I sing, I dream, I love anyway..

My name is Bellatrix Lynn Barren. I am 22 years old and at the Boudelaire Asylum for Hypomania. I am normally pretty quiet and shy, if I am not having an episode. But...I won't be here long as I will be well very soon. Then I will be finally free and find the love I have always longed for. So in my mean time, feel free to come say hi. :) Currently in a hypomanic state. Come, let's have adventures. You know you want to! (This is a roleplay blog) Central Timezone in the US

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Please check it out because I would love to RP with you all again.

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blaine-edwards:

bellatrix-lynn:

ooc: I thought I was the only one that still comes on here!! I miss this one terribly! It was my first and by far, my favorite. :( I refuse to deactivate, too. 

It was the only one that I kind of had a connection with, so yeah. Maybe it’ll like.. Return one day.

I know. I haven't found an RP yet that I love as much as I loved this one. :/ I hope it'll return one day, but I don't know...I even asked the admin to help run it to keep it alive. But I still haven't heard back. :(

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I miss this roleplay. I’m pretty sure nobody comes on it anymore but yeah. I’m not deactivating.

ooc: I thought I was the only one that still comes on here!! I miss this one terribly! It was my first and by far, my favorite. :( I refuse to deactivate, too. 

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@Bella and Wyatt to include the others back in from hiatus.

Bella wandered the halls, pulling Wyatt behind her. Suddenly she was drawn to an old, strange room with lots of buttons and levers. "Wyatt, I think this might be the key to all the secrets." She said, as she looked amazed around the room. Bella walked around and touched one of the buttons, "I wond-" she stopped as her voice projected around the asylum. She quickly pushed the button once again to stop the intercom system. "Oh my gosh!" She smiled at Wyatt. "We could have fun with this room..." she said, raising an eyebrow. "I have an idea!" She cleared her throat, and in her most professional impression of the Headmistress, she pressed the button and allowed her message to project through the halls, "Inmates, please report to the group therapy room." She pressed the button once more to stop the transmission. She turned around and gave Wyatt her seductive look, "now we have recruits for our mission. No one can find crazy secrets like crazy people. Let's go get our subjects, my prince."

OOC: Get your inmates to the group therapy room for the fun. ;)

To our wonderful, hardworking admin, I will keep us going for you. I am not going to let this RP go without one hell of a fight. :D Hope your life gets better soon! Your hard work won't go to waste, I promise.

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Bella climbed up to her knees and smiled as Wyatt spoke. “I am having an influence on you…with you agreeing to go on mysterious missions with me.” She jumped up to her feet and accepted his hand before leaping off of her bed. She held onto his hand as she lead him to the door before turning around. “Anything could lie behind this door right here. Adventures, yes, but most importantly dangers we have no way of anticipating.” She said, raising her eyebrows, “You ready?”

Wyatt laughed, “And I thought I was the one influencing you.” He gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “You’re asking me if I’m ready?” He cocked his head to the side and slowly smirked. “Ms. Bella, are you ready to uncover the truths behind this horrible hell?”

"This relationship is working both ways, Mr. Wyatt," Bella giggled. "I'm ready. The sooner we discover the secrets, the sooner we can beat the system and get the out of this hell." She turned back and quickly kissed Wyatt on the lips, "You know, in case we die or something." She opened the door and entered the hall, squeezing Wyatt's hand tightly as she walked.

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“Of course, it won’t be easy!” Bella said, “That’s the point. We are going to have to search, in secret. Like an undercover mission or something.” She laughed, kissing him. “It’ll be very interesting, trust me.”

He bit his lip and said, “Maybe we should go now, eh?” He quirked an eyebrow, jumping off the bed. He held out his hand to Bella, asking her to come with him. “Let’s go on our undercover mission now,” he smirked, “Not like there’s anything else to do.” Wyatt smiled at her before saying, “Unless you have something else in mind, beautiful?”

Bella climbed up to her knees and smiled as Wyatt spoke. "I am having an influence on you...with you agreeing to go on mysterious missions with me." She jumped up to her feet and accepted his hand before leaping off of her bed. She held onto his hand as she lead him to the door before turning around. "Anything could lie behind this door right here. Adventures, yes, but most importantly dangers we have no way of anticipating." She said, raising her eyebrows, "You ready?"

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“It is so. And we will get better, I have no doubt.” Bella smiled, placing her hand on his, gazing back into his eyes. “We could have a wild adventure. Wandering the halls, seeing what we can find. There is more to this asylum than it seems, and I intend to find out what.”

“A wonderful, wild advenure, hmm?” He softly chuckled. “I don’t think we’ll find anything easily, though. If there are secrets, you don’t think they’d have them out so openily for us to uncover?” He closed his eyes, wondering where they would find things, and how they could sneak past everyone to find them. “This should be interesting,” he commented.

"Of course, it won't be easy!" Bella said, "That's the point. We are going to have to search, in secret. Like an undercover mission or something." She laughed, kissing him. "It'll be very interesting, trust me."

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“You are not boring, Wyatt!” Bella laughed. “We’ll get better and then there won’t be anything wrong with us.” Bella smiled up at him, “well, we can always go looking for it. See what we can dig up.”

“Is that so?” He laughed, a smile flashing across his face. He leaned over and kissed her on her lips. “Let’s hope we get better then.” He looked at her, caressing her cheek. “Yeah we could, couldn’t we?

"It is so. And we will get better, I have no doubt." Bella smiled, placing her hand on his, gazing back into his eyes. "We could have a wild adventure. Wandering the halls, seeing what we can find. There is more to this asylum than it seems, and I intend to find out what."

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“Sometimes, I did, and sometimes…well, it was not much fun.” Bella shook away painful memories, and looked up at Wyatt and smiled. “I always have fun with you, though, Wyatt. There is nothing bad here with us.” She snuggled closer to Wyatt, “I just have a strange feeling that it is not going to stay this way. There is something more going on here than just a creepy asylum, I think.” Bella shuddered at the thought.

Wyatt laughed, “But Bella, I’m incredibly boring,” he said sarcastically. “Yeah, I suppose there isn’t. Besides the fact there’s both something wrong with us.” He sighed deeply, rubbing Bella’s shoulder. “Yeah, I’ve thought that also. But there isn’t much we can do about it in the mean time. Just sit idly and wait for something to happen.” 

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"You are not boring, Wyatt!" Bella laughed. "We'll get better and then there won't be anything wrong with us." Bella smiled up at him, "well, we can always go looking for it. See what we can dig up."

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“I need to get you some alcohol then…got it.” Bella laughed before she furrowed her brow at the question. “A happy story about me? I should have known this was coming…” She thought for a moment, giggling when she found one. “Okay, my mates at the time and I were hanging out and we were bored and completely wasted. I was in a hypomanic state, so I suggested we go race cars. We decided to go to an amusement park and race go-karts. Mind you, we were all wasted, no one could walk in a straight in line, but we were attempting to race these cars. We actually tricked some dumbass into letting us on them.” She laughed, rolling her eyes, “So, needless to say, we didn’t complete a round before someone crashed, and it was discovered that we were drunk and were kicked out of the park. Like I said, I was not a perfect girl growing up. Antics like these are why I am here. But it was a blast at the time!” She smiled, looking up for Wyatt’s reaction. “I told you I was crazy.”

Throughout Bella’s story, Wyatt kept laughing. When she finished, he laughed a bit more before saying, “That’s not too bad, sounds pretty fun if you ask me.” He gave her a warm, full hearted grin and poked her side. “It sounds like you had a lot of fun before coming here.” 

"Sometimes, I did, and sometimes...well, it was not much fun." Bella shook away painful memories, and looked up at Wyatt and smiled. "I always have fun with you, though, Wyatt. There is nothing bad here with us." She snuggled closer to Wyatt, "I just have a strange feeling that it is not going to stay this way. There is something more going on here than just a creepy asylum, I think." Bella shuddered at the thought.

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Bella smiled as he told her stories of his past. “Your family sounds lovely. I hope I get to meet them someday.” She decided not to ask him what the downfall was, she felt that now was not the time. She softly kissed his lips. “Thanks for telling me. Would you sing for me? I would love to hear you sing!” She giggled.

 ”Yeah, I suppose they do,” he laughed uneasily. “Maybe we’ll see.” Wyatt’s laugh turned into a huge grin that spread across his face. “I don’t think singing would be a good idea, plus that requires a lot of alcohol.” He gently kissed her on her forehead and whispered, “Why don’t you tell me a happy story about yourself?”

"I need to get you some alcohol then...got it." Bella laughed before she furrowed her brow at the question. "A happy story about me? I should have known this was coming..." She thought for a moment, giggling when she found one. "Okay, my mates at the time and I were hanging out and we were bored and completely wasted. I was in a hypomanic state, so I suggested we go race cars. We decided to go to an amusement park and race go-karts. Mind you, we were all wasted, no one could walk in a straight in line, but we were attempting to race these cars. We actually tricked some dumbass into letting us on them." She laughed, rolling her eyes, "So, needless to say, we didn't complete a round before someone crashed, and it was discovered that we were drunk and were kicked out of the park. Like I said, I was not a perfect girl growing up. Antics like these are why I am here. But it was a blast at the time!" She smiled, looking up for Wyatt's reaction. "I told you I was crazy."

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“I won’t make fun of you, I would never. And you couldn’t bore me if you tried.” She snuggled closer and rubbed her hand along his chest as he told the beginning of the story. “What? You can’t stop there! You haven’t even got to the good part yet. I want to hear the rest, I really do!” She pouted.

 ”It would bore you, you have no idea,” he told her. “There is no good part, Bella.” He rolled his eyes, and sighed. “Fine, but don’t judge.” He closed his eyes, recollecting his thoughts and pieced the memory together.

“Well, it was one of the greatest days of my life, but at the same time, it’s one of the worst.” He pointed out, playing with the hem of her shirt for distraction. “My younger brother, he was a freshman then… Leaving the class, he was making fun of my ex-girlfriend, who was my girlfriend back then. He kept mocking her, saying how clumsy she was.” He said, everything slowly coming back to him. “And when he tried to get out of the chair, he tripped on the metal leg of the desk, causing him to fall.” He laughed quietly to himself. “It may not be funny to you, but growing up, there wasn’t many happy memories.”

“Later that day, me and my buddies got drunk and sang loudly at my house.” Wyatt smirked, “Not well, I may add.” He traced circles on Bella’s arm, continuing, “A few more happy things happened that day. My family seemed like a family for the first time ever, laughing and making jokes. No one ever yelled, or screamed. No one threatened or anything. It all seemed surreal.” Wyatt closed his eyes, the image of his family smiling for the last time together was burned into his mind. “Later that night was also the downfall of it all.”

Bella smiled as he told her stories of his past. "Your family sounds lovely. I hope I get to meet them someday." She decided not to ask him what the downfall was, she felt that now was not the time. She softly kissed his lips. "Thanks for telling me. Would you sing for me? I would love to hear you sing!" She giggled.

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“I think I could just lie here with you.” She said, gazing into his eyes. She decided to broach the subject of his past once more, “Tell me a story about yourself, something fun. A positive memory.”

Wyatt chuckled, deciding not to argue about it. He took a deep breath and started, “Okay but don’t make fun of me or anything. It’s probably going to bore you to tears anyway.” He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her closer to him, feeling the warmth of her body on his grow stronger.

“Okay so in high school, when I wasn’t so addicted to fire, it was the first day of school. I was entering my senior year and I was going to my first period class.” He chuckled softly to himself, remembering his last funny, memory of himself being genuinely happy outside of the asylum. Wyatt softly shook his head, not wanting to continue. “Never mind, you don’t want to hear the rest.” 

"I won't make fun of you, I would never. And you couldn't bore me if you tried." She snuggled closer and rubbed her hand along his chest as he told the beginning of the story. "What? You can't stop there! You haven't even got to the good part yet. I want to hear the rest, I really do!" She pouted.

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“The things I have done in my past. I’ve made so many mistakes.” She looked down, not wanting to remember everything she’s done. She looked back at him to see his face brighten. She laughed, “Yes, my handsome prince, just like a proper fairytale.” She placed her hand on his face, caressing it with her thumb. “Now, what shall we do?”

He nodded, understanding. Wyatt didn’t want to get into the subject for her sake. “I think we should do whatever you want to do, Bella.” He suggested, taking her hand that was on his face and intertwined them.

"I think I could just lie here with you." She said, gazing into his eyes. She decided to broach the subject of his past once more, "Tell me a story about yourself, something fun. A positive memory."

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As Wyatt explained why he wanted her, Bella laughed. Her eyes watered as he said she completed him but her smile brightened.  “I complete you?” She asked, not knowing he felt so strongly for her. She kissed him feeling his hand underneath her shirt. She broke the kiss, and answered, “I asked because, well, no one has ever cared for me like you do. I don’t deserve your affections.” She said looking down for a moment. Then she lifted her head towards him again, looking into his eyes and running her hand up and down his arm. She smiled, “you complete me, too.”

He smiled when she kissed him again. Although, the smile slowly faded when she said that. He sighed and asked, “And why don’t you deserve my affections?” Wyatt looked her in the eyes, wondering why she would even think something like that. A small smile brightened his features, which was slowly turning into a smirk. He cocked his head to the side and said, “So the princess completes the prince,” Wyatt trailed one finger up the side of her arm and back down. “And the prince completes the princess.” He laughed, looking down.

"The things I have done in my past. I've made so many mistakes." She looked down, not wanting to remember everything she's done. She looked back at him to see his face brighten. She laughed, "Yes, my handsome prince, just like a proper fairytale." She placed her hand on his face, caressing it with her thumb. "Now, what shall we do?"

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“Wyatt…” she whispered. “We’ll survive this hell together.” She caressed his cheek, “and then we will go on magnificent travels together…always.” She pressed her lips softly against his before leaning back and gazing once more into his eyes. She didn’t deserve such a wonderful man, she thought to herself, after all she had done, how crazy she was. He wanted forever with her, but she couldn’t understand why. “Why me, Wyatt? Out of all the girls you could have had, why did you choose me?”

“Of course we will,” he stated as if it were obvious. “I wouldn’t allow it to happen otherwise.” He softly kissed her back, his mind moving to the softness and shape of her lips. “Bella, your smile grabbed my attention. But it was your personality that hooked me. There’s something about you that just…” He trailed off, thinking of a way to explain. “I don’t know, there’s just something different about you,” he chuckled, failing on explaining it right. “The other girls here aren’t the same. They don’t complete me like you do,” saying the last part, he looked into her eyes, smiling. He traced his finger gently on her back, forming shapes and patterns. He stopped, bringing his hand up, which also brought her shirt up. He rested his hand in the middle of her back and whispered, “Why are you asking anyways?”

As Wyatt explained why he wanted her, Bella laughed. Her eyes watered as he said she completed him but her smile brightened.  "I complete you?" She asked, not knowing he felt so strongly for her. She kissed him feeling his hand underneath her shirt. She broke the kiss, and answered, "I asked because, well, no one has ever cared for me like you do. I don't deserve your affections." She said looking down for a moment. Then she lifted her head towards him again, looking into his eyes and running her hand up and down his arm. She smiled, "you complete me, too."

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When Wyatt finally broke the kiss, Bella took a moment to catch her breath. She laid her head on his chest as he hugged her and closed her eyes. Taking in the moment, the sensation of his touch, the beating of his heart, and the warmth of his hug. She moved her fingers along his chest and opened her eyes, looking up at him. Bella smiled, gently kissing his neck, before saying, “Can we stay here forever? Just you and me in this moment.”

Wyatt took a moment, taking everything in about this moment, so he’ll never forget it. He took note of the warmth of her body against his, the way her beautiful eyes looked into his, how she touched him, the way her hair looked. His mind still on her hair, he slowly reached over and held a lock of her hair in his fingers, gently twirling it. “If we could stay here forever, I would gladly,” he said smiling. “You and me together, nothing and no one ruining this moment.” He lowered his voice to a hush, closing his eyes.

"Wyatt..." she whispered. "We'll survive this hell together." She caressed his cheek, "and then we will go on magnificent travels together...always." She pressed her lips softly against his before leaning back and gazing once more into his eyes. She didn't deserve such a wonderful man, she thought to herself, after all she had done, how crazy she was. He wanted forever with her, but she couldn't understand why. "Why me, Wyatt? Out of all the girls you could have had, why did you choose me?"