FATHER or MONSTER

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 ; 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐞

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YOU MAY NOT RECOGNIZE ME BUT I ASSURE YOU,                                               IT’S STILL ME

𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈𝓁𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝑒𝓇. 18+ ᴡɪʟʟɪᴀᴍ ᴀꜰᴛᴏɴ & ꜱᴘʀɪɴɢᴛʀᴀᴘ rp + art blog. includes ꜱᴄʀᴀᴘᴛʀᴀᴘ, ɢʟɪᴛᴄʜᴛʀᴀᴘ, & ʙᴜʀɴᴛʀᴀᴘ ★ A study into the mind of a serial killer, a man obsessed with immortality -- at the cost of everything ☆ highly horror based in terms of body horror, the cost of immortality on the body and mind, and the need to satiate bloodlust ★ As told by Captain // interest tracker.

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other mun blogs: gatornsapped (sideblog to this one for Monty ) & AshenWinds ( multi muse for Sea of Thieves, found here right now )

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@sorevivals replied to your post

somewhere in the distance ollie has the sudden feeling she needs a drink

. . . damn, it could go for a drink too.

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@bravevolunteer replied to your post

throws a flashlight at him. bonk.

Well now that's just rude. . .

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. . . . peeks in

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      @sorevivals ★ “ You weren’t there when I needed you most, so why are you here now? ” (from ollie not to drag you into other related brainrot but maaybee pirate au? idk couldnt find anything else but she needed to harass him)

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      There is no denying the truth. He left when his kids needed him, when they were struggling -- needed a father there to help them get through challenges. But he could not stay. That would make things worse. It could be hard to understand, that those seeking to remove piracy would go after the family. What he did -- within his own mind -- was necessary.       William lets out a heavy sigh, “ Because I am trying to make up for that lost time. I did what I had to. Perhaps you won't understand now or ever, but it was what I had to do to keep my family safe. ” He has never been a man to apologize, and even now he will not say those two words -- but still, at least he is trying to make up for it, right? At least he is trying to rekindle the family bond even if it may be harder.       At least he's found Ollie. . . the others are still unfound, all his voyages upon the waters giving him distant whispers and weak hints.

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      @muutos ★ “ I wish I could hate you. It would hurt less than this. ” vannaaaayyyy

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      There is a low, sly chuckle that slips out. Most would feel upset or distressed hearing those words. Being hated would strike at the heart. Oh, but he is not a normal person -- far from it. It more amuses him. Thrills him that he lives so rent free in others' heads.

      “ Would it hurt less if you hated me? ” A repeat of the words but posed as a question. Steps bring William closer, a tilt of his head. How he adores being able to get that deep into people's minds, makes them doubt their own feelings, their thoughts, “ Or is that something you want to tell yourself to make it feel less wrong with what you are doing? ”       He reaches out, an oddly gentle touch against her cheek -- the back of fingers brushing against skin, “ You could never hate me. ”

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angst-y sentence starters

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .

“ I never asked you to save me - I asked you to stay. ”

“ You keep saying you’re fine, but I can still see the blood on your hands. ”

“ Don’t touch me. Everyone I love ends up broken. ”

“ I forgave you the first three times. There won’t be a fourth. ”

“ You weren’t there when I needed you most, so why are you here now? ”

“ I stopped counting the days since you left - turns out forever is shorter than I thought. ”

“ All those promises you made sound like lies when I say them out loud. ”

“ I kept your side of the bed empty for a year. It’s time to admit you’re not coming back. ”

“ You look at me like I’m a ghost, but you’re the one who killed us. ”

“ I would have burned the world down for you. You wouldn’t even cross the street. ”

“ Say it. Say you never loved me so I can finally stop hoping. ”

“ The worst part isn’t that you lied - it’s that I still believed you. ”

“ I practiced smiling in the mirror so you wouldn’t notice I’m falling apart. ”

“ You taught me how to trust again. Thanks for the lesson. ”

“ Every time you walk away, a piece of me goes with you. ”

“ I didn’t lose you. You threw me away the moment someone better came along. ”

“ Stop apologizing. The damage is already done. ”

“ I still reach for you in my sleep and wake up colder than before. ”

“ You said ‘forever’ like it was easy. ”

“ I keep replaying the last time you said my name, trying to hear love in it. ”

“ The silence after you left is louder than any fight we ever had. ”

“ I was ready to die for you. You weren’t even willing to live for me. ”

“ Tell me where it hurts, so I know where to stop touching. ”

“ You moved on so fast I didn’t even get the chance to miss you properly. ”

“ I built my whole world around you, and you just walked out the door without looking back. ”

“ The worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves to survive loving you. ”

“ I finally deleted your number. My phone still autocorrects ‘I’m sorry’ to your name. ”

“ You weren’t the villain - you were just cruel with good intentions. ”

“ I hate that I still check if you’re okay when I’m the one bleeding. ”

“ We didn’t break up. We slowly tore each other apart until there was nothing left to save. ”

“ You said you’d never make me cry. Look at me now. ”

“ I keep the voicemail you left the night everything fell apart. I’ve listened to it so many times I know your pauses by heart. ”

“ Loving you feels like drowning in slow motion while you stand on the shore. ”

“ I wasn’t enough to make you stay, but I was enough to make you feel guilty about leaving. ”

“ You came back like nothing happened, but I’m still picking up pieces you don’t even see. ”

“ I stopped leaving the porch light on. You never noticed anyway. ”

“ The saddest part is I still defend you when people ask why I’m not over it. ”

“ You didn’t just break my heart - you broke my ability to believe anyone else. ”

“ I finally understand why you always said ‘don’t get attached.’ You never planned on staying. ”

“ Every happy memory we had now feels like evidence in a crime scene. ”

“ I wish I could hate you. It would hurt less than this. ”

“ You keep asking what you can do to fix this. Start by going back in time. ”

“ I smiled in all the photos so no one would know you were destroying me behind them. ”

“ The hardest part of letting go is realizing you let go first. ”

“ I still flinch when someone says your name like it’s a curse. ”

“ You weren’t a chapter - you were the whole book, and now it’s on fire. ”

“ I didn’t lose feelings. They were murdered, slowly, every time you chose not to choose me. ”

“ I hope one day you look for me in a crowded room and feel what I feel every single day. ”

“ You walked away like it was easy, but I’m still here trying to remember how to breathe without you. ”

“ I finally stopped waiting for you. That’s the closest thing to healing I’ve managed so far. ”

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@bravevolunteer replied to your post “Ugh. . . his children.”:

michael vc: alright fuck you too next time i'm giving you bad publicity (i think you already did that buddy)

      “ As if you haven't already tarnished the Afton name to hell and back. Decades of work destroyed by my own offspring. ” Shall he remind you of all the times?

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@sorevivals replied to your post “Ugh. . . his children.”:

ollie just 'damn hello to you too;

      “ Oh right. . . ” puts on the face, “ Hello darling daughter of mine. . . ”

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Ugh. . . his children.

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     I know you're ꜰʀɪɢᴛʜᴇɴᴇᴅ by            The thought of what's ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ

                 Hiding behind my ʟɪꜰᴇʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴇʏᴇꜱ. . .

      18+ William Afton & Springtrap rp + art blog *includes all rabbit forms and various AUs for crossovers

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LIFETRAP TEST

You appear to have multiple, equally prominent lifetraps. It is possible that you have several lifetraps that are all strongly expressed and which co-exist in you. But, on the other hand, it is also possible that one of these lifetraps is your primary one and that the others merely accentuate it. We are unable to say. For the same reason, we are also incapable of giving you a more personalized description. But you can consult the charts below in order to see which lifetraps you scored the strongest on.

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||Good to see you on the dash, Captain! Hope life has been treating you well!||

Eyyyy 💜 life has been pretty up and down, mostly been over on another blog with my muse being held hostage there haha been dying from work, moving out on my own, but at least living. hope things have been treating you well as well!!

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      “ . . . . . ughhh. . . . ” A low growl. It hates the snow. Makes the old joints even worse.

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Me: maybe seeing the 2nd movie will free Will and his rabbits from being smothered by the skeletal pirates' muse Me after: ehhhhh sorry Will, you're still held hostage, but maybe Springtrap will escape?

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says back. Disappears again. Work got stressful mostly due to another one of my stores closing, plus having to travel again. Mostly gonna say gonna slowly do things // low activity for a bit.

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     @sorevivals ★ fuck you! this is all your fault! (From Ollie. Legally I Had To idk)

           ★ ☆ 𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺

     By this time, hearing that tone and those words coupled together have lost all meaning. it is the same every time. Just yelled out words, heightened emotions to blame him for everything that goes wrong. How many times more is he going to hear this lashing out, this explosive reaction for no reason ( no reason in his eyes, of course )? Childish.

     William waits. Waits for her to be done with this tantrum in his eyes, “ Are you done? ” A flat response, eyes cold as he looks for any sign of what this is about. Could be any number of things with this child of his, “ What is it this time that you are blaming me for? ”