white nights

I have actually been telling fairy tales to myself. I filled up my whole nights with them all along; I remember them all still.

[belnochi]

I rested my temples on the breast of temptation, and put my neck voluntarily under her yoke of flowers; I tasted her cup. The pillow was burning: there is an asp in the garland: the wine has a bitter taste: her promises are hollow — her offers false: I see and know all this.

[fuckyeahplattenbau]

Bishkek, Kyrgyzstan

[belnochi]

Look, you say to yourself, look how cold the world is becoming. More years will pass, followed by gloomy solitude, and then doddering old age will come on a walking-stick, to be followed by anguish and despondency.

[belnochi]

Piano Concerto No. 2 in C Minor, Op. 18: I. Moderato by Vladimir Ashkenazy, André Previn & London Symphony Orchestra on Apple Music

Song · 1972 · Duration 11:09

Rachmaninov – Piano Concerto No. 2 in C Minor, Op. 18

i will never get tired of listening to this masterpiece. ugly crying every single time.

[just-a-picture0-0]

[memorieshine]

《 Non ti fare fottere dalla nostalgia. 》

[belnochi]

DON'T COME BACK. DON'T THINK ABOUT US. DON'T LOOK BACK. DON'T WRITE. DON'T GIVE IN TO NOSTALGIA. FORGET US ALL.

Whatever you end up doing, love it.

[ratajota]

study

open to work btw

[belnochi]

you know nothing of the bottomless malice within the human heart

[belnochi]

I’m a dreamer; I have so little real life that I regard such moments as this one, now, to be so rare that I can’t help repeating these moments in my dreams.