Fearless

  Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

So I started my 3rd and final year of uni today.

I pray your uk festivals are when I’m not in my final placement as this could totally mean I can’t go to a lover show. However of course I’m going to try and attend at least one.

I feel this lover era is going to pull me through my final year and get me to the end.

@taylorswift @taylornation

[itsalec-hi]

REBLOG IF YOU HAVE NEVER MET TAYLOR.

[afterglowsb-tch13]

@taylorswift @taylornation

[dorotheasgarden]

@taylorswift @taylornation

[anitatell]

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

So I started my 3rd and final year of uni today.

I pray your uk festivals are when I’m not in my final placement as this could totally mean I can’t go to a lover show. However of course I’m going to try and attend at least one.

I feel this lover era is going to pull me through my final year and get me to the end.

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

So I started my 3rd and final year of uni today.

I pray your uk festivals are when I’m not in my final placement as this could totally mean I can’t go to a lover show. However of course I’m going to try and attend at least one.

I feel this lover era is going to pull me through my final year and get me to the end.

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

So I started my 3rd and final year of uni today.

I pray your uk festivals are when I’m not in my final placement as this could totally mean I can’t go to a lover show. However of course I’m going to try and attend at least one.

I feel this lover era is going to pull me through my final year and get me to the end.

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Did I spend 30 minutes doing a photo shoot with the Lover album and the flowers my best friend sent me? Yes I did!

Look how well they go together.

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

‘I’m the only one of me, baby that’s the fun of me’

This song has made me think so differently about myself, I’ve always been self-conscious and compared myself to others. The past few months I’ve fallen back into the dark hole of comparing myself to everyone else, not feeling pretty enough, slim enough, not feeling good enough to have friends, to complete my university course. When one thing has settled down I’ve thought of something else that isn’t good enough about myself.

These days social media is massive and I have to remind myself social media is a snapshot of the best bits of people’s life and not their whole life. We all have down days, bad days, days where we don’t feel the best, days where we may not look our best and my life isn’t drastically different to others.

This specific lyric from ME! Has made me really think yes I am the only one of me and some people will accept me for who I am and others will not. Everyone has their own personal preference of people they may want to be friends with, but just because we may not please everyone doesn’t mean that we’re not good enough. We are all good enough and we are all equal, we may all be different however that’s what makes every individual unique and fun.

@taylorswift thank you for creating music that is so relatable, and helps to empower not just me but many others around the world, we need to be empowered to be ourselves no matter what others may think, ‘we are not the opinion of someone who doesn’t even know us or care about us, we are your own definition of beautiful and worthwhile.’

#OnlyOneOfMe

🦋🌸🌺🌷🌷🌺🌸🦋

[beyourself-loveislouder]

From Me! To the full album. This album has been so much more than I expected and I love it!

As expected there are so many songs I can relate to and seem to speak words i never knew how to!

@taylorswift thank you!!!

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

‘I’m the only one of me, baby that’s the fun of me’

This song has made me think so differently about myself, I’ve always been self-conscious and compared myself to others. The past few months I’ve fallen back into the dark hole of comparing myself to everyone else, not feeling pretty enough, slim enough, not feeling good enough to have friends, to complete my university course. When one thing has settled down I’ve thought of something else that isn’t good enough about myself.

These days social media is massive and I have to remind myself social media is a snapshot of the best bits of people’s life and not their whole life. We all have down days, bad days, days where we don’t feel the best, days where we may not look our best and my life isn’t drastically different to others.

This specific lyric from ME! Has made me really think yes I am the only one of me and some people will accept me for who I am and others will not. Everyone has their own personal preference of people they may want to be friends with, but just because we may not please everyone doesn’t mean that we’re not good enough. We are all good enough and we are all equal, we may all be different however that’s what makes every individual unique and fun.

@taylorswift thank you for creating music that is so relatable, and helps to empower not just me but many others around the world, we need to be empowered to be ourselves no matter what others may think, ‘we are not the opinion of someone who doesn’t even know us or care about us, we are your own definition of beautiful and worthwhile.’

#OnlyOneOfMe

🦋🌸🌺🌷🌷🌺🌸🦋

[beyourself-loveislouder]

From Me! To the full album. This album has been so much more than I expected and I love it!

As expected there are so many songs I can relate to and seem to speak words i never knew how to!

@taylorswift thank you!!!

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift

[beyourself-loveislouder]

Hi Taylor,

Small life update:

Life has been a whirlwind lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been drowning in everything around me. I’ve been juggling university, placement, working, helping out look after my nieces who live with me. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the freedom a 25 year old should have, I struggle to come to terms with the fact my life has been kind of taken away and I now have to live by the rules of others, making sure I am working around looking after two children, who I love so much they are family however it hard to come to terms with the fact I can’t just go and do things that I should be able to. It’s brought out so many anxieties and worries for me, it’s made me question life and if it’s worth it, I’ve had times I feel I’m completing a course that I’m going to continue being unhappy afterwards as my life seems to have been chosen for me. Also I’ve questioned my worth and reasoning for many years, it’s something I have struggled with from being younger and I think it’s something I will always have at the back of my mind, the school experience for me wasn’t a positive one and the rejection I faced from many people including friends has always made me wonder why me? What’s wrong with me? Am I pretty enough? Am I slim enough? Am I not interesting enough? Do I need to change the way I am to try to fit in?

Others don’t fully understand the current situation of my nieces living with me, which is understandable is a very difficult situation to understand and the fact children’s services are difficult to work with, as they are protrayed as working with families and providing support for her children and ensuring families stay to get her, there is a very long in depth story, but I’m sure you don’t have the time to read that also you may be extremely bored by the end of it so onto the positives...

I got to the end of my second year of university, and I’m going onto my third and final year, which seems so surreal cause for 5 years I put off going to university because I didn’t believe I could do it. So now I have 12 months remaining and I will be a qualified paediatric nurse. It’s terrifying to think I’ll be responsible for patients in 12 months and this next year of uni is terrifying me.

However, your latest album was released 9 Days ago, which can I just say is absolutely incredible, it’s been on repeat every single day and I cannot skip any song I have to play it from beginning to end every time. Also the fact this is one that you own is so deserving, I admire the amount of effort you put into your work, this album honestly couldn’t of been coming out at a better time, I’ve been at my lowest the past 1-2 months and knowing you had new music coming out pulled me through because I know I can always relate to your music, and also it’s when I’m at my happiest it creates an outlet for me to forget about the ongoing current issues for me and lets me have time to be genuinely happy and not have to just plaster a smile on my face pretending. I’m so glad I will have this to get me through the next 12 months and I cannot wait to attend as many shows as possible.

So @taylorswift I would just like to say Thank you for everything, the music you provide us with but most of all the messages you have taught me over the past 10 years of me being a fan. I may still have my struggles but many have been overcome because of the messages you send out in your songs, when you are on stage, or the things you truly believe in.

P.S sorry, that was more of a big life update 🙈😬🤷🏼‍♀️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[beyourself-loveislouder]

@taylorswift