| INFP-T ♰ nineteen | she ♰ her | marvel ♰ mha girl |
You are the poison, i'll drink the poison, bullseye. sabrina carpenter. charli xcx. abba. jeff buckley. addison. rogue. cyclops. jean. glitter. euphoria. rue. maddy. bob. bucky. frank castle. matt murdock. karen page. da pitt. rukia. orihime. ichigo. dabi. tomura. bakugo. deku. ochako. toga. hawks. robert pattinson. twilight. pretty in pink. grease. dead poet society. Pride & Prejudice. x-men. fanfics. pinterest. rivals. letterboxd. big yapper. tea clocker. love & hate everything.+ more. lover.
I can’t believe all those things that you said, basic dni, hating on my, very rare posts, toxicity, hate pages, etc…
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— mainly use this account for fics & shit posting once in awhile !! <3
♡summary: the pittlings group chat goes insane after finding out you're the best friend trinity has been raving about samira however, has no idea who you are or why mel and victoria seem so excited.
♡warnings/contains: poc!fem!reader, reader uses she/her pronouns. readers contact name is star, reader is a lead guitarist in a famous band. swearing. suggestive language. very little to no use of y/n (just not a personal fan of it, therefore use of it will be limited to nonexistent). does not follow the exact plot of the pitt (therefore some characters may seem a bit ooc). this story follows both smau and written plot. most if not all is written lowercase (with the exception of texts).
♡a/n: i got excited to have this done, so enjoy the early release of chapter two lol. thank you for all the love on chapter one! it means so much that you all are enjoying this fic! i currently have up to chapter seven planned for this fic, this fic will likely be around 10-15 chapters long depending on how long it takes me to get through everything i want to add. (also, fear not! we will get reader's pov soon!)
no written plot!
samira.mo posted 13 hours ago
♫ good life・sammie and rick ross
tagged: jackabbot, mel.king, vicjavadi
liked by d.whit, m.robinavitch, trinitysantos, mama.d, emnolan, and 345 others
samira.mo: girls night ft. my man
mama.d: now where was my invite?
⤷samira.mo: we'll plan a night out with everyone from work 🩵
vicjavadi: we 100% need to go back!
⤷samira.mo: oh trust, their espresso martini is already calling my name.
d.whit: those drinks look yummy 😋
⤷vicjavadi: could've had some if you guys came 😑
⤷samira.mo: we'll take you and trinity next time!
mel.king: had so much fun!!
⤷samira.mo: so glad you could come out! girls night isn't the same without you mel 🩵
jackabbot: you looked beautiful, glad you got to have fun baby.
⤷samira.mo: couldn't have enjoyed it without you there handsome🥰
⤷trinitysantos: whipped 🫵
trinitysantos posted
♫ rain on me・india shawn
tagged: d.whit, y/nskeleton
liked by d.whit, y/nskeleton, mama.d, mel.king, vic.javadi, samira.mo and 1,324 others
trinitysantas: last night involved the return madam trinity ft. dennis being unable to keep with the chaos twins.
mama.d: looks like you had a fun night!
⤷trinitysantos: the most fun!
m.robinavitch: poor whitaker 😕
⤷d.whit: their sleepovers are not for the week
⤷trinitysantos: you say that like you didn't love every minute.
⤷trinitysantos: who taught you emojis old man?
y/nskeleton: in madam trin we trust 🔮
⤷trinitysantos: always at your service
⤷mel.king: @/vicjavadi is that?
⤷vicjavadi: can't talk here 👀gc now!!! @/d.whit @/trinitysantos
samira.mo: glad you had fun!
⤷trinitysantos: thx!! promise we'll be at the next girls night
In the mornings, Dex used to always wake up before you but with time he started to relax and sleep in more. And which also meant you had to sleep in, as he gave you very little allowance to move as he sleeps.
He usually sleeps on his back, you resting against his chest with your face nestled under his neck. Or he sleeps with his face in your neck, huffing in your smell.
He doesnt leave you alone when he is in the apartment. Following you through the rooms and continue whatever he was doing there.
Same thing applies for you too, going to extreme lengths to follow him around. Going as far as holding his dick for him while he pees so you can continue chatting his ear off
He watches your girly shows with him, getting too invested to a point where he is asking to watch more.
A little too overprotective, always watching you. Whether if its from afar while you hang out with your friends or through the cameras he installed around the house.
Watches your friends that he is suspicious of as well, trying to find any flaws about them to soft launch onto you so you cut them off.
Always buys you something wherever he goes. Sometimes its candy from the gas station he stopped at, sometimes its a cosmopolitan magazine he bought alongside of his newspaper.
He gets too shy to ask for it sometimes but loves getting his back, chest, arms scratched. He could lay on your hours at end if it meant he will be getting scratched.
Buys you lilies but cuts away the ‘male’ part so it wont be poisonous to your cat.
Always on urgent shopping duty. No flour left to make cookies? Give him five minutes. Cant sleep because its too hot? He is pulling on his sweats to buy ice cream.
Lets you lick the scar on his cheek, at first it felt kind of funny but now he adores it and lets you do as you please.
Helps with laundry duty, mostly to smell your dirty laundry before separating them in piles.
He hates when you are on your phone too much #oldman so eighter he grumbles when you’re on your phone too much or watches with his head on your shoulder.
He totally prefers physical media too.
Sorry but this man tolerates almost no male friends. And yes, sometimes including male relatives too. He cant help it, he knows how a mans mind works.
Wont become friends with your bestfriends boyfriend eighter, he is just not that type of man that does that.
Ask for requests and you shall receive. Could you do something with Dex and a clumsy/trouble magnet reader? Like no matter what Dex does reader just gains the wrong kind of attention. Leaning towards some fluff, but angst is welcome. 💙
BE MORE CAREFUL — BENJAMIN POINDEXTER.
SUMMARY dex loves playing protector, he's one of the good guys after all.
NOTES this had me thinking of cam in good luck chuck, if anyone has seen that movie.
WARNINGS short n sweet, ditzy!reader.
Behind every clumsy girl is a very patient man. And that's exactly what Dex was to you. He found it a challenge at times, to keep watch for danger around you, whilst you also were a danger to yourself. It helped him sleep better at night, at least. Gone were the nights of twisting and turning, trying to find sleep. Because as much as his love for you consumed him, keeping you alive exhausted him.
You would wonder where your bruises would come from, spotting them when you would lotion your skin after a shower. Sat naked on the bed beside him as he read a book, dragging his fingers up and down your back as you hummed to yourself.
"Woah, look at this one!" You exclaimed, pointing at your hip where a dark, purplish bruise sat. "What did I do to get a bruise there?"
Dex observed it, a fresh bruise. Though he knew exactly how it happened, he remembered cooing at you as you laid on the floor for forty minutes groaning in pain.
"You walked into the corner of the kitchen counter, sweetheart." He spoke, returning back to his book and resuming the trail of his fingers along your back. You hissed as you poked at it, until Dex kicked your hand away from it to stop touching it.
He found it sweet, how wrapped up you would get in your conversation with him. That you would simply lose your awareness for the outside world, leaving him to get you from point a to point b alive, and in one piece. He would pull you from a cyclist's path, or save you from walking head first into a scaffolding pole.
"That was close!" You would giggled, leaning into his arm as you continued to ramble.
And it wouldn't stop there. When you would arrive at a coffee shop, he would be sure to sit in the booth beside you, feigning interest in your workplace drama. And would chew on his pastry, nodding along to your words, so nonchalantly holding a napkin under your chin as you took the first sip of your coffee.
"Thanks, Dex." You would smile.
"S'what I'm here for, sweetheart."
And if you cut yourself whilst chopping an onion in the kitchen, or nicked yourself whilst shaving, or fell off the chair you were balancing on to change a bulb whilst Dex was out. He would always sit you down and tend to you, cleaning your cuts, wrapping your wounds, massaging your sore limbs.
"Gotta be more careful for me, sweetheart."
And you would always nod, though it never stuck. Clumsy was embedded in your nature, it was a part of you just as your organs were. And Dex loved keeping you safe, he loved playing protector.
please take this stupid text fic offering in place of anything i'm actually supposed to be working on because I am having major writing block on the last few chapters of lover u should come over and it's pmopmopmopmo
warnings: um mentions of murder obviously, and dex’s inability to feel any remorse ?? (but what’s new really)
word count: around 0.6k ? (short and sweet lol)
a/n: i was listening to national anthem demo by lana del rey and when that one part came on i immediately thought about him !! (he’s living in my brain)
you’re lying on your back, the plush weight of your comforter a soft sensation against your skin. your legs are a messy knot with dex’s as you trace the ridges and heavy veins across his knuckles, mentally mapping out his hands.
you can’t see his face from where your head is tucked beneath his chin, propped against the steady, rhythmic thrum of his chest. you’ve been like this for hours, drifting through conversations that feel like everything and nothing at once.
dex mostly just likes the sound of you. he’d never say it out loud, but your voice is the only thing that keeps the white noise in his head from turning into a storm. it doesn’t matter if you’re complaining about the neighbor or whispering half-formed thoughts; he’d listen to your breath if it was the last thing he ever did.
some would call that insane, but you thought it was sweet.
the thought (the question) hits you while you’re bending his fingers, rolling them over in your palm. these are the same hands that belong to bullseye. the same hands that turn ordinary items into lethal weapons.
he could pick up something as futile as a pencil and end a life with it. you wonder, suddenly, how many souls have been extinguished by this same grip. how many throats he’s crushed. how much havoc he’s wreaked.
yet those same hands treat you like you’re made of the finest glass. as if you’re the only thing benjamin poindexter hasn't been ordered to break.
you swallow hard, dropping his hands as if the heat of the realization burned you.
dex shifts immediately, his head lifting from the pillow with a sharp, wounded sort of confusion. “why’d you stop?” he asks, his voice low and slightly offended by the sudden absence of your touch.
you stay quiet, turning your neck to meet his gaze. you trace the furrow in his brow, the genuine panic flickering in his dark eyes.
“did i do something—”
“dex,” you cut him off, shifting until you’re sitting up, adjusting your weight on his lap. “can i ask you something?”
“… sure.” he responds, though his tone is guarded, tight with the suspicion that he might not like what comes next.
“would you kill for me one day?” the question seeps out before you can second-guess the sheer madness of it.
“yes. of course.” the answer comes too fast. no hesitation. absolutely no moral friction.
it makes your stomach flip— the terrifyingly beautiful certainty of it.
“but why are you asking me this? has someone—” he sits up fully now, a predatory edge sharpening his movements as he looks for a target that isn't there.
“like, you would genuinely… unalive a man for me?” you press on, needing to hear the depths of it.
“a man, a woman, a child,” he says, staring at you without blinking. “anyone.” he says it like he’s reciting a law of nature. as if it’s the most natural thing in his world. to extinguish a life for the sake of yours. like it’s not even something up for argument.
“oh…” you breathe out, the word caught in your throat.
“why? has someone threatened you? do i need to take care of—”
“thank you.” you finally manage let out, cutting off his bewildered inquiries.
“thank you?”
“yeah… i think that’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.” you hum, sinking back onto his chest as you press a kiss to his cheek. finally content now that you’ve seen the darkness he keeps reserved for your protection.
he sighs, though you know he isn't truly annoyed. not with you. never with you.
he lets his body go heavy again, reluctantly laying back down. “you’re insane…”
“hey, i’m not the one who said they’d kill a person.”
“true.” he shrugs, his fingers finding the small of your back. “but i would. for you.”
“i meant it.” he adds, more forcefully this time, tightening his grip on your body as if to accentuate his point.
“i know…” and perhaps that is what should scare you the most.
notes: harvey is oh so special to me; he has been for the longest time. i'm a girldad!harvey truther and i will die on this hill !!
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who can never really say ‘no’ to his kids. he tries so hard to stand firm, but one pout and suddenly he’s buying ice cream at nine o’clock on a school night like it was his idea all along.
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who wears the little beaded bracelets his daughters make him straight into court without caring who notices. there’s something oddly terrifying about harvey specter destroying someone in litigation while wearing neon beads spelling “#1 dad.”
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who is always the loudest parent at his son’s sports games. suit jacket abandoned somewhere on the bleachers, yelling encouragement like his kid just made the winning shot in the NBA finals.
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who lingers in the kids’ bedrooms far too long after bedtime because he hates missing parts of their day. every night turns into “five more minutes,” until you have to practically drag him back downstairs.
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who secretly learned how to braid hair after his daughter complained he only knew ponytails. he acted casual about it afterwards, but looked unbearably smug the first time she asked him to do it again.
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who keeps every crayon drawing his kids ever made tucked into his office desk. clients expecting intimidating corporate lawyer harvey instead find poorly drawn stick figures labelled “my daddy.”
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who swears he hates animated movies, yet somehow gets more emotionally invested than the kids do. absolutely denies tearing up every single time.
˖ ۫ ♱ dad!harvey who gets ridiculously proud whenever his kids copy his habits. the first time one of them points dramatically during an argument, he has to hide his grin behind his coffee cup.
Summary : Dex is finally home, but his son doesn’t understand why his very scary daddy is so clingy with Mommy.
Pairing : DDBA! Benjamin Poindexter x reader (she/her)
Warnings/tags : FLUFF!!! Dad!Dex, Mom!Reader, canon-typical danger referenced, assassination attempt referenced, parenting, you and Dex has a son called Leo, attachment issues, clingy! Dex, husband! Dex, fatherhood, domestic, North Star! Reader. (let me know if I missed anything!)
Word Count : 2.9k
Requested by : anon
Notes : This can be read as a standalone fic, but it’s also connected to What Makes a Good Man. All you need to know is that this takes place between DDBA season 1 and season 2. You and Dex have been married since his FBI days, and you have a son named Leo, conceived during a conjugal visit. Enjoy!
Leo had never met his daddy before Dex broke out of prison.
At least not in any way that made sense to a four-year-old.
For most of Leo’s life, Daddy had been a name in your bedtime story. A photograph tucked inside a book. A man Leo knew through your sadness, your smiles, and the way you sometimes touched your wedding ring when you thought no one was looking.
Then, suddenly, one night after the assassination attempt on Fisk’s ball, Daddy was real.
Daddy was tall. Daddy had a missing tooth and very serious eyes. Daddy wore a baseball cap when he went outside and crouched whenever Leo spoke to him, like whatever Leo had to say mattered more than anything else in the world.
Leo loved him. That part was fine. Accepting him as a fixture in his life was easy peasy.
Children had a way of accepting miracles without asking them to explain themselves. Daddy was home, so Leo held his hand. Daddy could fix broken toys, so Leo brought him broken dinosaurs. Daddy listened very carefully to the difference between a stegosaurus and an ankylosaurus, so Leo decided Daddy was smart.
And Leo loved Daddy because they had one thing in common: they both loved you.
Leo loved that Daddy loved Mommy. That was not the problem.
Honestly, Leo thought it made perfect sense. Mommy was amazing. Mommy smelled like books and soap and the the cotton she wore to the library. Mommy knew where the plasters were, remembered which dinosaur was which, and always did the voices properly during bedtime stories. Mommy could tell when Leo was sad.
So, of course Daddy loved Mommy. Obviously.
Daddy loving Mommy was not confusing. But Daddy being attached to Mommy like a very large, very serious sticker was the confusing part.
Because since Daddy had come home, he had been very… clingy (he learned that word from your best friend, Uncle Jonathan). Leo noticed it immediately. Daddy stood too close to Mommy in the kitchen. Daddy followed Mommy down the hall when you went to get laundry. Daddy held on to Mommy’s waist whenever she walked past him, like he had to check she was still real. Daddy kissed Mommy’s forehead. Daddy kissed Mommy’s hand. Daddy kissed Mommy’s shoulder when she was making coffee, which made Mommy say, “Dex,” in that voice that meant you were pretending to be annoyed but were actually not annoyed at all.
And at night, Daddy was worse.
At night, when Leo was supposed to be asleep, Daddy slept in Mommy’s bed. Apparently it was also Daddy’s bed now, but Leo wasn’t ready to accept that.
And Daddy didn’t just sleep beside Mommy, but he was practically glued to Mommy!
Leo had seen it from the hallway more than once, when he was supposed to be asleep across the hall. You would be propped against the pillows, reading under the warm gold light of the bedside lamp, and Dex would be wrapped around your waist like he had been hired to keep you from floating away. His face would be half-buried against your chest, one arm heavy over your stomach, mouth pressing sleepy little kisses to your collarbone every few minutes.
You let him do it. You even smiled when he did, because you loved it.
Sometimes you put your fingers in his hair and scratched gently, and Daddy would go so stills that Leo knew he liked it very much.
Leo understood affection. Leo understood love.
Leo didn’t understand, though, why Daddy was allowed to sleep with Mommy every night when Leo had to sleep by himself.
Because Leo had a room. Mommy had a room. Rabbit had a place in the dollhouse. The dinosaurs had their chest. Mommy’s library books went in her tote bag, even when you sometimes forgot three of them on the kitchen table. Shoes went by the door.
Everything had a place.
Except Daddy, apparently. Daddy’s place was just wherever Mommy was. He didn’t even have his own room!
This bothered Leo for days.
Not in a jealous way. More in a sad, practical way. Everyone needed a place. So one afternoon, Leo marched into the guest bedroom that had slowly become your office, pointed at the pull-out sofa bed and your desk, and announced, “Daddy, this can be your room.”
Dex looked up from where he had been fixing the loose hinge on the door. “My room?”
Leo nodded, very seriously. “You need one.”
Dex glanced toward the hallway, where you were making tea in the kitchen, then back at Leo. He looked confused. “I… have a room.”
Leo frowned. “Where?”
Dex said it like it was obvious. “With your mom.”
Leo went completely still. His little face folded into pure confusion. “With Mommy?”
Dex’s mouth twitched. “Yes.”
Leo stared at him like Daddy had just explained the laws of the universe incorrectly.“But that’s Mommy’s room.”
“It’s our room.”
Leo blinked.
You appeared in the doorway with two mugs just in time to watch your son’s entire worldview collapse.
Leo looked at you. Then at Dex. Then back at you.
“Mommy shares her room?”
You bit your lip.
Dex, unhelpfully, looked deeply pleased with himself, smug despite the fact that his competition was literally his own son. “Yes,” he said. “With me.”
Leo’s mouth opened. For once in his tiny life, he had no argument ready. He didn’t even know people could share rooms!
One night, though, when the apartment had gone dark, Leo climbed out of bed with his blanket dragging behind him and tiptoed down the hall. His night-light had been on, but the corner near the wardrobe still looked too shadowy, and Rabbit had fallen off the bed twice, which is probably a bad sign.
Your bedroom door was half-open.
Inside, you were trying to read.
Keyword trying, because Dex was not helping.
He was curled around you beneath the blanket, his arm around your waist, his cheek pressed against your chest. Every time your eyes moved back to the page, his mouth brushed against your skin in a lazy little kiss, like he couldn’t help himself.
“Dex,” you murmured, the book still open in one hand. “You’re distracting me.”
His voice came muffled against your skin. “Hmm.”
“I am trying to read.”
“So read.”
You lowered the book.
Dex lifted his head just enough to look at you, and Leo saw that gentle thing happen to Daddy’s face again. The thing that only happened around Mommy. Leo decided this was very sweet.
Unfortunately, Leo was also a very rule-oriented kid, so he also found it very hypocritical.
“Mommy?”
Dex went still immediately.
You looked toward the door, your eyebrows furrowing. “What is it, sweetheart?”
Leo stood in the doorway in his pyjamas, clutching his blanket with both hands. “I’m scared of the dark. Can you come sleep with me?”
Your eyes changed from curious into sympathetic. It meant Leo already knew you were about to say something disappointing and feel bad about it later.
“Oh, baby,” you said. “You’re getting bigger now. You need to try sleeping by yourself, okay? Being independent is important.”
Leo stared at you. It was very close to his father’s death stare when his eyes moved, very slowly, To Dex.
Dex, who was still wrapped around your waist.
Dex, whose face was still half-buried against your akin.
Dex, who had made no attempt to move, explain himself, or pretend he was not clinging to you for dear life.
Leo frowned. “But Daddy’s bigger than me.”
You froze. Dex’s eyes finally opened properly.
Leo pointed at him, deeply offended by the hypocrisy happening in front of him. “He should be independent first!”
What followed in the next few seconds was terrible, perfect silence.
Then you made a laugh-like sound into your hand, trying to hide it but failing.
Dex lifted his head slowly. Leo stood his ground.
He had Dex’s stubborn little mouth. Dex’s serious eyes. Dex’s absolute confidence when he believed he was right.
And unfortunately, he was right.
“Leo,” you said carefully, trying very hard to remain a responsible parent. “Daddy is…”
You looked down at Dex. Your husband looked up at you, daring you to finish that sentence.
You couldn’t.
Because what were you supposed to say?
Daddy spent seven years missing Mommy?
Daddy has attachment issues?
Daddy is a six-foot fugitive who becomes emotionally unstable if Mommy is too far away?
Daddy is emotionally dependent but we’re working on it?
Leo blinked at you, waiting for an answer, but your husband beat you to it.
“I am independent,” Dex defended himself, clearing his throat.
Dex looked down at his own arm around your waist as if discovering it there for the first time, because at this point, it was muscle memory. Then, he looked back at Leo.
“I’m protecting her.”
You chuckled, and Dex shot you a look, almost a pout.
Leo didn’t look convinced. “From what?”
Dex opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
You bit your lip to stop a laugh
That was when Leo knew he had found weakness.
He stepped farther into the room, dragging his blanket behind him like a tiny judge entering court. “There’s no bad guys in here.”
Dex’s face went serious. “There could be.”
You smacked his shoulder lightly. “Don’t scare him.”
Dex rolled his eyes, because he knew his son “I couldn’t if I wanted to.”
Leo climbed onto the end of the bed without permission, still frowning at his father, which was funny, because it just looked like Dex and mini-Dex having the world's cutest standoff.
“If Daddy can sleep with Mommy because he’s scared of bad guys,” Leo said, “then I can sleep with Mommy because I’m scared of the dark.”
You stared at him. Dex stared at him.
Leo stared back, deeply satisfied with his own logic. It was, unfortunately, airtight.
Your resolve lasted maybe half a second. “Oh, sweetheart,” you sighed, already defeated. “Fine. I’ll come with you.”
Leo’s face lit up immediately.
You pulled the blanket back and started to climb out of bed. Dex, because he was your husband, moved at the same time. He was already sitting up, hair mussed, expression serious, one hand reaching for the edge of the blanket like it was obvious that he was coming, too.
Leo noticed, and his little smile vanished.
“No.”
You paused halfway out of bed, with one foot on the floor.
Dex looked at his son. “No?”
Leo tightened his grip around your hand and stood very straight, blanket dragging behind him like a tiny king issuing a royal decree. “Daddy can’t come.”
Dex blinked. You pressed your lips together.
“Why not?” Dex asked, and there was just enough offence in his voice to keep you amused.
Leo frowned at him, still deeply wounded by the audacity. “Because Daddy needs to practice by yourself.”
You turned your face away because if you looked at Dex, you were going to laugh.
Dex stared at Leo.
Leo stared back with the calm, righteous confidence of someone who had caught a grown man breaking his own rule.
“I can sleep by myself,” Dex said, eyebrows furrowing.
Leo’s eyes dropped very pointedly to your side of the bed, where Dex had been wrapped around you two seconds ago. “You don’t.”
You made a small, helpless sound.
Leo tugged your hand, already pulling you toward the door. “Come on, Mommy.”
You let him lead you, biting your lip so hard it hurt.
Dex stayed in bed, visibly offended, the blanket pooled around his waist, looking like an assassin who had just been grounded by his four-year-old. As a result, he scoffed.
It was small, but Leo heard it.
“Daddy,” Leo said, scandalised.
Dex stared at him. “What?”
“That was rude.”
Dex closed his eyes.
For a second, you thought he might actually argue. Dex liked arguing when he thought he was right, and Dex almost always thought he was right. But then he looked at you, and the annoyance in his face tamed into something much more helpless.
Leo saw it.
Daddy loved Mommy so much. Leo liked that Daddy loved Mommy.
He did.
It made the house feel cozy.
But rules were rules.
“It’s one night, baby,” you said softly.
Dex’s teeth clenched.
He didn’t like it, that much obvious.
But Leo was watching him with solemn expectation, and Dex had been trying very hard to be good at fatherhood. Good at breakfast. Good at bedtime. Good at not moving the dinosaur chest even though he clearly still wanted to. Good at letting Leo win small things because he was his son.
So Dex exhaled through his nose. “Fine.”
Leo brightened.
Dex pointed lightly at him. “But Mommy comes back after you fall asleep.”
Leo frowned. “No. Mommy sleeps in my bed.”
Dex’s expression went flat.
“All night?” Dex asked, very annoyed now.
Leo nodded. “All night.”
Dex looked at you like betrayal had entered the marriage.
You smiled sweetly. “It’s only fair.”
“Hmmm,” Dex sighed.
“Yes,” Leo said. “Because Daddy is learning.”
Dex looked deeply unimpressed. Still, he leaned across the bed and kissed your temple. His mouth lingered against your skin, warm and reluctant, his hand coming up to cup your cheek like he was already annoyed about missing you from two rooms away.
Leo sighed loudly. Dex looked at him.
“You kiss Mommy a lot,” Leo said.
You laughed for real then.
Dex’s mouth twitched. “I’m married to her.”
Leo considered that.
“Does married mean Daddy is always cuddling mommy?”
Dex shook his head, trying to wrap around why his son was so argumentative about you. Oh right. He was his son. “No.”
Leo looked at you. “I think yes.”
Dex opened his mouth, but you reached over and patted his cheek.
“Don’t argue with him,” you said, still smiling. “He’s already won.”
Dex looked offended, but he kissed your palm anyway.
Then he leaned down and rested one large hand on top of Leo’s head. “Be good,” he said, even though he knew Leo was already a very good kid.
Leo nodded. “Be brave.”
Dex breath hitched.
Leo repeated very seriously, “Be brave, Daddy.”
Dex looked at him for a long moment, and then his voice went smaller. “I’ll try.”
So you carried Leo back to his room, even though he was big enough to walk, because sometimes being scared of the dark meant you got carried. His room smelled like clean laundry, picture books, and plastic dinosaurs. The night-light cast amber stars over the walls, and the dinosaur chest sat at the foot of the bed, exactly where Leo wanted it.
You curled yourself around him in his little bed as best you could. It was too small for you, so your knees bent awkwardly and one foot stuck out from under the blanket, but Leo looked pleased.
Your arm went over his tummy.
“Mommy?” he whispered.
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“Daddy loves you a lot.”
Your hand moved slowly through his hair. “Yes,” you whispered. “He does.”
“He kisses you all the time.”
You smiled in the dark. “I noticed.”
“Is that because married?”
You were quiet for a second. Then you said, “Partly.”
Leo thought about that.
“Does Daddy get scared when you’re not there?”
Your hand paused only briefly, but he felt it. To avoid thinking too much, you kissed his forehead.
“Sometimes.”
“But he’s big.”
“Yes.”
“And he has to learn.”
You laughed into his hair. “Yes. Apparently he does.”
Leo nodded, satisfied.
For a while, there was only the hum of the apartment and the faint noise of New York outside the window. Leo’s eyes grew heavy. Your hand kept moving gently through his hair until sleep pulled him under.
At some point, you fell asleep, too.
You meant to wait until Leo was settled and then secretly go back to your room. You really did. But Leo was warm, the bed was soft enough, and the apartment was silent. Your eyes closed for just a second.
Before you knew it, pale morning light was slipping through the curtains.
Leo woke first.
For a moment, he only blinked at the light on the wall. Then he noticed you still curled awkwardly around him, asleep with one arm across his middle.
Then, he noticed your hand.
It had slipped over the edge of the bed sometime in the night and… someone was holding it.
Leo lifted his head.
Daddy was on the floor.
Dex was asleep beside Leo’s bed, back against the wall, one knee bent, one arm resting on the mattress. His fingers were tangled gently with yours. He must’ve come into his room sometime in the night, found your hand, and fell asleep.
He hadn’t climbed into the bed.
So, while he may have tried to stay in his own room, he had definitely not slept by himself.
Leo stared.
Dex looked different asleep. Still serious somehow, but softer around the mouth. His black T-shirt was wrinkled. His hair was messy. He looked uncomfortable on the floor, but he was holding Mommy’s hand like it was the only place his hand belonged.
Leo looked at you. Still asleep. He looked at Daddy again. Still asleep.
Then Leo slowly reached for Stegosaurus.
He lifted it close to his mouth so he could whisper without waking either of you.
“Daddy is not independent,” Leo told it.
Stegosaurus, wisely, didn’t argue.
Leo nodded to himself. Then, after a moment, he added very softly,
“But he’s learning.”
—end.
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