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To the constant epal —

Happiest birthday jacent matthew! (u dont know hm i love calling u jacent matthew bec jm is too mainstream) & finally eto na nasa blog na kita. i dont know how many times you’ve said na iblog naman kita eh hindi ko na nga to ginagamit pero since it’s your first birthday with me sige na pagbibigyan na kita.

Disclaimer: This is not the normal bianca u know, medyo cheesy ako dito kasi i get to share my honest self here pero alam mo kung gano ko ka emotionless outside so bear with me.

First, Thank you. Thank you for coming into my life (yown) HAHAHAHHAHAHA but really, im thankful na hindi kita sineen. Hindi dahil crush kita, hindi talaga kita naging crush wag mo ng ipilit. Thank you for bearing with me, alam ko most of the time sinusungitan at inaaway lang kita pero you’re still there. Thank you for understanding our situation alam ko mas mahirap sa side mo pero you chose to stay even though there were times you thought of giving up. Thank you for constantly reminding me how much you love me kahit mostly pangaasar ginagawa mo sakin. Thank you sa mga libre mo hahahaha small things matter a lot to me. Thank you for coming back hahahaha after all the fights we had we always end up choosing each other and with that im forever thankful.

Second, Sorry. Sorry if sometimes i made you feel like you dont deserve me. Minsan kasi conceited talaga ko haha but i swear i feel so lucky that i met you hehe Sorry sa times na wala kong time sayo. Hindi sa wala akong time sayo mahirap lang talaga alam mo naman what we’re going through. HAHAHAHA Sorry if lagi akong galit, it’s my way of showing love and care. & Sorry if sometimes i forgot to tell you how much i love you. Di kasi talaga ako showy alam mo naman yon.

Lastly, I love you. I dont get to say these words to you everyday kasi nga “DI AKO SHOWY & EXPRESSIVE ” pero I swear sincere yan & pls pls dont ever look down on yourself again kasi naooffend ako you dont know how worthy you are. Wag ka na mafeel bad or sad about things na you dont have and the things you had in the past. Im here, kung feeling mo walang nagc-care sayo ano ba ako? Always remember na andito ako for u, we may not end up together pero i doubt we will hahahahaha I’m always here for you kahit pinapaiyak mo ko lage haha

PS: JOKE LANG LAHAT NG YAN PSS: JOKE YUNG P.S

Happiest birthday mon amour. Yan na nasa blog na kita libre mo na ko. 💓

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Things you should know when we date...

Well, I am writing this because I dont know i just felt the need to write something today and i came up with this. THOUGH IM NOT SEEING ANYONE *croo croo* teka why am i explaining basta hahahaha

1. My parents are really strict. REALLY REALLY STRICT! u know what’s confusing? Tatlo kaming magkakapatid, im the middle child and im just the only one who cannot enter into a relationship. Sucks but its fine im not even ready yet. BASTA REMEMBER TO LOVE MY PARENTS FIRST BEFORE ME.

2. I’m allergic to Babe, Baby, Honey, Sweety, Sugar, Flour & Everything nice. (no explanation needed)

3. I’m a very clingy person di lang halata. HAHAHAHA discreet ganern

4. Never try to stop me from eating pizza or we’ll break up. (lol ang PG tignan)

5. I really dont care about the looks basta you dress good and not jeje like. (dont judge me pls)

6. If we’re together expenses should be shouldered equally. I firmly believe na pag dates hindi dapat laging lalake (kasi yun daw dapat) I disagree asan ang equality dun? We can take turns ikaw sa first date ako sa 2nd date. Ganun dapat!

7. I have intense mood swings when im on my period, its normal bh3. You just have to deal with me in good times and bad times hahahha

8. If we’re in a relationship gusto ko chill lang as long as we love each other good na yon. Ayoko ng sakalan haha

9. I have plenty of crush pero wag ka magseselos kasi ikaw love ko ganern hahahaha mas loyal pa ko kay chris brown haha

10. Hindi applicable ang cool off sakin. If you ask for cool off wag na bhe tapusin na lang natin to AGAD AGAD. Why? Because if we fight we should not ask for cool off or space we should fix it right away as simple as that.

11. You can hang out with your girl barkadas but not with your exes. Should i elaborate? Ok, naniniwala kasi ako na exes shouldnt be considered as friends kasi its either you never loved each other or you still love each other. I dont wanna risk on the latter one…

12. Im not a fan of fancy dates mas bet ko ang Isaw and Betamax. But if youre going to ask me what would be my dream date? WHOLE DAY IN AN AMUSEMENT PARK!

13. Simple gestures mean a lot to me.

14. We should know each other’s limits. Walang bigayan ng passwords and shit okay? TRUST is the foundation of errthang beh. If you cheat on me shame on you.

15. And lastly, If ever maging tayo.. BE THANKFUL (wow ggss?) No, its just that all my life i was scared of commitments, takot ako pumasok sa isang relationship knowing na wala naman akong experience. Maybe, i was just raised this way masyadong OC sa lahat ng bagay kaya malaki ang chance maging matandang dalaga hahahaha. Ayun, Just be thankful that i choose you to be part of my life. Pak ganern!

#Personal #Daming alam 2016

For keeps

April 7 2016 when my mom told me that I need to prepare a one minute talent for a pageant next week (BEH NEXT WEEK!). I was so shocked that time and i seriously don’t want to join anymore but my mom wanted to so I had no choice. I actually had a hard time thinking of a talent because honestly I don’t think I have one. Well, I danced before but I’ve stopped dancing after 3 years. I tried practicing but woah all this time I thought I know how to dance but I guess I was wrong. VERY WRONG! Since I badly need a talent I decided to use “Bleeding love” because I quite knew some of its dance steps.

Tuesday – April 12, Sir Mau asked us to go to school for a practice and that EB staff will be meeting us. The time was 3:00 pm but I got there past 3. Sobrang kaba ko kasi late and baka mapagalitan ako but fortunately the EB staff were still not around. I got the chance to talk to the other contestants and I honestly wanted to back out because damn they all looked gorgeous and smart. It’s already 5:30 when the EB staff came, it’s a bit late but we still continued the practice. We were instructed by an EB BABE MEMBER, HOPIA (She’s so pretty btw). Strikta sya sa lahat ng bagay, but on a positive note ha. I actually had no idea how I survived 4 hours standing, walking and dancing on a high heeled shoes. We ended up past nine and everyone was exhausted. (Atleast, I got to meet new friends)

Wednesday, It was the day before the rush pageant so I need to atleast make an effort for myself since I wont be spending even a single cent on this event. (Forgot to share that Eat Bulaga shouldered everything. We had our own make up artists and stylists)

DOOMS DAY

Since 8:00 am was our call time that day (pretty early right?) I woke up around 5:30 because I wasn’t able to get proper sleep (siguro sa kaba na rin). I arrived at school 10 minutes late from the call time luckily hindi pa naman start yung rehearsal. Fast forward —–

1:30 pm when we had our Make up and everything, My heart was beating so loud that I felt so high that time (lutang na lutang na ko). Lahat na ata ng santo na tawag ko wag lang talaga ko mapahiya sa mismong show. I never had stylist before so I would like to share the feeling of having one even just for a day. As I said earlier we did not spend even a single cent on this. Yung damit namin sa prod number, talent and long gown ay provided ng eat bulaga so pagod lang talaga ang puhunan ko dito. The stylist called my number and I was really excited that time because they’ll be choosing a casual attire and a gown for me. TONS of clothes were in front of me and as a frustrated fashionista that moment feels like heaven to me. its not everyday you get the chance to be styled and wore branded clothes. I felt like a celebrity that time (no joke). Okay enough with the wardrobe experience. My casual attire was a white laced off shoulder top and a red orange knee length pencil skirt. (Super love the outfit kung pwede lang iuwi eh) Anyway, the director said that the show will start at 4, it was already 5:30 when the show started (Filipino time nga naman). Isa isang dumating mga BAES sa backstage and I was just staring at them one by one and thanking the lord for creating such beautiful masterpieces. Hahahahahaa

Sam yg and HBD girl Patricia were the hosts for the night (Pak bongga). The turn of events went so fast, Isang beses naka casual attire ako the next thing I knew sumasayaw na ko sa stage and after, I just found myself wearing a long gown. Well, no wonder they rushed the show because it started very late and the hosts had prior commitments.

Q AND A PORTION:

Well it was a one word question, Pick a goddamn word and explain. 30 minutes before the pageant the staff gave us some words that will be used for the q and a. So ninja moves ako, I get to see all the words and luckily 5 of them were the words I practiced before the pageant.

*Non-Verbatim*

Sam Yg: “Thank you candidate number 3, May we call on Miss university candidate #4. Ma. Clarisse Bianca Lucero.”

Me: *ENTERS THE STAGE* “galingan mo Lucero please!”

Sam Yg: “Mag-hi ka naman sa mga audience, kanina pa sila sigaw ng sigaw sayo.”

Me: (Shet ano sasabihin ko?) “Uhm hi po sa mga nanuod!” (Psh pabebe nakakahiya)

Sam Yg: “Pick a word…”

And there, lahat ata ng dugo ko pumunta sa utak ko and parang ayaw kong buksan yung papel.

*Opens the paper*

T E E N A G E P R E G N A N C Y

My inner goddess is seriously screaming that time because I wasn’t able to review this issue but who cares im in front of a live audience and everyone is waiting for my articulate answer. Let’s do this!

ANSWER (Imagine it with a few buckles) : TEENAGE PREGNANCY, IS ONE OF THE MAJOR PROBLEMS PHILIPPINES IS CURRENTLY FACING. IN ORDER TO AVOID OR LESSEN IT, AS A WOMAN I BELIEVE THAT WE SHOULD KNOW OUR LIMITATIONS AND BE RESPONSIBLE WITH OUR ACTIONS. THANK YOU!

And then everyone applauded hahahahahaha nabulol pa ko ng very light but atleast nakasurvive and nandun yung thought diba?

It’s already the announcement of winners after an intermission number. Honestly, im not expecting any place in this competition because in the first place all I wanted was an experience. I was shocked when the host called my number as Second runner up. BEH SECOND RUNNER UP AKO IBIG SABIHIN MAY 10K AKO HAHAHAH SUPER HAPPY KO AS IN SOBRA KASI DIBA “HOPE FOR THE BEST AND EXPECT FOR THE WORST” (C/O IZZY) and no words how happy I am that day, I may not able to bring home the title atleast I got to bring home a sash, a bouquet, a fucking 10,000 peso cash and AN EXPERIENCE I WILL NEVER FORGET.

Kudos to all the pretty ladies I was with, there were no dull moments with you girls. To the eb staff, thank you for this wonderful experience and to @self you did well, its actually not bad for a first time and more rush pageants to come maybe?

Ma. Clarisse Bianca P. Lucero,18 Miss University 2nd Runner-up

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To south...

Since it’s already summer vacay, Yay to new blog posts!

First week of March our mom already told us that we’ll be having an overnight stay somewhere in Batangas. Im so stoked because i can finally satisfy my beach cravings after a year.

Day before the trip we went out for shopping (groceries & beach necessities). I got really frustrated that time because the swim suit that ive been looking for is already sold out. (Thanks tadhana) so we went to another mall and luckily i found something that i like.

Moving on to the day of the trip. I was feeling a bit under the weather that time. It felt like my tummy was about to blow up (excitement, i guess) but either way i didnt care because ive been craving for this trip for a long time.

I super duper love long drives especially stopovers BUT INTENSE BUTT PAIN?

NO WAY!

1st stop - Padre Pio Sto. Tomas, Batangas

I swear, when i got out of the car It felt something. The place is so beautiful and so holy, para bang maiiyak ka sa sobrang lakas ng presence ni God. I had a quick prayer and a wish kasi sabi nila “ Pag first time mo sa simbahan, make a wish and It will come true” that’s why i did. We took a lot of pictures kasi sobrang ganda talaga ng place and all.

Embarrasing moment: Me and my brother saw a perfect place for an IG worthy picture, I was posing and *poof* someone came in. Kebs na lang that time and we pretended that we didnt have a photoshoot there but atleast I got to have an ig worthy picture

*see picture below*

Next stop - To the beach…

So we arrived at the resort at around 1:30 pm, an hour early before our check in time but since the person before us left early we got to checked in earlier. The place was really nice, I love the ambiance. The fresh air and the sound of the beach. (Ugh i wanna go back)

Blue coral beach resort, Laiya Batangas

Anyway, I would like to commend the staff of the resort for the warm welcome and omg the food everything was delicious even the water (char) Pero all in all the resort is 5/5. Me and my family had so much fun yun nga lang the stay was sobrang bitin. Until next time, maybe?

#personal #blue coral

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One of the hardest things I’ve tried to do is uncondition myself from thinking i need a romantic partner in order to be happy. From when i was a little girl, everything taught me that my future would suck unless i managed to find a husband. Single women were always portrayed in movies as being miserable, haggard, bossy and work-obsessed.. Its taken me years to re-teach myself that ‘alone’ does not equate to ‘unhappy’.

100 random facts about me

I cant sleep when the lights are off.

Blue and turquoise are my favorite colors. It makes me calm just by seeing it.

I super duper love Sinigang with lots of okra.

Im not a dog lover but Huskies and Chow Chow are the only exemption.

Coffee flavored everything is my happy pill tho i dont like the usual hot coffee. ICED COFFEE IS EVERYTHING TO ME.

Pizza (do i need to say more?)

I used to play drums back when i was in gradeschool (mga dalawang kanta lang kaya ko ganern.)

Singing is not for me and never will be.

I have an awkward birthmark on the entire left side of my body.

D A N C I N G is life.

I suck at Make-ups

Im a pluviophile, the rain makes me calm and it gives me relief.

I hate snakes, Ophidiophobic here. I cry whenever i see them.

Sky diving has always been on my bucket list.

Ive never been in a relationship.

I bite my lips when im nervous and when i dont know what to do.

“Be yourself, that’s how it starts” IS MY MANTRA EVER SINCE.

I’ve attended multiple of VTRs back when i was a child.

I have this secret dream in life that only one person knows. Hi aynna!

Sad to say i have a very slow metabolism.

Sixteen is my lucky number, no wonder its my birthday.

Im obsessive compulsive in some ways. I hate seeing things that arent in order.

Im not good at sports but I somehow play volleyball and basketball.

I am currently trying to get out of my comfort zone by simply going out alone. Im not that Ms. Independent type.

My sister and i argue a lot. Mas madalas kami magaway kesa mag-usap.

My first plane ride was way back when i was in 3rd grade.

Im a certified kuripot, but i love splurging when it comes to food.

I love TWD. Weird as it my seems i would love to experience zombie apocalypse and be the rick of this zombified world.

I snap way too much [sorry snappy friends]

I tried playing the guitar but its really not for me. ;(

I dont eat ATAY kahit na kailangang kailangan ng katawan ko. 👎🏻

I dont smoke

I hate beers

I suck at math 😭 numbers and letters combined scares me.

I sleep with 3 pillows and a body pillow.

H o p e l e s s r o m a n t i c [i dont want to elaborate anymore]

Im a big fan of amusement parks and extreme rides.

Flight Stewardess ✈️

I love reading books [when i have the time] Delirium is my fave tho i wasnt able to read the sequels. ALEX PARIN 🙃

I promised myself to come back to Cebu and Bohol with the one i love. Cebu and Bohol aaaah such a paradise.

I hate being compared

I want my first to be my last (yes naman hahahahaha arte)

I have this ultimate crush ever since i was in fifth grade and hanggang ngayon. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

umaasa pa rin ako na itetext niya ko kahit nagpalit na ko ng number 😂

Im a papa’s girl 🤘🏻

I LOVE EVERYTHING WITH MANGO

I am emotionally unstable, i cry over the stupidest things.

I am a realist.

Im too sentimental.

I AM THE INDAY OF THE FAMILY. YES AKO PINAKAMASIPAG SA AMING MAGKAKAPATID.

I honestly cant cook anything. nakakaturn off pero i can cook rice. HAHAHA

Im not into branded things kasi naniniwala ako sa saying na “nasa nagdadala yan"

I collect high heeled shoes but im not using them.

I cant last a day without playing music.

Im a moody person. Sometimes i just dont feel like talking to the world.

I am actually having a hard time deciding things for myself.

Ive always wanted to be a civil engineer but because of math i ended up as a management student. But no regrets.

I have a lot of insecurities 😭😭

I write when im depressed.

Whole day at the amusement park has got to be my idea of a perfect date. 🎢🎡

I seriously get stupid (as in tangang tanga) when driving a manual car parang gusto ko na lang ibangga. HAHAHA

My dad taught me how to drive. He’s the best teacher swear isang araw lang pero nakaya ko dahil may kasamang batok pag namatayan ng makina.

Isaw and Kwek kwek will forever be my favorite street food.

I seldom use my laptop, i just use it whenever i have reports.

I love horror movies but i hate seeing creepy pictures. Ironic right?

Guys who are gentleman and religious. 👌🏻

Im not good at lying.

I get attached so easily.

Never been confined 👌🏻 that’s how strong my system is.

I’ve wasted a lot of opportunities back then and i still regret it.

The monster in me is still sleeping. But it wakes up whenever im with my closest friends.

I hate the sound of walis tingting. 😿

I have tons of embarassing moments. AS IN SOBRANG DAMI AND SOBRANG LALA.

I oNcE tYpEd LiKe ThIs..,😂 (we all did i guess?)

I can watch the movie “PAANO NA KAYA” over and over again. Relate na relate pak ganon.

I DONT KNOW HOW WILL I SURVIVE LIFE WITHOUT GOOGLE

Im planning to take up MBA right after i graduate.

I fear oblivion

Self proclaimed Tiangge Ambassadress 😂

I want to travel philippines first before the whole world.

MILK TEA IS MY FAVE NEXT TO ICED COFFEE.

Massage will forever be my stress reliever. AHHHHHHHHH Especially my grandma’s massage.

Promised myself to go back to Tahanan ni Maria when i have the time. Lolos and Lolas will always have a special place in my heart.

I love spicy foods. 🌶🌶🌶🌶

I am somehow good with arts. I love to draw buildings and trees i dont know why.

But, I have an ugly penmanship. Zzzzzzz

Simple gestures mean a lot to me. 👫

Im not the ideal girlfriend type. I find babe, bae, etc. corny. (no offense meant)

One day,I’ll make my parents proud. *winks* Note to self!

Zac efron (no words)

I’ll be the fourth one or prolly the next one. Note that!

Japan is my dream destination 🇯🇵 itsumo kokoro 🎶

Im allergic to fake friends & people.

I believe that if things are meant for you it will be yours in God’s perfect time.

I never watched harry potter (once pala, sapilitan pa) and star wars. Loser?yup.

Belle is my fave disney princess (this is so random haha)

I will never try ice skating again. NEVER AGAIN 😨

B e a c h e s 🌊 and long drives are my fave

I hate late replies, kaya i make sure that i’ll be able to reply as soon as i. can.

And lastly, I am confidently beautiful with a heart. Charing, with a heart lang talaga.

#personal #facts

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People change, feelings fade, things go wrong, memories remain but life goes on.

Beh, Heavy

Did you ever feel that you wanted to write something but you dont know what to write? Yung parang tinatawag ka ng tumblr para magblog pero you got nothing to share. I have this heavy feeling inside me and i dont even know why. Wala naman akong problema and all. Maybe im just pressured with everything that is school related. (CONGRATS DL ULI SI BIANCA) Being the only dl in my department is really a big pressure. I need to maintain my unos (accounting please be nice) not just for one sem but for my whole stay in college. That *kailangan mo maglaude* line is really making me paranoid. Honestly, gusto ko rin naman maglaude pero ayoko ng may nageexpect sakin. Gusto ko chill lang lahat, kung kaya (edi magaling) and if not then it's okay. I just dont want everyone around me expecting too much from me. If they only knew how stress i am with acads.

"Things dont usually go the way it was planned"

this phrase keeps on popping in my head and i dont even know why. Cliché pero makes sense.

August = Stressful

Ever since (August) started, everyday had been so stressful. Yung tipong, you need to get everything done in one hour then after that you still have something to do. I guess my longest sleep last month was 6 hours and my eyebags are definitely on point. I’ve been stress eating almost every day. God knows how much I gained. (I LITERALLY LOOKED LIKE A SIOPAO)

So, I was actually tasked to be the director of our dulawisay (dula, awit, sayaw) and heck that was so stressing. I’ve encountered so many shitty things during our practice, I even got sick (WOW), I lost my beautiful voice for two weeks (yes, sad I know) and I always got home late. But fortunately, everything turned out so well. All the hard works and Trash talks paid off. (WE WOOOOOOOOOON YEY)

(I KNOW SUPER LATE POST NGAYON LANG KASI AKO NAGKATIME)

To the girl with hundred faces, Hi Kiki,

I know rinding rindi ka na sa mga long messages ko saying ‘di ko ineexpect na magiging close tayo ng ganito’ I guess I have said that for a million times but I’m going to say it again.

“Di ko ineexpect na magiging close tayo ng ganito”

When you entered siena of course i dont know you, lagi kong naririnig na

“uy may magandang transferee “faye” daw yung name”

(weh?) so i got curious i saw you and then sabi ko sa sarili ko

“di naman ganun kaganda maputi lang hahahahaha”

Ofc I was insecure that time hahaha but never in my highschool life na naisip kong magiging magkaibigan tayo, Why? simply because you are FAYE ABARADO (Its ur birthday okay?)

3rd year tayo nun, nag knock knock battle tayo sa corridor tangina sira rin pala tuktok mo akala ko maayos ka hahaha akala ko pabebe ka but hell NO.

4th year naging pilot ka (yes smarty pants) but tbh deserved mo maging pilot. first day nun hiniritan mo ko ng joke mong “NARNIA” corny kung iisipin pero tawang tawa ko sa muka mo naisip ko “ganto ba talaga tong babaeng to? kasya na daliri ko sa paa sa ilong niya eh” jk lavyu as time goes by nagiging comfy na tayo sa isa’t isa “partners in cornyness” tayo diba? YFC tayo naging close nila ja and di ko talaga makakalimutan yun isang araw pero parang kilalang kilala na natin ang isa’t isa and everything followed.

Hoy aliesah i know this is sooo long already but no words can express how happy i am na naging kaibigan kita, my senior year wouldnt be complete without you (and siestanga of course) i am beyond blessed to have you as my friend, ikaw kasi yung taong walang arte sa sarili (well, ok sometimes), sayo ko nafeel ang true meaning ng COMFORTABLE haha ewan ko ba kung bat di ako nahihiya sayo kengena mo. Ikaw yung taong kahit murahin ko okay lang you’ll mura me back din and yung taong kapag dinadramahan ko mumurahin lang ako HAHAHA. But above all that I super duper love you, I always thank god dahil I have a friend like you. i am so proud of you in all ways kahit nagseselos ako sa harlequin super proud parin ako sayo haha you’ll be a great theater actress I swear, (wait umiiyak ka na ba or what?) and and and always remember that:

Dont ever change yourself just for a guy, yung faye na kilala ko will be forever enough actually you are more than enough. Labyu kiki, never a dull moment with you. Happy happy 18th birthday. Welcome to the legal world 💋

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