Becoming His

My journey to becoming a full-time slave in a BDSM M/s dynamic & relationship with my Sir #kink #BDSM #M/s #Submissive #SlaveGirl #Sub #Relationship #AlternativeRelationships

[becoming-his]

This is my story, A story I hope won't end.

I will document the highs & lows I experience in learning how to be a good slave, showing my submission but also finding out stuff about myself and growing as a woman in her own right

Loving getting to know HIM the more I experience the more I want this and to be HIS

Honestly HE helps me see things differently & more importantly helps me see myself differently too

I'll share on here the lessons learned & goals I achieve on my journey.

This isn't fifty shades it's real life, I don't expect Perfection but just honest communication, trust and knowing Sir is my sanctuary & safe place

I'll journal my day to day life when I have something of note

I'll show what I am experiencing under HIS guidance & consideration, keeping track of my thoughts & feelings

Is this life is really for me & if so is it to be with Sir owning me soon?

I've longed for this so long now it's starting it's almost like a dream

[becoming-his]

Yesterday I had a wobble & got quite upset.

Had a intimate & honest chat with Sir on my fears and worries

I was afraid I wasn't good enough or wasn't doing the right things and making to many silly mistakes.

I was saying I wasn't the right fit for HIM & not what Sir needed & I wasn't cut out for me it.

He said he would be the judge of that. He said it's tiny things that don't matter and once told as far he is concerned forgotten unless they keep happening.

He said I need to stop trying to be everything and thinking I need to be completely perfect all the time& non stop serving him.

If he wants something he will tell & if he says something is ok or its forgiven I need to forgive myself and not flagilat myself for the smallest things.

He also recognised immediately that this was a form of self sabotaging and a trauma response & he reassured me & made me smile

That's being a good Dominant

It's not all punishments & orders... It's recognising when your submissive is struggling & reassuring them when needed

I am lucky to have found him & makes me want his ownership & guidance more than ever

I woke up so happy today & in such a positive mindset to continue my training and development on my journey to hopefully be fully owned ❤️

[becoming-his]

This look was requested by Sir

We did the food shop with me in this outfit 😌