Update
Not blogged for a while and mostly that was because we were trying to keep our news under wraps! However we can now announce we are currently 20weeks with our delicious IVF frozen embryo bubba. It still amazes me that I'm finally pregnant and often still can't believe it. We did our FET transfer in October and from that moment of transfer I honestly felt different. I felt light and positive and almost peaceful. I knew that in my heart that I was pregnant until proven otherwise and had the mind set that there was no obvious reason, to our knowledge, why it wouldn't work. This really helped me, but is certainly a personal thing and not something I particularly tried to make myself feel, it just happened in that magical moment that I saw the tiny white dot on the screen be popped into my waiting uterus! I feel extremely grateful and overwhelmed that we've gotten this far as I know the journey is much more complicated for some. I still feel that pain and longing everyday for people of the ttc community and I don't think that ever leaves you even when you do get that positive home pregnancy test. I can honestly say pregnancy has not been a breeze for me so far, but I am certainly NOT complaining. For the first 15/16 weeks I had severe morning sickness or HG, and felt a multitude of emotions I can't even describe. As difficult as that was I tried to take it as a sign my baby was thriving and growing well. I know for the next half of my pregnancy I will try to enjoy every second now the sickness has subsided and we cannot wait to meet our special baby B, who I am completely smitten with already. To all those still trying and struggling through the difficult journey of ttc, iui, IVF and infertility I wish you love and luck and hope you have the support you need. I will always feel proud to have been part of this incredible community which is now finally being talked about more openly! 1 in 6!!!! Love ❤️ Becoming a Mum
