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RAFAEL DREYFUS
“You know, before all of this shit with the island and the angels and God, or whatever the Hell they follow now, watching you be with another man might not have been this easy for me but I’m actually okay with it. He was here most of the time anyway and you, uh, I feel more secure with you than have with anybody else that I’ve tried being with since June passed so. Know what thought, I don’t know if I’ll get used to turning over in the middle of the night and having another body in bed with us. I nearly crapped myself last night when I heard the front door open and shut. Who goes to work at 4 am, anyway?” Rafael chuckles, playing with Skylar’s hands.
He wanted to do it right this time. If he hadn’t spent so much time hating Skylar when he and June had been together, maybe life would’ve turned out a lot differently.
“I actually kind of like it more now. I used to feel like we were always missing somebody but - not so much now that he’s here.”
Skylar listened to his husband and moved a bit getting more comfortable laying on them. The water was so nice and so was Raf, the male was his home. Things had been insane, finding balance and normality was a bit complicated. Skylar would be lying if he said that he was still not adjusting to everything. “That’s Rift for you and I know it’s a big change. All of this and You know your feelings and emotions are important to me. I bet it was weird at first, getting use to me being in bed with you and June,” he whispered as he could not help but keep playing with his husband’s hand something Skylar always did when he was with Raf and he lay or cuddled with them.
“I will be honest say.....sometimes I feel lost but having you, Rift and the kids it grounds me. It’s like you two elements I have been missing all my life...” he whispered looking upward at Raf.
Things were indeed complicated when Skylar first met Raf and June. He did feel out of place and hid his feelings. He knew he was a stranger and he hated himself for that and took him awhile to get over that feeling. “You are so important to me.....” his voice filled with love.





















