Hi.
Finally, i have the guts and the right time to do this. My 24th birthday has passed and it's a little extra special day, thank you to those people who add more colors to it.
Maybe you guys are now curious why i'm doing this and same goes for me - im curious too. But i really wanted to write a letter for myself.
I wanna ask how she's been doing, what's her current favourite song, does she still cry like a baby, is she still laughing her heart out, does she still love doing the things she brags about, how does her day went.... etc.
I am totally fine. I am.
It's just that i tend to be a lot more sensitive, a lot more silent, i get so easily irritated, but i still love doing the things that i love, i cry a lot more too, i stil brag about something that makes me feel so excited, i do listen to music much more nowadays. Growing up is hard. Hard to see on the outside but as you go deeply it gets softer and fragile inside.
Ever since i'm not the 'emotionally stable' person. I go into a rollercoaster ride of emotions everyday, that's why people don't understand me that much but i hope they do. I'm the type of person who loves to give rather than to receive because it makes me feel good to see their happy faces. I'm the type of person who can go extra mile for someone who i treasure, I'm the type of person who'll cry in front of you because im not ashamed that people can see through me. For the good and the bad.
I may not be the best person you'll meet.
I may not be easy to get along with,
But I just love to be loved, appreciated and cared for too.
I wanna thank myself too for being strong.
Be you. Always.