Hiii I was thinking a first kiss scenario (ā¤ļø21) with Lyca would be fun! Either fluff or smut works :)
Did I project myself into this? Yes, heavily. So I'm very sorry if some parts of it are too specific skdjdksjs š but here it is!! Very fluffy btw!
You looked to your side and pursed your lips into a thin line so you wouldnāt break into a loud laugh.
Lyca was right by your side, legs crossed while he snuggled one of your pillows, with a bright and furious shade of red on his cheeks, neck and ears.
The poor boy was struggling, but powering through the grueling task he had forced upon himself.
All of that just because he asked you if you two could try to watch a romcom together.
āWhy would you ever want to watch a movie like that, Lyca?ā you had asked him, befuddled.
He growled, an angry pout plastered on his face.
āThe blonde gigolo said I am not strong just because I can barely interact with girls! And he even said I would probably die if I ever watched a romance movie, so I have to prove him wrong!ā he clenched his fists, absolutely mad with indignation.
You rolled your eyes. You had to have a serious conversation with Rui about him picking on poor Lyca, because you always ended up mixed into their mess.
āYouāre walking right into his trap, Lyca. This will prove absolutely nothing and you will definitely hate it.ā you tried putting a little bit of sense into his brain, but he was stubborn.
āBut what if he really thinks that?! What if it's not a trap?! I have to prove it to him!ā
You let out a loud sigh. There was no convincing him otherwise. He was willingly walking towards his own torture and all you could do was stand beside that dumb werewolf.
And it turns out Rui was almost right. Lyca did look like he was about to spontaneously combust while he watched those romantic scenes. You kept one eye on the movie and one on his reactions, eager to know how he would feel once the kissing scene popped up.
You didn't expect to feel disappointed though.
As the two main characters kissed passionately on the screen, Lyca began staring at the scene with what looked like curiosity. The furious blush was still there, on his cheeks, but more than anything, it looked like the gears in his mind were working overtime.
And then, he turned to you.
āHave you⦠have you ever kissed someone before?ā he asks in a mumble, glaring at you from under his long lashes, like he was ready to fight and not talk.
The question took you by surprise. It wasn't really something you liked talking about, but you also had a weak spot for Lyca. If he was curious about it, then you wouldn't mind answering.
āJust a few times, I guessā you shrugged. You decided not to mention you regretted it mostly every single time. That was the type of talk you didn't really want to have with him, of all people.
Lyca growled and angrily pouted beside you, crossing his arms. Your hand went straight to his hair, scritching his scalp soothingly.
He grabbed your wrist, withdrawing it from his head. You gave him the sad puppy eyes ā trying to use his own weapon against him ā but he turned his head away and was adamant in not looking at you.
āHey, tell me why you're mad. Did I upset you?ā you asked, genuinely concerned.
āYou already had all these experiences.ā
āIt makes me mad!ā he huffed.
You paused to think about his words. A little part of you tried to entertain the thought that he was jealous, but you quickly snuffed that little flame out. Maybe he was upset that you both had similar ages and he hadn't done the same things. That was more likely. But itās not like his circumstances allowed him to have said experiences, though. Lyca's life was anything but mundane like yours used to be.
You put your hand back on his head again despite his warning growl.
āYou don't have to be mad about that. I only did it because people were pressuring me. I have never actually kissed anyone I liked.ā
It was a half-truth. Intimacy was actually a very sensitive topic for you. You always watched in horror as colleagues and friends around you had such an easy time mindlessly locking lips with each other.Ā
For you, it was almost physically impossible even thinking about doing that without caring about the person you'd kiss and consequently, you ended up not kissing anyone for a long, long time.Ā
Eventually, you had forced yourself to get your first experiences out of the way just so you'd stop thinking there was something wrong with you. Obviously, they were all with people who didn't care much about you.
And you didn't exactly regret it. It made you realize that things like that aren't that big of a deal and, honestly,Ā sometimes it could be a sensory nightmare. So it's not like you'd be missing that much.
But deep, deep inside, you kind of wished you had them with someone you liked and who liked you back.
āWhy would you do something you don't like just because of other people?ā Lyca had now turned towards you, ears perked up and one eyebrow raised.
You sighed. Sometimes you think that if the world was as simple as Lyca thought it could be, everything would be a lot better.
āI'm sure you've noticed humans are very weird and stupid sometimes. That's another proof of that.ā you didn't feel like explaining too much.
He hummed, deep in thought.
Suddenly, as you searched for whatever else he was thinking in his golden irises, you felt anxiety bubbling up in your stomach. Your mind was plagued by the thought of him being kissed by some random and uncaring person and you definitely didn't want him to make the same mistake as you.
āListen. I don't want you to feel pressured when it comes to these things though.ā you blurted out.
He looked at you quizzically, and then scoffed.
āI'm not feeling pressured.ā he puffed his chest, as if the thought was unimaginable.
āNo, I'm serious.ā you tugged his hoodie's sleeve to keep his attention on you. āEven if it's not a big deal, I don't want you to kiss someone you don't like.ā
You felt your cheeks get warmer under his gaze.
ā... Because I want you to have good memories. I want you to be able to remember most of your experiences fondly. I don't want you to regret anything nor feel hurt.ā
Lyca stared at you, thinking. He had no problem with making eye contact even when he wasn't speaking and it served to make you even more embarrassed. Were you crossing a line? You were extremely protective of him, but he never asked any of that from you. What if you were just meddling in his business and annoying him? What if you were being a hurdle he had to cross over in order to feel more like a human? What ifā
āCan you do it then?ā Lyca suddenly said, snapping you out of your thoughts
You looked at him, eyes wide. Maybe you heard him wrong.
āI wouldn't mind if you were the one who kissed me for the first time. I don't think I would regret it.ā he said, scratching his head and, finally, breaking eye contact.Ā
You blinked fast a few times, trying to gather your thoughts.
āA-are⦠are you sure?ā
He dropped his arm to his side and nodded, serious as ever.
āDon't you want to save it and do it with someone you like?ā
āN-no, Lyca, I mean-ā
āYou don't want to kiss me?ā
You rubbed your face with your hands, feeling how hot your skin was, and groaned.
āIt's not that! I do want to- to kiss you! It's just-ā
āThen do it.ā he said, as matter-of-factly as he could possibly say.
You sighed and shifted in your seat.
āAre you sure?ā you asked again. He rolled his eyes.
āI already said I am.ā
āBut are you REALLY sure?ā
Lyca began growling, his wolf ears going flat against his head.
āOkay, thenā you gulped, straightening your back and gathering all the courage you had inside āI'll have to come closer, okay?ā
āOkay.ā he nodded, also sitting up straight and watching your every movement.
You tentatively reached your hands towards Lyca's cheeks. He flinched as you touched him and you mouthed an apology before cupping them gently. You could feel how warm his skin was getting as you got closer and closer to his face.
His eyes were wide, and his shaky breath fanned your skin as your lips were barely apart.
When you locked your lips against his, it felt like he was melting under your touch ā you felt his shoulders sagging and he unconsciously placed his hands on your waist.
It didn't feel like any kiss you had before. He was clearly clumsy and didn't know what to do (and, honestly, neither did you), but the warmth of his body embraced you gently and, when you glided your hands to his neck, you could feel the fast and loud drum of his heart under your fingertips ā it was so endearing, it made you dizzy.
As you softly sucked on his bottom lip, you wondered why it all felt so sweet ā were you falling for him? ā, but right as you began thinking too much about it, he let out a little gasp that scrambled every coherent thought.
You brought him closer to you and pressed your lips flush against his, squeezing his shoulders with your hands before letting go and finally pushing him away. You didn't want to cross any boundaries by deepening the kiss without his consent, after all. Just touching him without having him bite your hand off was a huge achievement, so the kiss felt like a trophy.
Once you opened your eyes, Lyca was already watching you with pupils blown wide; his golden iris was barely visible and he stared at you, wide-eyed and breathless.
āLyca! You're supposed to close your eyes when you kiss.ā you playfully tapped the top of his head.
His face was scarlet red and he hid it behind the sleeve of his hoodie.
āWe-well, you have to tell me that first!ā
You sighed, smiling at his embarrassment, but you were sure you didn't look much different.
As you tried to calm your own racing heart, a loud thump-thump-thump caught your attention, and you peeked behind Lyca.
You gasped, trying to suppress a giggle.
His tail was wagging wildly, hitting the couch in a steady rhythm.
āI guess I don't really need to ask if you liked the kiss, do I?ā You teased him, hiding how big your smile was with your hands.
āARGHā he pushed his tail down, trying to immobilize it. āShut up!ā
You didn't know if he was talking to you or to his own tail. You let your arms fall to your sides.
āHey, it's okay, I really liked the kiss, you know? Donāt be embarrassed.ā you said, between chuckles.
He stared at you wide-eyed, searching your face for any hint of a lie or of a joke. When he couldn't find any of that, his tail began wagging once again, much to his dismay.
āT-thank you.ā he grumbled, again avoiding your eyes.
Right then, as you watched him blush and fidget on his seat, you thought that maybe you could say that was your very own first kiss as well.