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'05 /permashifter INACTIVE

[beayoon]

welcome to my blog ᥫ᭡!

my name's bea, 21, and I have been shifting since early 2021

my main DR is stray kids 9th member & as the only female member

my s/o is chris bahng aka the love of my life

beachan

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other DR's:

parent, equestrian, better cr, dream university [same s/o]

anti shifters DNI!

same s/o dni pls!

I'm looking for more friends here, so don't be afraid to reach out to me >.<

[naevisnova]

skz shifters i love you guys

[rokichishifts]

i’m (mostly) a kpop shifter so i think i romanticize tf out of my drs bc i always script in that the industry is WAY less strict/stressful. like ofc im hyped i can date publicly and have friends of the opposite gender, that would get me burnt at the stake here!!!

[moonsrkives]

starpot ¡! friends ⟢ lovers two happy idiots

⋆˙⟡ in which a latina girl is looking for a roommate and an indian boy is in need of a roof. a doctor and a lawyer. a genius so stupid and an idiot so smart. a dancer and a footballer. two very oblivious friends falling for each other.

tags! @bluebellsneverdies @yunspidey @beayoon @sorenverse @wanderincowboy @croqaderi if you’d like to be tagged on future posts, comment here

⎯ yours truly @moonsrkives

[beayoon]

forever my favorite soulmates. my everythings. meant to be.

[moonsrkives]

no joke, i had a whole ass convo with james through music

i’m going to cry, after this horrible week i needed to be with him so much and of course he knew 😭

[beayoon]

MY BABIES MOONJAMES ARE ALIVEEE

[deadlpoet]

I want to leave this reality, this fuckass world and this life

[elenimoonlight]

I have a love-hate relationship with shifting.

[moonsrkives]

THANK YOUUUUUUUU

this is crazy, what do you mean so many people like my silly little blog 🥹🫶🏽 i’m actually so happy right now

i’ll make something, like an activity, once i’m done with my mid-terms, just to say thank you to all of you 🫂

[beayoon]

MY MOON N INCREDIBLY PROUD OF YOU!!! CONGRATULATIONS MY GIRL

[beayoon]

love love beatrice yoon

[stxrryluv]

⊹ how I lucid dream (+ tips for shifting through them)

disclaimer!! these are things that worked for me, every person's mind works differently

There are a lot of ways to lucid dream, I usually do the intention one, and I finally managed to utilize WBTB better recently. Hope I explained it well, if you have any questions let me know!! (replies or ask either is fine!)

INTENTION METHOD

For this method, you need to make a plan for the things you wanna do when you become lucid. Believe me, it really helps because we can't think clearly in our dreams (lucid or not).

1) Right before you sleep, set an intention. Something like "I'm going to remember I'm dreaming" or "I am having a lucid dream tonight".

2) Make a mental to-do list for the first things to do when you become lucid. The clearer and simpler the better. You'd usually want to ground yourself in the dream first (I like engaging my senses in any way).

3) It's done! You can sleep as you would normally.

okay now the dream actually starts

1) You're realizing you're in a dream. Either randomly, or through reality checks, or you just noticed something is off, and now you're questioning reality.

2) Since you made a plan, your brain will immediately focus on it. Ground yourself, and follow any next steps you chose.

3) YAY you made it!!

These steps are also part of the WBTB method.

WBTB METHOD

For this method, you'll need to set an alarm 4-6 hours after you fall asleep. A whole sleep cycle is around 1,5 hours, and around the last 10 minutes of it is REM sleep (where dreams take place). I like to set an alarm for right there.

e.g let's say I'm going to sleep at 1 AM. My alarm will either be at around 5:30 AM (3 sleep cycles in), or around 7 AM (4 sleep cycles in).

The more sleep cycles you're in, the longer the REM phase gets = the longer your dreams last for.

Now for this method I used to struggle because you're supposed to stay awake for 30 mins - 1 hour before you go back to sleep. But if I stay for so long I just start becoming irritated and can't fall back asleep. And if I immediately go back to sleep without staying up, my sleep continues as normal instead of entering REM instantly.

So the thing that worked for me was having a loud sound playing in the background. You could put anything, from subliminals to songs to color noise (I literally just started a washing machine cycle lmao). Set a timer for it to stop after around 10 minutes, and while it plays say affirmations.

You can use this either as a shifting method or a lucid dreaming method, depending on your intention.

I used it for shifting through a lucid dream, and repeated "I am dreaming" and "I am shifting" one after another until I entered a dream.

So in summary:

1) Set an alarm 4-6 hours after you fall asleep

2) Wake up, put on a loud sound and set a timer for it to stop after around 10 minutes

3) Go back to bed, and in those 10 minutes set your intention and say affirmations

4) Follow in-dream steps from intention method

random tips that helped me / things that I have noticed:

the more you trust yourself the smoother the process gets. In my first lucid dreams the grounding process was painfully difficult, but the more you practice the easier it gets, and at the end you don't even need it at all! If I'm feeling confident that night I just assume I'm already grounded and it works just fine.

have a clear image of your goal in your head. My latest lucid dream was crystal clear (regarding my cognitive abilities), and I realized by affirming "I am shifting" or "I have shifted" I become too focused on the act of shifting itself rather than the destination. In the dream it becomes "something I have to do immediately", but with no clear direction. It's like since "I'm shifting" that means that I am in my CR. When that's not necessarily true. The trick is to focus on your senses, who, and where you are.

I know the dream plot is really good sometimes, but you gotta fight and keep your goal in mind 😔✊ I wasted a lucid dream once just to get to eat profiterole 😭

ask for guidance! you're literally accessing your subconscious, take advantage of it! You can say out loud "I want to talk to my subconscious", and it will take form so you can quite literally talk with yourself. Ask about any blockages and tips by the person who knows you the best: you!

Keep a journal. Like seriously. Not only does it help train your brain remember your dreams and lucid dream more often, but you can also read back and notice patterns. Maybe you have some consistent themes in your dreams that you would notice easier, maybe you tried a certain thing and it didn't work, so you're trying to figure out what to do next. This will help tremendously. Write down your dreams the moment you wake up so you won't forget any details (doesn't matter where, you can use a physical journal or your notes app).

[coordastra]

I loooove when people interact with me, reply to my posts…… god I love this community sm, it’s my safe place.

[beayoon]

there are more than many days where I find myself wandering, doubting whether I am truly enough for his soul, for his heart, for him as a whole. our souls are connected in ways I could never even describe or put into words, even if we are realities apart I feel him, I feel when something's off, I feel when he is in pain or in joy.

I love him so purely, so deeply, so fucking truly from the bottom of my heart and from my soul. That our love is more realer than anything else in this whole world.

and then I remember what Chris said to my dear @wisteria-shifting777 since she shifts multiple times to her realities

Still speechless if I think about it. There are no words to describe how I felt when I read it. Exactly two days before my birthday Wis shifted and told me everything. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe it really must have been from him, from the universe as a birthday present or.. most likely a reminder.

a reminder that little bea shouldn't doubt herself anymore for the love of her life. because he indeed loves her. even if she struggles to accept it and believe in it. believe in it that she could be lovable, that she could be enough, that she is more than her physical body and her physical disability, that she is just a soul. but most importantly that she is truly blessed to be loved by such a beautiful soul as his.

"I’ve tried to imagine it — what my life would look like if we had never crossed paths — and every version of that story feels… incomplete. Like a song missing its chorus, or a sky without its stars. It exists, sure, but it doesn’t feel like something I’d want to live in.

Because loving Bea doesn’t feel accidental. It feels inevitable.

I don’t think we just happened to meet—I think we found each other in the way souls are meant to. Like we’ve been circling through time, lifetime after lifetime, always drawn back to the same place… to each other. Different faces, different names, but the same pull. The same recognition in the eyes. The same quiet knowing of “there you are… I’ve been looking for you.”

So no, I can’t truly imagine a life without my Bea. Not one that feels real or whole. Because even in the versions where we haven’t met yet, I think I’d still be searching—feeling that something, or someone, was missing.

And I’d find her. I think I always would."

[moonsrkives]

my favourites :(🤍

[beayoon]

ily

[beayoon]

there are more than many days where I find myself wandering, doubting whether I am truly enough for his soul, for his heart, for him as a whole. our souls are connected in ways I could never even describe or put into words, even if we are realities apart I feel him, I feel when something's off, I feel when he is in pain or in joy.

I love him so purely, so deeply, so fucking truly from the bottom of my heart and from my soul. That our love is more realer than anything else in this whole world.

and then I remember what Chris said to my dear @wisteria-shifting777 since she shifts multiple times to her realities

Still speechless if I think about it. There are no words to describe how I felt when I read it. Exactly two days before my birthday Wis shifted and told me everything. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe it really must have been from him, from the universe as a birthday present or.. most likely a reminder.

a reminder that little bea shouldn't doubt herself anymore for the love of her life. because he indeed loves her. even if she struggles to accept it and believe in it. believe in it that she could be lovable, that she could be enough, that she is more than her physical body and her physical disability, that she is just a soul. but most importantly that she is truly blessed to be loved by such a beautiful soul as his.

"I’ve tried to imagine it — what my life would look like if we had never crossed paths — and every version of that story feels… incomplete. Like a song missing its chorus, or a sky without its stars. It exists, sure, but it doesn’t feel like something I’d want to live in.

Because loving Bea doesn’t feel accidental. It feels inevitable.

I don’t think we just happened to meet—I think we found each other in the way souls are meant to. Like we’ve been circling through time, lifetime after lifetime, always drawn back to the same place… to each other. Different faces, different names, but the same pull. The same recognition in the eyes. The same quiet knowing of “there you are… I’ve been looking for you.”

So no, I can’t truly imagine a life without my Bea. Not one that feels real or whole. Because even in the versions where we haven’t met yet, I think I’d still be searching—feeling that something, or someone, was missing.

And I’d find her. I think I always would."

[stxrryluv]

y'all are meant for each other this is peak romance i'm gonna cry

[beayoon]

☹️☹️☹️

[moonsrkives]

𓂃 ⏾𖥔 ˖ 𝒟r ℐntroduction ⸝⸝ YOUTUBER .ᐟ

fran scaliger ¡! '99 ⟢ latina professional dancer ⟢ youtuber

⋆˙⟡ fran scaliger is a british youtuber, influencer, comedian, dancer, and choreographer. she has a youtube channel with her best friend pansy parkinson where they investigate abandoned buildings and hunted locations. she’s also a memeber of the youtube group beta squad.

https://famousbirthdays.com/people/fran-scaliger.html

about

ex royal ballet principal dancer known for her title roles in such renowned ballets as swan lake, don quixote, and manon. she gained popularity on youtube for her dance videos, original comedic sketches, and various vlog entries. in 2017, she and her best friend, pansy parkinson, created phantom nights. In 2019, she joined the beta squad series on youtube.

before fame

she was trained intensively in the russian ballet tradition from a young age by her grandmother. she competed internationally earning top honours before joining the royal ballet school in london.

trivia

in 2023, she choreographed rihanna's super bowl halftime show and she was featured as one of her backup dancers.

family life

she was raised by her grandparents in london.

associated with

she was a featured dancer in the justin bieber music video for his 2015 hit single "sorry" and "what do you mean?".

tags! @bluebellsneverdies @yunspidey @beayoon @sorenverse @wanderincowboy @croqaderi join my tag list here

⎯ yours truly @moonsrkives

[beayoon]

in love love fav streamer ever<3

[beayoon]

six years and still trying. the aching pain will never go away in my chest. no matter the circumstances. how long... how long do I have to wait. i have given my everything.. and it feels like nothing. like im no where.

[elysiaskz]

here’s the clip I saw of gehlee talking abt shifting btw ☃️

[beayoon]

well hellooo?? 🫪🫪😦

[beayoon]

there are more than many days where I find myself wandering, doubting whether I am truly enough for his soul, for his heart, for him as a whole. our souls are connected in ways I could never even describe or put into words, even if we are realities apart I feel him, I feel when something's off, I feel when he is in pain or in joy.

I love him so purely, so deeply, so fucking truly from the bottom of my heart and from my soul. That our love is more realer than anything else in this whole world.

and then I remember what Chris said to my dear @wisteria-shifting777 since she shifts multiple times to her realities

Still speechless if I think about it. There are no words to describe how I felt when I read it. Exactly two days before my birthday Wis shifted and told me everything. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe it really must have been from him, from the universe as a birthday present or.. most likely a reminder.

a reminder that little bea shouldn't doubt herself anymore for the love of her life. because he indeed loves her. even if she struggles to accept it and believe in it. believe in it that she could be lovable, that she could be enough, that she is more than her physical body and her physical disability, that she is just a soul. but most importantly that she is truly blessed to be loved by such a beautiful soul as his.

"I’ve tried to imagine it — what my life would look like if we had never crossed paths — and every version of that story feels… incomplete. Like a song missing its chorus, or a sky without its stars. It exists, sure, but it doesn’t feel like something I’d want to live in.

Because loving Bea doesn’t feel accidental. It feels inevitable.

I don’t think we just happened to meet—I think we found each other in the way souls are meant to. Like we’ve been circling through time, lifetime after lifetime, always drawn back to the same place… to each other. Different faces, different names, but the same pull. The same recognition in the eyes. The same quiet knowing of “there you are… I’ve been looking for you.”

So no, I can’t truly imagine a life without my Bea. Not one that feels real or whole. Because even in the versions where we haven’t met yet, I think I’d still be searching—feeling that something, or someone, was missing.

And I’d find her. I think I always would."