warm family memory only seemed to deepen the conflict in Steve’s eyes: the protectiveness, the loyalty, the quiet ache of wanting something he felt he shouldn’t.
Later that morning the heat grew oppressive, and you found yourself on the dock in your swimsuit, trying to apply sunscreen to places you couldn’t quite reach. The lotion was cool against your skin at first, but the sun quickly turned everything warm and sticky. You twisted awkwardly, frustrated.
Steve appeared a moment later, fresh from another swim, water still tracing slow paths down his chest and arms. He had changed into dry shorts, but his hair was damp and pushed back, revealing the faint lines at the corners of his eyes that deepened when he smiled. He noticed your struggle immediately.
“Let me help,” he said softly, already reaching for the bottle. There was no teasing in his tone this time, only quiet concern mixed with something deeper. “You’ll burn if you miss spots.”
You turned your back to him, heart already beating faster at the proximity. His hands were gentle as they landed on your shoulders, spreading the lotion with slow, careful strokes. He worked in silence at first, thumbs pressing lightly into the muscles at the base of your neck. The touch was innocent in intent, but the way it lingered spoke of everything else.
“You’re tense again,” he murmured after a moment. His voice was low, almost reluctant. “I can feel it. Is it because of what we talked about earlier?”
You nodded, not trusting your voice right away. When you finally spoke, it came out quieter than you intended. “I keep thinking about what you said. About the line. About how you feel protective but also… other things. I feel the same pull, Steve. Every time you’re near I want to close the distance. But then I remember who you are to my family and it feels selfish.”
His hands paused on your upper back, then continued downward in a slow sweep. “It’s not selfish to feel something real. But it is complicated. I’ve spent years being the guy your dad calls when he needs help with the boat or when he wants someone to talk to about work. I’ve been the one who shows up for birthdays and holidays because you’re like family to me. And now…” His voice caught slightly. “Now I look at you and I see a woman who makes me question everything I thought I knew about what I want. It scares me how much I want to be near you. How much I think about the sound of your laugh or the way you look at the water like it holds answers.”
You closed your eyes, letting the words wash over you. His hands had reached the small of your back, fingers brushing just above the edge of your swimsuit. The touch was light, almost hesitant, like he was afraid of what would happen if he let it linger too long.
“I don’t know what to do with it either,” you admitted. “Part of me wants to lean into whatever this is. The other part keeps reminding me that you’re supposed to be the steady one. The one who doesn’t cross lines. If we did… if we let ourselves… I don’t know how we’d come back from it.”
Steve’s hands stilled completely. For a long moment he just stood there behind you, his palms warm against your skin. Then he stepped back, the absence of his touch leaving you colder than the sun should have allowed.
“I know,” he said quietly. “That’s why I keep pulling away. Because I care too much about you—and about your family—to risk ruining the good things we already have. But God, it’s hard. Every time I touch you like this, even just to help with sunscreen, I have to remind myself why I can’t let it mean more.”
You turned to face him. His eyes held so much conflict, longing and restraint warring visibly. His hands hovered at his sides like he wanted to reach for you again but wouldn’t allow himself.
“I wish it didn’t have to be this way,” you said. “I wish wanting you didn’t feel like betraying something important.”
Steve gave you a small, sad smile. “Me too. But maybe that’s how we know we’re doing the right thing by holding back. The wanting is real. The conflict is real too. And right now the conflict is winning.”
He handed the lotion bottle back to you, fingers brushing yours for the briefest second before retreating. “Try to stay in the shade if you can. I’ll be around if you need anything else.”
As he walked back toward the house, your mother’s voice called from the porch. “Steve! Don’t forget we’re doing that family boat trip after lunch. Mark wants to show off his new fishing spot!”
Steve paused and waved without turning fully around. “Wouldn’t miss it, Laura.”
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The family boat outing that afternoon was filled with easy laughter and stories, but every shared moment only seemed to highlight the quiet tension you and Steve carried. Your father steered while your mother sat beside him, pointing out familiar landmarks along the shoreline.
“Remember that summer we all got caught in the rain on the way back from town?” your dad said, glancing back at you and Steve. “Steve here wrapped his jacket around this one like she was made of glass. Wouldn’t let her get a drop on her. You’ve always looked out for her.”
Steve sat across from you on the bench, his posture relaxed but his eyes careful. “She was shivering. It was the least I could do.”
Your mother smiled fondly. “You’ve been like an extra set of hands—and an extra set of eyes—around here for years. It’s nice having you back for a full summer again. Feels like old times, only better now that she’s older and we can all talk about real things instead of just cartoons and cartoons.”
You laughed softly, but your gaze met Steve’s for a brief second. He looked away quickly, though not before you caught the flicker of conflict in his expression.
Your dad chuckled. “Speaking of real things—Steve, how’s that new project of yours going? The one you mentioned last time we talked on the phone. Still keeping you busy?”
Steve nodded, grateful for the shift in topic. “It’s steady. Keeps me occupied. I like having something to focus on. Though being up here has been a good reminder that there’s more to life than work.”
Your mother turned in her seat to look at both of you. “And you two seem to be getting along just as well as always. It’s sweet. You’ve always had that easy rhythm, like you can finish each other’s thoughts sometimes. Mark and I were saying last night how nice it is to watch.”
Steve’s jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, but his voice remained even. “She’s easy to be around. Always has been.”
You added quietly, “It’s comfortable. Like family.”
The word “family” hung in the air for a moment. Your parents exchanged warm smiles, completely unaware of the deeper current running beneath the surface. Steve looked out at the water, his expression unreadable, but you could sense the weight of it, the way the casual family affection only made his internal conflict sharper.
Later, after the boat trip and a quiet afternoon, dinner on the porch was lively. Your father grilled while your mother tossed a salad, and the four of you sat around the table as the sun began to dip lower. Conversation flowed from your college plans to Steve’s recent work to old family memories.
“So,” your dad said between bites, “any special someone at school we should know about? Or is our girl still too focused on her future to bother with all that?”
You nearly choked on your water. “Dad…”
Your mother laughed. “Leave her alone, Mark. She’ll tell us when she’s ready. Though I have to say, it’s nice having her home where we can keep an eye on her. Steve, you remember how shy she used to get around boys when she was younger? You were always the one who could get her to open up and talk.”
Steve set his fork down carefully, choosing his words. “She was never shy with me. Just thoughtful. I think she’s still thoughtful. It’s one of the things I admire most about her.”
Your father beamed. “See? That’s why we keep you around, Steve. You’ve got a good read on people. Especially this one. Makes me feel better knowing she has someone like you in her corner even when she’s away at school.”
The guilt in Steve’s eyes was clear to you, even if your parents missed it. He managed a small smile. “I’ll always be in her corner. That’s never going to change.”
After dinner, the four of you moved to the porch for the movie. Your parents started out watching with you and Steve on the old couch, the string lights glowing softly overhead. Your mother passed around a bowl of popcorn and settled in beside your father.
“This is nice,” she said contentedly. “All of us together like this. We should do it more often while you’re here, Steve. You’re part of the family, after all.”
Your father nodded in agreement. “Absolutely. You’ve been around longer than some of our furniture. It’s good to have you back for the whole summer. Gives us a chance to catch up properly.”
Steve sat beside you, his arm resting along the back of the couch but carefully not touching you. “It’s good to be here. Really good.”
The movie played for a while with light commentary from your parents, your dad joking about the action scenes, your mother commenting on the scenery. Eventually they stood up, yawning.
“We’re heading to bed,” your mother said. “You two stay up if you want. Don’t stay out too late, though.”
Your father gave Steve a friendly clap on the shoulder. “Thanks for being here, man. Means a lot.”
Once they were inside, the porch felt quieter, heavier. Steve let out a slow breath, his hand dropping from the back of the couch to rest on the cushion between you, close, but not touching.
“They make it sound so simple,” he said quietly. “Like I’m just another piece of the family puzzle. And I am. I want to be. But every time they say things like that, it reminds me exactly why I have to be careful. They trust me. Your dad especially. He’s always treated me like I belong here with all of you.”
You turned slightly toward him, your knee brushing his. “I know. That’s part of what makes this so hard. They love having you here. And I… I love having you here too. But not just as family anymore.”
Steve looked at you, his eyes full of yearning and restraint. “I feel the same. Every kind word from them tonight made the wanting sharper and the guilt heavier at the same time. I keep thinking about how proud your dad sounded when he talked about you. How much he relies on our friendship. If he knew even a fraction of what I’ve been feeling…”
He didn’t finish the sentence. Instead he reached out slowly and let his fingers rest lightly against yours on the cushion between you barely touching, but enough to send warmth through you.
“I’m trying,” he said. “I’m really trying to hold the line. For them. For you. For everything we’ve built over the years.”
You nodded, your voice soft. “I know you are. And I’m trying too. Even when it hurts.”
The movie continued playing in the background, but neither of you watched it. You sat there together in the soft glow of the string lights, talking in low voices about the day: the boat trip, the family stories, the way every warm interaction with your parents seemed to both comfort and complicate the feelings between you. Steve spoke about how much it meant to him to be included in those memories, and how that same inclusion now made the line feel even more important to protect. You shared how hearing your parents speak so fondly of the past only made you more aware of how much had changed inside you.
Eventually the credits rolled. Steve stood first, offering you a hand up. You took it, and he held on for a moment longer than necessary before letting go.
“I should go inside,” he said quietly. “Before I forget all the reasons I’m supposed to be careful.”
You nodded, even as the ache in your chest grew. “I understand.”
He walked toward the door, then paused and looked back at you. “Thank you for understanding. It doesn’t make the wanting any less real, but it helps to know I’m not the only one carrying it.”
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After he went inside, you stayed on the porch a little longer before drifting down to the dock. The moon hung low, silver on the water. You sat at the end with your feet dangling.
Footsteps on the wood announced him. Steve sat beside you, close but leaving that careful space between you.
“Couldn’t sleep,” he said. “Kept thinking about dinner. About how your parents talked about us like we’re this perfect extension of their family. It made me feel both grateful and guilty at the same time.”
You glanced at him. “They don’t know. They can’t know what’s happening between us. But hearing them say those things… it makes holding back feel even more important. And harder.”
Steve nodded, his hand resting on the dock near yours. “Exactly. I’ve spent so many summers being the guy they count on. The steady friend. The one who shows up. And now I’m the guy who can’t stop thinking about their daughter in ways I have no right to. It’s a lot to carry.”
You talked for a long time after that, about the weight of family expectations, the fear of disappointing the people you both loved most, and the quiet, persistent yearning that refused to fade despite every reason to let it go. Steve spoke openly about how his protectiveness toward you had slowly shifted into something deeper, and how he was terrified of what that shift could cost everyone involved. You shared how the more time you spent with him, the more you understood why the line existed, even as you wished it didn’t have to.
Through it all, the line held. No grand gestures. No crossed boundaries. Just two people sitting in the moonlight, aching with what they wanted while choosing, for now, to honor everything else that mattered.
When Steve finally stood to head back inside, he offered you a hand once more. This time the touch was brief, respectful, filled with everything left unsaid.
“Get some rest,” he said softly. “We’ll figure out how to keep carrying this. Together, even if we have to keep it quiet.”
You watched him walk away, the ache in your chest both painful and strangely comforting.
Hey girl! I’m okay, hanging in there. I’ve been blessed with all that Djo content lately so all good! The little sad hand is sending me tho lmao. How are you?
I don't know if you know what the Polaroid challenge is... But! It's where the bridesmaids give the groom pictures of the bride, and they're like sexy pictures or whatever. I think this would be really funny, with either Gator or Steve. You could also do it where reader is at her bridel shower and they take the pictures of her then.
Pictures of You (Before I Do)
Gator Tillman x Reader
Summary: The night before your wedding to Deputy Gator Tillman, your bridesmaids hand him a thick envelope full of very spicy Polaroids of you. Gator already a flustered, lovesick mess nearly loses it in his truck, torn between pure horniness and overwhelming love. From the rehearsal dinner chaos to a sweet (and chaotic) Tillman wedding, all the way to a very thorough wedding night where he puts every photo to good use.
Word count: 4K
Warnings: NSFW, smut, light restraint/holding down, family tension (references to Gator’s strained/abusive relationship with his father Roy Tillman, insecurity, and need for validation resolved with fluff), wedding, heavy pining, emotional vulnerability
A/N: Look, I know Gator Tillman is a walking red flag factory: daddy issues, anger problems, questionable life choices, and the emotional maturity of a feral raccoon with a badge. But goddamn if that pathetic little energy mixed with the way he looks at the person he loves doesn’t make me want to wife him up anyway. In this house we fix (or lovingly enable) the disaster men. Enjoy the fluff and the filth hehehe.
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The North Dakota wind cut sharp across the parking lot of the Stark County community center, the same one that had hosted every Tillman family event since Roy was elected sheriff. Tomorrow, it would host your wedding. Tonight, the rehearsal dinner had wound down into that hazy, half-drunk warmth that came after too many toasts and not enough food. Your bridesmaids, your ride or dies from the diner where you used to waitress and the one girl from high school who’d stuck around, had been giggling all evening, shooting you knowing looks every time Gator’s hand found the small of your back.
You knew they were up to something. The “Polaroid challenge” had been their idea from the start. You’d done the boudoir shoot two weeks ago in a cheap motel room on the edge of town, the photographer a discreet friend of a friend who knew how to keep her mouth shut in a place where everybody talked. The photos were for Gator. Spicy. Playful. Yours. And tonight, the girls were delivering them.
Gator stood by the bar nursing a beer, his sheriff’s jacket slung over the back of a chair even though he wasn’t on duty. He looked good, too good, dark hair slicked back the way he liked it for special occasions, the sleeves of his button-up rolled to his elbows showing the ink on his forearm. He was laughing at something one of the groomsmen said, that big, cocky grin he wore like armor. But you saw the way his eyes kept drifting to you across the room, soft around the edges in a way only you got to see.
“Deputy Tillman,” your maid of honor, Jess, said sweetly, appearing at his elbow with two of the other girls. They looked like trouble in matching satin robes they’d changed into for the after-party vibe. “We got something for you.”
Gator raised an eyebrow, taking a slow sip of his beer. “Yeah? If it’s another round of shots, I’m tappin’ out. Gotta be sharp for tomorrow. Can’t have the groom lookin’ like shit walkin’ down the aisle.”
“Oh, it’s better than shots,” the youngest bridesmaid, Kayla, said, barely containing her grin. She thrust a thick, unmarked envelope into his hands. It was heavy. Polaroid-sized. “From the bride. Tradition. Don’t open it here. Go somewhere private. And… maybe lock the door.”
Gator stared at the envelope like it might bite him. His ears went pink under the bar lights. “The hell is this?”
“Open it and find out, big shot,” Jess teased, already backing away with the others. “And tell your future wife we said you’re welcome.”
They scattered before he could argue, leaving him holding the envelope like it was evidence in a case he didn’t want to process. He glanced around, Roy was across the room talking to some old deputies, voice booming about “law and order” and whatever bullshit he was spinning tonight. Gator’s jaw tightened the way it always did around his old man. Then his eyes found yours across the room. You gave him a little wave and a smirk that said everything.
He mouthed “what the fuck” at you.
You just blew him a kiss and turned back to your friends, heart pounding with anticipation and nerves. You’d seen the photos. You knew what was in there. And you knew exactly how Gator Tillman was going to react.
Gator didn’t wait. He grabbed his jacket, mumbled something about “groom shit” to the nearest groomsman, and slipped out the side door into the cold night. His truck was parked out back, the old Ford he’d had since he was nineteen, the one with the dent in the fender from that time he’d chased a suspect too hard and clipped a mailbox. He climbed in, slammed the door, and killed the engine after a second so the heat would stay on. The cab smelled like him: cologne that was too strong, leather, and the faint trace of the energy drinks he lived on.
He stared at the envelope in his lap for a long minute, thumb tracing the edge. “The fuck did she do,” he muttered to himself, that little self-deprecating laugh he used when he was nervous. “I’m a winner. I’m a fuckin’ winner. She’s marryin’ me tomorrow. I’m good.”
He tore it open.
The first Polaroid slid out into his hand.
It was you.
You were on your knees on the motel bed, wearing nothing but a pair of black lace panties that barely counted as clothing and his deputy hat, the real one, the one with the Stark County Sheriff’s Department patch, tilted low over your eyes. Your hair was messy, lips parted, one hand resting on your thigh like you were daring him to come closer. The flash had caught the curve of your breast, the way your skin glowed warm under the cheap motel lights. On the white border at the bottom, in your handwriting: “Come get your deputy, baby. Badge and all.”
Gator’s breath left him in a rush. “Jesus fuckin’ Christ.”
His cock twitched hard against his zipper. He shifted in the seat, one hand automatically going to adjust himself through his jeans. The photo shook a little in his fingers. He could see every detail: the little mole on your ribcage he loved to kiss, the way your nipples were tight from the cold or the pose or both. His hat on you looked obscene in the best way. Like you were claiming him. Like you knew exactly what it did to him when you played with his uniform.
He flipped to the next one.
You on your back on the same bed, sheets rumpled around you, one knee bent. You were in red lingerie this time, some strappy thing he’d never seen before that pushed your tits up and had little gold clasps that begged to be undone. Your head was tipped back, mouth open like you were moaning his name, one hand between your legs pressing over the lace. The note: “Thinking about your hands here. Hurry up and marry me so you can do something about it.”
“Fuck,” Gator groaned out loud, head thunking back against the headrest. His free hand pressed harder against his dick, heel of his palm grinding down for relief. He was half-hard already and they’d only given him two. How many were in here? He thumbed through the stack, had to be twenty, thirty photos. “She’s gonna kill me. I’m gonna die before I even say ‘I do.’”
He kept going.
Third photo: You standing in front of his truck in the motel parking lot at dusk, wearing his old leather jacket and nothing underneath. The jacket was open, just enough to show the swell of your breasts and the flat of your stomach. One hand rested on the hood like you owned it. Wind in your hair. You looked like every wet dream he’d ever had about claiming something good in this shitty town. Note: “Your truck. Your girl. Come claim both.”
He remembered that jacket. Wore it the night he first kissed you after pulling you over for going ten over on the county road. You’d laughed in his face when he tried to be all authoritative, called him “Deputy Pretty Boy,” and somehow that had turned into you in his passenger seat, his mouth on yours, hands everywhere. He’d never lived it down with the guys at the station.
Fourth: Close-up. You in his bed, his actual bed at the little house he rented on the edge of town, wearing one of his undershirts and the hat again, but the shirt was rucked up to your ribs. Your hand was down the front of a pair of his boxers you must’ve stolen. Eyes half-lidded, biting your lip. The note was shorter: “Smells like you. Feels like you. Miss you already.”
Gator made a wounded noise in the back of his throat. His hips bucked up into his hand without thinking. He was fully hard now, cock straining, a damp spot already forming on his boxers. He couldn’t stop looking. Couldn’t stop imagining walking in on you like that, pulling those boxers down with his teeth, burying his face between your thighs until you screamed his name loud enough for the neighbors to hear.
He went through more.
You in the shower at the motel, water sluicing down your body, one arm braced on the tile, looking back over your shoulder at the camera with a wicked little smile. Soap suds strategically placed but not really hiding anything. Note: “Wish you were here to wash my back… and everything else.”
You straddling a chair in the lingerie again, leaning forward so your tits almost spilled out, hands cuffed loosely with a pair of his old handcuffs (the fuzzy ones he’d bought as a joke after you teased him about “playing cop” in bed). Note: “Arrest me, Deputy. I’ve been bad.”
You on the hood of his truck again, this time in daylight, wearing his uniform shirt unbuttoned to the navel, no bra, panties only. Legs spread just enough. The flash made everything sharp: the curve of your hip, the way your skin looked against the dark fabric. Note: “I’m the law now. Come enforce it.”
By the tenth photo he was panting, one hand shoved down his jeans, stroking himself slow and desperate because he couldn’t not. The other hand held the stack like it was holy. His face was flushed, ears burning, that cocky mask completely gone. In its place was raw want and something softer, something that made his chest ache.
He loved you so fucking much it hurt sometimes.
You’d seen every ugly part of him, the way Roy still got under his skin, the nights he came home from a shift too wired to sleep and paced until you pulled him into bed and held him until the shakes stopped. The times he fucked up and lashed out because he didn’t know how to be soft. You never ran. You called him on his shit, kissed him after, told him he was more than his last name. You made him want to be better. Not for Roy. For you.
And now you were giving him this, letting him see you like this, trusting him with it, turning him into a goddamn mess the night before he got to call you his wife.
“Fuck, baby,” he whispered to the empty cab, thumb brushing over a photo of you in his hat and nothing else, legs open, one finger tracing your own lips. “You’re gonna be the death of me. And I’m gonna thank you for it.”
He kept going until the stack was done. Every photo burned into his brain. By the end he was leaking into his hand, hips jerking, so close he had to stop himself from coming in his jeans like a teenager. He shoved the photos back into the envelope with shaking hands, zipped himself up with a pained groan, and sat there breathing hard for a long minute.
Then he pulled out his phone.
Gator: holy fucking shit
Gator: what did you DO to me
Gator: i’m in my truck hard as a rock lookin at these like a pervert
Gator: you in my hat??? the cuffs??? the truck hood??? baby i’m not gonna survive tomorrow
Gator: i love you so much it’s stupid
Gator: can’t wait to marry you. can’t wait to fuck you in that dress. can’t wait to wake up next to you every day for the rest of my life
Gator: tell your girls they’re evil. i’m never recoverin from this
He hit send on the last one and stared at the screen, grinning like an idiot even as his dick throbbed. The replies came fast.
You: good
You: that’s the point deputy
You: you better not come without me
You: save it for the wedding night
You: i love you too. more than anything. now go to bed and dream about me
You: see you at the altar, husband
Gator groaned again, head falling back. “She’s evil. I’m marryin’ the devil herself. Best day of my fuckin’ life.”
He stayed in the truck a while longer, looking through the photos one more time slower, memorizing. Then he tucked the envelope into the glovebox like it was the most precious thing he owned, started the engine, and drove home with the windows down so the cold air would calm him down.
The next morning dawned clear and cold, the kind of North Dakota winter day that made everything look sharp and new. Gator woke up with your name on his lips and his hand already wrapped around his cock, the Polaroids spread across his kitchen table like evidence. He didn’t touch himself properly, he’d promised you but he edged himself thinking about every single one until he was shaking and had to splash cold water on his face.
He got ready in his dress uniform, the one he saved for ceremonies. Roy showed up early, already in his sheriff’s best, barking orders like it was a crime scene instead of his only son’s wedding.
“Don’t fuck this up, Gator,” Roy said, adjusting his son’s tie with rough hands. “She’s a good girl. Better than you deserve. You keep your head straight and your dick in your pants until after the vows. Hear me?”
Gator’s jaw clenched. Old habits. The need to snap back, to prove he wasn’t the fuck-up Roy always said he was. But then he thought of the photos in his glovebox. Thought of you waiting for him. “Yeah, Dad. I got it. I’m a winner, right?”
Roy grunted, something almost like approval in his eyes for half a second. “Damn right you are. Now let’s go make an honest man out of you.”
The ceremony was at the same community center, decorated with white lights and pine boughs because you’d wanted it simple and pretty. Gator stood at the front, heart hammering so hard he thought everyone could hear it. His groomsmen ribbed him quietly. One of them had seen the envelope exchange last night and was dying to know what was in it.
When the music started and you appeared at the end of the aisle on your dad’s arm, Gator forgot how to breathe.
You were stunning. The dress was simple but perfect: lace sleeves, fitted bodice, skirt that flared just enough. Your hair was down the way he liked it. And you were smiling at him like he was the only person in the room. Like he was enough.
He blinked hard, eyes stinging. “Fuck,” he whispered under his breath. “I’m the luckiest bastard alive.”
The vows were a blur. He managed to get through his without crying too much, though his voice cracked when he said, “You make me wanna be the man you see when you look at me. I’m a winner ‘cause I got you. And I’m never lettin’ that go.” You cried a little too, laughing through it, squeezing his hands so tight.
When the officiant said “You may kiss the bride,” Gator didn’t hesitate. He pulled you in and kissed you like he’d been waiting his whole life, deep, possessive, a little filthy for a church-adjacent setting. The crowd whooped. Roy even cracked a smile.
The reception was a blur of toasts, bad dancing, and too much whiskey. Your bridesmaids kept shooting him looks, and at one point Jess slipped him another single Polaroid under the table, “For later,” she whispered. It was you in the red lingerie again, but this one had you blowing a kiss, middle finger up playfully. Note: “Husband privileges start now.”
Gator almost choked on his drink.
By the time you two slipped away, early because neither of you could wait anymore, the envelope was burning a hole in his pocket. He’d added the new one to it. You were in his arms in the truck, laughing as he drove too fast toward the little cabin you’d rented for the honeymoon night. Snow started falling, soft and perfect.
“Gator Tillman,” you said, voice warm and teasing, hand sliding up his thigh. “You looked like you were gonna combust last night. Did my girls behave?”
“Behave?” He barked a laugh, catching your hand before it could go higher. “They’re demons. Sent from hell to kill me. I almost came in my fuckin’ jeans lookin’ at those pictures, baby. You in my hat? The cuffs? Jesus Christ.”
You grinned, leaning over to kiss his neck. “Good. That was the plan. I wanted you thinking about me all night. Wanting me.”
“I always want you,” he said, voice rough. “Every second. But last night… fuck. I couldn’t stop. Kept thinkin’ about walkin’ in on you like that. About how you’re mine now. Officially. Legally. Forever.”
The cabin was small, cozy, one big room with a fireplace already lit by the caretaker and a huge bed. Gator barely got the door closed before he had you against it, mouth on yours, hands everywhere. The dress came off in pieces, careful with the buttons, desperate with the zipper. You helped him out of the uniform jacket, fingers working fast.
“Wait,” he panted, pulling back just enough to grab the envelope from his discarded jacket. “I need… I gotta show you what you did to me.”
He spread the Polaroids out on the bed like a fan while you watched, cheeks flushed, eyes dark. You looked at them with him, biting your lip.
“Which one was your favorite?” you asked softly.
Gator pointed to the one with his hat and the black lace. “This. You look like you own me. And you do.” He pointed to another, the one on the truck hood. “This. Reminds me of the night we met. How you didn’t take any of my shit. How I knew right then I was fucked.”
He turned to you, cupping your face. The cocky mask was gone. Just Gator, vulnerable, a little scared, so in love it made his voice shake. “I don’t deserve you. But I’m gonna spend every day tryin’ to. Roy… he always said I’d fuck up anything good. But you—you make me believe maybe I won’t. Maybe I can be good for you.”
You kissed him, slow and deep. “You already are. Now stop talking and fuck your wife, Deputy.”
That was all it took.
Clothes came off the rest of the way. Gator laid you back on the bed among the Polaroids, kissing every inch of skin like he was memorizing it all over again. He spent a long time between your thighs, licking and sucking until you came on his tongue, fingers tangled in his hair, moaning his name. He didn’t stop until you tugged him up, desperate.
“Gator—please—”
He lined up and pushed in slow, watching your face the whole time. The stretch, the heat, the way you clenched around him, it was better than any photo. “Fuck, you feel so good. So fuckin’ perfect. My wife. My girl.”
He started moving, deep and steady, one hand braced by your head, the other holding one of the Polaroids above you so you could both see it. The one with the handcuffs. “Remember this? You looked so fuckin’ hot. I wanted to cuff you for real. Keep you in my bed forever.”
You moaned, arching up into him. “Do it. Cuff me. Anything. Just don’t stop.”
He didn’t have the real cuffs, but he pinned your wrists above your head with one big hand and fucked you harder, the headboard knocking against the wall. The Polaroids crinkled under you. He switched positions, pulled you on top so you could ride him while he held up another photo, the one of you on his truck. “Look at you. Ownin’ my truck. Ownin’ me. Goddamn, I’m the luckiest man alive.”
You came again like that, clenching around him, and he followed right after, burying his face in your neck and groaning your name like a prayer. “I love you—I love you—I fuckin’ love you—”
After, he didn’t pull out right away. Just held you close, both of you sweaty and shaking, the Polaroids scattered around like confetti. He traced lazy patterns on your back.
“You okay?” he murmured eventually. “Was that… too much? The photos and all?”
You lifted your head, smiling soft and sated. “It was perfect. You were perfect. I wanted you to have something fun. Something just for us. And I wanted to see you lose it a little.”
He chuckled, the sound rumbling in his chest. “Mission accomplished. I lost it completely. Almost called you from the truck and begged you to come outside so I could bend you over the hood right there.”
“Next time,” you teased.
“Next time,” he agreed, kissing your temple. Then quieter: “Thank you. For all of it. For choosin’ me. For seein’ past the Tillman bullshit and the badge and all the ways I fuck up. I’m gonna be a good husband. I swear it.”
You propped yourself up on one elbow, looking down at him. His hair was a mess, eyes soft, that little scar on his cheek from some old fight catching the firelight. “You already are. And I’m gonna remind you every day until you believe it.”
He pulled you down for another kiss, slower this time. The fire crackled. Snow tapped the windows. Somewhere outside, the world kept turning with all its chaos and cruelty, but in this cabin, it was just the two of you.
Eventually you got up to clean up, Gator watching you with that dopey, lovesick grin. You came back with a warm cloth and cleaned him too, gentle, and he let you, because it was you. Then you crawled back into bed and he gathered all the Polaroids carefully, stacking them and tucking them into the envelope again like treasure.
“These are stayin’ in the glovebox forever,” he said. “Emergency spank bank. For when I’m on a long shift and missin’ my wife.”
You laughed, curling into his side. “As long as you come home to me after.”
“Always,” he promised. “Win or lose, badge or no badge… I’m comin’ home to you.”
You fell asleep like that, tangled together, the envelope on the nightstand like a talisman. Gator stayed awake a little longer, watching the firelight play over your face, one hand resting possessively on your hip.
He thought about Roy. About all the years of trying and failing and trying again. About how none of it mattered now. He had you. He had this. He was a winner in the only way that counted.
“I’m a winner,” he whispered into your hair, smiling. “Got the best prize in the world.”
Outside, the snow kept falling, blanketing the world in white. Inside, Gator Tillman held his wife and dreamed of forever.
The next morning, you woke to the smell of coffee and the sound of Gator humming off-key in the tiny kitchenette, wearing nothing but his boxers and your favorite flannel. He brought you breakfast in bed: burnt toast, eggs, and a fresh Polaroid he’d taken with the old camera you’d packed: you, asleep and peaceful, one of the spicy ones tucked under your pillow like a secret.
“Figured we should start our own collection,” he said, climbing back in beside you. “This one’s for me. Proof that I get to wake up to this every day.”
You took the photo, smiling. Then you took the camera from him and snapped one of him, rumpled, happy, yours. “And this one’s for me. Proof that the cockiest deputy in North Dakota is secretly the biggest softie.”
He tackled you gently, laughing, and the camera ended up forgotten as the new husband and wife lost themselves in each other all over again.
By the time you checked out of the cabin two days later, the envelope had a few new additions. And Gator Tillman walked out into the snow with his arm around his wife, the cocky grin back in place but the eyes soft, the heart full.
Real life panty girl next door here. I could only wish for something like that story to resonate more. But yeah u def got the mall lingerie vibe down. lol. Just liked living through that fic for a bit. Needed it honestly.
Aww, so glad the mall lingerie vibes hit right and gave you that little escape you needed.
My DMs and inbox are always open if you (or anyone reading) want to chat more.
·✶· Steve loves Christmas with his whole chest. It’s not just “holiday spirit”, it’s one of the few times of year he feels like he can finally exhale and be soft without the world judging him for it. Growing up with parents who treated the holidays like a PR event (perfect tree, perfect cards, zero actual warmth), Steve craves the real thing: chaos, love, terrible singing, and people who actually show up.
·✶· The reason he loves it so much. Christmas is the one time the world slows down enough for Steve to be the caretaker he was always meant to be. He gets to pour every ounce of the affection he never got as a kid into the people he loves, especially you. It’s healing for him. The twinkly lights, the smell of pine and cookies, the excuse to be physically affectionate 24/7… it’s his love language on steroids.
·✶· He starts early. Like, embarrassingly early. The day after Thanksgiving (or mid-November if you don’t stop him), Steve is dragging you to the tree lot in his BMW, arguing with the guy about which tree is the “most majestic.” He wants it tall enough to almost scrape the ceiling. Once it’s up, he spends hours untangling lights while humming along to whatever Christmas album is playing, cursing softly when he gets shocked, then grinning at you like an idiot when you kiss the sting better.
·✶· Ugly sweater connoisseur. Steve owns an obscene number of them. Some are deliberately hideous, some are matching ones he buys for you two (his says “Naughty,” yours says “Nice,” or vice versa depending on his mood).
·✶· The ultimate gift giver. Steve is terrifyingly good at gifts because he actually listens to you all year. That offhand comment you made in March about wanting a specific book? He remembered. The hoodie you stole from him that’s getting threadbare? He bought the exact same one but in a softer fabric, the gift he gives you is always wrapped with way too much ribbon and delivered with that shy, proud smile he only lets you see.
·✶· Baking with you is sacred. Steve in the kitchen during December is a sight: apron on (probably one that says “Kiss the Cook”), flour in his hair, stealing kisses while you’re trying to decorate cookies. He’s surprisingly precise with the icing. Half the cookies end up slightly burnt because you two get distracted making out against the counter.
·✶· He becomes a human heater / blanket. Steve runs warm anyway, but at Christmas he’s constantly pulling you into his lap by the fireplace or under a massive pile of blankets on the couch. Movie marathons are mandatory: Die Hard (he insists it’s a Christmas movie) and the one he secretly loves but will deny: The Muppet Christmas Carol. He falls asleep halfway through with his face buried in your neck, mumbling, “Love you...”
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Gator Tillman
·✶· Basically, the Fourth of July is one of the few times Gator lets himself fully relax into being the loud, proud, slightly chaotic, but deeply devoted man he is, and he wants you right in the middle of all of it, wearing his flannel, eating his burnt offerings, and kissing him under the rockets’ red glare.
·✶· Patriotic upbringing on steroids. Gator grew up in a household where the Fourth of July wasn’t just a holiday, it was basically a holy day. Roy drilled “God, guns, and country” into him from the time he could walk. Fireworks meant freedom, explosions meant power, and the whole spectacle fed right into that Tillman sense of American exceptionalism. Even now, as an adult, the smell of gunpowder and charcoal makes him feel like a kid again, but with way more authority (and fewer consequences).
·✶· Fireworks are his love language. Gator is obsessed with fireworks. Not just watching them. He’s the guy buying the biggest, loudest, most illegal-adjacent packs he can get away with because “it’s my God-given right.” He’ll spend the whole week before the Fourth scouting the perfect field or lake spot, dragging you along under the guise of “romantic sunset drives.” In reality he just wants your opinion on whether the new mortar shells look “cool enough for my girl.”
·✶· Protective boyfriend mode goes into overdrive. Around the Fourth, Gator gets extra territorial. He’s convinced every drunk idiot in the county is one spark away from ruining your night, so he’s glued to your side at every barbecue, parade, or fireworks show. One arm slung around your shoulders, the other hand never far from his belt (even off-duty). He’ll lean down and murmur in your ear, “Stay close, baby. Don’t want none of these fools thinkin’ they can look at what’s mine.”
·✶· He turns into a grill master show-off. Gator claims he’s “the best damn cook in Stark County” during the week leading up to the Fourth. He’ll wake up early to marinate ribs, argue with his dad about the proper way to season brisket, and proudly present you with slightly charred but heartfelt burgers. He beams like an idiot when you compliment the food, then immediately tries to play it cool: “Yeah well… learned from the best. You want another one, darlin’?”
·✶· Nostalgic and surprisingly soft. For all his bravado, the Fourth brings out a softer side. He’ll tell you stories about blowing up mailboxes as a kid (don’t worry, he swears he’s “matured”), or how his mom used to make red, white, and blue Jell-O before everything went to hell. On the actual night, after the big fireworks show, he gets quiet. Pulls you into his lap in the bed of his truck, wraps a blanket around both of you, and just watches the sky with you tucked under his chin. Those are the moments he whispers things he’d never say in daylight, like how you make every holiday feel worth celebrating again.
·✶· Possessive parade behavior. During the town parade he’s in full deputy mode even if he’s off-duty: wearing his nicest shirt, sunglasses on, hand resting on your thigh while you sit on the curb. If anyone waves at you too enthusiastically, he’s muttering under his breath and pulling you closer. Later he’ll deny being jealous: “I ain’t jealous. Just… makin’ sure everyone knows you’re with me. That’s all.”
·✶· Post-fireworks tradition just for the two of you. After the official show ends and everyone else is heading home, Gator always saves a few fireworks just for you two. He sets them off in a secluded spot, the colorful bursts lighting up your faces while he kisses you slow and deep between explosions. He loves the way the lights reflect in your eyes. “Best part of the night,” he’ll say, voice low and rough. “Ain’t even the fireworks. It’s you.”
·✶· The morning after he’s a sleepy, clingy mess. After staying out late, Gator sleeps in hard the next day. Expect him to wrap around you like a human weighted blanket, mumbling half-awake nonsense about how next year you two should get your own place with a bigger yard so he can shoot off even more fireworks. He’ll press lazy kisses to your shoulder and ask if you had fun, secretly hanging on your answer like it’s the most important thing in the world.
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Travis “Teacake” Meacham
·✶· Travis is the kind of guy who quietly clings to rituals that make him feel like he’s finally moving forward. After everything he’s been through, New Year’s Eve hits different for him. It’s not just another holiday; it’s proof that time keeps going and he’s still here, still trying. Teacake’s love for New Year’s Eve isn’t loud or flashy, it’s hopeful, a little anxious, and deeply earnest. Just like him. And having you there makes every countdown feel like the start of something even better than the last.
·✶· Fresh Starts & Redemption Vibes. New Year’s Eve is the ultimate “reset button” holiday. He treats it like a personal checkpoint: Did I make it through another year without screwing up too badly?
·✶· Nostalgia for Simple Joys. He’s a guy who finds comfort in small, cozy things. NYE reminds him of pre-prison holidays: cheap sparkling cider, bad party hats, and the hope that next year could be kinder.
·✶· Low-Pressure Socializing. He’s not a huge crowd person (night-shift loner energy + mild social anxiety from his past), but NYE has built-in structure, countdowns, toasts, music that makes it easy to participate without overthinking. Plus, it’s one night where even awkward ex-cons get to feel like everyone’s starting over together.
·✶· Early December Prep Mode. Travis goes full “quietly enthusiastic.” He starts making playlists (a mix of upbeat 80s/90s stuff and whatever mellow indie he’s into lately). He’ll casually ask you what your resolutions are while pretending he’s not already writing his own in a little notebook.
·✶· The Teacake Touch. Expect baked goods for coworkers, neighbors, or you. It’s his love language, slightly lopsided cookies dusted with too much powdered sugar, delivered with a shy “I dunno, thought you might like ’em.” One year he saves up for a tiny “fancy” dinner (steak and cheap champagne) and practices asking you to be his resolution in the mirror beforehand.
·✶· Sentimental & Reflective. Around Christmas through NYE he gets a little quieter, more introspective but always pivots to something hopeful about you two.
·✶· Nervous Excitement on the Night. He dresses up more than usual, maybe a button-down he ironed twice, hair actually styled. He’s the guy who sets multiple alarms for the countdown because he cannot miss it. He holds your hand a little too tightly at 11:55, eyes wide like he still can’t believe he gets to do this normal, happy thing. If the night gets overwhelming, he’ll pull you aside for a quiet moment: “Hey… thanks for being here with me. Last year I was just trying not to get fired. This year I’ve got you. Feels like I won the lottery.”
·✶· Midnight Ritual. Every year he makes the same toast: something corny but sincere, then he kisses you like it’s the most important kiss of the year (because to him, it kind of is).
·✶· Post-Midnight Soft Boy Hours. After the ball drops he gets cuddly and a bit loopy. He’ll ramble about plans for the new year, maybe finally moving in together, or taking a real vacation. If you’re at home, he falls asleep on the couch with his head in your lap while fireworks go off outside. He gets adorably flustered when you call him Travis instead of Teacake on New Year’s, feels more official, like you’re seeing the man he’s trying to become.
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Walter “Keys” McKey
·✶· Keys is the kind of guy who treats Thanksgiving like it’s the final boss of the year but in the best way possible. He doesn’t just like the holiday. He loves it, with the same gentle, slightly chaotic enthusiasm he pours into coding secret Easter eggs or defending his game ideas in meetings. Thanksgiving with Keys feels like the safest, warmest save point in the game of life. He doesn’t just celebrate the holiday, he turns it into a whole love letter to the people he cares about. And you? You’re the best part of every single one of his Thanksgivings.
·✶· It’s the one day everything slows down. The rest of the year he’s glued to his desk, debugging at 3 a.m., surviving on energy drinks and sheer hope. Thanksgiving is the rare moment the studio actually shuts down and he’s allowed to exist as a human instead of “that one dev who keeps adding wholesome NPCs.” He’s genuinely grateful for the pause, and he says it out loud, a lot.
·✶· Food as love language. Thanksgiving reminds him of his mom’s cooking and his dad’s terrible dad jokes. He associates the smell of roasting turkey and cinnamon with safety and belonging, the holiday became a grounding ritual for him, proof that some things in life are still simple and good.
·✶· Gratitude is literally in his coding DNA. Thanksgiving lets him live that philosophy in real life. He keeps a running mental list of things he’s thankful for (you are always at the top), and he gets a little misty-eyed if he talks about it too long.
·✶· It’s peak cozy season. Sweaters, flannel, golden afternoon light, football in the background he barely watches. It’s the closest real life gets to the comforting, warm-filtered vibe he tries to build into his game worlds.
·✶· He starts planning in October. Like, October 1st. You’ll wake up to him muttering about brining techniques and whether the new mashed potato recipe he found needs roasted garlic. He makes multiple Google Docs. There are spreadsheets. The apartment gets aggressively decorated. String lights that look like little turkeys, a slightly lopsided “Give Thanks” banner he made himself because “it’s more personal,” and at least three different Thanksgiving-themed candles that make the whole place smell like pumpkin pie and nostalgia.
·✶· He cooks. A lot. Keys in the kitchen is a sight: apron that says “Nice to Meet You, I’m the Chef,” hair pushed back with a headband chopping vegetables. He always makes way too much food because “leftovers are part of the experience.” He insists on you wearing matching silly aprons while you help (or “supervise and provide moral support with kisses”). He gets soft. Like, extra soft. Around this time of year Keys is all lingering hugs from behind while you’re doing dishes, random “I’m really glad you’re here” texts in the middle of the day, and pulling you onto the couch for naps under fuzzy blankets while a parade or dog show plays on low volume.
·✶· Thanksgiving morning tradition. He wakes you up gently with coffee and his famous (slightly too sweet) pumpkin spice French toast. Then you two watch the parade together, and he gets genuinely excited about the balloons like it’s the first time he’s seeing them. He always points out the video game character balloons and rates their in-game accuracy.
·✶· Family chaos is welcomed. If his relatives are visiting or you two go to them, Keys is in his element: playing video games with the kids, helping his mom in the kitchen, and quietly making sure no one feels left out. He introduces you as “my person” with this proud little smile that makes your chest feel too tight. Post-dinner, when everyone’s full and sleepy, he gets reflective. You’ll end up on the porch or balcony wrapped in one big blanket while he lists all the things he’s thankful for that year.
·✶· Black Friday. He stays far away from stores. Instead, it’s a cozy inside day: leftover sandwiches, building a blanket fort, playing co-op games, and him falling asleep with his head in your lap while you run your fingers through his hair.
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Kurt Kunkle
·✶· Kurt is the ultimate attention-starved chaos gremlin, and Halloween is basically his Super Bowl. It’s the one time of year where being weird, performative, and a little (or a lot) unhinged is not only accepted but encouraged. Halloween is when his obsession with being seen finally has a healthy(ish) outlet because he’s being seen by you. You’re the one person who makes the endless grind feel worth it. He still wants the views, but coming home to you in matching pajamas after a long night of filming is his real favorite part. He’d probably say something like: “You’re my favorite viewer, you know that? Always have been.” Then immediately follow it up with, “Now help me set up the fake blood fountain for the livestream, babe. This is gonna be huge.”
·✶· The Ultimate Content Goldmine. Kurt has spent years grinding mediocre vlogs, shoe reviews, and awkward “day in the life” streams with single-digit views. Halloween gives him an excuse to go full cinematic: costumes, fake (or not-so-fake) gore, haunted houses, and that sweet, sweet viral potential. He genuinely believes “The Lesson” could have gone mega-viral if he’d timed it for October 31st. “Babe, think about it — people want to see scary shit on Halloween. It’s perfect branding!” Masks and Personas. Kurt loves hiding in plain sight. A good costume lets him play a character while still being the center of attention. He can be charming, creepy, or whatever gets the chat popping without the usual social friction he normally faces. It’s validation with training wheels.
·✶· Nostalgia + Escapism. Deep down, underneath the sociopathic influencer brain rot, Kurt had a lonely childhood. Halloween was probably one of the few times he could pretend to be someone cool or powerful instead of the kid no one noticed. Now it’s a way to reclaim that and go bigger than any normie ever could.
·✶· Couples Content Potential. Once he has you, Halloween becomes 1000x better. You’re his ultimate collab partner. The one person who actually sees him. He low-key (high-key) wants to make your relationship the most iconic spooky couple online.
·✶· September 1st hits and he’s already in planning mode. He starts a dedicated “Spooky Season” playlist on his channel, films “getting ready for October” vlogs, and drags you to Spirit Halloween multiple times a week. “Babe, we need to test the fog machine again.”
·✶· Costume Obsession. He puts way too much effort into coordinating your outfits. He wants something recognizable but with his own twisted spin. If you suggest something low-effort he’ll give you those big wounded puppy eyes: “But I already made the prop knife…”
·✶· Hyperactive Gremlin Mode. Kurt is buzzing with nervous-excited energy. He stays up all night editing spooky montages, practices creepy one-liners in the mirror, and keeps checking analytics like it’s his full-time job (it kind of is). He’ll randomly jump out at you in a mask just to get your reaction on camera then immediately apologize with kisses and snacks if he actually scares you too much.
·✶· Protective/Clingy with a Side of Possessiveness. Halloween nights mean parties, strangers in costumes, and people drinking. Kurt gets weirdly territorial. He wants you close, preferably in matching costumes so everyone knows you’re his collab. “Stay in frame, babe. The Kurties love seeing us together.” He’ll livestream little bits but gets distracted staring at you instead of the chat.
·✶· Date Nights Turned Chaos. Haunted house dates? He’s screaming dramatically for the bit but holding your hand so tight. Pumpkin carving turns into a competition (he tries to carve the Spree logo). He insists on watching horror movies while cuddling, but he talks through half of them.
·✶· The Sweet Stuff. He’ll make you a KurtsWorld96-themed Halloween care package: candy, cheap merch he customized, and a playlist of “our” songs mixed with spooky tracks. He remembers your favorite candy and makes sure it’s in every goodie bag. On actual Halloween he wants to end the night just the two of you, maybe driving around looking at decorations while he rambles about how you make every day feel like the best holiday.
Hey. As a sales associate and bra fitter in the lingerie section of a store at the mall, well the panty girl next door hit hard and may just be a new fave of mine….
Heyyy, a real-life panty girl next door dropping in?? I’m honored 😌 So glad the fic resonated with you. Thank you for the kind words, this just became one of my favorite comments!!
Like last time, absolutely freaking amazing! Everything was perfect! Thank you so, so, so much! It was so sweet, and beautiful. ❤❤
STOP I’m gonna cry 😭💕 Thank you for the sweetest message!! I’m so happy everything hit right for you. Steve + single mom reader is such a soft spot for me too. Come back anytime with more ideas, okay??
Warnings: significant age gap (Steve early 40s, reader early 20s), dad’s best friend trope, forbidden/slow-burn attraction, sexual tension, teasing/flirting, emotional tension
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The familiar crunch of gravel under the tires pulled you out of the half-doze you’d fallen into somewhere on the highway. You blinked against the bright June sunlight pouring through the windshield as your dad’s SUV turned onto the private road that wound through tall pines toward the lake. The air that rushed in when you rolled the window down smelled exactly like it always did: pine resin, warm earth, and the faint metallic sweetness of lake water. Three months of this every summer since you were a kid. It should have felt routine. Comfortable. Safe.
This year it didn’t.
Your dad, Mark, glanced at you in the rearview mirror, one hand draped casually over the steering wheel. “Almost there, kiddo. Steve beat us by about an hour. Said he already opened all the windows and got the grill going.”
Your mom, Laura, turned in the passenger seat with that soft, knowing smile she wore whenever Steve’s name came up. “It’ll be nice having him for the whole summer this time. He sounded like he really needed the break.”
You nodded, trying to ignore the way your stomach flipped. Steve Harrington had been part of your summers for as long as you could remember. Your dad’s best friend since college, roommates, then groomsmen at each other’s weddings (well, your dad’s wedding), then the guy who showed up for every birthday, every graduation, every random weekend when your parents needed an extra set of hands at the lake house. He’d taught you how to bait a hook when you were seven, how to drive the little motorboat when you were fourteen, and how to shotgun a beer when you turned twenty-one last year (much to your dad’s fake outrage).
But you were twenty-two now. And something had shifted the last time you saw him.
Last summer he’d only stayed for a long weekend. You’d caught him watching you when you climbed out of the lake in your new bikini, water streaming down your skin. His gaze had lingered a second too long before he looked away and cracked a joke about you finally learning how to do a proper dive. You’d told yourself it was nothing. He was Steve, charming, a little flirty with everyone, your dad’s oldest friend. Off-limits in every possible way.
Still, when your dad mentioned he’d invited Steve to stay the entire summer because Steve’s downtown apartment was being gut-renovated and he wanted somewhere peaceful to land for a few months, you’d felt that same flutter low in your belly. Three whole months. Under the same roof. On the same dock. In the same small lake town where everyone knew everyone.
The house came into view through the trees: big, weathered wood with a wide wraparound porch, string lights already glowing even though it was barely late afternoon, and the long dock stretching out into the sparkling blue water like an invitation. And there he was, standing on the porch steps with a beer in one hand, the other raised in a wave.
Steve Harrington at forty-two looked unfairly good.
The white t-shirt he wore stretched across broad shoulders and a chest that had clearly seen its share of gym time or manual labor over the years. There was a little more silver threaded through the dark hair at his temples, and the lines around his eyes were deeper when he smiled, but the smile itself was the same one that had always made people lean in closer. He wore faded navy shorts that showed off strong, tanned legs, and when he stepped down to meet the car you noticed the way the fabric pulled just slightly across his hips.
“Mark!” he called, voice warm and rough like it always was after a few hours on the lake. “Laura! Get your asses out here.”
Your dad laughed as he parked and climbed out, pulling Steve into one of those back-slapping bro hugs that men like them never seemed to outgrow. “You look like you’ve already claimed the best chair on the porch, you bastard.”
“Damn right I did.” Steve’s eyes flicked past your dad to where you were climbing out of the back seat. His smile softened, something warmer and a little more careful slipping into it. “Hey there. Long time no see.”
The sound of his voice did something stupid to your pulse.
“Hey, Steve.” You stepped forward and let him pull you into a hug. It was the same hug he’d given you a hundred times, strong arms, a quick squeeze, the faint scent of his cologne mixed with sunscreen and whatever grill smoke clung to his clothes. But it felt different this time. Or maybe you were different. His hand lingered at the small of your back for a beat longer than necessary before he let go, and when he pulled back his eyes met yours and held.
“College treating you okay?” he asked, voice lower. “You look… grown up.”
You felt heat crawl up your neck. “Yeah. It’s been good. Busy, but good. How about you? Dad said your place is getting torn apart.”
Steve huffed a laugh and rubbed the back of his neck, the motion making the muscles in his arm flex. “Yeah, whole kitchen and both bathrooms. Figured it was a good excuse to disappear for a while. Your dad wouldn’t shut up about how perfect the lake is in June, so here I am.”
Your mom came around the car and gave him a quick hug too. “We’re glad you’re here, Steve. Really. It’s been too long since you stayed more than a weekend.”
“Tell me about it.” He glanced at you again, quick but deliberate. “Gonna be nice having the whole crew together again.”
Your dad started unloading bags from the trunk, and Steve immediately moved to help, grabbing the heaviest suitcase, yours, before you could reach for it. “I got it. You probably packed half your dorm in here.”
“I did not,” you protested, but you were smiling. “Just… essentials.”
“Essentials for three months look a lot like ‘I’m moving in permanently,’” he teased, but there was no bite to it. Just that easy warmth he’d always had with you. He carried the suitcase up the porch steps like it weighed nothing, and you followed, trying not to stare at the way his shoulders moved under the thin cotton.
Inside, the lake house smelled like cedar and the lemon cleaner your mom always used the first day. Sunlight poured through the big windows overlooking the water. The living room was open and airy, with the big stone fireplace that never got used in summer and the long dining table where you’d eaten every meal of every vacation since you were little. Steve had already put fresh flowers on the table, wildflowers from the side of the road, probably, and the fridge was humming with what looked like enough groceries for a small army.
“Hope you don’t mind,” he said, setting your suitcase at the bottom of the stairs. “I hit the store on the way in. Figured nobody’d want to cook tonight after the drive.”
“You’re a saint,” your mom said, already heading for the kitchen. “I’ll get the grill going if you want to show her her room.”
Steve nodded and picked up your suitcase again without being asked. “Come on. I put you in the blue room this year. Better view of the dock.”
The blue room was the one at the end of the upstairs hallway, right across from the guest room Steve would be using. Your parents’ room was at the other end of the hall, with its own little sitting area. Thin walls, creaky floors. You tried not to think about how close his room would be to yours for the next twelve weeks.
He set your suitcase on the bed and turned, hands on his hips, looking around like he was making sure everything was perfect. “Brought some extra pillows down from the linen closet. And there’s a fan in the closet if it gets too warm at night. These old windows don’t always catch the breeze.”
“Thanks.” You stepped past him to open the window, letting in the sound of water lapping against the dock and the distant call of a loon. When you turned back he was watching you, expression unreadable for a second before the easy smile returned.
“So,” he said, leaning one shoulder against the doorframe. “Tell me about school. Your dad says you’re killing it. Business major, right?”
“Marketing, actually. With a minor in communications.” You sat on the edge of the bed, suddenly aware of how small the room felt with him in it. “It’s been intense. Group projects, internships, all that. But I like it.”
He nodded, genuinely interested. “Yeah? What kind of stuff are you into? Like… campaigns? Social media stuff?”
“Both. I did an internship last semester with a small outdoor brand—kayaks, camping gear, that kind of thing. It was fun. Felt relevant up here.” You gestured vaguely toward the lake.
Steve’s smile widened. “Outdoor brand, huh? I could see you doing that. You always loved being out on the water more than anyone else in this family.”
The compliment settled warm in your chest. “What about you? Dad said work’s been crazy.”
He shrugged, the motion casual but his eyes a little tired around the edges. “Real estate’s been good. Busy. I closed on a couple big lakefront properties last year—ironic, right? But it takes a lot out of you. Long hours, clients who want everything yesterday. Figured I’d earned a summer where I don’t have to answer emails at seven a.m.”
You studied him for a moment. The Steve you remembered from your teens had always seemed larger than life, loud laugh, bigger personality, the guy who could charm anyone. This version was quieter in the spaces between words. Still charming, still magnetic, but there was something steadier underneath. Something that made you want to ask more.
“Dad mentioned you and… what was her name? The one from a couple years ago?”
Steve’s mouth twitched, not quite a smile. “Vanessa. Yeah. That ended about eighteen months ago. She wanted the city life, the parties, the constant going. I wanted… this.” He gestured around the room, but you knew he meant the lake, the quiet, the slower pace. “We wanted different things. It’s better this way.”
“I’m sorry,” you said softly.
“Don’t be. It was mutual. And honestly?” He met your eyes again, and there was something honest and a little raw there. “I’m not twenty-five anymore. I don’t have the energy to pretend I want something I don’t. I like my life. I like coming up here. I like being around people who know me without all the bullshit.”
The way he was looking at you made your breath catch. It wasn’t the look of an uncle or a family friend. It was something heavier. Warmer. You swallowed and looked down at your hands.
“I get that,” you said. “College is… a lot of pretending sometimes. Who you’re supposed to be, what you’re supposed to want. It’s nice to come back here and just… be.”
Steve pushed off the doorframe and took a step closer. Not close enough to touch, but close enough that you could see the faint scar on his jaw from some long-ago mishap he and your dad had never fully explained. “You don’t have to pretend with me. Never have.”
The air in the room felt thicker. You could hear your own heartbeat. Before either of you could say anything else, your dad’s voice boomed up the stairs.
“Steve! Stop flirting with my daughter and come help me with the grill, you lazy bastard!”
Steve laughed, the sound breaking the tension like a stone through still water. “Duty calls.” He winked at you, actually winked, and headed for the door. “Get changed if you want to swim before dinner. Water’s perfect today.”
You watched him go, heart still racing, and let out a shaky breath once his footsteps faded down the hall.
Dinner was loud and easy the way family dinners at the lake always were. Your mom had thrown together a salad while the guys grilled burgers and corn. String lights glowed along the porch railings. The sun was setting over the lake in streaks of orange and pink, turning the water gold. You sat between your mom and Steve, across from your dad, and tried not to notice every time Steve’s knee brushed yours under the table.
“So,” your dad said around a mouthful of burger, “remember that Fourth of July when Steve tried to impress that girl from the next house over by doing a backflip off the dock?”
Steve groaned. “Mark, come on. She doesn’t need to hear every embarrassing story from the nineties.”
“I do, actually,” you said, grinning. “Please continue.”
Your dad launched into the story with relish, how Steve had been twenty-three, cocky as hell, and had over-rotated and belly-flopped so hard the whole lake heard it. Steve took it with good humor, laughing along and adding details your dad conveniently left out (like how the girl had still gone home with him anyway).
“You were always such a show-off,” your mom teased Steve.
“Had to be,” Steve said easily. “Couldn’t let Mark have all the attention. He was the responsible one even back then.” He glanced at you. “Your dad was already talking about settling down and buying a lake house someday. I was still trying to figure out how to pay rent.”
“And now look at you,” your dad said, raising his beer in a toast. “Successful asshole with a fancy apartment and a summer off. Proud of you, man.”
Steve clinked bottles with him, but his eyes flicked to you again. “Yeah. Life’s funny like that.”
Later, after the dishes were done and your parents had gone inside to watch some old movie on the TV, you found yourself drifting down to the dock. The wood was still warm from the day’s sun under your bare feet. You sat at the very end, legs dangling over the water, and watched the moon rise over the far shore. Crickets sang in the trees. Somewhere across the lake a boat motor hummed and faded.
Footsteps on the dock behind you. You didn’t have to turn to know it was him.
“Mind if I join you?” Steve asked quietly.
You shook your head. He sat down a respectful distance away, close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating off his skin. He’d changed into a soft gray henley and another pair of shorts. His feet dipped into the water beside yours.
For a while neither of you spoke. It was comfortable. Easy. The way it had always been between you two, even when you were little and he let you “help” him fix the boat motor.
“You know,” he said eventually, voice low so it wouldn’t carry back to the house, “I used to look forward to these summers more than anything. Coming up here, seeing your family… it was like hitting reset. No matter how crazy work got, no matter what was going on in my life, this place was always the same.”
You glanced at him. The moonlight caught the silver in his hair and the strong line of his jaw. “And now?”
He was quiet for a long moment. “Now it feels like something’s different. Better, maybe. Or maybe I’m just finally old enough to appreciate it without needing to fill every second with noise.”
You swallowed. “I know what you mean. Last year at school I kept thinking about how quiet it is here. How you can actually hear yourself think.”
Steve turned his head to look at you fully. His eyes were dark in the low light, warm and intent. “You’ve always been good at that. Thinking. Feeling things deeply. Even when you were a kid, you’d sit out here by yourself sometimes, just watching the water like it had all the answers.”
A soft laugh escaped you. “I still do that.”
“I know.” His voice had dropped even lower. “I’ve noticed.”
The admission hung between you. You could feel the heat of his body even though he wasn’t touching you. The air felt charged, like the moment before a summer storm breaks.
“Steve…” you started, not sure what you were going to say.
He shook his head gently, a small smile tugging at his mouth. “It’s okay. We don’t have to… I’m not trying to make this weird. You’re Mark’s daughter. I’ve known you since you were in pigtails. I just…” He exhaled. “You’re not a kid anymore. And I’m not blind.”
Your heart was hammering so hard you were sure he could hear it. “I’m not either.”
The words slipped out before you could stop them. Steve went very still beside you. For a second the only sound was the gentle lap of water against the pilings and the distant hum of night insects.
Then he let out a low, rough chuckle and ran a hand through his hair. “Jesus. This is dangerous territory.”
“I know.” You looked down at your hands, twisting in your lap. “I’m not… I don’t know what I’m doing. I just know that when you look at me like that, it doesn’t feel like it used to.”
He was quiet again. When he spoke, his voice was careful. “I’ve been trying really hard not to look at you like that.”
“Why?”
“Because your dad is my best friend. Because I’m supposed to be the responsible one who doesn’t cross lines. Because you’re twenty-two and I’m forty-two and there are about a hundred reasons this is a bad idea.” He paused. “And because if I let myself think about it too much, I’m not sure I’ll be able to stop.”
The honesty in his voice made your throat tight. You wanted to reach for him. You wanted to lean in and see what would happen if you closed the distance. Instead you stayed where you were, feet in the cool water, heart in your throat.
“I don’t want you to stop,” you whispered.
Steve made a sound low in his chest, half groan, half laugh. “You’re killing me, you know that?”
Before either of you could do something you couldn’t take back, the porch light flicked on behind you and your dad’s voice carried across the yard. “You two still out there? Don’t stay up too late—we’re doing the boat in the morning!”
Steve cleared his throat and stood, offering you a hand up. His fingers wrapped around yours, warm and solid, and he held on for just a second longer than necessary when you were on your feet.
“Night,” he said softly. “Sleep well.”
“You too.”
You watched him walk back toward the house, broad shoulders silhouetted against the lights, and felt the ache of something unfinished settle deep in your chest.
Upstairs in the blue room, you changed into an old t-shirt and shorts and climbed into bed. The sheets smelled like lavender from the dryer sheets your mom used. You left the window open, letting the night air and the sound of the lake fill the space. Somewhere down the hall you heard Steve’s door close, then the low murmur of his voice, maybe on the phone, maybe just talking to himself. Then silence.
You stared at the ceiling for a long time, replaying every moment of the day. The hug. The way he’d carried your suitcase. The look in his eyes on the dock. The way his voice had gone rough when he admitted he’d been trying not to look at you.
This summer was going to be different. You could feel it in your bones.
And as sleep finally pulled you under, you wondered, not for the first time, how long either of you would be able to keep pretending it was still innocent.
Oh my goodness! That is so freaking sweet! Thank you so much for writing it! It is exactly how I imagined it! You should definitely add a part two with them getting married, and like having more children or just child! Again thank you so freaking much for this, I love it! ❤❤❤
Home Team p.2
Steve Harrington x Single Mom!Reader
Summary: After months of quiet dating, you and Steve finally tie the knot in a small, heartfelt Hawkins wedding. As the three of you settle into married life and a surprise pregnancy test your growing family. Steve steps fully into his role as husband and stepdad, Ellie learns to share her mom while becoming a big sister, and the four of you figure out what “forever” really looks like.
Word count: 4.1K
Warnings: fluff & domestic bliss, pregnancy, single parent / step-parent dynamics, mild angst (realistic family discussions, minor arguments, life stress), teenage daughter (OC, age 14-15), found family vibes
A/N: Thank you so much for the kind words and the prompt anon! I'm so glad the first part felt exactly right, and I hope this part will also live up to your expectations muah
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The leaves were starting to turn by the time Steve brought up marriage for real. It was a Tuesday evening in late September, the kind of ordinary night where nothing special was planned. You were at the kitchen table paying bills while Ellie sprawled on the couch with her homework and headphones half-on. Steve had just gotten back from practice, still smelling faintly of grass and sweat, and he dropped into the chair across from you with two beers from the fridge.
“Rough one?” you asked, sliding one bottle his way.
“Kids are getting cocky now that we’ve won a couple,” he said, twisting off the cap. “One freshman thought he could mouth off to the umpire today. Had to bench him for an inning. Felt like an asshole doing it, but… you know.” He took a long sip and looked at you for a moment, quiet. “Can we talk about something? Not here if Ellie’s listening.”
You glanced over. Ellie was absorbed in whatever she was writing, earbuds in. “She’s in her zone. What’s up?”
Steve rubbed the back of his neck, a habit you’d come to recognize as nerves. “I’ve been thinking about us. This—coming home to you guys, the routine we’ve got going. It’s good. Better than good. I don’t want to keep it temporary. I want to marry you. Make it official for all three of us.”
You set your pen down, heart picking up. “Steve…”
“I’m not proposing with a ring right this second,” he added quickly, holding up a hand. “I know we’ve got to talk to Ellie first, make sure she’s actually okay with it. But I’m serious. I love you. I love her. I want to be the guy who’s here for the long haul, not just the boyfriend who crashes on the couch sometimes.”
The words landed heavy, but in a solid way. No grand speeches, just Steve being Steve, tired from practice, honest, a little scared of messing it up. You reached across the table and took his hand. “I want that too. But yeah, we talk to Ellie first. Together.”
He nodded, relief flickering across his face. “Tomorrow? After school?”
The conversation with Ellie happened the next evening over takeout Chinese. She was poking at her fried rice when you brought it up.
“So Steve and I have been talking,” you started, keeping your voice even. “About the future. We’re thinking about getting married.”
Ellie paused mid-bite, looking between the two of you. “Married married? Like, rings and paperwork?”
“Yeah,” Steve said. He wasn’t smiling big or trying to sell it. “I’d be your stepdad, legally. But nothing changes overnight. We’d still be figuring shit out day by day. If you’ve got concerns, lay them on me. I can take it.”
You blinked. “We argue sometimes. About dumb stuff like whose turn it is to do dishes or what to watch.”
“Mostly whose turn for dishes,” Steve added with a small grin. “Your mom wins those.”
Ellie snorted. “Okay. And if you get married and then decide it sucks? What happens then?”
Steve leaned forward, elbows on the table. “Then we deal with it like adults. Counseling, whatever. I’m not walking out on you two. That’s not how I do things anymore. But I get why you’re asking. Your mom did this mostly alone for a long time. I respect the hell out of that.”
Ellie looked at you. “You really want this?”
“I do,” you said. “But only if you’re okay with it. You’re not just along for the ride, El.”
She was quiet for a long stretch, then shrugged one shoulder. “I like having him around. He’s not fake. And the candy thing is consistent.” A small smile tugged at her mouth. “Fine. You can get married. But I get to help pick the music or something.”
Steve exhaled, the tension leaving his shoulders. “Deal. Thank you, kid.”
-
Wedding planning dragged on longer than you expected. You wanted simple, nothing like the big productions you saw in movies. Steve agreed, but between his coaching schedule and your library shifts, finding time was tricky. You spent evenings on the couch with a notebook, hashing out details.
“What about the venue?” you asked one night, legs tucked under you. Ellie was in her room, door cracked.
“Community center’s cheap and we know everyone there,” Steve said, flipping through a short list of options. “Or the park if the weather holds. No church. I’m not exactly on speaking terms with all that anymore.”
You nodded. “Park sounds nice. Small guest list. Nancy, a few of your guys, my coworkers, Ellie’s friends if she wants.”
“Food?” Steve scribbled a note. “Pizza and subs? Or are we supposed to do fancy catering?”
You laughed. “Pizza is fine. People will talk about how it’s so ‘us’ for years.”
Ellie wandered in around then, grabbing a soda from the fridge. “You’re really doing pizza at a wedding? That’s actually kind of cool. Can I invite Sarah?”
“Of course,” you said. “And you’re standing with me.”
She looked pleased but played it casual. “Duh. Someone’s gotta make sure Steve doesn’t trip over his own feet during the first dance.”
Steve tossed a pillow at her. “Hey. I’ve got moves. You’ll see.”
The ceremony itself was on a mild April afternoon. About forty people showed up. You wore a simple cream dress, nothing poofy or expensive. Ellie walked with you, fidgeting with the small bouquet of wildflowers. Steve stood under a wooden arch the guys from the team had thrown together, looking sharp in his suit but shifting his weight like he was still half-expecting something to go wrong.
The officiant kept it short. When it came to vows, Steve went first, voice steady but low.
“I’m not great at this stuff on paper, so I kept it simple. I promise to show up. For the good days and the days when practice runs long and dinner’s late. For Ellie’s games or concerts or whatever she decides to do. For your bad days at the library when patrons are assholes. I’m in this. No half-measures. I love you.”
You swallowed hard. “I promise to let you in, even when it’s easier to handle everything myself. To build this with you instead of protecting just the two of us. You make me believe we can do this without it all falling apart. I love you, Steve.”
Ellie handed over the rings with a small, genuine smile. After you kissed, nothing over-the-top, just real and relieved, the three of you stood together for photos while Nancy directed everyone. Later at the reception, Ellie dragged Steve onto the floor for a song she picked (“Don’t You Forget About Me,” because she thought it was funny). You watched them, Steve spinning her awkwardly but both of laughing.
-
The first year of marriage had its bumps. Steve’s coaching schedule meant some weekends were shot, and you had library events that ran late. Money was tighter than you wanted with the wedding costs, so date nights became takeout on the couch more often than not. One night in July you snapped at each other over nothing, Steve forgetting to pick up milk, you exhausted from covering someone’s shift.
“You could have texted,” you said, sharper than intended.
“I was in the middle of drills,” he shot back, then caught himself. “Shit. Sorry. Long day.”
Ellie, overhearing from the hallway, poked her head in. “You guys fighting for real or just hangry?”
Steve ran a hand through his hair. “Hangry, mostly. Pizza?”
“Yeah,” you said, softening. “Pizza.”
It wasn’t dramatic blowups. Just life, figuring out how to share space, share decisions, share the mental load. Steve started leaving little notes on the fridge when practices ran over. You made sure to ask about his team more. Ellie called you both out when you were being stubborn, which helped in its own teenage way.
By the next summer, things felt more settled. The three of you took a short camping trip upstate, nothing glamorous, just a cabin rental with leaky faucets and mosquitos. Ellie roasted marshmallows badly and complained the whole time about no signal, but she smiled in most of the photos Steve took.
-
You found out about the pregnancy in early August. Steve was at an away game, so you sat on the bathroom floor alone with the positive test, staring at it for a long time. Another baby. At twenty-nine now, with a teenager already. It wasn’t panic exactly, but a heavy wave of “how the hell do we do this?”
When Steve got home late that night, dusty from the bus ride, you waited until Ellie went to bed.
“Got something to show you,” you said, handing him the test in the kitchen.
He stared at it, then at you. “No shit?”
“No shit.”
Steve pulled you into a hug, tight and quiet. No sweeping declarations. Just breathing for a minute. “Okay. Wow. You okay?”
“Tired already,” you admitted. “And scared. Ellie’s fourteen. This is going to change everything again.”
“Yeah,” he said. “It will. But we’ll figure it. One day at a time. Like always.”
Telling Ellie took a couple days. You waited for a calm Saturday morning when she wasn’t rushing out.
“El, we need to talk,” you started at the breakfast table.
She looked wary. “Am I in trouble?”
“No,” Steve said. “Opposite. Your mom’s pregnant.”
Ellie’s eyes went wide. She set her spoon down. “Pregnant. Like… baby pregnant?”
You nodded. “Yeah. Due around March, we think.”
She processed for a bit, then asked practical questions. “Do you feel sick yet? Are you keeping it? Obviously you are. Is it a boy or girl?”
“Too early to tell,” you said. “And yes, we’re keeping it. But this means changes. More doctor appointments, less sleep eventually. You’re still the priority, okay? Always.”
Ellie leaned back. “I know. It’s weird though. I’m gonna be a big sister. That’s… I don’t know. Cool? Annoying? Both?”
“Both,” Steve said with a half-smile. “You can teach the kid all the music I don’t understand. And boss them around a little. Within reason.”
She gave a small laugh. “Okay. But if it cries all night and I have a test, I’m crashing at Sarah’s.”
“Fair,” you said.
-
The pregnancy was realistic in its messiness. Morning sickness hit hard the first trimester. You spent mornings at the library trying not to throw up in the staff bathroom while Steve covered more dinners at home. Ellie learned to make basic pasta and complained loudly about the smell of cooking when your nausea was bad.
One evening you were lying on the couch with a cold cloth on your forehead when Steve got home.
“Rough day?” he asked, kicking off his shoes.
“Everything smells like death,” you groaned.
He sat on the coffee table, rubbing your leg. “I picked up ginger tea and those crackers you liked last time. Ellie’s doing homework without being asked. Small miracles.”
You smiled weakly. “You’re handling this better than I am.”
“I’m not the one growing a person,” he pointed out. “Cut yourself some slack. We’ve got this.”
Second trimester brought energy back but also aches. Your back hurt from standing at the circulation desk. Steve started doing more of the grocery runs and would massage your feet after Ellie went to bed.
“Feel better?” he’d ask, thumbs pressing into sore spots.
“Marginally,” you’d mutter, then pull him up for a kiss. “Thank you.”
Ellie’s involvement grew slowly. She helped pick out a crib online one night, scrolling through options with you.
“This one converts to a toddler bed,” she said. “Saves money later. And it’s not ugly.”
“Good call,” Steve said from the kitchen, where he was loading the dishwasher. “Budget’s tight with the new insurance stuff.”
By late pregnancy, you were waddling and irritable. Steve’s team made playoffs, adding stress, but he made it to every appointment. One ultrasound visit, Ellie came along after school.
“That’s the baby?” she asked, staring at the screen. “Looks like an alien.”
“Healthy alien,” the tech said.
On the drive home Ellie was quiet, then spoke up. “I’m not gonna lie, it’s kinda scary thinking about sharing you guys. But I remember being little. Having another kid around might not suck.”
You reached back and squeezed her hand. “You’re not being replaced, ever.”
-
Labor started on a cold March night. Contractions woke you around 2 a.m. Steve drove while you breathed through them, Ellie in the backseat looking pale but determined.
“Mom, you good?” she kept asking.
“Hurts like hell,” you admitted between waves. “But it’s fine.”
At the hospital it was a long twelve hours. Steve stayed right there, holding your hand, feeding you ice chips, trading off with Ellie for short breaks. “You’re doing great,” he said repeatedly, voice calm even when he looked exhausted. “Almost there.”
When your son was born, eight pounds, loud, healthy, you cried from relief and exhaustion. Steve cut the cord with shaky hands. Ellie was allowed in after, scrubbed up and wide-eyed.
“Holy crap,” she whispered, peering at the bundle in your arms. “He’s tiny. What’s his name?”
You and Steve had decided on James, Jamie for short after some back and forth.
“Jamie Harrington,” Steve said, voice rough. “Looks like his mom.”
Ellie touched his little hand carefully. “Hey, Jamie. I’m your sister. Don’t be too much of a pain, okay?”
Bringing him home was chaos. Sleep became a rare commodity. Steve took night shifts when he could, though coaching started up again soon after. You pumped milk in the library break room some days, exhausted but managing. Ellie helped with bottles and laundry, grumbling but reliable.
One particularly rough week, Jamie had colic and wouldn’t settle. You were rocking him at 3 a.m. when Steve found you.
“Go sleep,” he said, taking the baby. “I’ve got him. Practice can suck tomorrow.”
You hesitated. “You have a game this weekend.”
“Kids will survive if I’m half-dead. Family first.”
Ellie emerged from her room, bleary-eyed. “Give him here for a bit. I’ll walk him around. You both look like zombies.”
The three of you tag-teamed until dawn, trading off. By morning the crying had eased. Over coffee, Steve looked at you and Ellie.
“We’re a mess,” he said, “but we’re doing it.”
Ellie yawned. “Yeah. Team effort. Just don’t expect me to change every diaper.”
Life normalized slowly. Jamie grew fast, first smiles, first rolls. Steve carried him in a sling during off hours, talking to him about baseball like he understood. “Gotta work on that swing early, buddy.”
Ellie took to reading him books in silly voices, especially when she was avoiding her own homework. “See? Even the baby thinks history is boring,” she’d say.
You and Steve stole moments where you could, quick kisses in the kitchen, quiet talks on the porch after the kids were down. One night in late spring, Jamie finally sleeping through longer stretches, you sat outside with Steve.
“Regret any of it?” you asked, half-joking.
He shook his head. “Not for a second. It’s hard. Way harder than I thought sometimes. But waking up to this—our weird little family—it’s worth it. Every time.”
You leaned against him. “Same.”
Ellie stepped out then, holding Jamie awkwardly but competently. “He woke up again. But he smiled at me. I think he likes my music.”
Steve chuckled. “Of course he does. You’ve got better taste than me.”
The four of you ended up on the porch for a while, talking about nothing important: school, the team’s next game, what color to paint the nursery now that Jamie was outgrowing the bassinet. It wasn’t perfect. There were still bills, arguments over chores, tired days where everyone snapped. But it was real. Steady. Yours.
And as the sun dipped lower, casting long shadows across the yard, you felt the weight of it all settle into something good. Not a fairy tale ending, just life moving forward together.
Summary: Every summer your family escapes to the lake house: lazy boat rides, bonfires, late swims, and endless golden sunsets. This year your dad invited his best friend Steve to stay the whole season. Steve, with his easy charm, toned arms from years of swimming, and that smirk that makes your stomach flip. He’s twice your age. He’s your father’s closest friend. And he’s been looking at you like he shouldn’t for weeks.
Word count: ON GOING
Warnings: NSFW, heavy smut, age gap (Steve is your father’s best friend, early 40s / you’re in your early 20s), forbidden / taboo relationship, slow burn, power imbalance, secret relationship / sneaking around
Summary: After the wedding shifts everything between you and Gator, the situationship finally starts becoming real. Mornings after, tense family dinners with Roy, love confessions, and one long, perfect first official date where Gator lets himself be soft and chooses you for good.
Word count: 3.9K
Warnings: making out, emotional angst & family tension (Roy Tillman being a dick), lots of fluff, mutual pining, and soft!Gator
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The morning light filtered through your thin curtains, soft and golden, the kind of quiet Lehigh dawn that usually made you want to burrow back under the covers and ignore the world. But today, the weight on your chest wasn’t the usual knot of uncertainty, it was Gator, warm and solid, his cheek pressed to your sternum and those dark waves of hair spilling across your skin like he’d finally stopped fighting the softness.
You stayed still, afraid to wake him. Afraid the spell from last night would break the second his eyes opened and the deputy armor snapped back into place. His breath was slow and even, one arm slung heavy across your waist, fingers loosely curled like even in sleep he didn’t want to let go. The borrowed suit jacket and pants were crumpled on your floor beside your navy dress, a messy testament to how thoroughly the “situationship” line had blurred.
Your fingers moved on their own, carding gently through his hair. No gel. Just clean, slightly mussed strands that felt like a secret only you got to keep. He stirred, a low rumble vibrating against you.
“Keep doin’ that and I ain’t gettin’ up,” he muttered, voice gravel-rough with sleep. He nuzzled closer, nose brushing the valley between your breasts, and your heart did that stupid, traitorous flip it always did around him.
“Good,” you whispered, smiling despite the flutter of nerves in your stomach. “Stay. We can pretend the rest of Lehigh doesn’t exist for a few more hours.”
He huffed a laugh, the sound warm against your skin, but you felt the tension creep back into his shoulders. The real world was already pressing in, the creak of the old house settling, the distant rumble of a truck on the county road, the faint scent of yesterday’s aftershave clinging to him. Gator Tillman didn’t do lazy mornings. Not usually. Not with you.
But he didn’t pull away. Instead, he shifted up onto his elbows, hovering over you. Those sweet eyes, still soft with sleep searched your face like he was trying to memorize it. The morning light caught on the faint stubble along his jaw and the way his hair fell forward again. God, he looked devastating like this. Unguarded. Yours.
“You meant it last night?” you asked quietly, before the doubt could swallow you whole. “About… being done pretending?”
Gator’s jaw tightened. For a second you saw the old panic flicker, the need to crack a joke, to deflect, to remind you both this was supposed to stay simple. But then he exhaled, forehead dropping to rest against yours.
“Yeah. I meant it.” His voice was low, almost reluctant, like the words cost him. “I’m tired of sneakin’ around like I’m ashamed. You ain’t some dirty secret, darlin’. Not anymore.”
The endearment hit you like warm honey. You cupped his face, thumbs stroking his cheekbones, and pulled him down into a slow kiss. It tasted like morning breath and leftover want, but mostly like relief. His body settled over yours, heavy and grounding, and for a while the only sounds were soft sighs and the rustle of sheets.
Eventually he rolled off you with a groan, stretching like a big cat. “Shit. Dad’s probably already up. Whole damn town’s gonna be buzzin’ after last night. People saw us dancin’. Saw me lookin’ at you like…”
“Like what?” you teased, propping yourself up on one elbow, letting the sheet slip just enough to watch his gaze darken.
“Like I’d burn the whole reception down if it meant five more minutes alone with you.” He scratched the back of his neck, ears going pink again. That rare vulnerability made your chest ache with fierce affection. “C’mon. I’ll make coffee before I head out.”
You followed him into the tiny kitchen in nothing but his white dress shirt, the hem brushing your thighs. Gator in just his boxers, hair still sleep-mussed, pouring coffee like it was the most domestic thing in the world, it felt dangerously good. Too good. Like something you could get used to.
He handed you a mug, then leaned back against the counter, watching you. “You comin’ by the station later? Or… I could swing by after my shift. Properly. Not just slippin’ in the back door like a damn thief.”
Your heart swelled. “I’d like that. A real date, Deputy Tillman?”
He smirked, but it was softer than usual. “Don’t push it. I’m still me. Ain’t turnin’ into some Hallmark boyfriend overnight.” Still, he stepped closer, tugging you against him by the shirt collar. His kiss was possessive this time, coffee-warm and lingering. “But yeah. Real. As real as I can make it right now.”
The bubble lasted until his phone buzzed on the table. You both glanced over. Roy Tillman’s name flashed on the screen.
Gator’s whole posture changed, shoulders squaring, jaw setting. He silenced it, but the damage was done. The air in your little kitchen thickened.
“He’s gonna ask,” Gator said quietly, staring into his coffee like it held answers. “About you. About us. And he ain’t gonna like the answer if it means I’m distracted. Or… attached.”
You set your mug down, stepping into his space and wrapping your arms around his waist. “Then tell him the truth. Or as much of it as you can stomach. I’m not going anywhere, Gator. Not unless you want me to.”
He buried his face in your hair, breathing you in like you were his anchor. “I don’t. Fuck, I really don’t.” His hands slid down your back, possessive and a little desperate. “But Lehigh’s small. Dad’s got eyes everywhere. If he decides you’re a problem…”
You kissed his neck, right where his pulse jumped. “Then we face it. Together. No more hiding.”
He pulled back enough to look at you, something fierce and scared and hopeful all at once in his eyes. That soft hair fell forward again, and you brushed it back, letting your fingers linger. The touch made him shiver.
“Goddamn, woman,” he muttered, voice rough. “You’re gonna ruin me.”
“Good,” you whispered against his lips. “Ruin me right back.”
He stayed longer than he should have, kissing you against the counter, hands roaming under the borrowed shirt like he was memorizing every inch, whispering things between kisses that sounded a lot like promises. When he finally left, uniform back on and hair reluctantly tamed with a little water (no gel, thank God), he paused at your door.
“Text me when you get to the diner,” he said, thumb brushing your bottom lip. “And… wear that dress again sometime. Just for me.”
You smiled, heart full and terrified and alive. “Only if you lose the gel again.”
He chuckled, the sound low and warm, then stole one last kiss before stepping out into the bright Lehigh morning.
The day passed in a haze of coffee refills and sideways glances from regulars who’d clearly heard about the wedding. Millie herself raised an eyebrow when you came in glowing. But your phone stayed quiet until late afternoon, when a single text lit up your screen:
Gator: Dad wants to meet you. Dinner at the house tomorrow. No pressure. (There’s pressure.)
Your stomach flipped, equal parts dread and giddy hope. This was it. The next step. Real.
You typed back quickly:
You: I’ll be there. For you.
His reply came faster than usual:
Gator: Wear something that makes me forget my last name. And leave my hair alone this time, woman. Can’t have Dad thinkin’ I’ve gone soft.
You laughed in the middle of wiping down the counter, warmth blooming in your chest. The situationship was dead. Something new, something scary and worth fighting for was taking its place.
And as the sun dipped low over the dusty county roads, you let yourself believe it might just work. Gator Tillman, soft hair and all, was finally choosing you out loud. Lehigh gossip and Roy Tillman be damned.
The next evening, you stood in front of your mirror again, smoothing down the simple black sundress you’d chosen, modest enough for Roy Tillman’s scrutiny but fitted in all the ways you knew would make Gator’s eyes linger. Your hands trembled slightly as you fastened a pair of small silver earrings. Dinner at the Tillman house. No pressure, he’d said. The lie sat heavy in your stomach.
Gator picked you up in his truck right on time, looking every inch the deputy in a fresh uniform, but his hair was softer again, the gel minimal. He’d tried. The sight of him eased some of the nerves twisting inside you.
“You look too good for this,” he muttered as you climbed in, one hand immediately finding your thigh like it belonged there. His thumb rubbed slow circles against your skin. “Dad’s gonna take one look at you and know exactly why I’ve been distracted.”
You laced your fingers through his. “And what exactly is that reason, Gator?”
He shot you a sideways glance, that cocky smirk fighting against something deeper. “’Cause you make me forget to be his perfect son for five goddamn minutes.” He squeezed your hand. “We’ll be fine. Just… let me do most of the talkin’.”
The Tillman house loomed at the end of a long gravel drive, big, imposing, the kind of place that screamed authority in a small county. Roy was already on the porch when you pulled up, silhouetted against the porch light, cigarette smoke curling into the cooling evening air. Gator’s grip on your hand tightened as he helped you out of the truck.
“Evening,” Roy said, voice low and measured, eyes flicking over you like he was sizing up a suspect. “So you’re the girl my boy’s been keepin’ company with.”
“Yes, sir,” you replied, keeping your voice steady even as your pulse hammered. Gator’s arm slid around your waist, a silent show of support that sent warmth blooming through the anxiety.
Dinner was tense. The table was set with more care than you expected, roast, potatoes, the kind of meal that screamed “family values.” Roy asked questions that weren’t really questions: about your job at Millie’s, your family, how long you’d “known” his son. Gator sat beside you, jaw tight, jumping in whenever the questions sharpened.
“She’s good people, Dad,” Gator said at one point, his hand finding your knee under the table. “Known her since high school. Ain’t just some fling.”
Roy’s gaze sharpened. “That so? Whole town’s talkin’ about you two dancin’ at Emily’s wedding like it was your own. You plannin’ on makin’ an honest woman outta her, or is this another one of your distractions?”
The words landed like a slap. You felt Gator stiffen beside you, the old pull of his father’s approval warring with the vulnerability he’d shown you these past days.
“It’s not a distraction,” you said quietly, before Gator could answer. Your hand covered his under the table, grounding both of you. “I care about your son, Mr. Tillman. A lot.”
Gator exhaled, some of the tension bleeding out of him. He looked at you then, really looked, and the softness in his eyes made your chest ache with that familiar fierce tenderness. Later, when Roy stepped outside for another smoke, Gator pulled you into the hallway, pressing you gently against the wall.
“You didn’t have to say that,” he murmured, forehead resting against yours. His hands framed your face, thumbs stroking your cheeks. That damn hair fell forward again, brushing your skin as he leaned in. “But fuck, I’m glad you did.”
You kissed him, slow and reassuring, tasting the lingering stress on his lips. “We’re in this together, remember? No more pretending.”
He groaned softly into your mouth, hands sliding down to your hips, pulling you closer. For a stolen moment the intimidating house faded, the kiss deepened, hungry and grounding, his body pressing you into the wall like he needed the reminder that you were real. Solid. His.
When Roy cleared his throat from the doorway, you both jumped apart like teenagers. Gator’s ears were flushed red, but he didn’t let go of your hand.
“Boy,” Roy said flatly, “we’ll talk later. Alone.”
The rest of the evening passed in stilted conversation, but Gator stayed close, his leg pressed to yours at the table, his fingers brushing your lower back when he helped clear plates. Every small touch felt like a quiet rebellion against the weight of his father’s expectations.
Later, back in his truck, the silence stretched until Gator pulled off onto a familiar back road overlooking the fields. He killed the engine and turned to you, the dashboard lights casting shadows across his face.
“He ain’t thrilled,” Gator admitted, running a hand through his hair and messing it up further. “Says I need to focus. Says small-town girls like you come with complications.” He let out a bitter laugh. “Like he wasn’t born and raised here too.”
You unbuckled your seatbelt and climbed across the console into his lap, straddling him. His hands settled automatically on your thighs, sliding up under the hem of your dress.
“Then we prove him wrong,” you whispered, fingers threading through his soft hair exactly the way you’d wanted to all evening. “I’m not going anywhere, Gator. And you’re more than just Roy Tillman’s son.”
He looked up at you, eyes dark with want and something deeper: gratitude, maybe even love he wasn’t ready to name yet. “You keep touchin’ my hair like that and I’m gonna forget everythin’ he said.”
“Good,” you breathed, leaning down to kiss him.
The kiss turned heated fast, windows fogging, hands roaming, his uniform shirt half-unbuttoned as you rocked against him in the cramped cab. He groaned your name like a prayer and a curse, hips lifting to meet yours, the frustration from dinner pouring out into desperate touches and whispered curses. No rushing this time. Just the two of you, tangled and breathless, claiming a little piece of peace in the middle of Lehigh’s judgment.
Afterward, curled against his chest in the reclined seat, his jacket draped over you both, Gator pressed a kiss to your temple.
“Stayin’ at your place tonight,” he said, voice rough but certain. “Dad can wait till morning for his lecture.”
You smiled into his neck, heart full despite the looming shadow of Roy. “Sounds perfect.”
He drove you home with one hand on the wheel and the other tangled with yours. The situationship was long gone. As Lehigh’s lights faded in the rearview, you let yourself believe that maybe, just maybe, Gator Tillman was finally choosing his own path.
The week after the dinner at the Tillman house dragged in a haze of sideways glances from locals and a few clipped texts from Gator saying he was “handling Dad.” You tried not to let the worry eat at you, but every shift at Millie’s felt heavier. Then, on Thursday night, your phone buzzed:
Gator: Saturday. Real date. No sneaking. No bullshit. Wear something pretty. I’m picking you up at 6.
Your heart did a full somersault.
Saturday arrived warm and clear. You chose a soft green dress that hugged your waist and fell just above the knees, simple but the color made your eyes pop. When Gator knocked (actually knocked, instead of letting himself in), you opened the door to find him in dark jeans, a black button-up with the sleeves rolled to his forearms, and that same soft, dark hair falling across his forehead. No gel. No deputy armor. Just him.
“Jesus,” he said, eyes dragging over you slowly. “You tryin’ to kill me before we even leave the porch?”
You smiled, stepping forward to fix the top button he’d left undone. “You look handsome. Really handsome. I like this version of you.”
He caught your hand, pressing a kiss to your palm. “This version’s all yours tonight. C’mon, before I say screw the date and carry you straight to bed.”
The drive took you out of Lehigh proper, windows down, country music low on the radio. His hand stayed on your thigh the whole way, thumb tracing lazy patterns that sent little sparks up your spine. He pulled off onto a dirt road leading to Willow Lake, a quiet spot locals rarely visited after sunset. He’d packed a basket in the back of the truck: sandwiches from the diner (Millie had helped, bless her), a bottle of cheap wine, a couple of blankets, and even a few string lights he’d clearly struggled to hang from the truck bed.
You helped him spread the blankets as the sun dipped low, painting the water in oranges and pinks. Gator popped the wine and handed you a plastic cup, looking almost bashful.
“Alright,” he said, settling beside you, legs stretched out. “First real date. No family watchin’. No hidin’. Ask me anything. I’m an open book tonight.”
You raised an eyebrow, sipping the wine. “Anything? Okay… what made you finally stop with the ‘this ain’t that kinda thing’ speeches?”
Gator leaned back on his elbows, staring at the sky for a long moment. The soft breeze kept pushing his hair across his forehead, and you couldn’t resist reaching over to brush it back. He caught your wrist gently, kissing the inside before letting go.
“Truth? That wedding. Watching you in that navy dress, seeing how everyone looked at us… but mostly how you looked at me. Like I was worth somethin’.” He turned his head to meet your eyes. “I’ve been scared shitless, darlin’. Thought if I kept it casual I couldn’t fuck it up. But keepin’ it casual was fuckin’ it up worse. You deserve better than back-door visits and half-assed goodbyes.”
Your chest tightened with affection. You shifted closer, resting your head on his shoulder. “I was scared too. Every time you pulled away, I thought that was it. But you always came back.”
“‘Cause I couldn’t stay away,” he admitted, voice low. “Still can’t. Dad’s been ridin’ my ass all week—says I’m distracted, says I need to focus on the badge. Had a big fight last night. Told him straight up: you’re not a distraction. You’re the only thing makin’ me want to be better.”
You sat up, searching his face. “What did he say?”
Gator’s jaw flexed, but he smiled, small, crooked, real. “Said if I was gonna do this, I better do it right. No half-measures. Then he called me an idiot and told me to get out of his office.” He chuckled. “Progress, I guess.”
You laughed softly, the sound mixing with the gentle lap of water against the shore. “So… what does ‘doing it right’ look like for Gator Tillman?”
He rolled onto his side, propping his head on his hand. His free fingers traced the strap of your dress, sending warmth pooling low in your belly. “It looks like this. Taking you out. Tellin’ people you’re mine. Makin’ sure you know I’m yours too. No more runnin’ when shit gets heavy.” His voice dropped. “I love you, you know. Should’ve said it weeks ago instead of hidin’ behind ‘complicated.’”
The words hit you like a warm wave. You cupped his face, thumb stroking his cheek. “I love you too, Gator. Messy hair, stubborn heart, and all.”
He grinned, that full cocky smile that still made your knees weak, then pulled you down into a kiss. It started sweet, slow, full of all the things you’d both held back. Then it deepened, his hand sliding into your hair as he rolled you beneath him on the blanket. The string lights twinkled above you as the sky darkened, and for a long while there was only breathy laughter, whispered curses, and the feel of his body pressed to yours.
Eventually you came up for air, both of you flushed and smiling. Gator sat up, tugging you into his lap so your back rested against his chest. He wrapped his arms around your waist, chin on your shoulder.
“Tell me what you want,” he murmured against your ear. “Future stuff. I know Lehigh ain’t exactly excitin’, but… I wanna hear it.”
You leaned into him, lacing your fingers with his. “I want more nights like this. I want to wake up with you without worrying you’ll bolt. Maybe someday… a place that’s ours. Not sneaking around my tiny rental. I want you to keep letting me see the real you—no badge, no pressure to be perfect.”
He hummed, pressing a kiss to your neck. “I want that too. Been thinkin’ about talkin’ to the sheriff in the next county over. Might be time to get out from under Dad’s thumb. Not leavin’ Lehigh completely, but… creatin’ some distance so we can breathe.” His arms tightened. “And I want you wearin’ my ring one day. When you’re ready. When I’m ready to do it proper. No rush, but… it’s on the table.”
Your heart swelled so big it hurt. You turned in his lap to face him, straddling his thighs. “You’re really doing this, huh? Going all in.”
“Damn right.” His hands settled on your hips, squeezing. “Took me long enough. Shoulda known back in high school when you’d roll your eyes at me every shift at Millie’s that you were trouble. The best kind.”
You kissed him again, slower this time, savoring the taste of wine and the way he smiled against your lips. Conversation flowed easy after that: silly stories from high school, arguments over the best diner pie, quiet dreams about fixing up a little house on the edge of town. He teased you about your coffee-slinging skills; you teased him about his inability to dance without stepping on your toes. Every laugh, every lingering touch, felt like building something solid.
Hours later, back in Lehigh, he didn’t take you straight home. Instead he drove to Millie’s, which was closed for the night. He’d gotten keys, another quiet favor. Inside, he flipped on the jukebox, pulled you onto the cleared floor between booths, and slow-danced with you just like at the wedding, only this time there was no one watching but the two of you.
“People are gonna talk,” you whispered, cheek against his chest as his hands rested low on your back.
“Let ‘em,” he replied, voice rumbling. “Let the whole damn county know. I’m yours. You’re mine. End of story.”
You looked up at him, fingers playing with the soft hair at the nape of his neck. “I love this version of you most. When you’re just Gator.”
He kissed your forehead, then your lips, then the tip of your nose, making you laugh. “Good. ‘Cause he’s the one who’s stickin’ around for good.”
Later that night, tangled in your sheets with his head on your chest and that beloved soft hair tickling your skin, Gator traced lazy patterns on your arm.
“No more situationship,” he said sleepily. “This is the real thing. You and me against all of it.”
You smiled into the dark, heart full and steady for the first time in months. “You and me.”
Lehigh would keep gossiping. Roy would keep pushing. But with Gator’s warmth pressed against you and his quiet promises lingering in the air, it felt like the beginning of something strong enough to last.
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