welcome to hell, how may I take your order?

[sodiumfreakbyeguysiloveu-deacti]

it's always "don't repeat the cycle" and "beware of the cycle" and never How was the cycle was it fun to be in the cycle

[bekobler]

Shut up we both know that cycle was Hell

[bekobler]

He loves me

His love is just shit quality

[bekobler]

Love is just another drug that’ll hurt you in the end.

[bekobler]

One day

Your silence will be enough

Your reluctance will set in

One day

I’ll feel you pull away

But won’t excuse your sin

One day

You’ll hurt me in a new way

And it will be too foreign to swallow

One day

I’ll really let you go

Even if you try to follow

One day

The storm will rage,

And you will be alone,

You’ll cry my name,

But I’ll have a new home.

One day

One day

I always fucking say

One day

[bekobler]

Sometimes I want to gut it out of me

Like a wart or a sore

But I know I’ll bleed out

It’s too big

Too much of me

I’ve never known life without it

And what a curse that is

What a sad little life

Why not bleed out anyway?

[ryan-sometimes]

If you're at my funeral and you think it's a little boring, just spice it up. Drink a little too much. Flirt with a few people here and there. Start a fight. It's what I would've wanted

[bekobler]

I need to be put down like a fucking dog

[bekobler]

Only when it’s convenient for you,

Only when you want,

But me,

I drop everything and come running,

It’s pathetic.

[bekobler]

Someone

Please God

Kill me

[bekobler]

Provider?

All you provide are problems.

[bekobler]

It doesn’t matter who I talk to,

Their voices never fill the void you left.

[bekobler]

You are the wound I will never heal from,

The step I should have never taken.

Your memory is like a virus,

Infecting my cells.

But you’ve become part of me,

To cut you out

I must kill myself.

[bekobler]

Couldn’t make this shit up if I tried.

[bekobler]

I wish ice cream didn’t melt,

Like,

I want to be able to fold laundry and eat my sweet treat :(

[bekobler]

Nvm everyone in my life is a dunce and I will get away with this as long as I like

[bekobler]

So I was stinky…

And I called my ex…

And this morning my mother texts me…

Does…

Does she know?

Am I cooked?

[chokopoppo]

writing historical fic set in real places is so scary. what if someone who knows more about Philadelphia's timeline to move from gas to electric streetlamps reads my fanfiction and laughs at me