✨nicky✨ @bi-antagonist - Tumblr Blog

First decent pic of me here cause I actually like this one lmao must be the b/w and the cigarette distracting you from my face

If you haven't seen me in a while is because I've been stressing over art projects 24/7 so sorry about that. Also if you're from my nameless/shipping days I'm trying to write no-pokemon, fake dating au so.... hmu with ideas and stuff if you wanna gush about red and blue

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youth climate strike: portugal x

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bom artigo que me deixou O.O porque

1. escrito por um homem (bem metida, amigo)

2. O Magg pertence ao Observador

So. On Friday night I went out, got a few drinks and shots, and everything was nice. But then I had the brilliant idea of popping a cigarette and I shit you not it was the worst decision of my life. My body? It did not react well to that shit for some reason.

Long story short, I puked a thousant times, collapsed in the middle of the (thankfully empty) street, got inside an ambulance apparently and stayed in the hospital till 8am on serum. And puked everything I ate for the entire weekend. Oh, and I hit my head on the floor while falling and it still hurts.

Good thing? Yesterday I spent the day in my friend's house watching movies and doing an art project and it actually went on well. Despite my headache and inability to eat.

I'm never having a cig after drinking holy shit (especially chesterfield, that stuff is stronger than what I usually do)

#alcohol tw #smoking tw #soda i choose you #shit i hit my head so hard on the pavement #thank the gods i was out only with my 3 friends jeez #i didnt have to pay for the ambulance and hospital either because it was an emergency #i dont remember getting the serum i just woke up in a hospital bed like ???? where the f am i #idk fekt like having this terrible mistake on my blog #now i know what fucking up feels like

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The ides of March is coming up what’s everyone getting me?

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i never understood how we’ve reinvented heiroglyphics until now

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TERFs: Going on testosterone will PERMANENTLY MUTILATE your body!

Me, after about 3 months on T: I am quite a fan and according to my blood tests so is the rest of my body.

TERFs: Stop! Before it’s too late!

Me: *looks at few chin hairs and a slight mustache while messing with my voice* huh?

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A few months on T: chin hairs!

A few years on T: so my uterus has atrophied, orgasming causes debilitating pain, I have a drastically elevated risk of heart disease, stroke and cancer, and we have no idea what this will do in fifty years!

Think long-term — we have no idea how long-term exogenous testosterone affects the female endocrine and reproductive systems… but I guess we’re going to find out!

How do you feel about being a lab rat?

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I’ve been on T since 2012 and orgasming does not cause debilitating pain.

The risk of heart disease & stroke is only increased to the same levels as cis men, who do have an increased risk over cis women - and this is only theoretical.

The increased risk of cancer was only theoretical (based on research of cis women with PCOS), and they’re no longer sure about that. However, trans people are at greater risk of things like ovarian cancer because we’re less likely to get ourselves screened due to dysphoria etc.

Any trans person on HRT goes into this with the understanding that it will make us sterile - scaring us about the long-term effects on our reproductive system makes no sense.

How do I feel about being a lab rat? Better than being dead.

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Fuck people who try to scare younger people away from hrt. When I went to my first appointment the doctors explained to me what would change about my body, what was a permanent change, and the risks or what could happen. I only want to here this from doctors. Cis people should not be fear mongering shit like this.

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Washoe was a chimp who was taught sign language.

One of Washoe’s caretakers was pregnant and missed work for many weeks after she miscarried. Roger Fouts recounts the following situation:

“People who should be there for her and aren’t are often given the cold shoulder—her way of informing them that she’s miffed at them. Washoe greeted Kat [the caretaker] in just this way when she finally returned to work with the chimps. Kat made her apologies to Washoe, then decided to tell her the truth, signing “MY BABY DIED.” Washoe stared at her, then looked down. She finally peered into Kat’s eyes again and carefully signed “CRY”, touching her cheek and drawing her finger down the path a tear would make on a human (Chimpanzees don’t shed tears). Kat later remarked that one sign told her more about Washoe and her mental capabilities than all her longer, grammatically perfect sentences.“ [23]

Washoe herself lost two children; one baby died shortly after birth of a heart defect, the other baby, Sequoyah, died of a staph infection at two months of age.

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more about Washoe:

after the death of her children, researchers were determined to have Washoe raise a baby and brought in a ten month chimpanzee named Loulis. one of the caretakers went to Washoe’s enclosure and signed “i have a baby for you.” Washoe became incredibly excited, yelling and swaying from side to side, signing “baby” over and over again. then she signed “my baby.”

the caretaker came back with Loulis, and Washoe’s excitement disappeared entirely. she refused to pick Loulis up, instead signing “baby” apathetically; it was clear that the baby she thought she was getting was going to be Sequoyah. eventually Washoe did approach Loulis, and by the next day the two had bonded and from then on she was utterly devoted to him.

*information shamelessly paraphrased from When Elephants Weep by Jeffrey Masson.

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Even more interestingly, after Washoe and Loulis bonded, she started teaching him American Sign Language the same way that human parents teach their children language. It only took Loulis eight days to learn his first sign from Washoe, and aside from the seven that his human handlers learned around him, he learned to speak in ASL just as fluently as Washoe and was able to communicate with humans in the same way she could.

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now if y’all don’t think this is the tightest shit you can get outta my face

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Continuing studies like these would absolutely revolutionize our understanding of communication, intelligence, and the internal experiences of other species. Animals have far more sentience than we’ve been led to think possible (bc this makes exploitation and dehumanization easier to justify).

There is plenty of money to fund research like this, but the original study with Koko was already non-mainstream; unfortunately with her death, the program was largely abandoned. It could readily be replicated and built upon. Prioritize this research.

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these are actually really intriguing. shoot me some.

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1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?

7: Do you want to be single?

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?

9: How late did you stay up last night?

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?

11: Last three things you had to drink?

12: Have you pretended to like someone?

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

20: What would you name your future daughter?

21: Do you miss anyone?

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?

26: Who did you last see in person?

27: Are you listening to music right now?

28: What is something you currently want right now?

29: What is the last thing you said out lot?

30: How is your heart lately?

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

32: Are you wearing socks?

33: What do people call you?

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?

36: Who did you last share a bed with?

37: Did you do something bad today?

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?

39: Do you get stressed out easily?

40: Will you sing today?

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?

44: What are you listening to right now?

45: What is wrong with you right now?

46: What is on your wrists right now?

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wea

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?

50: Are you a good artist?

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

53: Ever been on a golf cart?

54: Do you have trust issues?

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?

57: Do you use chap stick?

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

59: Do you have a little sister?

60: Have you ever been to New York?

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

69: Will next Friday be a good one?

YESSSS GO

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Hellurr please ask me things :D

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#fav

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John Mulaney’s next bit: I was walking down the carpet at the Oscars and everyone started cheering, I thought I had finally made it. Then I looked around and there was Captian fucking America.

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focus on the real beef

Ariana Grande headlining Manchester pride isn’t the best, but shes an ally and a big name so idk what is “so terrible” about that part. It’s a bummer they didn’t use Years and Years, honestly, but it’s not the worst part of the whole ordeal.

The REAL PROBLEM is the fact that the event is 18+ and the tickets are 60 QUID.

Pride isn’t suppost to be a commercial event. It’s supposed to be a celebration of sexual/romantic/gender identity and the freedom to love whoever the hell you want, not an excuse to sell tickets to vulnerable minorities who are so deprived of representation, the organisers have easily found a way to exploit us.

Don’t let yourself get exploited. Don’t go to prides that you have to pay for. Pride is an event about FREEDOM so keep if FREE.