Get Out.

Benji Coles. 18. senior.

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“If I never had a childhood, I wouldn’t be at the age I am now.”

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“Alright smart ass.”

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“But it doesn’t. I just didn’t do as much as everyone else.”

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“Seems like you never had a childhood.”

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“Not exactly, but if no one does I am willing to step up to the plate and throw on my self.”

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“Well I hope you step up and do.”

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“Because I wanted it to happen.” She mumbled. “I only let it happen because in that moment I didn’t care about anything else at all, all I knew was that I wanted you and you wanted me.”

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I don’t understand you.”

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So I have to work. :/  I’ll reply once I get home!

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“That’s the thing I don’t know if it was a mistake or not and I really don’t want to put you through heartbreak again. So I just needed to think about it, y’know?”

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“You don’t want to put me through heart break again? Then why let what happened, happen? Well once you figure it out let me know. Because I wouldn’t want to waste your time again.”

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“I know and I didn’t and that’s why I’m ashamed. I’m not mad at you, I’m mad at myself.”

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“So basically this is just another one of your mistakes?” He sakes his head. “I don’t understand why you would of let it happen if you didn’t want to deal with the thought of it.”

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“Maybe. I don’t know.” She shrugged.

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“You’re joking right? You could of told me to stop, Alaia.”

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“You didn’t do anything. I did something and I’m ashamed because of it. So I just needed some space to…Think.”

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He stares at her. Wait! Is this about the other night?”

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“Sorry about that I was kind of ignoring you.” 

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“Are you kidding me? What did I do now?”

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“For what?”

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“Just wanted to make sure you were okay. I mean you haven’t replied to any of my text and shit.”

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“new years celebrations are just an excuse to get incoherently drunk, kiss people for no reason and make resolutions we never follow. sign me the fuck up.”

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“So does this mean you know here all the parties are?”

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“I don’t know, maybe you know if the guy wasn’t you.”

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“Fine, you caught me. Maybe I wanted to see you.”

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“Really? I’m having a hard time processing that you would willingly come here.”

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“Can I guy watch someone dance without being questioned?” Benji smirks.

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“So you just so happened to have been watching in the dance studio you know I’m always at?”

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“I just so happen to be walking by, and you just happen to be here.”

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“What do you want Benji?” Alaia smirked.

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He shrugged. “Just watching.”

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Stands in the back corner by the door so she doesn’t see.