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[belleofthebong]

does this heart make me look blue?

i’m broken, but fully whole 

nothing’s out of place, but everything 

i'm not home, i don’t know where that is 

i thought you were home, but it’s a fleeting feeling these days. 

here i am, let down again. 

while everyone else’s world continues, mine just stops. 

i might regret last month. something i’ve wanted so bad for so long, and now i may have done it for the wrong reason, or maybe i was bored. my mind wanders and it only finds more questions. i’ve changed so much, i had to. it’s hard living with the fact you will always love a hobby more than you love me. i was silly thinking that it would change. it won’t and that’s okay, there is nothing i can do about it.

i’m worthy

i deserve to be first. 

i’m really lonely.