[biftabaeundead]

[biftabaeundead]

how i feel today

[biftabaeundead]

@1girl2jesters

[partynausea]

[vkdump]

[1girl2jesters]

I love being an internet girl actually

[biftabaeundead]

i love this song but i love you more YA 3ASAL

[1girl2jesters]

[biftabaeundead]

LMFAOOOO

[biftabaeundead]

[biftabaeundead]

ill never do this shit again lol we are grown and have actual priorities

[amen69fashion]

[biftabaeundead]

and she's such a classic libyan beauty im like ahhhhh... bent bladi

[biftabaeundead]

wow what a wonderful coincidence im googling stuff and find this restaurant. 1 of 3 libyan restaurants in the uk btw and find out its run by magdulien abaida!!! she's honestly one of my idols i used to watch her btfo muslims (sorry i was an athiest warrior...) and they would attack her denigrate her for being based and right and more knowledgable about quran than their dumb asses. anyway shes such a beautiful and smart woman, was arrested and beaten in libya for being an infidel and now shes running a restaurant in effing norfolk lol. i wanna find her email i wonder if she'd respond.

[biftabaeundead]

and sure, if we're going to be contrarian the uk isn't great. western life isnt great esp as immigrant child like ive become deeply mentally ill and unable to participate meaningfully in life. but also that's something i have the space and time to change here and also i have the power and resources. in libya there is one way for a woman to be. and i don't want to get married to a muslim so i'd just live with my parents this caged miserable life until i die. i mean i am my fathers property after all. and im a upper middle class tripolitanian literally the best it gets.

[biftabaeundead]

is moving to Libya permanently not for you

no i couldn't i don't have a social circle and im too westernised. libya is really really really socially controlling and strict society esp for women its hell. really you have to believe in heaven to live somewhere like that and i don't.

[biftabaeundead]

i made a playlist for catholic trade he didnt even fucking listen to it whatever who cares. im really enjoying it and it is taking me back to a lot of different artists and genres i havent listened to in a while

[janeofabbesses]

[biftabaeundead]

It’s actually crazy how nice my brother is to me like my sister hates me a little bit but it’s understandable and valid she still cares more but my brother he doesn’t give up on me and it’s really nice

[napoleononthebellerophon]

human beings be like we literally hate you and you should die

me : okay so can i die

them : no wtf ew you need to keep being here so we can laugh at you forever