How could you?

For those who have been betrayed in any and every way. Submissions Are Open

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You hurt me once, i shut you out. You came back again and for some reason I trusted you. Of course I was dumb enough to believe you wouldn’t do it again. I was a fool.

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I honestly thought we could’ve had something, you were so sweet to me and you held my hand and you always asked me how my day was, there was such a enamored atmosphere between the two of us, YOU EVEN SLOWDANCED WITH ME!! But then I was fucking broken when you chose her over me. I know you’re not one to claim, however I didn’t like it very much when you led me on. It’s okay, you’ve shown me that love doesn’t exist for me.

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Here’s how I know you didn’t love me. When you asked me to move in, it was all about how much I could help financially. With him, it’s all about how precious he is and how you want to wrap him in a blanket and protect him. Fuck You, I loved every part of you and I only just find this out now.

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someone at my college somehow got my boyfriends number and from a fake number told him that I am cheating on him (I’m not). I. Am. Fucking. Livid. Fuck whoever is trying to destroy my only happiness. Once I find you, it’s over.

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You knew the risks. You knew how he would react and you knew that I would break. You told me to do whatever I needed to do, to put myself first. But even though it also was your fault, even though I didn’t have much of a choice, you blame me. I gave and gave and gave but it wasn’t ever enough. I always heard “why don’t you ever do anything for me, why don’t you ever put me first” I’m sorry but fuck you. I risked everything and it still wasn’t enough. I’m sorry if my actions were selfish in the end, but I did everything. Fuck you. I shouldn’t even be missing you.

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Arizona

She broke me. She tore me in half and acted like everything was my fault. She acted as if she had the right to tell all her friends I was in love with her, even though I clearly stated that I hated myself for loving her, I clearly stated that I wish I wasn’t in love with her.

She made a part of me die inside, she made me stop trusting love. Even though I still love her bc even after i got over her, even after all of my romantic feelings went away, she’s still was one of my closest friends.

She hurt me and I hurt her. Bc after I found out that she told all her friends I told her cruel cruel things. I told her I hated her, I wish I never met her and that I wish I never fell for her. All lies. But she doesn’t know that and idk how to tell her.

And idk if I want to tell her. Maybe things are okay rn for both of us. Just maybe we’re fine just ignoring each other and acting like the other exists. Just maybe.

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i don't know who did it, but i want all of you to burn, i want all of you to feel the pain i've burrowed in my chest, i want you all to visit the same places as i have, to have the nightmares i do. then you'll see my bitterness is justified

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He broke my heart, and smashed it. I forgave him but remained distant.. its been 7 years and im about to get married. Why hasnt he gotten out of my thoughts yet? Is it because he was my first love? I love my fiance… i dont want to lose him too.

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I spat my burning secrets to you, but when they cooled to obsidian, you turned around and stabbed me. "When have you ever known us to hurt you?" you'll be an accomplice in the death of me. and fuck you for it.

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She broke me.

We were happy before.

You told me I was your everything.

You told me I was enough.

You told me I made you happy.

You told me that you loved me unconditionally, that we were forever.

I gave you everything I had.

You convinced me that I could be happy. That I was good enough.

We were perfect.

I was always there for you.

You were there for me. And then you weren’t.

You lied.

You grew distant; started avoiding me like the plague.

You always had some kind of bullshit excuse.

I fucking saw it coming. I just didn’t want to believe it. I wanted to believe you. I wanted to believe things would get better, the way they were before.

You lied to me every fucking day and pretended I didn’t exist for the last four months of our “relationship”. It was one big fucking lie and I meant nothing to you.

You fucked some stranger.

June 13th, 2018: the day you had your abortion.

You broke every single goddamn promise you ever made.

You told me you never meant to hurt me, that you never stopped loving me, that you still love me.

I want to hate you more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life.

I want to stop thinking of you every second of every day.

I want to stop loving you.

I want to stop loving you.

I want to stop fucking loving you.

You broke me.

You fucking broke me. Are you happy now?

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You just. Cut me off. No word of warning. We were going to go somewhere fun together and then you just... stopped replying. Why? Why did you just cut me off like that? Was it something i did? Or are you just an asshole?

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I dont know why you ignored the problem for so long. IT TOOK YOU A YEAR AND AN ALMOST SUICIDE ATTEMPT TO FACE UP TO IT! why cant you just admit you fucked me up and move on.

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why is that i still think about you? why do i still think about that treacherous text you sent me that cause me to fall apart?

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It will always be my one regret that I told you some of my darkest secrets. Not only were you faithless, but you then told all these other women about this 'friend' you had that had experienced all these things. But they were my secrets, how could you give away those parts of me, especially to some woman you have sent a picture of your cock to. I mean so little to you now, but the worst thing is, you blame me for it all. You 'had' to message other women because I made you feel lonely. Fuck you

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I gave you everything before I actually gave you everything. You stole all the secrets I would have willingly told you. You take me from my family. You make me live with your shitty ass barbaric family. You get us kicked out. I get pregnant so we’re stuck with your horrible family for god knows how long. You call me names. You slut shame me for having relationships before you. You hit me. And tell everyone it’s my fault. Now your family tells me I should kill myself. We’re two kids deep. Mother’s Day was the last time you beat the shit out of me. I feel so worthless. And the worst part is that you can’t take it back. We’re stuck in a cycle that I’ve been in my whole life. But with you it’s getting unbearable. I will always be a fat ugly slut to you. And everything you say sets it more into my head. You were the guy of my dreams. Now you’re my living hell.

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Tomorrow is a year since you blocked me out and broke my heart. I'm already feeling so so sad again.

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You became everything you claimed you'd never be after you knew just how much I loved you. You took everything from me. You used me like some fuck-toy. You never accepted me and I was the one giving excuses for your fucked up behavior. I was so blind but now I see the monster you really are. I hope the guilt eats you alive.