@everythingheard (for enzo (+ jake if you desire)
if you'd asked bella where this moment ranked on her list of things she'd wanted to do, it wouldn't have been present. the chaos inside her, her emotions, her thoughts, her entire state of being nearly made her head dizzy; and yet, it wasn't as if she could avoid this. she'd known that as soon as rosalie had shown up. if she's honest, maybe she'd known since the moment victoria had started her spree in seattle. a part of her wants to believe she'd let everything go, moved on, come into her own and yet that moment when the family-- not her family, not anymore, really they never were even if she'd allowed herself the fantasy of such things-- arrives there's some part of her that wants to run into their arms. to hug alice, to be embraced by esme-- the care she'd showed her so much more impactful now after her own mother's fate-- and even a part of her longs for edward in those brief seconds he rushes toward her and pulls her into his embrace before anyone has a chance to make a move, even her. everything falls away. she forgets about victoria and deaths and disappearances. she forgets about jake and enzo and the bprd and her cousin bonnie and all the shit that's happening and just remembers being a girl in science class back in forks. but that only lasts a moment, the preternatural allure of vampir and perhaps even his own desires projecting upon her. she has an understanding of that now after all this time. and there's something else too, something she can't quite place as if even though enzo hadn't reacted to this moment, she could feel the weight of his presence near her. the tug of it into her being. as if somehow there was some kind of thread between them. and with it she remembers that forest in forks, the way she'd felt when edward had disappeared. all of her memories swirl within her, the last few years, the present, the feel of enzo in that cell when he'd fed on her... it's then that bella shoves at edward's chest with a force she think surprises him. she's sure the emotion from her he's most likely reading through jasper does.
confusion is present upon his features, along with something... else she can't quite place. perhaps bella had allowed herself to become overwhelmed for a moment and she could chastise herself later for it but did he really think showing up would wash away everything that's transpired? regardless, when edward resists and shoots a sudden glare toward enzo, bella takes a protective sidestep in front of enzo even though she's well aware enzo's diet would ensure he'd be able to hold his own if edward tried anything. she barely registers that rosalie's done the same though rosalie has one hand shoved at edward's chest as a physical barrier, causing everyone present to suddenly become tense.
"everyone needs to calm down. there's a enough to bloody deal with than petty squabbles over a girl who's frankly capable of taking care of herself these days." a note of surprise creases bella's features, though she's grateful all the same. (she also notes, it hasn't taken long for some part of rosalie's childhood to come out through her time with enzo, at least in the from of her lingusitics.) still, if the situation wasn't so serious it'd be a comedy show especially given at least one of the woman in front of enzo was a human.
"rosalie's right about one thing, i can take care of myself. and what did you think was going to happen edward? you left. i grew up. i moved on. i lost people. and i learned what family i'm a part of, the swan family. the hunting family. and frankly, i know rosalie's told your coven at least some of the situation here, even if i asked her to leave my part out until you arrived so i'd think it's more important for us to go inside and discuss what happens next than being sitting ducks out here for victoria's army. i'm going to be an active player in this battle and i'm aware of your diet but enzo's staying and if you're going to be here than you're going to need to be okay with that." as she speaks her hand moves backward to enzo's arm, offering a small comforting squeeze because even if she can't explain it, she knows that enzo had seen and felt her history with the people before them now. he could have left after that cell. he could have gone about his life. but he hadn't. he'd stayed. and he was here with her now and he'd made that choice before his sister had come to seattle. he'd made that choice for her and they hadn't had time to process the in and outs of meanings about that yet though she knew in her soul that it was more than just a sense of obligation.















