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I gotta get back into tumblr and revamp my page lol how many times have I said this though

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I forgot I had therapy today and I meant to cancel it days ago... now it’s too late and they’d charge me a huge fee. I really played myself huh

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Super anxious for my psychiatrist appointment later, rly hope I can get on some meds that actually help me 😬😬

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I’m leaving tomorrow and she’s definitely going to be salty that I was only home for one day but oh well I cannot deal lol

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Like don’t get me wrong ... I love my mom, but I can only handle her in tiny doses

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My mom always wonders why I never come home... well mom maybe it’s because you’re miserable to be around for more than a few hours and my mental health takes a huge shit when I’m here :)

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Every time I come back to my mom’s house I get a massive headache. At first I thought it was a coincidence, but nah, this bitch just stresses me out 😒

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I haven’t seen my bf in two weeks and we’re finally gonna be reunited today 🥺

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🦇

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I miss my bf lol ☹️

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I know I’m only 24 but I feel like I fucked my life up real bad

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Trying so hard not to have a breakdown in my orthodontist’s office lol I just want to go home fuck

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I’m so dumb

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Also a few days ago I made an appointment to get a referral to see a therapist :~) makin moves

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I can always count on my neighbors to disturb a perfectly peaceful night 🤪

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I stressed myself out so much I got a massive headache

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Perpetually exhausted