11/19/18 Monday 5:08 am- Summer fun
a. Hey I just want to get this off my chest before Thanksgiving starts. I think itās best for me not to hear from u when u get back at all. Like everything you suggested a couple days ago sounds fun to do but I canāt help feeling like ur last option now.
b.Ā SoĀ because of how u used to be so sweet, so involved in my schedule to be with me, so caring vs the way you treat me now, I canāt handle it anymore. Itās been a rough 2 months or so trying to keep it consistent and be as close to you but you kept your distance and Idky.Ā
c. doĀ you know how much it hurts to see someone who used to adore you, be so caring, & put themselves in ur schedule to hang out with you almost every day to every week to barely; To laughing every day with you to not talking at all? Plus the way u treat me now, I canāt handle it anymore. Itās been a rough 2 months or so trying to keep it consistent and be as close to you but you kept your distance and Idky. Iāll always be the same, daring, excited, loving person to someone so I canāt take it when someone switches up on me.Ā
d. kay hope you rekindle with everyone!
My only thought when I first met you was that you were gonna be a close friend of mine who makes me laugh and lifts up my day. Never would I think we would go further than that. You hella hit on me, put yourself into my life, groomed me, touched me more and more, wanting to come over and stay over, fucked me, then decided not to have any connection towards me at all? If you were this emotionally unavailable then why would u do that?
Idrc about that but if someone decides to enter my life then they would stay and not switch up on me. Thatās one of the most painful things anyone can do.
Im so tired of pplās bullshit that all I need is a yes or no. Youāve been wishy-washy and Iāve called you out for not being giving me a time and not staying true to your words. You need to tell me what you want. Did you want me to come over later even Iām out rn? What is āsoon?ā What is āIāll call you when Iām done?ā You used to be so excited and make all that time for me. I just want that innocent platonic friendship where I could comfortably come over and do whatever we want without any romanticism. Because of this dynamic change, I feel very insecure and obviously this foundation that we had fell apart & we became inconsistent. So no way weāve gotten to that point where Iām secured enough to hear from you once in a while like others especially when u live 10 min away and feelings were involved.
After telling me why and you donāt feel like putting in more effort thatās fine. Iām not sure if itās something Iām doing or that we have been miscommunicating that we ended up with this weird friendship. We did vibe so well but you didnāt want to keep that going. Your perspective of me has changed and I canāt do anything about it. I never change. Acts of service and quality time are how I express love to my friends but if you really donāt try to understand me then i donāt want to see you or hear from you rn. I donāt want to get hurt. I liked you.
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