curse of curves

[mandy-lane]

Favorite female characters: Emilia Clarke as Louisa Clark in Me Before You (2016) dir. Thea Sharrock

I just, I really, really, really liked having stripy legs.

[stellina-4ever]

Adelaide Kane via IG Story - August 31, 2018

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres

you’re just what? don’t start with all of that. we’re supposed to be able to talk to each other but i get it. i’ll be around if you ever decide to let someone care about you.

that's not fair. I didn't wanna fuck you over, okay? it's not easy for me to do a lot of things. being around you is one of them. I love you... but drew... it's all still hurting me.

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres

right, well if it wasn’t that serious then i guess i have nothing left to say. i thought we had a good time, i thought we were getting somewhere but i guess thought wrong as usual. yeah, well hopefully you get it straightened out whatever it is.

it was great, I had a lot of fun. maybe I'm just... I dunno. it doesn't matter. you don't need to wait around for me to get my shit together.

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres

yeah you would know all about that wouldn’t you? how nice of you to let me know you’re alive.

come on, torres. we went on one date... it's not that serious. I've just got a lot of shit going on.

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres:

it feels like no matter what i do or how hard i try, it’s just never enough for anyone. maybe i should stop trying to give my best to everyone, it’s draining and it doesn’t ever seem to be good enough. i don’t even know why i bother anymore.

yeah, seems like a good idea. people will let you down and fuck you over, it's human nature.

[biancadesousa]

11 ⊱ my muse accidentally walks in on yours changing.

bianca had been invited over for dinner at the torres house and wanted to help out before dinner was served. audra sent bianca to go to the pantry to get paper towels, but quickly discovered there weren't any. opening the bathroom door to search for more, bianca was startled to see someone had been in there. it was still light outside, so adam had been in there with just the window open for natural sunlight. he was pulling his shirt up over his head and bianca couldn't help but catch a glimpse. "shit, sorry." bianca muttered, her eyes lingering for a moment. "uh, I was looking for something..." she couldn't quite remember what that was anymore, though.

[biancadesousa]

14 (drew)

bianca squinted her eyes as the morning sun peaked through her bedroom. she rolled on her side, noticing drew still sprawled out beside her. they went from not talking for months to sleeping together. it had to be a one time mistake. bianca couldn't keep doing this to herself. either drew wanted her, or he didn't. "get up, jackass." bianca shoved drew's arm, forcing him to wake up. inside she felt like shit. she wanted drew's comfort, but instead she had to act strong. grabbing her dress off of the floor, bianca threw it on quickly and got out of bed, prepared to go back to never talking to drew again.

[biancadesousa]

( ✉ → sms ) even when i’m durnk ic ant sotp thinking about oyu

adam: even when i’m durnk ic ant sotp thinking about oyubianca: sounds about right.bianca: kinda offended u didn’t invite me 2 party.

[biancadesousa]

( ✉ → sms ) i look so fuckigjn GOOD

luke: i look so fuckigjn GOODbianca: idk how many times I have 2 tell u, but ur never gonna hit this.

[biancadesousa]

( ✉ → sms ) and next time you feel like calling me… don’t. -drew

drew: and next time you feel like calling me… don’t.bianca: I’m sick of ur games. if u don’t want to hear from me, don’t pick up the phone. don’t text back.bianca: ur full of shit and u know it. u love me, u always will.

[memesandthings]

TEXT MESSAGE STARTERS ! Send one of the prompts below to get a response from my muse.

drunk texts:

( ✉ → sms ) plea se eh elep me im drunk and i dotn know whe re i am

( ✉ → sms ) i fukcing miss yo u

( ✉ → sms ) i look so fuckigjn GOOD

( ✉ → sms ) i csnst stop throwiging up

( ✉ → sms ) fu ck you  for hurting me

( ✉ → sms ) why dotn you ever call me anymore huh

( ✉ → sms ) stop being so fuckigjn borign and coekm to my party

( ✉ → sms ) i dropped my pzziza o nt eh floror im fuckgin pissed

( ✉ → sms ) i j sut left you a 3 mintue long voicemail singing. sorry

( ✉ → sms ) even when i’m durnk ic ant sotp thinking about oyu

hateful texts:

( ✉ → sms ) you’re pathetic

( ✉ → sms ) you make me miserable

( ✉ → sms ) fuck you. delete my number.

( ✉ → sms ) you never meant anything to me, anyway.

( ✉ → sms ) fuck your apologies, you can keep them.

( ✉ → sms ) congrats on always ruining everything

( ✉ → sms ) my life would be so much easier without you.

( ✉ → sms ) and next time you feel like calling me… don’t.

( ✉ → sms ) i don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

( ✉ → sms ) if your goal was to make me hate you, then congratulations. mission accomplished.

misc/random texts:

( ✉ → sms ) i think my neighbor is an alien.

( ✉ → sms ) help me think of a name for my new dog

( ✉ → sms ) sooooo… what was your first impression of me

( ✉ → sms ) should i get pizza or chicken wings for dinner?

( ✉ → sms ) no one’s ever made me feel the way you do.

( ✉ → sms ) i borrowed your weed. hope you don’t mind.

( ✉ → sms ) why do they say drugs are bad when they make you feel so good

( ✉ → sms ) today is the oldest you’ve ever been, but the youngest you’ll ever be again…

( ✉ → sms ) [ File Attached: 001329.jpg ] of all the drunk pictures i have of you, this one is my favorite.

( ✉ → sms ) i used your pics to catfish someone, and since they bought me a laptop… you have a date with them tomorrow.

[memesandthings]

SEND A NUMBER FOR MY MUSE TO DO THE FOLLOWING:

1 ⊱ my muse makes/buys breakfast for yours.

2 ⊱ my muse drunkenly flirts with yours.

3 ⊱ my muse accidentally spills a drink on yours.

4 ⊱ my muse has to share a taxi with yours.

5 ⊱ my muse tells yours an embarrassing story.

6 ⊱ my muse greets yours after two years apart.

7 ⊱ my muse calls or visits your muse in a panic.

8 ⊱ my muse angrily shouts at yours.

9 ⊱ my muse attempts to get your muse’s attention.

10 ⊱ my muse is crying and is caught by yours.

11 ⊱ my muse accidentally walks in on yours changing.

12 ⊱ my muse doesn’t remember who your muse is.

13 ⊱ my muse asks your muse for a favor.

14 ⊱  my muse wakes up beside yours.

15 ⊱ my muse suddenly feels sick while hanging out with yours.

16 ⊱ my muse accidentally butt-dials your muse.

17 ⊱ my muse dances with yours.

18 ⊱ my muse tries on your muse’s clothing.

19 ⊱ my muse surprises your muse.

20 ⊱ my muse takes care of your inebriated muse.

[akanesource]

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres

adam continued to smile as the two sat down. “see for yourself.” adam couldn’t take his eyes off of bianca, he couldn’t believe he was actually on a date with her. “i mean its no different than us just hanging out, only we like each other.” adam had been on a few dates after becky but none were serious and none were with someone he liked as much as bianca. adam began putting bianca’s plate together, making sure she got all of her favorites. “i would be lying if i said i did this all by myself, my mom made sure i didn’t completely screw it up.”

"at least you're honest, that counts for something." taking her plate from adam, bianca placed it in front of her, digging into the pasta salad first. "you need to stop getting punched in the face. every time I see you, you're purple and blue." stretching her legs out, bianca continued eating, but she almost felt too nervous to indulge. she didn't realize she'd be so anxious around adam.

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres

adam couldn’t help but smile despite not being able to get his dad out of his mind. “i wouldn’t blame you even though i’d be pretty upset.” adam began setting a blanket on the ground, pulling several containers of food out of his bag. “this is one of my favorite spots to go, i always come here alone though. you’re the first person i ever brought there.” adam stood up and slowly walked over to bianca, reaching out his hand. “i hope you’re hungry.”

the brunette placed her hand in adam's, not usually one for romantic gestures, but warming herself up to the idea of one. "starving. what'd you make me?" grinning from ear to ear, bianca looked over the containers. "sorry if I'm not good at this. haven't really been on a date since well, drew." bringing up adam's brother wasn't on purpose, it was just the truth. tucking a wave of hair behind her ear, she chewed at the inside of her cheek in anticipation.

[biancadesousa]

airwavetorres:

adam was determined to make it up to bianca after not showing up for their first official date. he had been too embarrassed and didn’t feel like explaining his relationship or lack there of, with his father. he at least owed bianca an explanation and another opportunity to spend time with her. he had walked to her house with his backpack with a special place in mind that he could take her. it was night time and the sky was full of stars so adam parked bianca’s car and grabbed his bag, leading bianca towards the sound of water.

bianca was interested to hear about adam's excuse as to why he ditched her. more importantly, she wanted to spend time with adam, just the two of them together. following beside adam, bianca looked around, quietly embracing his company. "you're lucky I like you, torres, or my ass would have ditched you this time." smiling faintly, she realized adam was settling in on a spot.