i'm ready to live

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requested by puckishlove

[awbuckyno]

Blondes have more fun?… #photoshootin

[fuckyeahkseniasolo]

[littleredwicca-blog]

Elaina crossed her arms over her chest, unknowingly pushing up her tits, and deep down, hoping to impress Belle. She wanted to be mad at her. But she just couldn’t. She knew she’d end up forgiving her. But she had to know what she was forgiving first. “So is that all you wanted to tell me? That you got grounded? Why couldn’t you come up to me at school to  tell me that? Or have Bonnie tell me? I was worried sick, Snow! I thought you were mad at me! I thought I did something wrong! I… I…” She felt the tears well in her eyes but tried to hold them back. “What are you not telling me?” She knew there was more than Belle just being grounded. And she had to find out what it was.

[bellejensen-blog]

     Isabelle could only focus on Elaina's face--- those eyes, knowing that there were many doubts and questions. The thing was that they had too many things going on, or well, nothing at all. She didn't want it to be like that though, she wanted to be as happy as she could be before she had to go; or who knew, maybe she wouldn't go at all. "I'm sorry, I didn't think about it------ Bonnie and I don't talk much nowadays." Unless it was to argue, but other than that, they tried their best to not cross paths or words. It was just easier like that sometimes. Lips pressed together, and Belle found herself shaking her head. "I have no reason to be mad at you, and you never did anything wrong-- I just really didn't know how to deal with all of this, but I do now." There's almost a smile from her, and she dares to extend one of her hands, taking one of Elaina's. "If you trust me, you'll close your eyes and let me guide you." She leans down, lips pressing lightly against Red's cheek.

[fuckyeahkseniasolo]

[littleredwicca-blog]

Elaina took the longest route humanly possible to get to the park. She wasn’t looking forward to seeing Belle. Lies. She wanted to see Belle more than anything else. She wanted to be with Belle more than anything else. Since the night of their first kiss, she wanted her more and more. She realized her feelings for the dark haired vixen were strong, stronger than her feelings for anyone else had been. In the past, she would just hook up with a guy and call it quits. But maybe that was because deep down, she really wasn’t all that interested in being with a guy long term. Deep down, she was interested in being with a girl. And that girl was Isabelle. As she neared the entrance to the park, she saw the goth standing there, waiting for her. She sighed and took a deep breath before working up the courage to walk up to her. “Hey.” She muttered, looking at her feet, her hands in her pockets.

[bellejensen-blog]

     It was kind of an obvious thing that Elaina hadn't wanted to see her, at least not so soon, but she knew that one way or another she was going to show up. She just had to. It was strange to feel so anxious and be looking forward to something too much, but still, it wasn't necessarily a bad feeling and it wasn't unwelcome. She released her bottom lip, unconsciously shifting from one foot to the other. Her hair was back to black, a white strand on the side------ you bet that she was ready for Days of Future Past, although she was still angry about Rogue. Thoughts traveled back to the present when she saw her redhead, smile appearing on her lips at the mere sight of the other. "Hey, you made it." She lets out a breath, she didn't realize she had been holding; much happier now that El had actually shown up. "First of all, I'm really really sorry. I promise on my life that I didn't mean to just not talk to you. I got grounded and no phone and all of that shit--- long story short, I kinda screamed at my mom that I would never in a million years date a guy so I told her to stop trying to shove them up my ass and well...yeah." There's a shrug from her, sucking on her bottom lip again.

[bellejensen-blog]

     If there was one thing that didn't happen often to Isabelle---- that was feeling guilty about things, and with her Red, it seemed that was happening quite often. She was feeling guilty that she wasn't around her, and she didn't want her to think that she wasn't interested anymore or that she had forgotten about her. On the contrary, she had been thinking about her while she had been grounded--- more than anything else, which was kind of bad because she had college to think about, and she had decided where to go already, but still....El had always been in her thoughts. Lips pressed together as she made her way to the entrance of the park; it was good to be outside again--- her mom had grounded her for a couple of weeks, and it just hadn't been fair, she was the one that couldn't understand that Belle wasn't interested in boys. She took her bottom teeth between her lip, arms moving to fold in front of her chest as she waited for Red to show up. Hopefully she wasn't mad enough that she would just ditch her, she had something important to say, and something important to show her, and something important to ask her. ---- It was what she had been thinking about nonstop.

[bellejensen-blog]

[ Text ✉ Red ]

Elaina: Fine

Elaina: It's a good thing you're cute

Belle: I need to thank my parents for that. ;)

Belle: I'll meet you at the entrance.

[bellejensen-blog]

[ Text ✉ Red ]

Elaina: Fine...

Elaina: Meet me @ Slow Down...

Elaina: We can chat.

Belle: Actually...can we meet at the park? I'm sorta here already.

Belle: Please! Please!

[bellejensen-blog]

[ Text ✉ Red ]

Elaina: IDK

Belle: I know you have a reason to be mad, because I just disappear. But please don't think that I've forgotten about you- on the contrary, I've been doing nothing but thinking about you. And getting things sorted out and I guess I just wanted to say that I'm over the whole influencing you thing, because I just needed some time to get into the idea that I did nothing and I just...I don't want to tell you over text? I really need to see you.

[bellejensen-blog]

[ Text ✉ Red ]

Belle: Ay, red.

Belle: Are you busy tonight?

[bellejensen-blog]

     I bought three boxes of pizza----- so ready for the weekend.

[fcknaugust]

My parents went out to diner without me.

[bellejensen-blog]

Loser.

[xohappy-valentinesdayxo-deactiv]

Ahhh, I’m so excited!

[bellejensen-blog]

For?

[lucaburnside-deactivated2016061]

Today I got asked for a gluten-free, caffeine-free sugarless mocha latte with no-sugar whipped cream… Uh… Why not just drink water?

[bellejensen-blog]

Did they take breaths between all of that? ---- But yeah, water woulda been a better choice.

[bonniejensen]

No. No, no, no. No.

[bellejensen-blog]

But yes.

[willfrye-blog]

Sometimes I feel as stupid as Bambi when he couldn’t walk yet.

[bellejensen-blog]

Not as cute though. Oops.