College > Now … notice a difference?
The first photo is me in college. The last one is me three years later… and I’m so much bigger now.
I didn’t suddenly “lose control.” I just started enjoying food more and more, and I stopped fighting it. More meals, more comfort, more fullness. Somewhere along the way, my body followed. My stomach is always there now, my clothes fit tighter, and I take up way more space than I used to.
I know people expect regret, but I mostly feel content. I like watching myself get bigger. I like feeling heavier, softer, fuller. Food makes me happy, and gaining weight feels like a natural result of letting myself enjoy it without guilt.
College me was focused on staying small.
Now I’m focused on enjoying my body exactly as it’s grown.
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