Half the time I don’t know what I’m doing. I got let go from my job because my position was abolished. And now I feel like I’m losing everything that’s made me happy for the past 9 months. As if 2020 taking away 2 cats, my grandfather and my job away wasn’t enough....
One day I’ll look back on this and know that the literal hell fire I’m walking through right now, was there for a reason. But right now it just sucks. I’d rather die by accident















