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formerly bitter-suggestion. this blog is abandoned and is still up as an archive

[becquerels]

You never loved me. A person who loved me wouldn’t have done what you did.

[becquerels]

let me fucking cry. be there for me. don’t just try and make me stop as fast as you can.

[becquerels]

Just because you’re changing doesn’t mean you never hurt me.

[becquerels]

if I was your best friend and you still wanna be around me why are you making it so clear that I’m not anymore

[becquerels]

it’s not my job to fix all your problems. i have my own.

[becquerels]

stop telling me to relax when you don’t know what I’ve been through

[becquerels]

You know how they say what you give to the world you’ll get back? It’s not true.

[my-little-wolfe]

I am completely and utterly alone. The only thing I know how to do is rip the broken glass from my skin and use it to stab my enemies in the back.

@my-little-wolfe (via my-little-wolfe)

[becquerels]

Everything else takes your attention but me.

[becquerels]

you lied. if you didn't care, then you should've fucking told me. you say it's because you didn't want to hurt me but that's some real Bullshit. you knew I would hurt then so why the fuck wouldn't it hurt now? just the thought of you signing yourself up to misery for me my happiness makes me want to claw my fucking heart out because I love you too much to let you make me happy. fuck you for thinking that your misery made me happy. I wish my heart would die so I could be happy without you.

[becquerels]

you left me here in a place you know I hate. you're the one person I depended on to keep me safe.

[becquerels]

your guilt is not my responsibility

[becquerels]

fuck you for acting like you cared fuck you fuck you fuck you

[becquerels]

You're posts make me really sad because it's exactly how I feel except I try to ignore it and pretend like everything's okay but it isn't and he doesn't love me anymore and I can see it in his eyes and I want to go back to how it was but it was as if he just took a big fucking sledge hammer and shattered me into pieces and he says he's never giving up on me and I keep crawling back except nothing's changed and I end up being the only one with the bloody hands from trying to piece myself together

[becquerels]

You should’ve believed me. I’m not a mythical creature. I exist and I am LGBT and it’s not a phase. You were my only friend and you should’ve believed me.

[becquerels]

it stopped being fun months ago. i’m planning to leave you and i’m saving up my own money. it’s my little secret.

[becquerels]

i mistook you hurting me as loving me.