I tried to make a mean girls reference

Vent blog for fatherhelios. OOC eyes only unless your character has permission (spoilers: no one has permission)

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Maybe a few days

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A garden. Bees. Robots. The motorcycle. It all makes you happy and that makes me happy. Why can't you be like that with me

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Why w ont' you let me hav e this one thingg

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Stop! Being! So! Sensitive!

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That. Was a load of things I didn’t expect to feel today.

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I just watn to fall out of the highest portion of Helios but you’re a manipulative fuck who made me feel guilty for even leaving.

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you said you would leave me alone.

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I’m a better liar.

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I’m sorry. 

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I threw my ring into the slagma outside. 

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Stop lying to me. You’re a horrible liar.

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you said you would leave me alone.

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I don’t want you. You’re not worth it. 

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I don’t believe you.

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I threw my ring into the slagma outside. 

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I don’t WANT anyone else.

Tell me you don’t want me. Tell me I’m not worth it. I won’t ever bother you again.

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I don’t want you. You’re not worth it. 

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Because I knew this would happen regardless. I thought it would be better. And then I realized  I fucked up, and I wanted to FIX it and ask you for help. You can’t even fucking give me that? You can’t even give me “Let me cool down first?” You can’t give me “I’m upset right now, but I’ll help you when I’m able?” I TOLD you from the START that I was sick! I TOLD you I needed help! I told you I’d screw up! I told you you needed to realize what you were getting into if you wanted to be with me! You said you’d be there for me. You lied. I didn’t expect you to be there every SECOND. But you’re not even trying. You lied to me.

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Yeah. I did.

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You needed me, but you were the one that ended it. You can’t have it both ways. 

Just let it go. Let me go.

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Just leave me alone...

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Whore

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The… office? Or the house?

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house

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Sorry

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I forgot my keys. can you unlock the door in 20

[pandoraspunchingbag]

Yeah. But it’s not just my decision.

… Can I call the office? And we can talk there?

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No.