No more procrastination.

Eighteen and walking on an thin path. Another lonely, lost soul.

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

She hurts like a rhino and a tan

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

She smells like roses and a tram.

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

I hope that I was contempt with more of what I have and less about what I have lost

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

A circle is a flawless shape every part equidistant from the center of an arc without a start or a finish

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

Life update: growing older only means you start losing the ones around you to natural causes like death and distance.

[boletus-edulis]

A small space / 京都日本

[strangle-me-please]

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

We don't sign up to fall for in love, it just happens.. And when it odes, we just have to cross our fingers and hope it doesn't screw us up in the end.

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

No matter how many people care about you…if you can’t be open with them about who you truly are, you’re still alone

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

“As he read, I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.”

[acoolsuggestion]

She sleeps a lot because her dreams are prettier than reality.

[livards]

i sleep a lot because i have Depression

[inkbyaporia]

I do not want to miss you. I miss your eyes, your intelligence, your hugs and the nature of your smile. I miss saying your name without whispering it into my dreams and I miss seeing you without tearing at the seams. I can’t shake this feeling like maybe, just maybe, we could go back to where we left off. Because we are like strangers now, pretending like we’ve forgotten. Maybe you have. I never will. How do you tell a stranger you remember the shade of their eyes and the cadence of their handwriting, that their name still sounds like a song to you and that their mind is a galaxy to be explored? I’ve been telling myself you’ve changed so much but I’ve always know the truth.The person I miss still exists. I do not want to miss you, but oh, does it burn. Give me hope that we can try again. I want to try again.

A.P. (4.19.16) you still had my number (via inkbyava)

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

I don’t want to be the hidden well in a meadow for anyone. Brushed over by the tall grass and scratchy bristles of day plants. I’m just waiting to pull someone down here with no ladder. 

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

I hate how fickle my emotions are. I can be perfectly fine.

Admire the beautiful city scape and then be an emotional mess.

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

Sometimes you need to take a step back to reflect and reevaluate everything. 

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

What’s wrong with me? 

Nothing is wrong with my life.

But every waking moment, I want to give up and cry in a corner

Every few minutes, I want to end my existential crisis by not existing

[belovedthewaythatgodmadeus]

Imperfect close friend

Unnoticed passing of friend

Perfectly alright