Big Brother Alola

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EPISODE THIRTEEN [FINAL EPISODE]: “I MET COOL PEOPLE INCLUDING SOMEONE SPECIAL” - FABRICIO

WEEK 14 HOH: FABRICIO EVICTED: BODHI - 1 TO 1

WEEK 15 HOH: EMILY EVICTED: FABRICIO - 1 TO 0

WEEK 16 & FINALE HOH: EMILY EVICTED: JAKE - 1 TO 0  WINNER: EMILY VOTE: 8 TO 3

Alright so well a lot of shit happened. So let's begin where we left off. So apparently Kenny did not had Kate's vote as he said  so that left Emily as the swing vote and she voted bodhi bc she was closer to him that bodhi. I tried to tell her that was a bad move but she was sure it was for the best Spoiler alert: turned out to be a bad move. So Kenny went home and turns out live week was WEEKS in plural as in there would be 4 comps live and two people would be going home that night besides Kenny. So guess who won HoH! Pissy pants bodhi! And guess who he renommed! That's right yours truly, alongside Jose. At this point you might be thinking well Emily prob has a back up plan for this right I mean it was obvious it would happen she prob has a way for her two most loyal allies to survive right? Well you would be wrong. She did won PoV and use it in me which gave away the fact that we were close after two months of keeping it relatively well hidden amogst the cast. So Bodhi renommed Lukas ofc as he was the other person that voted him. Now at this point Emily has wanted Lukas out for a while so here is were her stroke of genius comes in and where she gets me and Jake, who she put all her trust in instead of me who warned her about him being a snake, to vote lukas out instead of jose. (It's always Sunny in Philadelphia music) Jake votes Jose off Well played Emily 10/10 So now Jose is out and the second love HoH comp comes around and guess who wins it? Jake At this point I'm not sure who was dying more inside, prob Emily as I was very much dead inside since the Kenny vote cause I saw this coming. So ofc he noms Lukas and me for going after his buddy Bodhi and I'm 100% Emily was his planned renom in case of veto being used. Now in for the first time we actually get lucky and THE ONE AND ONLY GOOD POSSIBLE SCENARIO AT THIS POINT occurs as Emily wins PoV again and uses it on me and since she won it she can't be renommed. This leaves Jake to have to pick whi to out against Lukas between Kate or Bodhi and predictably so he renoms Kate (oh Kate maybe you shouldn't of voted Kenny out...) Now Emily wanted Lukas out but at this point I make it fucking clear (AS IF IT FUCKING WASN'T ALREADY) that we need to get Kate who's in that trio with Jake and Bodhi out. So this time she does the reasonable thing and vote Kate out alongside me, so bye bye Kate was about time. So now we come into F5 and I reckon Emily and Lukas share my same viewpoint of splitting Bodhi and Jake out, pretty sure aswell everyone knows Emily and me are a duo now, and my best chance of winning if I can even hope that after buyback is prob Lukas sitting besides me. So what did we learned? Jake is a snake, bodhi and Kenny are temperamental fellas, Jose desrved better, it takes two live comps to get rid of Kate and Emily should listen to me as she lost Jose, Lukas is still in the game, and the people she put her trust in backstabbed her without a second tought. I still love her tought but GODDAMN SHE CAN BE BAD AT TIMES.

Okay, just gonna recap the live night. So, I convince Fabricio to renominate Kenny as a pawn and tell him that I'll evict Bodhi. And then I start campaigning for Bodhi to stay asdfghj, I figured out that Lukas told Fabricio that I wanted Bodhi to stay though, but I'm not surprised that twink rat LEAKED. Anyways, I had to work hard to save Bodhi. Kate seemed on the fence at first, but I talked to her about it for a while. I assumed we had Emily until she told me she was undecided a few hours before the vote, so I called her and told her that Kenny was closer to Kate than everyone thinks, and she agreed. But she wanted to convince Jose to evict Bodhi, and he wouldn't budge. I was SO worried that Bodhi would get evicted, but then there was a call between me, Kate, Bodhi, and Emily where we all agreed to evict Kenny, and in a 3-2 vote he left. Victoria tried to come for me on her way out by calling me a leaker liar, but I'm not phased. Then we go into live night AND BODHI WINS HOH YESSSS. He was on the same page with me about nominating Fabricio/Jose and targetting Jose. Thankfully Jose didn't win veto, but Emily was like literally begging me to save Jose??? No. The vote tied 2-2 and Bodhi ended Jose. THEN A BITCH WON HOH FOR THE FIRST TIME ALL SEASONNNNNNNNNN. And uh looking back I'm kinda dumb, I wanted me/Bodhi/Kate to survive but I didn't nominate Emily because I promised her before live night. And of course she won veto and saved Fabricio and I had to chose between Bodhi and Kate. Love them both, but I was going to turn on Kate later on in the game so I just had to bite the bullet and do it.

So I prayed that Bodhi would come in clutch and win another HOH, but worst case scenario happened with Fabricio winning again. I tried to plea my case but knew it was useless, and my unnominated streak has finally come to an end. My hope now is to win the veto, and if not that hope that Lukas wins and saves me so that we can send Emily home. I just really hope that I can survive this week.

Woop woop ya boi is back, and this time actually winning a comp I tried at albeit it has caused me an undying hatred of flash games prob forever. Either way the original set of noms was the easiest one I ever had to made. Jake and Bodhi, the two guys that nommed me the weeks before? Boom and boom That was about it for that time, I think they both understood fair and square why I did it tbh it would be silly to expect me to do anything else but then again I'm me and I'm weird at decision making at times I know. Now smoothly transitioning into that, Lukas tried hard and was maybe a little paranoid I would nom him but I let him know that wasn't the case, Emily on the other side seemed to be fairly confortable in her position and didn't even tried that hard on HoH, that shit ain't flying by me. So in comes PoV and Jake wins it, Emily again dead last so I decided this was the time for shit to hit the fan, and she noticed too bc after a few messages she was already panicking swearing up and down that if she got nommed she would get evicted and that she promised to vote Bodhi. But that shit wasn't enough for me, first of all I knew Lukas would also prob vote Bodhi, on the other side I wasn't so sure Emily do but I do have to concede I liked the idea of having to make her evict Bodhi, which I feel would give some much needed closure to the events that took place during the Kenny week. However if I wanted to do it I had to be as close to 100% as someone can possibly get that Bodhi would go home, so I made Emily tell Bodhi and Jake before even the renoms were up (cause in case of seeing anything shady I would still have time to nominate her) so basically tell them that she would vote Bodhi, then I made her screenshot her message, their reactions and the messages before that to make sure she hadn't coordinated an acting session before-hand, I've fallen for that in an org before, never again. After that Jake's reaction was calmed, saying he expected her to do it, so that would mean he wouldn't campaing nowhere near as hard as during the Kenny week, sweet. Ofc Bodhi wanted to convince her otherwise instantly claiming she was only doing it so I wouldn't renom her (which she was regardess of who he planned to vote before that) so I just told her to tell him that it wasn't bc of that and to say it was the best for her game to get him out, so that made him back off for the rest of the night. Finally I told her to send in her vote even before the renom and she promised me she did, now with the status cuo set you know what they say, is always easier for people to keep the status cuo than to break it. As I said, I had to be 100% sure about this and not be gullible. Now if this goes according to plan it would be a 1-1 vote with jake ofc voting to save bodhi and me breaking the tie, sending Bodhi home, aditionally with this out of the way I think it will cement Emily's trust on me and vice versa which will come in handy next week alongside Emily going against Jake wishes instead of playing the "sorry I was nomminated I would've totally kept Bodhi" card. Now as for Lukas he turned out to be suprisingly understanding about me nomming him, even if if I was him I would have serious doubts about Emily voting bodhi (hell I'm dating the bloody girl and even I have my doubts) But yes he was lovely and thankful when I told him I would break the vote in his favor. I know there's a lot at stakes, if Lukas goes home there's prob no way I'm winning this, both bc I need him for the following weeks and bc it would mark my HoH as an utter failure. But hey I took a risk the other week and didn't fully pay off so how do you fix it? BY TAKING AN EVEN BIGGER RISK.

Today we had fun stuff happen as Bodhi came to campaing to me, which is a very good signal bc it means he isn't getting Emily's vote so far. Ofc he went over the basis that every person campaining for his life will go "I'm easier to beat in ftc!" "I'm not targetting you next week!" "Emily is going to evict you next week!"(Emily is not even a nom so wtf does this matter? LMAO) Even going on to say that if he was evicted next week instead of this one he would talk good shit about myself in the jury and that he can "sway" people. Yeah no bud 1. I don't belive you for a sec. 2. You prob don't have as much "sway" as you think you do. 3. This kind of jury deals are straight up lame and not my style, so even if you did and it worked just nah I'll fucking pass. Ofc most of the arguments he used on me were the same he used on Emily so hey....at least he's consistent? : p Also interestingly enough when he said he wouldn't target me I went ahead and asked who would he target and he said jake! So I went and leaked this shit to Jake. Hehe, so idk if Bodhi let him know he would do it and told him "its just a prank bro I'm going to bs this fabricio dude", maybe considering there's no clear sign of Jake changing his vote from Lukas to Bodhi regardless. Either way it's ok bc that provide us with the start of some neat convo we hadn't had for a while, and while idk if it will have any positive effect on my game for next week it def doesn't hurt. On another note I had to remind Lukas to talk to Emily and when asked why I was like well ...since you need her vote...

Alrighty well hello itsame your guy, that says stuff. Well I'm glad to say finally Bodhi is out wooooo. So now that shit is dealt with we have to look to the future Marty! Good thing, Jake didn't won HoH, good as both me and Emily agree he has to go since he's been playing too much of a good game, and Lukas agrees aswell, maybe Bad thing Emily won HoH, I would've preferred Lukas to win it bc it really doesn't fucking matter but if Jake wins PoV between me and Emily there was a chance he would choose to evict her over me, but now if he wins it it would be between me and Lukas and yes then I would be FUCKED. But oh well, guess you can't always have it both ways. Ironically enough one of Bodhi's arguments to stay was that he was worse at challenges than Lukas, BOI, I need someone that's good at challenges to beat Jake this week for the life of me. Also the challenge is jeopardy. I hate jeopardy. I embrace death more and more by the minute.

Okay, so I lost Bodhi last night. It really sucks, he was my true final 2 in this game and he should still be in this game. But I have to keep fighting to get to the end of the game even if I don't have anyone. Of course Emily won HOH which is even worse because I wanted to target her this week, so now I either win Veto or potentially go home. At this point I feel like there's a high chance I get evicted if I stay on the block, so I need to do some work in case I don't win the Veto. I need to convince Lukas that Fabricio has to get evicted this round if we want any chance of making final 2, and I to convince Fabricio that Lukas is a bigger jury threat than me so that if nominations stay the same, it will be way smarter to evict him. I'm also studying my ass off for the veto, even more than I'm studying for my actual classes, so you can see where my priorities in life have gone to. But I just really, really, really want to win this game. I've been invested in it since the start two months ago,  and I just want to prove to myself that I can do this and win my first ORG.

Well well well hehe Called it, I'm bad at jeopardy and it def didn't helped that Jake killed that PoV. Beforehand I had talked to Jake and told him I would save him bc we needed to take Emily out at F3 since she would win (Saving him was a lie, wanting to vote Emily out not so much) I also did tell Emily beforehand I would say that to both Jake and Lukas as a preveentive meassure in case I made F3 and they leaked that to her but either way we'll never see that happen :P Jake absolutely dominated that PoV and Lukas wasn't even there for personal reasons. And then he choose to evict me which made sense, I wasn't lying about taking Emily out but I def would've killed Jake over Lukas that week, and I would kill Emily if it was against Lukas cause I least I had a chance with him at F2. But if it was Emily and Jake F3 then I'm losing to both prob so lets take Emily wth (also I think Jake played better than Emily either way) so yeah it made total sense for Jake to kill me. Anyways that's it folks I'll take 4th place instead of 11th tyvm, had fun took risks learned stuff and meet cool people including someone very special. Hopefully I entertained y'all.

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EPISODE TWELVE: “GETTING PISSY AT THE HOH ACHIEVES NOTHING” - FABRICIO

WEEK 13 HOH: FABRICIO EVICTED: KENNY - 3 TO 2

WEEK 13A HOH: BODHI EVICTED: JOSE - 2 TO 2

WEEK 13B HOH: JAKE EVICTED: KATE - 2 TO 1

I LIVE for Jake getting exposed. Jake everyone knows you’re trying to play every side of the game, hunty. Jake the snake lives on huh? I hope you do get exposed soon. 

Okay Lachie, drag me. I'm pretty interested in knowing how Lachie seems to know about my final 2 with Bodhi, when I've only mentioned it to Kate... hmm. So now Kate is trying to convince me to target Jose. It's still Kate v Jose and I don't really need to win HOH because I'm sitting pretty in the middle, but I feel that I need to win an HOH to make a move, even if it hurts my game a bit and puts a target on my back. I don't want people thinking that I'm floating along in this game, because I'm not. I've just had no actual power so I've had to make due but convincing every HOH that I'm good for their game.

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Alright so the vote went nicely for a change and Lachie is out and ironically enough my honestly finally paid off and even tho I nommed him, then voted him and generally nver spoke that much with him he doesn't hate me! Yus Wanna know another yus? I won HoH again lmao Ironically enough I didn't expect to win it but meh I'll take it. So now Kate is the obvious first nom as if this was a sins game our relationship bar would be red with a pretty big negative number besides it. The question is the who to make the second nom and you see with I'm cool with everyone else on this game so I knew whoever was the second nom they would get pissed at me. Well long story short I went with bodhi cause everyone seems to like him rn and guess what I'm a contrarian bitch. It doesn't help that last two weeks he would ignore me while people leaked he was strategizing with others, so much for working together bud. Now it's funny when you get to see someone's true face as this joke wakey guy got absolutely pissed at me when I told him I was nomming him and then went on to rant about me to other people I really find it funny how many people struggle to understand the simple fact that getting pissy at the HoH achieves absolutely nothing hehe.

So with this news about Jose, it shows me that I clearly can’t trust anyone here. All emotional ties have been severed. And I just need an hoh win to really make some things happen! Lol

Aye will you look at that Kate won AGAIN pffff Ofc people say duh backdoor her but being only 8 people left even if I don't nom her she could very likely play and ofc she would still use the pov to screw with me in a even bigger way so no thanks. So who to renom then? Well Emily and Jose are good numbers so no. And in really working on Lukas so that leaves Jake and Kenny Now I might be tempted to nom Jake alongside Bodhi but my worry is that one of them would ofc survive this week, and next up it's this twist live week thingy in which I can't even play HoH and might not even be able to play PoV due to schedule so rn I can't stop thinking about that. On the other side there's Kenny who has been check enough to flip on the BC vote plus he's getting closer to Kate, and if I nom him and he survives I'm pretty sure based in past experiences he wouldn't win any challenges on live week to use them against me. Additionally remember how bodhi got super pissed at me? Well in his rant he constantly mentioned how I should nom Lukas so what do I do? Well the obvious next logical step of leaking all of that back to Lukas so now he's going after bodhi hehehehe So yes I nommed Kenny to A. Annoy Kate and B. Bc if he survives he won't be a problem next week and guess what HE BLOCKED ME ON SKYPE LMAO These people I swear to God. Either way he thinks he only has Kate and no one else but I know Jose and lukas are with us, Emily is close to bodhi but with majority I'm sure she'll flip to us so that only leaves Jake who is campaigning hard and just showing all of his cards, which is making Lukas also not be a fan of his. Neat Either way hopefully bodhi will go out but knowing this game who knows, can't say the guy who blocked me going home would absolutely kill me with sadness but I reckon my game would prefer the other outcome.

So Fabricio wins HOH, ugh. It sucks because Jose’s side has been safe three weeks in a row and i’m sick of it now. Fabricio offered to work together during his last HOH so I tried to not be too worried, but still talked to him about noms. I threw Kate under the bus to him because she’s an obvious target, but he told me i was safe so i didn’t give him a second nominee only because i don’t want him to have ammo against me when i go against him and Jose. But then he puts up Bodhi, ughhhhh. My hope was that Kate wouldn’t win POV and of course she did lmao. So I went to work for the renom, logistically I knew that Kenny was the only one he’d most likely nominate because he’s made deals with Emily and Lukas. Fabricio told me he wants Bodhi out so I told him I would evict Bodhi and that Kenny is the perfect pawn. So now it’s Bodhi v Kenny and i’m going to work my ass off to secure two more votes to save Bodhi. I need people on my side who can win challenges for this live night, and we need to take a shot at Jose.   The lines are gonna be drawn tonight and it’ll be a full on war. 

Well, this will likely be my final DR entry of the season and so I want to say that I've had the time of my life playing in my very first ORG. I totally get why my kids love this community so much! So thank you Nicholas & Julia for inviting me and for being such committed hosts. xo So how did I spend my last day in the game?  I had a talk with Jose on the phone for the last hour! LOL  ... I told him how I wanted him to win the game should he end up in the final two.   I mean, he's had everyone in his pocket throughout the season, he's controlled so many HOH comps, had people do his dirty work and navigated both a social and comp-based game, as he watched one person after the next get evicted, with most of the evictions orchestrated by him in one way or another. He's had his hands in EVERYTHING, and even I thought I was with him during both of my HOH's even though I now realize that I never was. So, as much as I may not like his arrogance or condescending nature (that I chalk up to being so young), I have to give it to the kid: he's outplayed so many others, and I have to seriously consider giving him my vote in the end.  After playing my heart out in this season, I want the best player to win BB Alola.  Even if it's my arch-rival. ;)

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EPISODE ELEVEN: “I COME CLOSE TO ANOTHER HOH WIN AND STILL LOSE” - JAKE HOH: JOSE EVICTED: LACHIE - 6 TO 0

I think me Savin Lachie comes off as me back in Kate’s mist. But that is far from the truth. Kate is still gonna go up if I luck up and win. Lul. Bc just really didn’t like me and that was made very clear. And I honestly hope I don’t end up on jury cause I will have some choice words for him and others. :D

Was BC really his F2? A bit disgusted by that. Thought he’d have better taste in people. 

Well, BC gets evicted 4-3 and I'm wicked happy. He was gunning for hardcore for the majority of this game so I feel better in the game with him gone. Lukas, Kenny, and Kate voted with me, but I'm not against Bodhi and Emily for evicting Lachie. Kate has been trying so hard to get back into my good graces after all the drama last round, and I don't know if it's genuine or not. She's been so messy with me in this game that I can't even trust her word anymore. At this point, Bodhi is my closest ally. He has been for a while, but now he's the only person that I feel like I can trust 100%. I trust Lukas a lot too, but I just worry about his connections with other people. Anyways, I come close to ANOTHER HOH win and still lose. I'm cursed. It's just a meme at this point. But of course Jose wins of all people, and that makes me a bit nervous, because we had a lot of drama before we talked things out on Thursday, but I still don't know how genuine it is. He told me I was safe, and I expected him to nominate Kate/Lachie, so it was a surprise to me to see Kate/Lachie on the block. It was so funny though, it was just me, Kate, Lachie, and Lukas on house call with Nicholas so Nicholas does the veto picks live, and Lukas has to chose a player. I knew that Lachie was going to pressure him into picking him, but I honestly had no idea if Lachie would save Lukas or Kate, and my biggest fear was Lachie winning veto and taking Kate down because I felt that I would be a potential renom, and if I was next to Lukas, the odds of me going home are a lot greater. So I convinced Lukas to pick Emily over Lachie, which is good. But now I'm hearing from Kate that Lachie has been talking to Jose, so I wonder, does Jose even want to nominate Lachie this week? I don't know where Jose's head is at, he is a shifty player and he doesn't have any reason not to renominate me this week. So I tried hard for the Veto, but it's mainly luck so who knows who will win. If I do win though, both Kate and Lukas are going to expect me to save them. I have to think about this decision and what is better for my game if I win, but I'm gonna make someone mad regardless. Lukas hasn't been around as much as Kate, but he hasn't done anything shady to me (to my knowledge). Kate has done so many shady things to me, and even though she's crying for forgiveness, I don't know if I believe it. I don't know what to think of Kate in this game, and if Lachie can't get evicted this round, then I think I may have to turn on her if I'm not on the block post-veto. 

I'm thinking a bit forward in this confessional, assuming I make it out of this round alive. I expect a live night soon, which is the perfect chance to send a big threat home. If I could get Lachie evicted this round, I would push for that. But if Lachie is safe this round, then I want Kate gone. But I prefer to take out Kate at the live night when she doesn't have time to convince people to save her, because she truly does have the gift of gab and knows what to say to get people on her side. I also want Jose gone very soon as well. I view Kate/Lachie/Jose as the biggest threats in the game, and at this point I don't owe my loyalty to any of them, plus taking them out gives me a better shot at winning competitions near the end of the game, which I'll need. If Lachie goes, I feel like Lukas would get closer to me, and I'm already close with Bodhi which gives me some pretty loyal numbers. My only slight problem is Emily. She put my name down on Kate's HOH form, but hasn't mentioned targeting me since (to my knowledge) but she knows how I play, and how shady I can be, so I can see her making a move against me soon. My ideal final 2 is with Bodhi. I like him the most in the game and I don't know why. His jokes never land with me but it's kind of endearing, he's really nice and has always had my back in the game and I would feel bad going against him.

Lukas and Lachie messaging me at the same time? Just waiting for Jake to complete the trifecta. 

Hey remember when I said I THINKED kenny would vote lachie, you know where this is going....

Either way BC is out and I can't say it's the end of the world for me, quite the oposite because while I was worried about Lachie being good at challenges Jose won the next HoH soooooo HEHEHE Now he wants Kate out as much as me so we both agreed on that but he wanted to nom Lukas instead of Lachie, now since my HoH I've been trying to establish some working relationship with him while I nommed Lachie so he's prob not my biggest fan rn (not that he was before that anyways) but anyways I didn't push too much for the idea as I know there's a chance the PoV will be played unless Jose wins it and then it will be easier to get Lachie on the block As a side not Lukas got to pick the final person to play PoV and luckily he didn't picked Lachie (it would've been dumb of his part since Lachie would save Kate if he won it) instead he picked Emily which btw now is in a 3 man alliance with me and Jose product of the agreement that BC wasn't trustwhorty. Also she told him she would use it on him if she won it but then told me she was going to throw anyways lol, this girl knows how to play and I'm totally expecting her to try and backstabb me eventually so I'm gonna have to kill her first, maybe that's why I like her idk.

Also since all of my doc confessionals have been pretty gamebot-y (sorry the bad memes are for my diary room only) and to Nicholas' request I'll proceed to impersonate each of the cast members . . . ahem . . . This was all in the name of fun and it took me way more than it should I'm bad at iminations pls forgive my sins. . . . KRISTA: *crickets* CHRISSA: Something about being a pawn and being evicted and shady stuff idfk BENJAMIN: (I've abstained from trying to duplicate the sass or twerk skillz this man posseses) JACOB: *Jacob has joined the call* "Hey guys just letting you know I'm solid with all of you, I think we should get Chrissa" *Chrissa has joined the call* "So as I was saying I really trust all of you I think Kenny should go" *Kenny has joined the call* "Basically yeah I'm up for an alliance with y'all I think Heather is the best option" *Heather has joined the call* "Oh so ummm is everyone here? uhh hey guys lets take a picture!" GLORIA: "So yeah I just came back from work, I had to move boxes, push them, pull them, kick them with my feet, lift them up, organize them, stack them, anyways time for some yoga!" *Lifts legs above head* MICHAEL: "All of this messy people smh gonna leak their shit and then get wasted WOOOOOOOOO" JILL: "Hey fam literally let me tell you what happened today" (google has notify us there's not enough memory on their servers to store all of this information so we'll have to cut the story here) KAT: "Howdy guys sorry I was busy with college, and a concert, and another concert, and anotha one, anyways Nicholas why did you get me into this I h8 u." RYAN: "Another day on the office another day dealing with a bunch of org FAKES" HEATHER: This is the story about a nun, a hooker, a rain dancer, but most importly... https://i.imgur.com/0QUFz94.jpg BC: "Hey guys I hope you're having a wonderful day <3 also wanna call in the alliance chat? we need to discuss strategy it's been like 5 minutes already also dw I totally won't leak this anywhere Fabricio idk what you mean I've been totally honest it not like I blindsided you or anything.....oh wai-" LUKAS: "You see people say I don't talk with anyone, honey I'm just playing a lowkey game not being a mess, also I hate you all." LACHIE: "Hey sorry I don't talk on call, also I'm busy doing comps. Maybe IF YOU ALL STOPPED FUCKING NOMINATING ME, either way I need to stop winning comps or I'll become to much of a threat oh ops I won again. Where did I left my gifs." KENNY: "Hey I'm playing overwatch anyways I'm voting Kat... what you mean Kat is not a nominee?" BODHI: (whispering) "_Hey everyone, welcome to another wispering lets play. Today I'll teaching you how to target that bitch known as lachie and about my intellectual sense of humor_" "knock knock" "who's there" "Lachie playing for PoV cause I nommed him again" JAKE: "UDSbFSODNAds I hit a car, bitch" KATE: "Hey I'm drunk, I love wine, I'm messy and I will claim my game is bad but guess what, you're all my bitches and I'll still convice you to do what I want Do you want me to realease the HoH doc? Actually I'll do it tomorrow, thinking about it I'll do it when I get nommed, I mean after PoV, I said if I get evicted, umm doc? what doc idk what you're talking about shut up you're Jose's puppet." JOSE: "Kate you're being LIKE, SO HYPOCRITICAL??" "One sec my little brother is here gimme a sec" "Anyways where was I? oh yeah Kate I'm going to leak stuff to you cause like its not like we're targetting eachother" "Send nud-" *this message has been deleted* EMILY: "Oh worm sorry I was having rehearsal and I'm driving to get dinner cause I like taking pictures of me biting stuff I'm such a mess but I'm still a pretty bitch so it doesn't matter hehe streaks" FABRICIO: "I take god awful F2 decisions and my sense of humor is worse than Adam Sandler's (WHY WON'T YOU PUT ME HIGH ON THE JOKER RANKINGS???) ((((((yes the parentheses are important))))))) so pls don't mind this awkard piece of shit" How did he even got casted ffs Bonus round! the hosts! JULIA: "These people are so mune, so sand" https://i.imgur.com/CS1xDJc.jpg NICHOLAS: Yeehaw (sun)(sun)(sun)(sun)(sun)fuckuchrissa(sun) THE END

whew what a round! So, Kate wins veto and I'm concerned about being the renom because Kate informed me that Jose promised Lachie he would be safe, and I need to start getting threats out of this game, so I went to Jose and told him that I would evict Lachie if he put him up, and the votes would be there. Jose agreed, and what do you know? Lachie goes on the block. I do feel a bit bad selling him out, especially since he was sure he was safe this round, but if Lachie was promised safety then my chances of going up next to Lukas were high, and I was not about to have that. I want Lachie to get evicted, he's a comp threat and even though he'd target other people over me, he is closer to Kate and Lukas probably. If he makes final 6, there's no chance to backdoor him and I just can't risk having a comp threat like that in the end with me. After the renoms, Jose came to me and basically proposed a final 2. He claims that he kept getting fucked over by people he trusted like Kate, Fabricio, and Kenny. And I nodded my head and agreed, but I know he's one of the biggest threats to win, and I need to take him out soon as well. I won't feel too bad about it, because it's obvious he had other final 2s before me (if he's being genuine) and I'm not going to flip on Bodhi for him. And then this morning, Kate starts acting all cocky saying she knows she'll stay against anyone. Um, what? She then hints that the twist is helping her, so idk if she has a power or is lying about a power to make people afraid of nominating her. Then she tells me that she's never going to nominate me or evict me, and I honestly think she's full of shit. The more I play with Kate the more I can't fucking stand her in this game. She's playing everyone, she talks to everyone, then she goes to you and acts like you're her closest ally. I'm sick of that fake shit. I don't even want to talk to her anymore in the game because I feel like she's always lying to my face. It's tiring and I want her gone ASAP. Kate is a sweetheart outside of the game but she cannot be trusted at all in it.

It's really hard to tell Lachie that I'm considering voting him out, like I know it's the smartest move to get him evicted this week, but it still does suck since I've been pretty close with him even with our few rounds of not being on good terms... he's a little snarky bitch but super endearing, and I think people judge him too fast because of the cold persona he puts off, but I do think he's really nice and funny deep down. I just know that leaving the duo of Kate and Lachie around when they're both huge threats is just not a good move for me. They are good with me, but only to an extent. I have to make the moves to work with people who I feel are closer to me which would be Bodhi for sure, and then Lukas. 

This vote is mainly about who I believe is after me the least. Idk where Lukas stands with a whole lot of people. And I have a pretty good feeling I am pretty low on lachies target list atm. 

Alright so Kate won PoV again I'm starting to notice a pattern here... Either was Jose had to renom someone alongside Lukas and I pushed for Lachie. I could see he got quite hesitant about it at some point (prob bc he really wants Lukas gone but by nomming Lachie he is the one prob leaving). But that's what I want so fine by me hehe Now as the ceremony approaches I'm using my opportunitie to gather as much information from the noms as possible given their voulnerable position. Lukas told me that if he survives and wins HoH next week he would prob nom Kate and Kenny which is great imo specially since Kenny has been pretty wishy washy lately. But the juicy stuff comes from Lachie who let me know about a rumored F2 Jake and Bodhi have, which would explain why Jake is voting Lachie so easily. Either way let's see what happens tonight.

I'm so sad Lachie is leaving the game tonight.  He deserves to be here more than most of these people. Ugh.

I shall seek my revenge.

I've been browsing the blog looking at past seasons and there were so many rewards and secret powers... we could really use one right about now! :P lol

Well, Lachie is leaving the game tonight and this time there's nothing I can do about it.  It sucks.  He deserves to be here over a lot of other people in the game who just decided to show up and start playing day 46.  I'm obviously going up on the block yet again if I don't win HOH so I'm going to gun hard for it and see if I can do some damage before I join him in jury.

[bigbrotheralola]

EPISODE TEN: “I LITERALLY CAN’T WITH MOST OF THIS CAST” - KENNY WEEK 11: HOH: FABRICIO EVICTED: BC - 4 TO 3

Well yes I can't ask the universe for shit! Lachie boi won pov and bodhi renommed Kenny against Heather and suddenly everyone who wanted Kenny out last week wanted to save him The alliance stuck together so the vote tied but then bodhi broke the tie sending our travelling girl home (even if she was going around Germany and the Netherlands n shit she was still more active than Kenny lmao) also apparently BC got pissed at Jake for lying to him again so wooo tea or something. Anyhow if I had to point out the silver lightning amongst the storm of shit is that I tried cooking up a deal with bodhi to look after each other even if we're basically on both sides plus that I will help him to get rid of Lachie, alongside planting doubts about the people he's been voting with maybe choosing to side with Lachie over him but he already knows this anyways. Other reports include explicitly reminding BC I'm on his side, enjoying my showmance with Emily, Barely bothering to talk to Kate and dismissing the eleven million lies per minute that come out her mouth, being miserable at every attempt at of human communication with Lukas Lachie or Jake, and idk just chilling with Jose and Kenny for now, even tho I'll have to explain him why I voted him but meh I THINK that shouldn't be a big deal.... Inb4everythinggoestoshit.

IM SO FUCKING SICK OF GETTING 2ND IN EVEY FUCKING GOD DAMN HOH CHALLENGE THIS IS BULLSHT AND ON TOP OF THAT FABRICIO WON AKA JOSES LITTLE BITCH AND JOSE DOESNT LIKE ME SOOO IM CLESRLY A TARGET. But whatever. i’m gonna talk to him. maybe throw bc under the bus. stay calm and make myself not a target so if i’m next to kate or lachie then i stay on the block. 

Fabricio is the 2nd best hoh we could have had this week. I literally can’t with most of this cast. Lies on lies lies. Morons believing these lies on lies just to feel like they fit in. My strategy now is to talk to people who I’ve kind of unintentionally lost contact with. This is the best week to do it since I do believe fabricio will 100% keep me safe. Outside of fabricio and Jose I owe no one anything. And I intend to play that way. 

Oh boy oh boy look at who won HoH. https://i.imgur.com/NnoGhN1.gif So first things first I've made my job to get as much info from everyone in the house as much as I could Starting with Jose to no one's surprise he wanted Kate and was ok with anyone else on her side (Lukas Lachie Jake) nomminated so that was easy Next up I talked to Kenny and I made sure to be clear about me voting him last week and making sure we were still on good terms, which I also think I did pretty nice, apart from that he's still after Kate's gang so that was also easy Now in comes Jake and I was expecting him to be bland and give vague answers while I didn't give him any info bc he would leak it to Kate which at first he did "Oh I want Jose out but he's your ally yadda yadda" until suddenly a wild house call appeared and what I can only assume is a drunk Kate started being messy af, telling people she would save Lachie over Hake if they were the noms (she assumes I'm nomming people on her side which fair enough it's true) But anyways this happened while JAKE WAS ON CALL and without Kate realizing, so ofc Jake was pretty pissed about it and I used that to my advantage while over the next two ours I used everything Kate said on that call as ammo against her for Jake, and oh boy I had more ammo than nic cage in that arms dealers movie. So now I'm looking at a possible new AND WONDERFUL FRIENDSHIP WITH RAINBOWS AND SHIT with Jake who was someone I considered nomming coming into this week There's also Bodhi who I proposed to make Kate pick between him and Lochie to prove on who's side she was and after tonight I doubt that's even needed so it should be easy to convince him she's on lachie's side. Now all of this is important because  it was also confirmed tto me that BC is close to to Kate which I had suspected since that fateful day were I fucking died only to pull out a Jesus 3 hours later. As for Emily I doubt that's the case since we're um, certainly more close than I am to BC, plus she also can't trust Kate and co. for shit since she isn't even willing to release her HoH doc that aparently confirms how everyone else wants emily out with passion and makes her (Kate) and co. look like innocent angels. And we all know that's bc she's full of bs and releasing that doc would screw her over and showcase all of her lies (she has already backtracked on Jose putting Emily first as "most wanted on the block" since it's obvious she lied and he only put emily 4th. Finally but not least people think Jose controls me and my every decision and I can't help but laugh every time. Let them believe whatever they want I'm confident enough in my game to prove them wrong when the time comes and in the meanwhile it only makes me less of a threat so thanks guys ;) I still have a couple of people to talk to and I don't have my noms set so I'll be back to ramble about stuff tomorrow!

I sent this to my host chat but this is some real good tea so I’m posting it here too! kate messages me, I assumed a lil drunk, and tells me to join the house call. and I’m like... there’s no house call? and she’s like yes there is haha and so I go and I ask my alliance if they are getting a notifs for a house call and they were like no lmao there’s no house call. so emily assumes kate just exposed an alliance call lmao she’s so silly. so then I get a notification calling from the house chat. I join and it’s lachie and kate, who I assume were calling beforehand, and kate is like, “hey, emily! we tried calling you in since you said you couldn’t see it! we’ve been in the house call for like an hour!” oh honey so then other people start joining and I’m like kate honey you’re so silly NDKSKSSKKS anyways basically kate just starts talking about how she knows that it’s going to be either her, lachie, or jake on the block this week. some variation of the group. so then jake comes on call and kate doesn’t realize it. KATE DOESNT REALIZE IT. AND THEN. THIS BITCH. STARTS GOING OFF ABOUT HOW IF IT WAS JAKE V LACHIE ON THE BLOCK, SHE WOULD CAMPAIGN FOR LACHIE TO STAY OVER JAKE BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS WHERE HE STANDS. SHE JUST KEEPS GOING OFF. AND THEN JAKE GOES LIKE “hi” and kate says hi back and jake is like “do you know who this is” and kate goes of course I do! it’s jake! I know your voice!” and then he’s like “so we’re you talking shit before I came on? about campaigning against me?” and she was like NO NO NO!! and starts trying to fix her lie and then she brings up the fact that jake hit a car recently and like jake has been upset about that and that was fucking rude. so jake gets off the call and kate starts going off about how he’s angry pm-ing her and kate starts talking about jose. GUESS WHO JOINS THE CALL. MR. JOSE. and she starts talking about how they called last night and she was like talking to me about how jose said I’m not with her and I’m on his side of the house, and she adds that it is obviously not true because of how I voted for survivor week. lmaoooo. and so then jose chimes in and she’s not realizing he’s on the call until this very moment. and then she tries to justify it again. and somehow we get into talking about her HOH when she nominated me. and she KEEPS talking about how SO MANY people put me as the #1 on their lists. four people to be exact. she mentions ryan and kat, who are gone. kat, someone I was decently close with and ryan, someone I knew wanted to work with me for a majority of the game. and she told me earlier in the game that jose put me as #1 and campaigned for me to be put up. and so I obviously confronted jose CALMLY with this information and we talked it out. I found out I was on his list, but as number four. he apologized for not letting me know beforehand and we basically established that now we’re closer as friends and as allies. woo. kate keeps on saying she’ll realize the google form results but she keeps putting a deadline. she’s like oh I’ll release them after POV (I won it, no results). I’ll post them after the eviction (kat goes home, no results). I’ll post them after survivor week (fabricio goes home, no results). I’ll post them if I get nominated (I can guarantee there will be no results posted). somehow we got into talking about survivor week and how bc and I didn’t want to vote fabricio and how NO ONE did and like? yet? we still voted fabricio? like y’all, are you silly? if no one wanted to do it then we would’ve done KENNY. we should’ve done KENNY. but NO. they all wanted to vote fabricio and I said I’d go along with it because in this game, you have to make sacrifices. and so I made a sacrifice. I voted out one of my closest friends and my literal showmance. and that made me upset because like? NO ONE WANTED TO DO IT? YET WE DID IT? oh bitch. I’m so. pissed. and basically kate just goes BACK and FORTH and BACK and FORTH all fucking night, contradicting herself, calling people out, being rude and messy, and lying through her teeth. yeah. if she’s not gone this week I’m going to lose it.

Kate getting exposed gives me so much life. Brought back from the dead. Honestly didn’t think I’d see the day. And calling me a goat cause I don’t go around lying through my teeth to everyone, like she does, is a bit ridiculous. Stay pressed. Don’t message me again with your dry hi’s 

OKAYYYY Jesus this round has been a fucking MESS. So first, I get 2nd in an HOH again, but even worse, Fabricio wins and I know I'm in trouble. Me/Kate/Lachie/Lukas call and Kate says she's certain that a combination of me, her, or Lachie will be on the block this week, but that she's fine with being evicted over us. So sweet. Kate is SO nice. SUCH a great, loyal ally. I LOVE HER SOO FUCKING MUCHHH. NOT. After I have a FUCKING HORRIBLE NIGHT I decide to go onto the house call. Kate, Lachie, BC, and Emily are on and the FIRST thing I hear is Kate say "I'm staying this week, and if Jake/Lachie are on the block then I'm campaigning for Jake to get evicted." So I'm furious and decide to say HEY, and Kate tries to act like she did it intentionally but we all know her drunk fucking ass did that on purpose because she lacks common sense and thinks its a good idea to shit talk people on a house call WHEN SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHEN PEOPLE JOIN OR LEAVE. God she's so stupid. So she gets all defensive with me and I leave, but Jose starts messaging me and tells me to get back on call, and I do. Then Kate starts getting ambushed by Jose and Emily about the Google Docs nominations, so good. It's what she deserves. Jose then PMs me and says that he only didn't trust me because KATE threw me under the bus to him. Fake much? Sooo I'm done with Kate at this point. She's a drunk mess and Jose tells her to shut the fuck up and she threatens to quit the game when we ALL know that she won't. She comes back with such a bullshit excuse "omg I just want to be in jury so I can help you win" like seriously shut the fuck up. I've had suspicions about Kate for most of the game but this all confirms it. She talks to everyone, she's messy, she's a chronic liar in this game and I don't know what to believe when she speaks. I'm fucking sick of working with her and she's dead to me in this game. The day after the fight she tried apologizing to me but I wasn't having it and we fought for 7 hours straight, fun. She is closer to Lachie than anyone else in this game and I'm now glad that Fabricio nominated them. One of them needs to be evicted this week. I was originally going to stay loyal to Kate during this week, but not anymore. She's getting thrown under the bus. Fabricio told me that we could work together and he wouldn't nominated me, so I hope that stays the same if Kate or Lachie come down this week.

I'm not Kate's #1 anymore. I think I'm probably near the top, but Jake is confirming a lot of what I thought with Lachie/Kate being tight. Kate has framed me for being close to Emily, which just isn't true on a strategic level. Like, is Emily the person in this game I'm most likely to talk to about my personal life? No question. But is Emily a close ALLY? No, I don't really think so. However, I do think that it might be a good call to go to the end with her. I haven't thought about that before, but I think I'd win? I need to remain high on the Kate List, but I can't trust her 100% anymore.

Fortunately, I'm getting my tentacles into everyone. I don't have CONTROL over everyone, but I do think that the vast majority of the cast wouldn't consider nominating me. Lachie probably would, and Kenny might, but I don't think anyone else would consider nominating me. I need to just lie low, maintain good connections, and start getting more involved in the issues.

Fabricio has put together the best hoh week I’ve ever witnessed. People are on to kate. And bc knows people do see pass his bullshit responses. I live honey. Still want Lachie out though. But bc, quit trying to play all sides. We have always caught on.... 

BC, BC, BC.... you have 2 weeks to have a convo with me. Why you want to have one now? Lol. Cause you’re nominated. I actually hope you go. I can’t with your fake ness. :D

Fabrico’s statement was so annoying and stupid. “BC, you were trying to do Kate’s dirty work” (which was BC trying to get Jake up as the renom which obviously wasn’t anything I wanted), but what did I want?

BC as the renom! So thanks Fabrico! YOU did my dirty work! LMAO

I honestly don’t know which way to go. I don’t owe either of them anything for starters. It’s more so which one is going to screw me the least down the road cause either staying isn’t good for me. Lmao. Bc is a habitual liar and pretty damn fake. Like on Kate’s level of both things. Lachie is Kate’s ride or die, and before last night we hadn’t spoken in like forever. 

oh hello again, I didn't see you there! maybe bc I was busy doing a billion puzzles for nothing ;-; To sumarize from where I left off I talked to the rest of the house including a lukas who seemed ready to jump ship on his side and that was getting closer to Emily and in the same vein Jake told me he's had some productive talks with Jose. Now in comes BC and he tries his hardest to stop me from nomminating Kate and Lachie, basically making it clear he's with them, trying to play both sides and then trying to convince me to renom Kenny and Jake. But renomming kenny gives me absolutely no benefit and it hurts me more than anything, plus his excuse for nomming jake is that "he's getting close to jose and that's bad cause we want him all for us" LMAO WTF REASON IS THAT. So I brushed it off and did my own thing, nominating Kate for being a massive liar but a huge threat at the same time, managing to convince anyone that's gullible enough to do what she wants, which is a surprising ammount of people. And lachie for not talking to me and being a challenge threat, plus that balances it out with Bodhi since he won't be happy I nommed Kate but more than ok with the Lachie nom. Fast foward to after the pov comp and since Kate won PoV (annoying) I've decided to do another thing I've wanted for a while and blindside BC by renoming him. It's been obvious for a while that he's been Kate, saving her over me, leaking stuff from the outsiders alliance and his half hassed attemps at playing the middle during our convos. So I didn't even bothered to let him know and overall he's turning into a little bit of a mess rn lol. Claiming he was totally honest and loyal and whatnot (boi I know you can lie like you did during the entire week when you voted me out why continue lying) Plus Kate is doing her thing and almost convinced Kenny to vote out BC but luckily I think (THINK) I made him snap out of it. This is why Kate is so dangerous , why I'm going after and why rn I would rather have Lachie gone because 1. While BC is close to her I know Lachie is prob her number one 2. Lachie is good at comps and I don't need both him and Kate coming after me next week, I'll rather have BC who royaly pissed Kenny, Jake and the rest of the outsiders off so he won't have nearly as much influence.

Bitch I'm SHOOK. So I knew either Kate or Lachie would win POV, and it was Kate this week. I went to Fabricio to campaign for BC to go up because it was the person who made the most sense, since he is close to Lachie. Fabricio ended up telling me that "someone" was campaigning for me to get backdoored, and then Kate called me and told me that BC wanted me renominated! So I went harder to campaign to save myself to Fabricio, and he just said that I was safe. I didn't think he'd renominate BC but bitch... BC GOT RENOMINATED AND CLOCKEDDD. So BC then tries messaging me about the vote, and I told him I wanted him out for trying to get me out so often, but he then spilled some tea saying that he started targeting me because KATE told him I wanted him out... bitch I didn't want BC out until Kate told ME he wanted me out. Smh. This keeps happening with Kate and I'm sick of it, but I will pretend to be good with her for now. I hope we have the votes to evict BC. Right now Kate, Kenny, and Lukas are telling me they will which is enough, so I just hope it stays that way. 

Hey guys! I thought I would just make a confessional as this may be my last one and I just want to recap the week. So starting off, Fabricio winning made me a little nervous but I thought I would be okay with him, given that we were in Outsiders together and there's no possible way he would put up his own alliance member right? Hmmm about that... Decisions about noms are being made, and during my talk with Fabricio, I let him know that Jake is a pressing evil that needs to be relinquished from the house ASAP. However, he tells me how Jake is someone that can be dealt with at a later time. Blah blah blah... the words that he was typing made no sense LOL. Anyways... Kate and Lachie were nominated and I was pretty bummed. I didn't want either or to go home this week, as they were both people I was hoping I could go far with. Despite this, I still had faith that all three of us would survive, as soon as Lukas was picked for veto. The three of us' conspiracy was to get Lukas to win the veto, pull off Lachie, then force Fabricio to put up Jake as a renomination. However, that wasn't quite the case. Kate won Veto and took herself off. Out of nowhere, Fabricio blindsides me and puts me up for eviction. I am shook to the core, and honestly now I think I'm going home. Lukas and Jake both have told me they aren't keeping me, which it is what it is. I campaigned to stay in the house, but I still feel like Lachie is going to stay. Good on him, I wish him and the rest of the HouseGuests the best of luck! I can't wait to be over with this game if I am the one walking out the door. I'm just sad because coming into this game, I wanted to prove myself as a player and I've only reaffirmed suspicions of being a failure :( Thank you to Nicholas and Julia for such a fun season! Shame I couldn't have gone farther. Alas.... Goodbye guys :(

[bigbrotheralola]

EPISODE NINE: “Operation Kill Jill was a big failure, but Operation Smother Heather is going to be a ROARING success.” - BODHI

WEEK 9: HOH: HEATHER EVICTED: RYAN - 8 TO 4 IMMUNE: LACHIE AND LUKAS EVICTED: FABRICIO 7 TO 4

WEEK 10: HOH: BODHI EVICTED: HEATHER - 4 TO 4

WEEK 9

I really want Ryan to stay tonight, especially over Kenny who is someone I've nominated twice before.  I think Ryan won't be afraid to make some big moves, and I trust him more than most people.  The house feels so segmented into so many smaller groups that I really need him on my side. And with everyone gunning for him and Lachie it just makes more sense for me to keep a couple big targets around so you're girl isn't next boot!

Ok so idk where we left off I can't keep track of these doc confessionals but to recap last week it was Kat vs Kenny and in the alliance we decided to save Kenny bc he could be an extra vote while Kat was likely with other people. Anyways so this week was basically a redo of that but I actually won something this time!! I was kinda defecating over my pants as it was announced this week would be full of twists so I went hard at the PoV and got it! While Heather won HoH so that was nice until Lachie won PoV again and put himself out of the block, lad just won't die which worries me bc not only is he a challenge threat but he also has what it seems to be an imposing persona with people saying "I wanna go after him but he has friends blabla" and "oh what if he gets pissed bla" Mate idgaf he'll eat shit sooner or later and as I see it, Ryan was his ally regardless of Kate telling me he totally wasn't, also shootout to the Kate moment of the day Her: idc who goes between Ryan and Kenny. Me: ok let's do ryan. Her: No I want Ryan to stay. Fucks sake woman give me a break Anyways within the alliance only me and Jose were pushing for Ryan as the rest either disliked Kenny or didn't wanted to get on the other side's bad side (heh) but luckily I made it clear next week was survivor week and we needed majority and with Kenny we would get it meanwhile with Ryan it would be a shitfest. So we convinced them and I think they also got Jake into the plan. After that Ryan was evicted and we got the first idol clue which started this fucking search that gave me a headache but luckily our alliance came thru and Jose found it, so as it stands we have majority and the idol, now we need to get both immunities and we can do whatever the fuck we want! Inb4 everything goes to shit.

Remember last confessional where I finished with something amongst the lines of "inb4 everything goes to shit"? Well everything did go to shit as the planned kate vote went to, you guessed it, shit, when BC and Emily (THE BETRALAY SHAKESPEARE IS THAT YOU) decided to flip bc they felt at the bottom of the outsiders alliance, but they couldn't vote either Kenny or Jose bc they were scared of the idol SO GUESS WHO GOT FUCKED WELL THEMSELVES BITCH BC THEY VOTED MY ASS BUT THEN I CAME BACK SINCE MY SECOND NAME IS BUYBACKPRAYINGMASTER So now BC realized how much he fucked up since after the vote Kate started working on something that excluded him and Emily THE IRONY And I had to explain to him how they both were my main allies but only bc I didn't explicity said it (I tought it was obvious tbh but fair enough) BC tought I wasn't with him Bruh Anyways now I've got immunity for next week and a wish to do some crazy shit since my chances of winning have drastically decreased since I was voted out. BUT BITCH WHO GIVES A FUCK LETS MAKE SOME NOISE

Kate is a liar liar pants on fire. And people believing her is tragic. She always “people” said this or “people” said that. “People” is you gurl! 

WEEK 10:

It’s been a wild few days and I’m not sure how I feel about the game atm. Some days I feel that this is such a cool experience while other days I’m not sure why I welcomed this drama into my life. I’m probably way too of an emotional person to navigate this kind of game but I’m trying so hard! Seeing how this whole org thing works after hearing about it from my kids for so long made me have a whole new respect for Gloria, though. For her to be able to win a game where she could be a grandma to the people she’s up against is incredible. I just don’t think I have the patience for some of these people even though I have played my heart out. But what do you do with someone like Jose? He spreads lies about me in the house and then somehow manages to convince a few people that I’m the “emotional manipulator”. I thought he was a cool kid, but not so much anymore. He lied to me and others so many times in this game yet he continues to be the ringleader of the goats. Kenny wrote to me yesterday claiming he’s playing the game after I basically told him he’s just Jose’s goat. He doesn’t even  know who has been nominated half the time, doesn’t try in comps and has a non-existent social game. He said himself that he never talks to anyone, except Jose. And Heather is just gonna coast her way to the end like she did in her last survivor. They need to go. Jose deserves to be here based on the fact he’s playing this game hard, but I’m not gonna let him get to the end so easily. His sheep-goats have to go.

FUCKING BODHI WON HOH FUCK OFF BITCH!!! HE HATES ME AND IM GUNNA GEG BACKDOORED FUCK OFF. 11TH PLACE IS SHIT IM KILLJNG MYSELF, I CAME LAST IN HOH WHY CANT J WKN YHEM KILL ME OFF

Okay I'm going to be better about writing formal confessionals and I'm done with video confessionals because I just ramble in them. Also my leg is asleep right now and it's really uncomfortable and I'm so tired. And yes Nicholas I DO have all those video confessionals on my laptop which I will upload some day. Anyways, first off. Bitch what the fuck?? I got 2nd place AGAIN in the HOH. This is like my 3rd or 4th time getting 2nd place and I have ZERO comp wins. Me and Kenny have the same amount of comp wins, that is SO SAD. But, at least Bodhi won. He's my ride or die at this moment because Kate doesn't want to go the the final 2 for some reason? Whatever. I haven't talked to Bodhi about nominations yet, but Kate tells me he wants to nominate Lachie and Heather... boy bye. I am going to talk to Bodhi later to try to convince him to nominate Kenny and Heather as pawns, then later push for Jose to be backdoored. There's a group in this game imo... Jose/Kenny/Heather/Fabricio and one of them NEEDS to be taken out this week. Preferably Jose. Speaking of Jose, I really want to beat his ass. First thing he does during Survivor week is tell Kate that I called him talking shit about her last HOH when THAT WAS ALL HIM. Then he tells her to vote me, and then he's too fucking scared to even talk to me after the Survivor week. I messaged him twice and he didn't reply either time. So um Jose, when I leave you wanna keep doing this. But then I come around you don't wanna... post up. So how about you say it to my face the things you've been saying about me?

Ok wow... when was the last time I did one of these. Geesh! Okay, let's pick back up where we left off and discuss these past two weeks shall we. This game has been really crazy in the sense that things are always changing on a dime LOL. I think last time I talked about Heather winning the lightning round HOH and if I didn't, oh well Heather won HOH. She chose to nominate Ryan and Lachie, but Lachie and Fabricio won the Veto. Fabricio didn't use it, but Lachie did, causing Kenny to be renommed in his place. Originally, the plan was to split up Jose/Kenny who had recently been talked about as being with Jose tightly. This is what I was going to do, until 10 minutes before the vote when Jose came to me pleading and practically demanding me to vote for Ryan to go. I knew at the bottom of my heart that I wanted Ryan gone, but I felt that there was nothing I could do about it since the majority of people were voting out Kenny. Shortly thereafter, I found out that Fabricio and Emily were voting the same way as Jose in sending home Ryan, and figured that I might as well join them if I didn't want to look shady. Jake promised me that he would vote my way, but when the vote ended in 8-4, I knew he didn't. Jake is such a shady bastard... more on that later! ;) But yeah, I was really annoyed that Jose basically forced me to do it, although I obv didn't have to and did it on my own free will. Anyways, heading into Survivor Week, I knew that I wanted Jose/Kenny split up. Jose found the idol live on call with him and the other Outsiders but I didn't really want him out during that round anyways. I preferred Kenny going to split them up. However, that wasn't the case. Lachie and Lukas won immunity, which wasn't that big of a deal to me but still significant as I'm sure Lachie would've been evicted had he not won. Alas, the target started out on Kenny until word got around that Jose has an idol. Jake implanted in people's heads that Jose might take a risk and play it for Kenny, thereby eliminating Kate who was the Outsiders' target. Emily and I talked way before the vote and realized that we could potentially be on the outs of the Outsiders alliance and decided to do something about it. We figured the best way for us to solve our issue was by making a big move. We both wanted out Kenny, but when a big majority formed to keep Kate safe, they preferred going after Fabricio over Kenny/Jose. And so, we voted Fabricio out 7-4. This annoyed me to no end, once again, but was something I had to do. It didn't matter tho, because Fabricio won the buyback against most of the prejurors, while Ryan and Glo joined the jury. I didn't like how Ryan called me and some others out, but I guess I can understand. Fabricio didn't seem too upset but we'll honestly have to see where it goes from here... As for now, Bodhi won HOH and I don't know how to feel. On one hand, I know I'm safe 100% but on the other, he's targeting Lachie and prob putting up Heather so if he does, I'll have to make a hard choice over who to evict. The game has shifted, because I think people will be more willing to make big moves and stir shit up. Right now, I think I'm in a good position because I don't see many people wanting to waste their HOH on me, but Jake might so that's scary. I don't trust Jake as far as I can throw him, so if I win next week, he'll definitely be one of my targets. Until next time, goodbye!

It feels wierd being alive in this game, moods aside I'm not even supposed to be here lol but I'm making the most out of it. Surprisingly enough Bodhi nommed Heather but Lachie aswell so that tells me there's a chance for lachie to go this week but most importantly to start thinking about having a semi working relationship with Bodhi which is important since apart from the Outsiders alliance and Kenny I'm kinda insolated from the rest of the cast. I did my best to win it but all in all I'm just hoping lachie doesn't get taken off the block bc if he is then I'm seeing another of my allies possibly nominated Talking about that I made an effort to make Emily and BC work together again with the outsiders alliance so I hope they don't screw up again lmao.

this week I nominated Heather and Lachie. My thinking was that if Lachie doesn't win veto, he goes home, and if he does win veto, then I get to evict Heather. No one else wants to target Heather, but I want non-threats OUT. Non-threats are threats to threats! Get out, HEATHER. I put up Kenny because he's proven capable of sticking around on the block. Looks like it's gonna work this time. Operation Kill Jill was a big failure, but Operation Smother Heather is going to be a ROARING success.

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EPISODE EIGHT: “Damn, I wish Emily had stayed on the block” - KATE HOH: KATE EVICTED: KAT - 6 TO 4

omg, HOH again! Woo!  So I really want to nominate Emily because I think she’s playing such an under-the-radar game and will get REALLY far if we keep ignoring the fact she’s a great player, but I won’t do it unless I know I have the numbers behind me. So, I’ve decided to adopt the Lukas form idea but with a twist: forcing houseguests to rank each other in the order in which they want each other evicted.  Can’t wait to see what they do and then use the data to stir things up in the house. ;)

Well following the nomination ceremony events Emily and Kat are on the block which is... interesting Emily leaked some logs in the alliance chat about Kate (drunkenly) straight up telling her she wasn't voted as a nom by the majority in the doc yet she nommed her anyways. Why am I not surprised it's Kaye being the messy one this leads me to believe she values the opinion of certain people way more, people that are not in the outsiders alliance. Interestingly enough afterwards Kate told me Emily was a part of the "Family" alliance alongside Lachie Jake Kat Jill etc. Now that's weird and idk if Emily would do that but at the same time I know she's a playah so she's capable of that but at the same time Kate could very well be lying. As for now I'm gonna sit tight and try to win PoV.

Kate is soooo explosive. I understand Emily was playing both sides but I don't want her up on the block because we get along. Plus I reaaalllly want Lachie gone because he doesn't like me. I don't see why Kate has to bring everything into the main chat. Like some things people want just in PM and I find it highly annoying that she had to bring it into the main chat. But also intrigued cuz we love insight.

I nominate Emily and Kat after getting feedback from the house about Emily plays a UTR game and will be hard to get out later, and the min I nominate her she freaks out on me via PM. It’s almost a “How dare you nominate me?” attitude and I have nothing to say. Meanwhile Kat handles being nommed ( yet again) with grace. I almost feel bad for nominating her. Almost. 

Why the fuck Kate want to put me up. Like hun you said you wanted to work together saying I don't have friends in this house. Umm ok. try again hun

Well so I didn't win pov (one question away fuck meeeee) so knowing Kate would have to renom someone I was worried it would very likely be someone from the outsiders alliance or even me lmao. Ironically enough Kate asked me who to possibly renom while everyone else in the alliance was complaining she didn't answer. I would say Kate doesn't know I'm working with them but then again Emily kinda let it slip to Kate than she and I are close (alongside everyone else in the alliance...) Talking about Emily she told me that there were two family alliance. The first one which she was added without asking and talked shit about people that then Michael leaked (rip Michael to this day idk wtf he was doing) and then a second one she was excluded from after the first one got leaked. Additionally she kinda said some of this in the outsiders chat but I didn't pay attention OPS. She's also worried bc Kate told her someone from the outsiders alliance put her name in the nomination doc, idk if Kate is lying or what but we'll see. And on a final not I've been working on talking to everyone else just to cover my ass as I wasn't sure I would be safe this week, lucky Kenny was the renom but Kate told me some people threw my name as a renom, which is lovely!

It’s getting really tricky for me in this madhouse because i’m navigating between two sides of the house and one side is much bigger than the other. Emily coming off the block means I have to renom and people are pushing for me to put Lachie up which I won’t do because he would never nom me if he won HOH. But I can’t reveal that I’m aligned with him since so many people are coming after him.

I also want to make sure Kat leaves because even though I’ve grown to like her, her being evicted means I become Lachie’s closest ally in the event he somehow manages to make it far in this game.  I have a feeling he’ll be backdoored as soon as this double veto is over, though.

So I’m thinking I’ll put Kenny up in Emily’s place. I’ve nominated him before during my first HOH so he won’t be too mad and I’m not creating an enemy out of someone new.  

Damn, I wish Emily had stayed on the block.  I’m most fearful of her in the game and I think she’s going to be impossible to get out later on.  Oh well, at least I’m continuing the trend of booting Death Family members!  This will make 3 in a row.  lmao. Look at me over here holding grudges and settling scores.

I love how I start another confessional and never finish it... mood LHGALHGAHG Ok let's get started! So as I was saying last time, I had won HOH and didn't really know what to do with it. I decided that I wanted to have one on one convos with everyone, that way I would be able to figure out who the majority of the house would want to see on the block. The majority of the house said three/four names: Jill/Ryan/Kat/Jake, all of whom I wanted to go after anyways, but I used a REASON to get them put up on the block. I ultimately settled on Jill and Ryan because I felt that I couldn't trust either, plus both didn't even bother talking game with me so good on them. Ryan winning veto tho, shook up my plans dramatically. I had planned on doing a Jake renom, to ensure Jill's eviction, but I went the easy route of doing Kat, because it allowed  me to not make as many enemies as I don't need that right now. Last week, Jill was evicted and it made the week so much better for me. I'll recap the week once it's over in about 3 hours :p

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EPISODE SEVEN: “MICHAEL THE SNAKE HAS LEFT THE BUILDING” - KATE HOH: BC EVICTED: JILL - 9 TO 2

Woo!! Michael the snake has left the building! That's what you get for coming after me, sugar!  Karma's a bitch! And BC won HOH last night and I couldn't be happier as we've talked game with each other since day one. Tonight, he nominated Ryan and Jill and I'm perfectly fine with that. While I have no bad feelings about Ryan whatsoever he hasn't ever talked game to me and I feel like he's too close to Jill to ever work with me so, he'll probably be the one I cast my votes for. Jill isn't someone I enjoy on a personal level whatsoever, but your girl has to play strategically so I'll probably keep her around as she'll always be someone's target going forward.  But BC did tell me tonight that she was the only person who mentioned my name when he asked who she would nominate so I'll tuck that piece of info into my padded bra for now, but she's gotta go soon. The veto is a word ladder so this is my comp to lose! Hope I don't flop.

OMG this week has been one hell of a week! Honestly like NNNNNN I didn't even know I was gonna win at all. Ok, let's go back in time for a bit. Day 24 (Michael's eviction) - I didn't really know which way I wanted to vote. After Bodhi sort of shook the house by nominating Michael and Kat, I realized that the majority of the people were going to vote Michael, simply because of all the drama and in-fighting he caused the week before. However, Michael was personally better to keep in the game for me because I felt like I could've trusted him. He also could've been intel from the other side, as he spilled a lot of game tea in a convo we had the week prior. Nonetheless, I knew I had to vote Michael to stay with the majority, as that had been my only move all game. Following Michael's eviction, we were told the day prior that the next HOH would be live. I wondered what this could mean. An instant eviction? Double? Triple? Quadruple? IDK... I figured it had to have been one of those. Although this didn't turn out to be the case, I still knew that to ensure my safety I had to win. But that's the thing tho, I didn't know if I had to win this week or not. Truthfully, I had no targets coming in but leaving, I definitely want out Jill this week. We'll get to that a bit later. But alas, I didn't really have anyone that I immediately wanted to go after. My main decision was to throw it to one of my allies. I felt good about one of the Outsiders/Kate/Lukas/Kenny winning, so I thought "Might as well throw :P" So we play the competition, and lo behold, not everyone shows up to the competition. Most of my alliance members are quickly made quick work of, as they are out pretty early. The competition came down to me, Jake, Lukas, and I think Kenny? I don't remember really, but I knew that Jake, Kenny, and I were there. Kenny got eliminated on a round, but before that was going hard for HOH. I didn't really know why, as I thought that he was relatively safe this week anyways and that hardly anyone would put him up or evict him. But regardless, Jake was scoring points like nobody's business. Lukas was not participating at all, so it really was on me to win this week. I didn't trust what Jake was going to do with HOH this week, plus he was going hard af for it so I suspected that he wanted it badly. Still though, I knew that winning would put me in a much better position, so I went for it. Luckily for me, I won! GOD BLESS! MY HEART WAS POUNDING SO HARD OUT OF MY CHEST! WOO! MORE IN MY NEXT CONFESSIONAL... THAT WAS A MOUTHFUL...

WOW OK WHY FUCK DOES EVERYONE KEEP COMING FOR ME???????????? i am not even a threat in this game. people rly out here letting mad inactive people just FLOAT ON THRU. OK. THEN BC LIESSSSSSSSS TO ME AND SAYS IM NOT HIS TARGET AND THEN PUTS! ME! UP! HOW FUCKING RUDE. alsooo leave ryan alonee thats so fucked up!!! he saved me! hes my friend! whatever i hope i win pov so i can SAVE RYAN BECAUSE I OWE HIM AND BC MADE MY LIFE MORE DIFFICULT. xo jill (u can share this idc)

This week Michael died. He was such a mess I don’t even know where to start, he basically exposed the family chat to Kate after we told him we would be evicting Glo. He blamed the whole chat on us and said she was only nominated because of us but I had screenshots to back me up and that’s the only reason why Kate is talking to me again. Right now I’m in an awful spot, I have no one anymore and I’ve made myself a big target by winning lots of comps. I know that as soon as jury starts I’m most likely going to be back doored, and I mean it would make sense but it’s just annoying to know. Luckily I was speaking to BC a bit before he won this HOH so I knew I should be safe, he spoke to me a lot and ended up going with what I suggested anyway. I’m aware that he still doesn’t fully trust me because he knows I’m a threat, but I feel at this point no one will work with me 100%. BC wanted me to work with him Lukas, Bodi & Kate, which would’ve been fine but Bodhi literallt just nominated me. He claims that he nominated me because the majority wanted it, but Kate has told me that he’s been pushing my name for a while. I don’t see us working together as he wants me out pretty soon, which is dumb considering I’m alone. I’m happy with who has been nominated, hopefully Ryan will go. 

Michael's gone which is unfortunate. People were annoyed with him, and I want that type of energy around the house. But I also want good energy around myself. I need to have negative forces around in this game to take the target off of me, but if I don't go AGAINST the negative forces, I can become one. I need to appear to be going for what is "Right," while actually just furthering my own game.

No one brought me up as a potential target to BC--or at least he SAID that. I don't think BC is lying, I trust him pretty well. Jill is the target again this week, which is good because she is a negative force who I don't trust at all. I'm happy with negative forces sticking around only if they are primarily negative for others, but Jill does exactly nothing for my game. I feel safe this week, so I'm not too concerned about nominations. THAT BEING SAID, I don't want BC to denominate Jake. I really like Jake. I talk to him more than most people in this game, and it would be a tragedy if he were to leave. I think I would recover, but I am quite uncomfortable with the notion of Jake leaving. As of now, Kate and BC think that Lachie is safe. I don't agree. I think that Lachie and Kat(assuming that they ARE together and not with Jill/Ryan/Jake anymore) are the two people most likely to  re-infiltrate the majority. If Kat/Emily really did want to work with Jate, then that could signal that the Family has plot into two groups of 3: Jill/Ryan/Jake vs Kat/Lachie/Emily. This is many people. They need to either be unified, or directly gun for eachother. If they are unified, then the masses can be rallied against them. If they are against eachother, then they can kill eachother while outside forces help them. They just can't be MOSTLY against eachother but take us out instead because they don't see a reason to target eachother. That is dangerous. BC needs to recognize that all six of them are dangerous. I don't honk that they ARE, but BC needs to. It's important that we all buy into that narrative.

WOOO BC MY LOVE WINNING THAT HOH! WHAT A KING. AND PUTTING UP THE OTHER SIDE WOOO. I really want to win this veto, especially over Lachie cuz Veto king. I want to keep these noms the same and send Jill packing

Nevermind I failed that challenge jksfadh

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EPISODE SIX: “I sit here and enjoy the show while I exchange middle fingers with Emily over snapchat” - FABRICIO HOH: BODHI EVICTED: MICHAEL - 12 TO 2

omfg, I manage to stay with a vote of 12-0!  WOO!!!! I can’t believe the iconic Glo didn’t get a single vote. I kinda feel a little bad about that tbh.  Love her forever.

Michael: “Congrats on the unanimous vote by the way”



Yeah, you’re BUSTED. Save your breath for the few boys who are still in your fan club. 



Michael: “Omg you didn’t tell who the screenshots came from did you? I told them I sent you a screenshot of lachie but I left out the fact that Kat was in a couple”



You’re fucking right I told everyone where the screenshots came from.  YOU ARE NOT TO BE TRUSTED.  So now to win HOH so I can send your busted ass home, pretty boy.  

Right so (I feel like I start every confesional like this lol) you know what's funny? people flip flopping so much, Michael tells HoH Jose to nom Kate, Jose tells that to Kate, Kate THEN GOES AND TELLS MICHAEL THAT. Michael and Kate gang up on Jose (real talk poor guy these bitches need to learn highshool is past them chill out with this bs pseudo bullying) then after Michael wins HoH and noms Jose he wins pov so Michael then noms Kate. Now this special mf right here says how much he doesn't want to nom her yet instantly messages me telling me how much he wants her out. In comes next day and Kate has majority so she's staying and Michael now tells her how he always wanted her to stay lmaoo. Trying to save face so badly, idk what's more funny, Kate falling for Michael twice or Michael prob thinking he's being "smooth" Talking about smooth the cool kids alliance is imploding, Michael accused Jake of some shit? Jill has been accused of saying racist shit (idrk if that's true at all but hey rumors happen) That's in part why I choose to evict Glo over Kate, bc she will continue with that drama while I sit here and enjoy the show while I exchange middle fingers with Emily over snapchat. I hate her btw.

Bodhi won, which I am quite pleased with because he seems on the outside and would go after the shrek family hehehe

Bodhi wins HOH by 10 seconds and I’m shook! I love Bodhi and I feel safe but I don’t know that I’ll be able to convince him to nominate Michael because he just doesn’t know how much of a snake he is and he’s reluctant to go against him. So I’ve got work to do!


March 17th: Bodhi ends up nominating Lachie and Jill and I couldn’t be happier about one, not so happy about the other. Jill was one of the leaders in Death Family alliance so see ya, cat lady.  Meow.  

But I’m a little sad about Lachie though I don’t know why I can’t just hate him. Must be the British accent.

Right now, it's week SIX. Bodhi won HOH, after weeks of trying to win a comp, however he downplayed it saying that he didn't want to win it (bs). Soooo this week I'm guessing that he's going after Jill, as I had a talk with him the day of eviction telling him how there's an obvious majority alliance and how we need to break it up. I hope he doesn't put me up this week, but I trust Bodhi won't do that as I feel like we've had a pretty good relationship up until this point. We'll see how noms go... I'll either send a video confessional by tonight or some type of text letting you know about recent developments. For now, so long and goodbye! We'll see each other soon! NOTE: Congrats on BB Orre! If I flop here in Alola (which I hope not) maybe y'all could make it vets vs. newbs? IDK just a thought :p Bye Nicholas and Julia!!!

Look it's a rare sighting of me talking strategy with bodhi! [18/03/2018 09:53:53 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): my mammal ancestors INCESTORS [18/03/2018 09:54:16 p.m.] Ahrre: pinged by INCEST [18/03/2018 09:54:22 p.m.] Ahrre: wassup [18/03/2018 09:54:30 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): I have to pick renominations [18/03/2018 09:54:33 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): so I'm annoyed [18/03/2018 10:13:55 p.m.] Ahrre: yeah I imagine [18/03/2018 10:14:02 p.m.] Ahrre: will both of them use veto? [18/03/2018 10:14:05 p.m.] Ahrre: that's nasty [18/03/2018 10:14:37 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): I think so [18/03/2018 10:14:39 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): it's a mess [18/03/2018 10:16:25 p.m.] Ahrre: lachie will use it on himself [18/03/2018 10:16:31 p.m.] Ahrre: if ryan uses it on jill [18/03/2018 10:16:44 p.m.] Ahrre: I think that would comfirm that family alliance they have [18/03/2018 10:16:52 p.m.] Ahrre: there's been rumors about that [18/03/2018 10:17:21 p.m.] Ahrre: you know what you could do to put them in a tricky spot? [18/03/2018 10:17:27 p.m.] Ahrre: if you want to [18/03/2018 10:17:41 p.m.] Ahrre: is to tell them you would renominate jake or kat [18/03/2018 10:17:47 p.m.] Ahrre: as they seem to be the other ones on it [18/03/2018 10:17:57 p.m.] Ahrre: and then ryan will prob have a hard time deciding [18/03/2018 10:18:06 p.m.] Ahrre: and that could create a rift within that alliance [18/03/2018 10:18:31 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): Ryan knows that I would [18/03/2018 10:18:38 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): He just likes Jill more [18/03/2018 10:23:23 p.m.] Ahrre: then nom jake and put the blame on ryan [18/03/2018 10:23:37 p.m.] Ahrre: if they screw you up at least make the hate eachother aswell [18/03/2018 10:23:41 p.m.] Ahrre: them* [18/03/2018 10:27:52 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): how would that work [18/03/2018 10:28:03 p.m.] Ahrre: how would what work [18/03/2018 10:28:43 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): That [18/03/2018 10:29:19 p.m.] Ahrre: -.- [18/03/2018 10:29:31 p.m.] Ahrre: if you mean them hating eachother [18/03/2018 10:29:32 p.m.] Ahrre: well [18/03/2018 10:29:37 p.m.] Ahrre: imagine you're jake [18/03/2018 10:29:43 p.m.] Ahrre: you're in an alliance with ryan [18/03/2018 10:29:54 p.m.] Ahrre: then badabin badapun [18/03/2018 10:30:07 p.m.] Ahrre: ryan takes Jill off knowing you will be the renom [18/03/2018 10:30:16 p.m.] Ahrre: is basically as if he didn't cared about you going up [18/03/2018 10:30:17 p.m.] Ahrre: now [18/03/2018 10:30:25 p.m.] Ahrre: you would be kinda annoyed wouldn't you? [18/03/2018 10:30:37 p.m.] Ahrre: if that happened to yu [18/03/2018 10:30:40 p.m.] Ahrre: you* [18/03/2018 10:42:15 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): I agree, how do I sell it though [18/03/2018 10:45:29 p.m.] Ahrre: you don't really have to sell anything tho [18/03/2018 10:45:37 p.m.] Ahrre: like just tell ryan who your renom is [18/03/2018 10:45:42 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): he's decided [18/03/2018 10:45:47 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): I tried to negotiate [18/03/2018 10:46:03 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): honestly I don't think anyone will be too unhappy with him [18/03/2018 10:46:21 p.m.] Ahrre: your renom will [18/03/2018 10:46:30 p.m.] Ahrre: so if you can't get him to not use pov [18/03/2018 10:46:46 p.m.] Ahrre: just let the renom know that's why he's on the block [18/03/2018 10:50:56 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): I'm renoming Kat [18/03/2018 10:52:18 p.m.] Ahrre: don't you need two renoms? [18/03/2018 10:52:30 p.m.] Ahrre: if lachie uses it on himself and ryan on jill [18/03/2018 10:54:13 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): Michael as well [18/03/2018 10:55:02 p.m.] Ahrre: alright then [18/03/2018 10:55:15 p.m.] Ahrre: if I had to guess michael would be getting the most votes prob [18/03/2018 10:55:26 p.m.] Bodhi (Alola): yeah I think so too [18/03/2018 11:26:31 p.m.] Ahrre: mhmm

Ryan and Lachie in veto again, no surprise. It’s Lachie’s 4th so good for him.  Despite him being a rat and shady to me personally, I still like the guy a lot and it’s hard to not want to work with him again after a heart-to-heart talk about the previous bashing. 

Lachie is taking himself off the block obv, and I know Ryan is going to take Jill off the block.


And in a weird twist of fate, I ended up in an alliance chat with Jill, Ryan and Jake tonight though I have no real plan of working with them.  Right now we have a common enemy - Michael and once he’s gone, I want nothing to do with Jill in this game again.

Sorry but fool me once, shame on you - fool me twice and I deserve to go home.  


So now I am literally dedicating my entire evening to operation GET MICHAEL ON THE BLOCK as a replacement nomination and if I can possibly get KAT up with him, I’ll even impress myself lmao


I literally screamed when I finally managed to convince Bodhi to nominate Michael!  I had to show him screenshots from the Death family and work hard to persuade him that this is best for the both of us (it truly is) BUT bonus - he’s also putting Kat up! 

I literally did not leave our chat until 10pm so that he wouldn’t freak out and start second guessing his noms and change them.

DISTRACT BODHI TILL 10PM … that’s all I cared about and it worked!



OMFG, I HAVE A SUPER POWER OF PERSUASION!  HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS UNTIL NOW?

So see ya later Michael! Karma is a bitch, hunny! We all know there can only be one HBIC in this house and since you weren’t savvy enough to get rid of me last week, it’s gotta be you this time.  BYEEEEE!

Michael sent me a message saying how fun it’s been playing the game with me. I think he meant to say “against me” but whatever.

TBH, I would have loved to have aligned with him early on and worked together instead of against each other because I think we would have been a pretty dynamic duo.  But alas, it wasn’t meant to be. 
Wish you the best, kid.  But I’m still bitter about getting the “BIGGEST LIAR” vote in Touchy Subjects.  The “MOST LIKELY TO WIN ALOLA” was absolutely correct tho. ;)

BONUS: THE FIGHT AFTER THE WEEK 5 EVICTION.

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EPISODE FIVE: “THERE WERE RACIST ACCUSATIONS, BLINDSIDES AND ARGUABLY BULLYING” - BC HOH: MICHAEL EVICTED: GLORIA - 12 TO 0

So like.... idk why I’m upset. But that actually did just ruin my mood. Not because of people like Lukas who I’ve spoken like 10 words total to. But Lachie and to a lesser degree Michael like I actually thought we were cool. I have definitely enjoyed them these past few weeks but idk guess they don’t feel the same. Kind of sucks and puts me in a shitty mood. Lol. At this point I don’t know how to please these people. It takes two to have a conversation. Like I thought I was being pretty social then Kate wins hoh and turns out no one else felt the same. Then I try even harder to be social and that’s still not enough like..... urm ok. I’ll definitely just be taking a step back and speak to those I need to/want to actually speak to. We live and we learn. 

Welp obviously people don't like me hehehe and Michael is Hoh which prob means its me and Jose on the block. Since we were both named most likely to be evicted this round. I am definitely gonna campaign but will it work, beats me. Just gotta bust my ass in the veto

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So, Michael invites everyone into his HOH room last night except me, Gloria and Jose.

I didn't know this (thanks for nothing Zach!) until Jake called me this morning to tell me.  So even those closest to me (Lachie, Jill) didn't say a word.  When questioned, they pretend that they didn't notice because the room was just boring anyway. WHATEVER.

So, Jake not wanting his name thrown out to Michael as the person having told me about being excluded asks me to throw someone else under the bus... I wouldn't and thankfully, didn't have to.  I confront Michael, asking why I'm being treated like that fat kid on the playground and he tells me...

That he wanted to send me a wake up call. The first week when I got drunk and jokingly said that because Michael didn't get a single vote from Lukas' HOH I'd just nominate him. Yeah, THAT came back to bite me.  Joke or not, Gloria apparently went to Michael and exaggerated what I said.  And since then she has been telling him every day shit I supposedly said about him which I NEVER SAID. Hence the "Biggest Liar" title last night.

So, Michael tells me that he knows she's lying - he caught her somehow - and that he also verified that I wasn't after him but that he doesn't want the house to know this... he wants them to think there's a rift between us so we can work together.  Hmm... maybe but chances are, HE'S a fucking liar.

He also told me that he never planned to nominate me tonight and didn't...that he is nominating Gloria and Jose and that he made a really shady video for tonight that he can't wait for us to see. He promises my name wasn't mentioned this time.

Meanwhile, Jake calls me and asks me who I talked to about being excluded from HOH. I say I only talked to Jill and Lachie, asking them why they hadn't said anything to me. Apparently, Lachie went right to Jill and shared our conversation about it, and Jill went to Jake and did the same. She even asked Jake if HE was the one who told me (he was) and asked for screenshots showing our conversation about it.  That conversation didn't exist because again, he was the one who called me to tell me.

Sooooo, we had to fabricate a conversation where I approached him and freaked out for him not telling me that I was excluded from the HOH room. He edited the time stamps (and who knows what else... snake!) and sent it to Jill so she would think he hadn't told me anything and I freaked out on him when I didn't.

But that's not all.  Jose starts writing me in the last hour asking if I've spoken to Michael. He's super paranoid because he hasn't heard from him, doesn't know what's going on.  I can't tell him anything of course... I promised Michael I wouldn't and well, I don't want Jose having an opportunity to campaign to stay off the block before 8pm.  

When Jose was HOH he called to tell me that there was only one person throwing my name out there to be nominated: Michael. I immediately told Michael because I wanted to know what was up (and because I had a feeling it was Gloria, not Michael). I was right.  Doing that saved my ass from being nominated tonight.  Michael trusts that I will come to him with information and so he finds that valuable in this game and wants to keep me in without the house knowing we are on the same side.

Michael tells me today that Gloria has been after me for quite some time, telling him not to trust me, doing all kinds of shady stuff behind my back.  When talking to Jose today, he brings up how him/me/Glo should be in an alliance. I say, I don't know if I can trust her.  Then, just ten minutes ago, without prompting, Jose starts sending me screenshots of his conversations with Gloria, apparently to prove to me she wants to work with me.  He must not have been very careful with the screenshots though because in one of them she's saying how to be careful of me, I'm open, and I have clearly lied and played this game before because I'm too good to be a newbie! LOL

Moral of the story: Don't share screenshots without double-checking you are sending the right ones!

Anyway, of course I don't trust Michael whatsoever, but if it means I stay off the block tonight, fine with me. But I need to win that veto because if not, I'll be an easy re-nom for him.

Stay tuned!

Michael wins HOH and immediately comes to ask me for tea. Like is this a fucking joke?  He’s the biggest snake in this game and not to be trusted.  So I tell him I’d nominate Heather or Fabricio only because those are 2 names he already mentioned and I’m giving him nothing. As soon as I can take a shot at this joker, I’m going for the jugular.

Michael adds everyone to his HOH room except for me, Jose and Glo.  I got a call to let me know about it from Jake.  When I confront Michael he tells me it’s so the house thinks he’s against me but secretly he wants to work with me.  Kid, don’t play a player. If I don’t win HOH next so I can put him up, I need to convince whoever does to do my dirty work for me.  

Buh-bye, snake.

OK, Michael comes to me again looking for tea.  He wants to get whatever he can on me obv so he is definitely considering nominating me despite him saying there’s no way he would. SNAKE!



Michael, 12:37 AM thanks mama I appreciate it xoxoxo



Do NOT call me mama. I have never given birth to such evil spawn and my kids are legends, not losers.  Fuck off.


Michael continues his BS.  

“Just know that I’m not putting you up, my “message” is mostly to keep appearances. You have no reason to freak out this week. I would’ve said that sooner but I’m still trying to see if I can trust you and I would hate for that to get out“


Oh, it’s getting out. I’m on a mission to expose. THIS BOY IS LEAVING THE HOUSE NEXT HOH AMERICA, BELIEVE THAT.

Michael has been telling me for days that it was Gloria that was campaigning to him against me, twisting my words and trying to get me nominated.  Glo was so frustrated on a call with me just now that I wouldn’t believe she had nothing to do with it.  

Now he finally admits he was lying all along and that it was Jill!  I can’t believe he threw Glo under the bus like that and tried to pit the two Queens against each other. HE’S GOT TO GO.

Michael, 2:00 PM Also Kate I’m trusting you to not tell ANYONE about this convo bc if it comes out then we’re both fucked

And meanwhile I’m like over here taking like a million screenshots. With 2 minutes before renoms are due, Michael decides to put me up in replacement of Jose who won veto. No surprise!  He comes to me and is like “Hey ok so I feel like I owe it to tell you that I changed my mind to nom you SO last minute”

So now I gotta hustle for the votes to stay over QUEEN GLO.  I am SO EXCITED and TERRIFIED at the same time.  Fucking hell.

So apparently Michael’s in this huge alliance called the Death Family which includes 2 of my so-called closest allies who failed to ever tell me that the entire point of this alliance was to bash me, Jose, Glo and some of the other houseguests. The word prejudice got thrown around because they were mainly bashing Glo and I for being “old”, but that’s okay. I’D RATHER BE OLD THAN FOR MY ENTIRE VOCABULARY TO CONSIST OF RUDE, STAN, LIT and WIG. Idiots.

 And wtf does RIP mean? Rest in peace?

hahahahaha!!!!!!!  Once Michael told his alliance he wanted me out over Glo, and they refuse to evict me, he comes running to me to expose everything, wanting me to suddenly align with him.



THE FUCK?  


He sends me tons of screenshots of Jill, Kat and Lachie bashing me and others constantly. He also tells me they essentially cheated in the comp he won by discussing who they were all voting for in Touchy Subjects.  No wonder I got so many majority votes. HATERS.

And hey Jill? If I see one more up-close selfie float through the house chat, I’m gonna scream. Like gurrrl, not everything requires a snapshot of your current expression. JUST DO NOT FUCKING CARE.  

Now I gotta sit tight and fight the urge to go share all the screenshots that Michael sent of his now-broken alliance with the house. I need these people to vote me to stay tonight so I can’t expose them just yet.  But SOOOOON.

Michael: “Kate if it helps your game please leak it all. I mean the death family group was just constant Kate and glo bashing”

UGH, as if I need your permission! The truth is, I don’t really give a fuck about the bashing.  This isn’t plenty of fish and I’m not looking for dates.  But I will cry my pretty eyes out if it garners sympathy from the house and makes them turn on Michael & gang. CUE FAKE TEARS!

Lachie is a disrespectful bitch.

Lol, I did that this round. So first of all, RIP Jacob my imaginary showmance. You had to get back with your ex so you had to GO. I also found out you were being messy as fuck, leaking the alliance that YOU made and then going inact lmao. I didn't evict him though, I abstained in case I needed it this round. So Michael wins HOH and I'm on the fence because we aren't on bad terms but I never talk to him one on one. Later on that night, I get added to his HOH room, but I soon realize that everyone is in his HOH room besides Kate, Gloria, and Jose. I asked Kate if she was good with Michael, and she said she was. Sooo idk if Michael is excluding them because they're getting nominated or because he's only good with those 3. I assumed that someone would leak the HOH room to Kate before nominations and I didn't want her to freak out thinking I was hiding stuff from her, so I called her the morning of nominations to tell her about it. She said she would confront Michael about it to try to stay safe, and I told her to NOT freak out to anyone. What happens 5 minutes later? Jillian messages me "Is Kate freaking out to you about the HOH room?" Ummm great. So I called Kate again and asked her why she was freaking out. But she said she was only going off on Jill and Lachie because she trusted them. So to make it seem like I didn't leak, I had Kate fake freak out on me as well, and I told Jill she was, and Jill called me because she wanted to listen to what Kate was telling me lolol. So I put on this Oscar worthy performance, and Jill definitely bought it. Suddenly, I get removed from the HOH room and Jill says "He removed everyone but me, Lachie, Emily, and Kat." And this confirmed the alliance I had been suspecting for a while now. Anyways, apparently Kate was flipping out on Jill and Lachie all day, and Jill added us to a chat to "discuss" it. Kate then started going off about Gloria, saying that Glo was shit talking her and being fake to her. It was a mess. But me leaking the HOH chat totally worked in my favor, because Jill asked me if I wanted to be added to her "real" alliance. Oh, I thought the real alliance was the cow alliance between her/me/emily/michael??? Nope, she adds me to a chat that already exists with.... you guessed it.... herself, Lachie, Emily, Michael, and Kat. So I pretend to be so excited and honored but like, yawl had that alliance chat without me for GOD knows how long. So I'm gonna enjoy my stay, collect the tea, and expose it if I need to, because I'm obviously on the bottom of it lmfaooo. Anyways, Michael does GOD's work and nominates Glo and Jose and I'm sooo happy. One of them can go. Idc. Oh also Glo tried telling me that Lachie told her that I hated her voice and thought she was so annoying, and I don't buy that for a second. Kate may be getting crackdt but she needs to stay this round, and Gloria or Jose have to get evicted.

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So, I managed to save my ass from being the renom, got Jose to squash his 20-min video where he was bashing me and Michael thinking we were working together (we’re not though Michael wants me to believe he’s the only one who has my back 🤢), and survived another busted HOH.

OMG.  I need a drink.

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VL DR: Hey feedsters! It's time for your weekly feeds update. Sorry I haven't confessionaled in a while. My joker's rating prob dropped to like 16 :P. I had a bunch of tests this week, but I'm back now so it's all good. :P Okay, so.... MICHAEL won the "Touchy Subjects" HOH competition. He chose to nominate JOSE and GLORIA for eviction, and in the "Logic Puzzle" POV competition, JOSE and LACHIE won their second and third POV respectively. JOSE used the POV on himself, while LACHIE did not use it. MICHAEL nominated KATE as a potential backdoor, but spoilers alert... KATE might be staying! Wait... what??? IKR... Surprisingly Personally, my thoughts on this week is that it's been crazy. There was a lot of drama that went down in the house that I hope you guys caught on feeds. It was messy. It was basically like a small scaled version of BB19 and I experienced it right on my computer. LOL This game has been pretty messy and vile, but I hope that things shortly start improving because it would be great to finally get some peace and quiet in this house. (but lowkey, I live for the drama b/c no target on my back [at least I don't think...]) Anyways, til next time, GOODBYE!

TWO CONFESSIONALS IN ONE DAY? WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Let's get started. So, Week 5... this was the week all Hell broke loose. Basically what happened was that Michael won HOH, nominated Jose and Gloria as nominees, due to the fact that they were both easy targets. Jose made a lot of enemies his second week of HOH due to nominating people loved by the house and nominating members of the majority. Oh, speaking of the majority, I mentioned this in my last DR, but the majority is what I like to call the "Shrek Family Alliance" because it is primarily everyone in the Shrek family photo that Lachie photoshopped a couple weeks ago. THE SHREK FAMILY ALLIANCE: Kat, Jill, Lachie, Ryan, and Michael (formally) Anyways, Michael had been in the alliance meaning that the alliance had power. With two members of my alliance up on the block, I knew that I had to win the POV to shake things up. And when y'all gifted us with the logic puzzle, I felt that last week was my week. RIP I guess not :/ It is what it is though. It was overall better for me not to win, as Jose won POV anyways. And Lachie won his third in a row... hmm... more on that later. ;) So as I was saying, Jose and Glo were nommed, however, I wanted Glo to go this week and I'm pretty sure I would've gotten it. It was easier to convince people to let Jose stay over Glo since Glo would've been the last surviving member of the alliance as she was so harmless to everyone. So Glo, if you're seeing this, now you know why I wanted you out. :p As I mentioned before, Jose and Lachie won POV, meaning that Jose was coming off the block. I mentioned in my last DR that no one was really talking in the NAT chat and it was obvious that the alliance was pretty much done. HELL, even last week when Michael said he was nominating Glo and Jose, no one said A WORD. LOL But anyways, Michael nominated Kate as the replacement nominee and was very certain that he wanted KATE out over Glo. Which can we talk about btw??? MICHAEL was sooo OTT in his videos like WTH???? Chill tf out dude! I didn't understand him being the biggest drama queen this game has seen. Like, what did they do to you? LMAO it was all for show but a little bit obnoxious. Especially his renom video, that was fake af. But anyways... Kate was nominated and I was at a bad point. I have been close with Kate since Night 1 I think and I really got the chance to bond with her over the past 20 days, however, I realized that she was a huge target in the game and is winning if she gets to the end. No doubt. I debated voting her out but I didn't want to in case she stays and happens to win HOH, cuz she's not a slouch when it comes to competitions either!!! Glo was someone I wanted to stay loyal to, but we really had nothing in common. Of course, as you would expect, it was pretty hard for the youngest person on the cast to bond with the oldest person but still... Glo, we had no real connection despite what you might think. This whole week I was debating on even voting or abstaining. Ultimately, I chose to abstain and here's why: I would have plausible deniability if Glo or Kate stayed, especially if either or got votes against them. I could say I voted for them to stay, without them actually knowing I didn't do so. I could also say to the one that was voted out that I voted for them to stay, while telling the one who stayed that I voted for them to stay. The two would never find out though, cuz one is not coming back into the game. At least I don't think... In terms of other stuff, there's been a lot of recent developments in terms of drama. This week saw an increase in drama. There were racist accusations, backstabbing, blindsides, I'd say arguably bullying (4 v 1 ~ Kat/Lachie/Michael/Ryan vs. Jose) so there was a lot. I didn't enjoy any of it, and have been doing a good job I think of staying clear of the drama. I don't need it, I don't want it, and I esp don't thrive for it because I'm here to win, not here for entertainment. Some other tea (facts) that I've picked up: - Lukas and Jose are pretty close - Emily and Bodhi are close - Kate is after Michael but also wants to work with him (?) - Jill is after Michael and Michael is after her and Jake - Jake and Jill are close (who woulda thunk it?) - Kat is most likely after me.... I gotta win HOH LOL

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EPISODE FOUR: “I’M NOT A QUITTER” - HEATHER HOH: JOSE EVICTED: JACOB - 16 TO 0

Man talk about blue balls, I'm here planning a move against the majority and Benjamin is just like Vote me out -_- Doesn't matter, my time will come....or maybe it won't and I die...that's also an option.

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Wow I’m in this so called chat. And wow I think Jacob is the one that leaked cause you know, some of them nominated him. So I don’t really blame him. Just hoping I can jump ship before it sinks! 

So ummm... maybe I'm wrong about my noms, but I don't regret them at all. Just with basic trends on what I can tell with the housechats and such, Lachie has been involved more than he says nnnn bitch someone ratted you out about putting a target on Heather, she only responded to kate's comment about since she's so busy with school, what org would she consider dropping out, and she said this one, but SHE'S NO QUITTER, like ummm wtf??? don't twist words lachie, heather told me you and kate were the only ones in that call, and it wasn't kate who spilled that tea to me... it was you. Don't paint unnecessary targets boi, I'm after you :)

People be approaching me telling me that they also think that Lachie and Ryan are in an alliance... guess who these people are... the people who I have deemed to be on the outs!!! Damn okay, thanks for playing Lachie and Ryan, when even Lukas tells me something is up with them.... okay honey I see the both of you...

You know what Lachie, keep throwing shade at me. I'm not going to stoop to your level. Literally I have not disrespected you in this game, but if you want to be dirty and act the way you are right now, it's fine my dude. I just don't like dealing with bullshit like this, but you know what I'll keep the positive vibes instead :/ like I understand why people like pettiness but at the same time, don't be a bitch my dude. I like how i'm making a big deal out of a small thing but I feel the need to rant fjadsklj

I'M SCREAMING, SOMEONE JUST LEAKED TO ME THEY'RE PART OF THE ALLIANCE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! BITCH WE BEEN KNEW RYAN AND LACHIE YA'LL CAN'T PLAY DUMB!!! whew... wow when your own alliance member busses you out because they trust me more than your ass.... says a lot huh?

Well Jose decided to gun for the most likely people to be in a majority alliance after nominating Ryan and Lachie, now this is good since those two alongside Kate and some others people started shitting on him for not getting rid of the "innactives" mainly referring to heather. Now idk about you fellas but if you're saying one can't make a move until every inactive has been booted then you're in for a trip (also no one is really that inactive per say) Anyways this shit show they started made all the more easy getting Heather and Jose on board with an outsiders alliance that is soon gonna be made. I know since the rest of the cast jumped at their throats they'll be loyal to us plus we have BC who's helping make the alliance so I know he's with us, Emily who I trust for reasons. Then Gloria is also part of the plan and while I think she's a bit unpredictable BC told me Jose is close with her so I figure she won't do anything too crazy that could affect him. To round things out PoV is getting played and it looks like Ryan and Lachie will win it, kudos to them for staying up all night doing that hellish challenge but that also means some other big moves are coming hehehe

When Jose told me Lachie said I wanted to leave the game, I was honestly shocked. I said I wouldn't cuz well. I DONT QUIT. IM NOT A QUITTER. Apparently "I can't handle the game" PLEASE GIVE ME MORE BULLSHIT. PLEASE. So Ahrre made an "outsiders" alliance with me him, Jose, BC, Emily, and Gloria, which I am so down for. We love outsiders. SOOO since the HOH is in it, maybe that means when Ryan and Lachie take themselves off, he could put up Kate and Jill. Saying there is CLEARLY an alliance there. Plus Jill wasn't even involved so why is she saying anything. They want people to outplay them and outsmart them, well they got a big storm coming.

So, these little fuckers will have to try harder to flip this house on me. In a 15-minute phone call at 4am I had Jose convinced that Lachie was never coming after him and that we really wanted him to go far in the game. He wrote to Lachie to say he wanted to work with us and was apologetic for nominating him.

He was doing Gloria’s work for her and so I had to position myself in a way that made Jose think I was looking out for him more than she was (without saying her name whatsoever).

So now he’s saying he wants Jacob gone. Oh, and Michael was the only person out of 16 to ever throw my name out there to Jose so I can’t be totally bummed out. ESP after talking to Michael who told me he was led into saying that by Jose himself and now realizes it was to have someone to pin that on in order to sway me into working with him.

So... wow okay... I don't regret nominating Lachie... and here's why. When tea gets spilled to you and you have a better understanding of the game unlike if I were to nominate two inactive people... now I'm in a better situation in this game. I amended my relationship with Lachie... well like in the morning for me lol, so now... let's get rid of a snake :)

This week really broke me into the game. Oh, the drama! So, Jose won HOH and I wasn’t honestly concerned at all. I thought he’d go after the floaters, but instead he puts one of my closest allies on the block. People think it’s only because Glo wanted him to and that he’s playing her game, not his own. I agree with that. I also think he’s just not active to know what’s going on. Of course, I lost my mind. Called him at 2am and told him how messy that move was because the two noms weren’t ever after him. It made no sense to anyone when there were bigger targets and people who would love to see him go. His sloppy HOH put a huge target on him, while also revealing what people are now calling “Glose”. SMH. His nomination video, while so much fun to watch (so thanks for that Jose!) was absolutely nonsensical. He mentions how “people” are targeting me when when he later tells me it was one person: Michael. And that makes total sense because I said jokingly (okay, I was drunk) on live call one night that if I won HOH I’d put Michael up just because he’s so perfect and didn’t receive a single vote on Lukas’ nomination google form. So someone made that into a much bigger thing by going to Michael and relaying the info as though I was serious. Trying hard to make me a target. And who was that person? Gloria, of course! The woman who calls me and says how I need to trust her, work with her, come to her with any info I have. Yeah, not fucking likely bitch! So yeah, I’m gunning hard for the HOH, and if the house thinks Jose’s HOH was dramatic, just wait. They haven’t seen nothing yet! ~HBIC.

Most of us are voting to evict Jacob tonight. We knew he was messy, but Jose revealed to me that he was in an alliance with him and that Jacob was actually the first person to throw the rest of us under the bus! The people HE recruited to go after Glo! LOL So the general turned on his army. What a clown. Way too soon for dirty play when you have a bitch like me in the house who will find out ALL the tea. So goodbye Jacob, and your messy ass self. Good riddance.

Hey VL! It's time for your weekly feeds update. Here's what has been going on on the feeds. First, JOSE won the Head of Household competition with a whopping number of 8 points! Wow... we all suck at comps... LMAO JOSE nominated LACHIE and RYAN for eviction, which sparked drama around the house. LACHIE and RYAN fought with JOSE, arguing that they felt they didn't deserve to be nominated, while JOSE called them out on their potential majority alliance, however the majority alliance talk has kinda died down.... interesting... Anyways, LACHIE and RYAN fought hard for the POV, and both managed to win with over 100+ selfies each. Damn, that's a lot of storage eaten up. Good thing it was for the right cause! (yes) So, LACHIE and RYAN removed themselves from the chopping block, and JOSE nominated JACOB and KAT for eviction. JACOB for his excessive gameplay and inability to play at a normal rate (since everything with him seems to be dialed up to 200%) and KAT for being an easy pawn since JOSE already nominated her. What will happen this week, BC? Well, I believe that JACOB will go home semi- or just unanimously. He has made lots of waves in this game which has resulted in him being nominated this week, and the week prior. He's too messy of a gameplayer, and that's why unfortunately, he's being taken out of the game. But who knows what can happen? It's BIIIIIIG BROOOOOTHER AFTER ALL. Til next time, this is BC signing off! Goodbye!

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Hey DR! It's been a while. Apparently this didn't go through the first time so I'm writing this all from scratch and memory. Hopefully this goes through! Anyways, let's talk game shall we. ...OMG!!! There's been so much that has happened over these past few weeks that it's really hard to recap it all but I'll try my best to give my best interpretation of it. So basically, starting out with Week 4, Jose won HOH and made a big move going after Ryan and Lachie. Ryan was someone I was sorta close with. I mean, we talked on and off but nothing to in depth. Our conversations mainly existed around talking game or talking about Sims. (by the by, just so you guys know there's only a FINITE amount of times you can talk about Sims without just leaving the convo LOL). Lachie was someone again I was sorta close with as we were in the same alliance, but ultimately not that close, as since Week 2, I feel like we've been drifting apart socially. Nonetheless, it was still a really big move that Jose made which imo, put a target on his back. Both Ryan and Lachie gunned for the Veto, and luckily for them, they were able to pull themselves off the block and force Jose to have to make more enemies. Around this time, my NAT alliance was starting to falter. We were still talking, but not as much as the early game. I realized then that that alliance was failing, and I needed to jump ship sooner rather than later. So, since about late Week 3, I had been thinking about forming an Outsiders alliance, because it had been pretty common knowledge floating around the house that there was a majority alliance, but no one knew the full extent of it until Week 5. Still, I wanted to set myself up for safety in case something drastic happened in the next few weeks and I'd need allies to fall back on. My thought process to forming the Outsiders was really between Fabricio and I. We both had a late night convo (which is when most important game decisions seem to happen btw) about what we were going to do moving forward and mutually agreed we needed to make some type of alliance. Personally, Fabricio is the one person I could see myself bringing to F2, partly because I think for right now, I could beat him. However, I haven't locked down anything substantial as far as a F2 deal goes as I'm willing to keep my options open. Alas, I decided that I really liked Emily of the people that I wasn't aligned with. I was a bit weary of making an alliance with or including people that I had already been aligned with in other alliances, in fear of them ratting me out to other people. So, I felt that Emily was a good choice because I kinda wanted to work with her since before Benjamin's eviction as Ben wanted an alliance of him/Emily/Kate/himself. Heather was the next best bet. She was someone I bonded with a lot over the first three weeks and was also someone that I knew I had to pull in sooner rather than later, as someone would try to scoop her up as a goat. I don't see Heather as a goat, but I definitely don't see her as someone who's going to play a very strategic game so that's why I feel like working with her gives me a little bit of an advantage of bending her to my will. (That sounds really mean and if you're reading afterwards Heather, I'm truly sorry!!!) Next up, I wanted to work with Jose since I liked him a lot and knew he was good at comps. HOWEVER, I needed something to really pull him in, so in order to do that I had to add Glo to the deal. I wasn't that interested in working with Glo, as I felt that she was someone who could potentially bring my game down, but it was something I had to do to secure Jose's loyalty. With the alliance all set and ready to go, I let Fabricio form it because if it ever breaks up, I have plausible deniability that I wasn't the one who formed it. Back to Week 4 though, Jacob had been unanimously agreed upon to be the target for the week. No one really knew what he was doing, he was too unpredictable, played a bit too hard at the start, and was ultimately deemed too untrustworthy for him to continue on in the game. So, the decision was easy for Jose to nominate Jacob as the next target. But, Jose informed me that I was being talked about as an easy pawn, which worried me. He said he wouldn't nom me if I felt uncomfortable, which I did, so he opted out of doing it. Luckily for me though, it was all for the best since Kat went up who was someone he didn't talk to and ensured that we could get rid of Jacob easily without any fuss. Stay tuned for the next confessional about Week 5!

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EPISODE THREE: “MY BIGGEST FEAR IS GETTING EVICTED” - KATE HOH: LUKAS EVICTED: BENJAMIN - 11 TO 2

So I've just been informed personally by Mr. Jacob Vibrage that a HUGE majority of the house is a-okay with voting out Gloria because no one wants to sit next to her at the end. Now, as someone who has sat next to Gloria at the end, I have to agree that that's not something I want to do again. But, I also don't want her to go this early? It's so weird. Gloria is my friend and ally more or less, so I'd definitely prefer if she stayed in for a bit longer. But Jacob has allegedly informed well over half the house about this plan. Jill brought it up to me that she heard that Jacob was plotting this a while back and then Jose also just mentioned it to me today. I'm really shook? Like? Jacob is a cracked ass and if he thinks he's going to steam roll through the house like this then he's dead ass wrong. He's not someone that I want to go very far/make jury. He's playing hard and I can tell! [3/4/18, 4:49:15 PM] Jacob (Vibrage): What’s awkward is apparently she likes me? I’m not sure why [3/4/18, 4:49:20 PM] Jacob (Vibrage): I’ve been friendly [3/4/18, 4:49:30 PM] Jacob (Vibrage): But she tried approaching me for an alliance [3/4/18, 4:49:39 PM] Jacob (Vibrage): And I completely ignored her [3/4/18, 4:49:42 PM] Emily (Navarino Host): KFJALDKJKLSDAJFLKA [3/4/18, 4:49:46 PM] Jacob (Vibrage): LOL [3/4/18, 4:49:47 PM] Emily (Navarino Host): KING OF SOCIAL GAME Also what the fuck fdlskfjkladsfas. How does someone literally approach you for an alliance and then you just flat out ignore them? What the heck is this fuckery?

My thing about Jacob is that... he's clearly going after people that have "good ORG reputations" because he was beat by someone who is a known good player in a past BB ORG and like... I'm just glad he doesn't know me because I have a feeling he'd be targeting me for no fucking reason just like what happens in all my other ORGs. I like this game because people either don't know more or they're my friends and they're not intimidated by me. So like? This is a good game for me to make new friends and excel and stuff? Like I'm working hard on getting that UTR reputation and trying to go unnoticed for a bit while keeping my social game intact. Now, being number one on Jokers makes that a bit hard but... anyways! Yeah. I'm probably gonna come after his ass if he's someone who wants to target someone just because they're a known good player in past ORGs. Not on my watch buddy! xoxo

HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW THAT CHRISSA IS GONE?

I feel bad because it was her first time in this series and I know she applied twice before. At the same time she didn’t deserve to stay. She didn’t campaign to anyone to keep her (some who were considering voting to evict Kenny actually told me they changed their mind after seeing Chrissa’s lack of campaigning in comparison to Kenny fighting to stay).

She sent me a message about how she didn’t feel she should have had to campaign when I explained the reasons she didn’t have the votes to stay, which confirmed what I felt - she didn’t deserve to be here. You gotta be ready to fight for your place in this game.

I didn’t send her a goodbye message because I was out last night, but I did write her to say I hope she gets into another org game and wished her the best. I don’t think we’ll be frequent Skypers though lol

IS JACOB SOMEONE YOU ARE WORKING WITH?

I’m in an alliance with Jacob (only because we all just humour him at this point) called the No-Glo alliance. He’s a loose cannon so you know what they say, keep your friends close and your enemies closer! lol

He was someone I would have considered renomming but I knew whoever was up with Chrissa or Kenny wouldn’t go, so timing wasn’t right. I want to sit back and watch him sink his own game. He’ll bring some fire to the house which will be fun to watch. I want to keep him around so he’ll go head to head with Gloria when she finds out he’s always been after her ;)

Oh and of course, as you know Scattergories is my all time fav game and I can’t freaking play this week! Argh!!

I really hope Jacob wins. He wouldn’t be able to hold back from nominating Gloria which would be SO much fun to watch play out. lol

If I get HOH I'm gonna throw myself over the barriers that surround this place. Also soon this house is gonna be like this vine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJHRCv5P4hc

Alright so shit's getting real, last night Jacob proposed in the alliance chat the idea of targeting Gloria to which I wasn't so sure about. Then BC pms me asking my opinion and he tells me Jacob told HIM that he discussed it with me before and I was on board, which is BS as he never talked to me about it, so I told BC that and now I doubt Jacob plus that got me to firmly believe he was on another alliance. Well this day rolls around and I talk to Gloria who's now aware people are going after her and she tells me there's a potential alliance of 7. At the same time I'm talking to Emily and kinda let her know I want to work with her, she ends up telling me she heard this morning the alliance is more around 10 or 11 people, so we discuss that throughout, I trust her and yes maybe she is a part of that alliance and I'll fucking die but also I have to take my risks, she said she is close to Michael and that's why she thinks he's not in the alliance but I remember Jacob telling me he liked Jill and Michael so maybe Michael is in that alliance with them? Also Jill did trust Jose enough to put her as a pawn, what if Jose is in it aswell? Lots of questions but I'm gonna go deeper, after the HoH shows some of people's true colors ofc.

Uh oh. Glo has heard something is brewing!

Logged on and she sent me this:

“Went out for while after church arrived home checked messages and find out someone is gunning for me calling me dangerous and aggressive lmfao I have done not one aggressive thing to anyone in this game”

I said: “What? Do you know who it is?”

Glo: “I am gonna keep that low key and see if they out themselves to everybody first before i say their name ok”

She messaged most of us asking what we've heard... and because I don't want her to find out I am in this stupid alliance and for Jacob to take us down with him, I didn't deny it exactly... I said:

It's a tricky situation because even if some of us have heard something about this, we can't exactly blow that up without setting ourselves up as a target by that person as well... but we can protect you by pretending to consider it even though we never would. Gain information, then expose.

She said: i agree 100% with that way of gameplay lol

Jacob has such a big mouth! Holy shit, dude! SHUT THE FUCK UP!

IM FUCKIJG SHOOK BITCH LUKAS IS MESSY AND JM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!!! IM GOING TO GILM A VIDEO GOR THIS BECAUSE JM SHOOK BUT JUST KNOW IF I GET NOMINATED BECAUSE IF THIS BUE 

I’m pretty shook at Lukas doing this. Cause this is kind of what got me nominated last round. Just not as “innovative” (lul, I had to) I just hope people don’t say my name cause I have been speaking to people much more. And more consistently. But I thought I was before and I still got nominted so like...

The house is about to go insane and I can NOT wait!  Jacob is a fun player because he is one of only a few that actually talks game and isn't afraid to play aggressively, but he's way too sloppy. Then King Lukas is forcing everyone to submit 4 nominations and encouraging people to put up their biggest targets. I have a feeling lines are about to be drawn! I'm so torn about what I would do. On one hand, having Glo around keeps things interesting. After all, she's a legend and so interesting! Plus I love how she makes Lachie uncomfortable... he's just so hilarious about it.  But Jacob is also a great person to keep in the house because he just causes so much drama which is a great distraction for those of us who want to play hard but don't want targets on our backs. Nicholas totally chose the perfect cast for this season. I am having so much fun that my biggest fear is getting evicted not because I want to win the game, but because I don't want to miss out on the crazy house calls and ALL THIS DRAMA! LOL  

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ok so at this point in the game, my priority is making a BUNCH of mediocre social connections, but not force any. I don't want anyone to think that I'm playing hard, and to ensure that they don't get suspicious, I'm just not playing hard at this point. Will I? Absolutely. But this point is about hinting to people that I want to work with them, and letting everyone do the work for me. Unfortunately, that results in things such as the loss of Chrissa, most people being involved with the Jacob vs Gloria thing but not me, and my getting 5 votes for nomination.

Omg hey y’all. It’s my HOH rn. I haven’t had any entries here in like 4000 years, but now is better than never. So the tea is I came to power wanting a very specific thing to happen. I knew that Jacob was rubbing people the wrong way, so I wanted him on the block. So I made this week a popular vote week, and made a poll in which everyone had to tell me 4 people they wanted to see nominated. In doing this, I got to see where everyone’s heads are at. Lachie and Jill’s answers were nearly identical, as were a few others. I now have a little bit of leverage on everyone, and if shit hits the fan I can release the list of who voted who. However, my main goal here was to nominate my target (Jacob) without getting any blood on my hands. I also wanted to get people playing hard, and apparently that worked well because Gloria got an overwhelming amount of votes. Life is good. 

Welp nominations happened and I was the last key which means people voted me.  Hehehe. I want to win veto, even though I am a comp flop. I've been like so busy with my personal life that I haven't really had time to make connections with everyone :(

VL DR: Hey VL! It's time for another feeds update! Honestly, this game has taken off since we last spoke. LUKAS, the uber millenial from New York, won Head of Household with a score of 29/36 in Scattergories. Lukas is a big threat, I'll tell you that much. He's very sociable imo and seems like he can win comps, so I'm guessing y'all will see him a lot in jury. Anyways, he decided to do something interesting this week. He sent everyone in the house a google form asking them to choose four nominees for the week. In my opinion, I feel like this was a copout move for Lukas not only to nominate two people, but to nominate two big threats, as it's "what the house wants." I think Lukas has really played his HOH really well, and he's starting to get caught by some folks, myself included. I feel as though he may go next week just because of overplaying but alas. GLORIA and JACOB were nominated, after both of them received overwhelmingly high votes to be nominated in the first place. Gloria has been acting really odd since she's been nominated, while Jacob has kept his cool. The reason why Jacob is up there is b/c he's an overplaying mofo, but a nice mofo nonetheless. I would like to keep Jacob in the house because I feel as though Gloria will be someone that will make the Final 2 easily based on her social game and be deadly to sit next to while on the block. However, we'll see how this veto goes. As for who I think may go up, Lukas mentioned the highest vote getter would go up, but I don't really trust anything he says right now, especially since he hasn't talked to me since winning HOH. It'll be interesting to see what happens.... Until next time, goodbye!

Chrissa - I'm disappointed that she got voted out :( But she could've stopped it by fucking TRYING. I'm glad that I told Kenny I gave him two votes. Ryan - I like Ryan, but I don't know him too well. He's someone who I'd be able to bond with if we needed to Emily - We are close, but not so much in this game. She is the biggest threat in the game, no question. Everyone has to watch out for her. I bet she'll get 6th place. Benjamin - I like him but he doesn't TRY in this game Jacob - Apparently he's a big mess? I just think he's boring to talk to. I don't care about his trucks! And leaving the house chat to go watch a movie ALONE on Rabbit? Eh Jill - Jill is the one person I feel the most awkward talking to. In the past we had a SUPER minor conflict, but that's literally our only experience with each other. I said hi, and then it came up as a topic of conversation, and we haven't talked since. Lachie - I love Lachie. We get along great, but I'm not quite as close to him as he is to other people I'm sure. Kat - I love Kat. We're similarly inactive, and we're gonna be able to work together great later in the game. Kenny - I will love Kenny. I'm relatively confident that we'll get along well once we actually start talking. The problem is that we DON'T talk. We both nominated each other for Lukas's HOH, and we know that. I'll try to befriend him ASAP Lukas - WHAT A FANTASTIC HOH. Lukas and I get along pretty well but we haven't talked THAT much. Gloria - Ok I liked Gloria until last night. Then she went off the rails, and I genuinely feel bad for her. It seems like she goes online to be the wAcKy FuN oLd LaDy WhO pLaYs OrGs, and since we don't all bow down to her, she feels mistreated. Like, there's a huge chance that I'm reading too far into this. I hope Glo is playing up the whole "we need humor why isn't anyone laughing at my jokes" thing, because if she isn't, it's genuinely sad. Michael - Love him <3 We don't talk that much, but we get along great. Krista - I'm so glad she won HoHoHoH. BC - I really like BC. That being said, he comes off as VERY clingy. Aside from the claustrophobia, I like him a lot. Jake - Jake and I are REALLY close. He and Kate are my two closest allies at this point. HOWEVER, I need to be really careful of Jake. I'm certain that I'm not his closest ally. He is ALWAYS on, and ALWAYS talking to people. He's a huge threat. Heather - I like heather when we do talk. Problem is, we don't. Jose - Jose and I were gonna be really close allies but that kinda started to fade right when we made an alliance chat. Thanks, rules. Kate - Kate is my other super close ally. I have the same fear about Kate as I have about Jake: she is ALWAYS online. As someone who doesn't really show up until 5:30 EST, and then goes to sleep at 10:30, it is TERRIFYING to have close allies who are just better positioned in the game. Fortunately, I have the advantage of not being a huge threat for the same reason. After Trixie was Chelsea, I'm only 90% sure Kate exists. Fabrico - I'd like to maintain a moderate friendship with him, so that I can get his vote down the road if I ever need it. He isn't funny at all.

So Glo wins veto lol... and I think I’ve already convinced Lachie to save Jacob. Let Glo and Jacob go after each other throughout the game. Way more fun. ;)

What’s fun is manipulating people! #EVIL ... Jacob is wrapped around Jake’s finger who is one of my closest allies so keeping him is good for us. Not entirely good for Lachie but whatever!

I'm not even campaigning cause i cannot play these games anymore like the emotional stress and constant anxiety is not fun anymore especially since i know i'll never win and it doesn't matter what i do so i'll just wait for everyone to evict me and i'll honestly be shocked if i make it but i won't :/

So I'm on the block, which sucks, but most people are ensuring that I am safe and that Ben is going. How can I be sure? Beats me, but I'm gonna go campaign my ass off and try to stay!

this is my final rant and DR: so they claimed they got me out cause i didn't campaign but why would i campaign to people who went to the hoh asking me to be put up as a pawn, that is sketchy, it'd be fine if kate just wanted me to be a pawn i'd have talked to more people but you're suggesting me to be put up and kate can't even tell me who suggested me, i don't trust any of you fuckers, so if I am a pawn suggested by anyone but the hoh that is sketchy AF. So of course i didn't campaign yeah i should have fought harder, but none of ya'll even aligned with me, the only person who constantly talked to me was BC. This game wasn't the game for me i am not great when i have to keep up constantly being active. But you all suggested my ass to be put up.  

Alright so turns out I had luck for the first time in my life since I didn't talk to Luke at all but thankfully he decided to do that votes thing so I didn't get nommed, then I threw PoV ofc and shocking enough it got used on both nominees, so now we have Heather and Benjamin on the block, I haven't talked much to Heather and while I did talk to Ben idk why he's been silent lately. But I have bigger worries than that since majority suddenly agreed to get Benjamin out even tho Heather had been more inactive. This continues to get me paranoid about a majority alliance so I'm going to take action, hook BC Emily and Michael in and maybe try to save been just to ruin the majority's plan. Hehehe

Well congrats Lukas on leaving me bald bitch. When Lukas won HOH and told us that the house was nominated I was a bit nervous. I knew that Gloria and Jacob would probably get the most nominations because everyone talks about them, but the 3rd and 4th nominations were definitely up in the air. I nominated Gloria, Benjamin, Kat, and Fabricio. Gloria and Ben being my main targets, and Kat and Fabricio just being throwaway votes because I didn't know who else to nominate. Results were revealed and I saw that I got 3 nominations. Ben was obviously one of them because I had just voted him out of Crossroads, but I have no idea who the other two could be... Seeing that Benjamin was the person who got the 4th most nominations excited me because I wanted to get him evicted this round. Gloria and Lachie won vetoes and I wanted Lachie to use his veto as well to get Benjamin nominated, and it worked. Me and Kate decided to work on our saboteur tasks and one of them was to post your eviction vote in the house chat and then to delete it 2 minutes later. I did it at like 2AM thinking Ben was asleep and said "I evict Ben" and of course he came RIGHT online and said "Thanks Jake!" LMAO so I messaged him and said hey if you campaign to me I could change it and he said "Keep it." So um bye? I went to everyone I talked to and said that I wanted Ben evicted because no one really had an opinion since neither Ben nor Heather were campaigning. But thankfully Ben was evicted 11-2 and my target is gone :3 Also this round, Kate made ANOTHER alliance with me, Jacob, and Lachie. She also PMd me saying that Lukas wanted to work with me and her but was wary of Jacob so Kate made a seperate alliance with me, lukas, her, and Lachie. Mess. Kate is painting a target on her back. She talks so openly on call and said in front of Jill that she'd nominate Michael, and Jill is friends with Michael. Jill told the cows alliance (me/jill/emily/michael) that Kate was saying emily and michael's names. So Kate is becoming a big target already which worries me. I want to tell Kate that people are talking about her but she's so honest and talks to EVERYONE that I'm a bit nervous to right now. I'll have to think about it before I start saying shit. 

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EPISODE TWO: “I’LL KEEP AN EYE ON JACOB” - JAKE HOH: KATE EVICTED: CHRISSA - 9 TO 4

Okay so.,.,. Jacob is being crackdt rn. He came to me today saying that we needed to unite the house against Gloria and to take her out and said that Kate and Lachie were on board. I messaged Kate about it and she most definitely wasn't down for it, and I'm not either. Jacob is 100% overplaying rn and I don't want to be associated with that so I told him not to tell people that I was down for things like this. If he keeps it up he's gonna sink his own ship.

I dont want to win HOH but like I do so people can kiss up to me hehehe.

okay, literally ?? wow, kate REALLY did that. like i didn't think that anyone would get anything above 50 ?? and obviously i was sooooo wrong. i probably even thought i was killing it with my pictures... STILL WRONG. i don't know, man, i feel like everyone is still up in the air. so anyone can be nominated. but if it were up to me... i would probably say the last two would be nominated? bc and fabricio were the only ones who got one selfie? and i mean, i commend them for trying but uh... just one? that's just me though. as of right now, i don't think i have a strategy lol i think i'm just winging it for now.

I'm happy that Kate won HOH. I knew I wasn't going to win it, and I really wanted someone who I consider myself good with to win, and Kate is one of those people. My only worries are: a) I think everyone is talking to her, she's iconic so everyone wants to get in good with her. b) She told me that she's going to ask everyone who they want nominated, and base it on what the majority wants. Who knows who those noms will be. But me and Kate have been good with each other since day 1 and I do trust her. So I hope that I'm safe. Everyone is so quiet game wise right now, it's hard for me to suggest who I want to target right now.

Well in a totally not surprising turn of events Krista went home, with less people saving their votes than what I expected, only 5 I think. I personally voted so I can get thru week 2 and then have more leverage in week 3 but apparently everyone had the same idea as me, fracking copy cats... Anyways so for HoH I had luck since for the first time in the history of mankind a challenge I didn't wanted to play and a challenge that I had to throw to not look like a threat lined up (seriously tho I can barely approach people in a regular basis and I was supposed to be taking selfies and shit lol no) So Kate ,thanks to what I can only guess are the magical powers that come with motherhood, won HoH which makes me happy since she already promised me she wasn't putting me on the block, yay! (Inb4 she does) now to bed and tomorrow we'll see the shitshow that the noms will be.

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Listen. Kate won HOH, which I appreciate, but it’ll just be another round of what’s expected. This game is hard rn. I have to remain active and present so I’m not nominated for being inactive, yet I have no reason to be active bc these girls are so..... not exciting. Hopefully this week pops off. I think I’m safe btw.

Working through conversations trying to figure out who to nominate that will satisfy the house and not paint a huge target on my back. I'm making it all about them, not me...  

Chrissa, Kenny, Heather and Ryan are the top 4 names being mentioned.  THIS IS STRESSFUL.

But I freaking love it ;)

Ok wooooo, I was so close to winning this HOH!!! I knew going into this comp that Glo and Kate would be good because it just is such a mumsy/ older lady comp??? The only reason I was trying so hard was because I didn’t want Glo to win because I knew she’d nominate me!!! I’m really happy Kate won because I feel close to her considering we’re in like 3 alliances together. We talked and she said she’s going to nom Chrissa and Kenny as that’s the general consensus of the group, which I’m cool with. She also mentioned not wanting Chrissa to go as she’s more active etc which yeh I don’t mind, I’m pretty sure she’s nominating Ryan/Heather for replacement noms. This week won’t be that massive as none are overly active people and I wouldn’t mind seeing any leave, but I do feel we could probably pull heather in to work with us. Bodhi and I have two votes this week because we saved our votes so we could potentially sway the vote a certain way. I feel Chrissa will stick around for a while as she’s a fan and auditioned loads but I can’t see her winning anything. Kenny is never here so I doubt he’ll win anything, but I feel Ryan and Heather could win stuff?? So really I’d prefer one of them to go if we aren’t going to try and pull them in. Anyway I’m rambling now but I want Ryan or Chrissa to go this week but I doubt I’ll be able to get Chrissa out as Kate said she’s a pawn meh 

Hey DR! It's been a while since I've given a confessional, but I kinda just wanted to wait and see who won Head of Household before giving one. But now that I have some tea, it's time to spill! Soooo, Kate wins HOH and honestly I'm over the sun and moon ;). Not only is Kate in two alliances with me (The North Atlantic Triangle and Newbies alliance) but we also have a good bond so I'm pretty sure either way, I've made it to Week 3. Speaking of the N.A.T, this alliance was basically what is known as the Newbies alliance but we added Bodhi in. So far, the alliance is doing well I mean, Kate has HOH so that's great. I'm awaiting a talk from her now so we converse about what we're going to do. After I went to bed last night, I was pretty sure the noms were going to be Chrissa and Kenny, but that seems to have changed based on today's convos. Kate seems to want to put up Jacob or Ryan, and honestly I'm fine with either or leaving. Jacob bugs me as he only contacts me when he needs me and Ryan doesn't talk to me as much as I'd like so it's really hard for me to get a solid read on their gameplay. Still though, I'll wait to see noms before making moves. This week, while I consider it a "bi-week" since my name shouldn't be in the line of fire, I still need to make sure my social game is on point and that I have everything covered going into next week. I kinda want to form a "Black Pact" with Kenny, Benjamin, and Michael. The reason being (and this may sound racist but) a Black person has never won BB Pokemon. I want to change that this season. Idc if it's me or one of those three, I def want a minority to win this season. Not that I have something against white people, I just want our season to make history. I believe we already have, since we have the oldest HOH in the history with Kate, so we're already ground-breaking. I want to try and make deals with the nominees so if they happen to stay and win power, they wouldn't go after me. I haven't been THAT active these past few days tho, mainly b/c it's an easy week AND I've started to float a little bit. Overall, I just really want to make it to the jury phase for now and then start to play a little bit more. However, I may go for HOH next week or even POV this week, depending on the comp and who's nominated, etc. Anyways, til next time, goodbye!

So Kate mentioned that the house wants Kenny and Chrissa on the block, which is fine with me, even though I feel Chrissa wouldn't gun for me. BUT YOU NEVER KNOW. I hope Im not the one going up.

I was a bit shocked at being nommed and the reason. I thought Kate and I were getting along so far. And I have been trying to talk to just about everyone. Maybe not enough I guess though. So the reason and being nominated kind of caught me off guard. Usually think someone using “well majority wanted you up so...” as a reason is pretty weak. But it is really early still so it kind of makes sense. N-E-way hopefully I can do well enough in veto to win. Have done a comp like this before so hopefully that helps. 

Not expecting vetoes to be used, by either. Thats the bad news, the good news is Kate has said shed help me stay so I really hope she means it. 

Everyone I’ve spoken to thus far have said I should be fine but what else are they supposed to say?? These are the same people that threw me under the bus to be nommed sooo...

After throwing once again none of the nominees won PoV this time and to be expected no one used it on them, so it's between Kenny and Chrissa. Now Kate told me she wants Kenny out and I like Kate and all but ehhhh idunno about that, I'll personally prefer to see Chrissa out and given how she isn't campaigning at all (at least to me) Kenny has a chance to save himself and I might as well help him out to get on another player's good side.

So none of the nominees have come to me to campaign for my vote. Sucks for them one of them is leaving. Im leaning toward kenny leaving because Chrissa talks at least. :/

Big mood cuz apparently people have been talking about getting Glo so I'm going to rant here to you guys to understand my frustrations. I was talking to a certain someone earlier, and apparently 7-8 people wish to get rid of Gloria soon. What the actual fuck. I'm over here trying to understand this, but the reasons given to me were that she is well liked and aggressive. OF COURSE SHE'S WELL LIKED, A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE HERE??? That's not even a substantial reason when I can say shit about Jill where everyone loves her, she's well liked by the VL, and she even probably has sympathy for being nominated on the first. day. And her being aggressive for calling Kate 10x when she was HOH, motherfuckers she won't do that with all of you!!! are you serious? there's one other older woman in this game which i'm pretty sure she isn't to, and it's a blissful thing probably for Gloria to have someone around her age bracket to talk to about game, this fucking pisses me off because social butterflies (they know who they are) are getting away with this shit and probably are the people who are trying to get rid of glo. Fuck that shit, I'm not going to let that happen, and i'm going to find who is maneuvering this operation so they don't attain the power that they wish to have. So to everyone who wants to fuck over Glo for this meta bullshit

Actually you know what, fuck off  Jacob. You literally said in the group chat that you wanted to talk about the topic of Gloria, but motherfucker you said you wanted to talk 2 days ago and I asked you what's up, WTF BITCH YOU NEVER RESPONDED!!! And I hit you him up again thinking that you know what, maybe he forgot, but no. He's talking with other people, he's in the housechat talking, and then he's fucking on the video calls? you're making me not trust you Jacob, you say you want to fix things in the past, but it seems that's not happening. Oh wait, let's talk about the other people who are targeting Glo!!! thanks for having a lazy ass excuse to target someone just so the target won't be on your ass next week because you don't have the fucking capability to make allies in this game and wish to cast these mist around yourselves... okay bitches... don't worry ya'll will be paying for this shit. I'll play nice, and figure out who's targeting gloglo, but for now, I see you Jacob ... this will be a hell of a ride...

OK IM SORRY I PROMISE ILL DO A VIDEO CONFESSIONAL SOON! Ok so this round was actually pretty interesting. My Jill vote just caused a little confusion but no chaos...so im just getting started. But I changed my mind on Jill I am actually really enjoying her...SORRY JILL! <3 MUAH! But Kate won HOH and then immediately told me she wouldnt nominate me and asked how i felt about her nominating Chrissa and Kenny. Which I am fine with cause I don't really talk to either of them at all. Then POV isnt used. So there was a big house call last night and at one point it was just me Kate Jacob and Lachie. And we all started talking about Glo. Apparently they all really hate Glo. I don't hate her I just don't talk to her but Im like a chameleon so I just tried to join in with them. Then we made an alliance chat for the four of us and later while i was sleeping they added jake and kenny. Now im totally down to get rid of chrissa so that other people can actually talk on call....but I dont know how much I trust Kate. She is a super strong player and she is just rubbing me the wrong way in terms of gameplay rn. Lets see what happens! Next time on Glee!

What a round! So, Kate winning HOH was great for me because we've been working together and I trust her. Kate told me that the majority of the house wanted Chrissa and Kenny nominated, and even though I didn't want Kenny going (since we know each other from Zwooper) I agreed because at this point, Kenny wasn't talking to many people. My trust in Kate was solidified this round when I found out that she picked me to be her partner in the saboteur twist! Basically we have to complete 15 tasks before jury if we want to win the power to anonymously nominate a third houseguest for a few rounds. This power seems really good, but some of the tasks are risky. Anyways, Lukas and Kate won the POVs and neither were used. I was worried about Kenny getting evicted, but then Kate told me that she found out that this is Kenny's second org and she wants to give him a chance, so I jumped on it to push for Chrissa to get evicted. At like 2AM I rejoined the house call and Kate, Jacob, Lachie, and Kenny were on it. Jacob and Lachie brought up the fact that they want Gloria gone for multiple reasons, and Kate said she agreed but wasn't going to do it this early. Jacob then created a "No-Glo" alliance with me, Kate, Kenny, Lachie, and Ryan in it. And I'll be honest, I'm fine with Glo becoming a target because I don't talk to her and I don't want her staying too long to the point where she'll become a threat to win. But I have some tea. I think Jacob is another saboteur. Jacob messaged the group chat and said that he was evicting Chrissa, then deleted it shortly after. That was one of me and Kate's tasks. He then made a 6 person alliance, another saboteur task. And finally, when me him and Kenny were on call, he we all kept dropping, and he eventually told me that he was kicking us as a joke, and did it to Gloria earlier. This was ANOTHER SABOTEUR'S TASK!!! I talked to Kate about it and we both agree that he must be another saboteur, and there's a chance he has a partner too which is probably Lachie or Ryan since they were in the alliance chat. It's really important I’ll keep an eye on Jacob now and to make him trust me. Anyways, I hope Kenny stays this round and Chrissa is evicted.

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EPISODE ONE: “IT’S ALL A PART OF MY PLAN” - JILL HOH: JOSE EVICTED: KRISTA - 11 TO 1

I can’t believe I’m about to enter the BB. house to start my first org game! I’m so excited! I feel a lot of pressure to play well being as I’m a mom of 2 org players and winners of this series so I hope I don’t embarrass them! LOL In the end, I’m the type of person who just wants to have fun and keep things moving. Keeping fingers crossed that I’m not the first one out! #dontgodowninflames #ineedwine

I am.... so.... overwhelmed. There are 20 girls in this game all talking at once. Not only this, but our first HOH comp is to list in order how much we like everyone, essentially. So far I am loving JakeP, Lachie, and Kate. I’m very nervous about Gloria’s presence. She’s sooooo personable and iconic, if she makes it far she will win. For now I’m just suffering silently. 

So let's talk about each of the players, starting with the people from EM that I knew beforehand. Jose: The lad, we get along well even tho we've never played an org together but I think I know what I can somehow exept from him so that's good. BC: I Co-hosted his first org and from what I can see there's been no real changes in his gameplay, he's by far the one that wants to talk the most about strategy which I wouldn't recommend so early into the game but hey he talks strategy to me so I'll take it! Plus I bet you guys will enjoy his rants on the Diary room, I loved them. Jacob: Now he's a tricky one, we hosted two orgs together and are good friends but I know when he plays he just takes things too personally and can be pretty volatile. Also I know for a fact he'll do multiple F2S deals, he always does but how I know this if he tries anything funny I can sink him pretty quickly however I hope to be on his good side anyways.

Ryan: Seems like a fun fella, we bonded over talking about rooster teeth stuff, hopefully we can work together moving foward. Bodhi: Except the fact I tought he was a woman at first, everything has been going nice with he. We're both awful people that enjoy awful jokes and complaining about epic mafia (turns out he's also from there) however he likes Apple, I think I might have to take him out for comminting such sins. Gloria: Definitely a surprise of a cast memeber, she seems badass but I don't know what to expect from her game wise but can't deny I'm curious. I want to have her as an ally but I fear my way of socializing with memes and bad jokes might threw her off, or maybe not who knows. Kate: Seems like a lovely person, I'm also playing another org with his son LOL, thats fun (but I hope it doesn't have a negative effect on my game if...you know, I backstab any of them on either org) apart from that we've had a bug on skype so I can't add her as a friend thus leading to us comunicating in unortodox ways but at the same time that makes it funnier bonding experience all in all.

Kat: She's also very fun to talk to even tho I haven't got to know her a lot, I do have to say Nicholas you're an evil person for introducing her to this sadistic hobby, I'm still wondering why I am a part of it myself. Emily: Seems really sweet, wouldn't be surprised if she turned out to be a social power player later on, also I'm so jealous of her (on a good way) being the same age as me and living life with dat car and stuff while I'm stuck waiting for the bus for an hour everytime I have to go somewhere WHY HAS GOD FORESAKEN ME. Michael: I've effectively asserted dominance over him with my amaizing text faces  ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ  and rope, but lets not talk about that... Benjamin: Has great twerk skills so off to a good start we are, also we discussed whirlwins and pokemon where I took advantage of the situation to plug in the greatness that is the mange (shameless plug: go read it)

Now the rest of these lads I haven't talked that much with. Chrissa added me but never answered me. Heather showered me with pictures of her dog (they're great I must admit) but that's about it. With Lukas we screamed together about the cast and the twist but unfortunately I couldn't get a convo going bc that one got lost in the sea of messages. Krista also addded me but never responded. With Jill we talked a little about the games we've played but not much. Km1997 told me about his experience as first boot but after that he also got lost in the sea of messages RIP the lad. With Lachie same happened. Oh but with Jake we talked about my video and editing and such, he seems like another good fella, well everyone here is but you know what I mean ;) Now is time to change this and get to know everyone else, shame I couldn't be on the call last time but hopefully I'll be on the next ones from here on now, even though I must admit I'm concerned my unwillingness to talk over call can have a negative effect on my game, but hopefully that wont be the case.

First night in the house was so overwhelmingly awesome.  It quickly became clear that us newbies were really outnumbered by people with a lot of history of working and playing together. We have to stick together if we hope to get ahead in this game.   First video chat I had was from Gloria who made me smile when she told me I was her first call of the season.  She wants to guide me and help me out, and I have to admit, it's so much fun playing as a puppet needing her puppet-master to lead the way. She's so damn sweet and outright hilarious.  I love this game already.   I'm starting to carefully work on a "newbies alliance" - at least to gather some intel together so we can strategize a way to survive until we can infiltrate those pre-existing relationships.   Wish me luck.  This newbies group will either be the catalyst of something great, or it'll be a hard play early on that will burn my game to the ground.  I don't want to sit this one out though. I'm here to play.   I am, after all, the mother of two winners. ;)   Kate ~ <3

Hi i don't really even know what to say, the first day was... hectic to say the least. There is SO many people?? like I'm struggling to get around the group, theres some people that i feel instantly ok with and think i could work with them and a a few others that just seem kind of distant? My biggest concern atm is how many times some of these people have played ORGS, a few seem to have played loads and done well in a few. And some people know of each other which makes me nervous, i really either need to try and fit into that group or make my own because as a newbie i could be easily targeted. That's all I've got to say about the launch night really, i quite like the twist because theres two chances to get saved with the veto but also more competition.

so i like this cast! I like how active they are, and I am glad to meet zachs mom can i just talk about zach's mom for a minute she won't vote me out because zach would be upset like zach's mist ya'll is amazing ;) I love Glo she is a legend should be on survivor or big brother for real. 

In all seriousness, hey guys! Sorry I didn't give an update sooner but life > Big Brother. Anyways, I'm supes excited to play in BB: Alola. I have dreamt of this day so much and I can't wait to play. This HOH competition sure is interesting. I've heard several people as the ones on the top and the ones on the bottom. I just hope that I don't win right now because that could potentially really hurt my game. Although, if I do win, I do have some potential options for the future... Alas, I hope you guys cheer me on. This is the first time I'm doing something like this with a VL so I hope you guys won't hate me for being a flop or anything. Anyways, gtg now bye!!!

So these past few days, although I haven't really been a part of any alliances or such, I've been trying to see who clicked with who at this very moment. As of right now, I think in the long run, working with Gloria and Kate would be a spectacular thing, mostly because I've been trying to develop my relationships for the most part in this game with them, hoping that now I can create this sentiment where they can confide in me. Also Gloria was more than open about how she's willing to play her game while we were talking last night, and since we're both pretty upfront players, we'll be able to cooperate with a more honest appeal in the game. Also, I really, really think either Emily/Chrissa/Jake would be the ideal people for me to work with since I've also been talking to them, although I don't want to say it's the ideal f3 I have in mind such as having it with Gloria and Kate; however, I feel as though if I keep social butterflies such as Glo and Kate as my meatshields in this game, it would work in my advantage as I'm more than likely work one on one with the other individuals in the game. With that in mind, I do have some meta behind my back... and I think BC, Ahrre, and Jacob are people who really want to work with me, especially Jacob who even told me straight up hahaha... So I'm trying to get my bases covered, especially with people who I haven't talked much as of late, so we'll see how this goes as I really think if I were to win HOH here, I can gather much more information to put myself in a better position in the long run of the game, without putting any blood on my hands.

That reminds me before I'm finished for today, I think Bodhi and I... if anything, can pave way for ourselves for being a dynamic duo in the game. We instantly clicked when we were talking yesterday, and I feel as though it would work in my benefit to keep talking to him in the long run, and to gain his trust... we'll see for now :)

Ok so first confessional! Yay! I could do something where I talk about the first day and all the people I met but that will not be what this is. Jill is super annoying on group calls. I've kicked her twice because she just leaves and yells at her roommates and she is all we can hear and poor Jose is like screaming trying to be heard but now just has to Taylor Swift it and write messages to us on paper that we have to decode backwards. Hey kids. Learn skype etiquette.

Hey lovely queens in the VL (heart) (except you shoib > : ) ) Sooo... I've pretty much solidified my nominees.... I'm going to do some last minute leg exercise with Glo as well since she's sick and we both need to stay healthy!!! okay I sound really fake now, but like... here's some tea but not really tea for ya'll... so what kinda shocked me was that Chrissa/Heather/Jake was brought up... and I'm over here like... :x oh no why you bring them up, they are iconic, and there are legit afk people in this game, it's okay though.... karma is going to be a bitch to whoever mentioned their names... ya'll know who you are ;) oh but not me, i'm not serving karma, fjaskl;f i'm just a messy boi hahaha :D #KateIsIconic #GloGloDeservesTheWorld #ImAMess

Alright so last night I talked to Jose, I'm confortable with him being HoH as I think we get along pretty well. Anyways I straight up told him Krista and Chrissa didn't aproach me at all so if I had to pick two noms it would be those, he seemed to be ready to nom Krista but not so sure about the second nom. I think Kat could be another possible nom based on people saying she's inactive. I overall like Kat but wouldn't be the end of the world if she went up as a nom, however if I had to vote between her and Krista I'm sure Krista will be my pick to evic. Anyhow Jose asked if we had any long term plans and tbh I didn't think much about it so I was like "uh I guess we can ally with bboy and jacob" since we all have something in common with EM to which he agreed. Today I asked the other two and they seemed down, however Jacob showed concerns about meta allying and I agreed, I don't really plan to make this anything more than a safety alliance for early game tbh, as he also said he was fond of michael and jill, so I could possibly see myself making another alliance with them, Kate also has been saying she will kill anyone that attemps to target gloria so I'll see how I use that to my advantage. Finally I also like Ryan and Bodhi so maybe them plus jose could be another way to go. However I don't want to overplay early on. After all that's why the alliance I proposed was a simple 4 man deal instead of bringing more people on board. Bboy also showed concerns about other people having pre-existing relationships however he refused to say who specifically, I didn't push the issue since I don't want to throw him off but if I feel the need then I'll do some interrogating for sure lol

They haven't talked to me, i literally thought the one was everyone typoing my name, my bad, sorry I know i wasn't here alot but they haven't been that active, I doubt i will win veto even if i was planning too, I don't need to win. I don't know what would happen I just hope i can stay safe.

Nominations were boring as hell, but it’s only the first week so I don’t really blame José for playing it safe. I lowkey (maybe highkey) want both vetos to be used just for the drama of it all, but I don’t think anyone has the balls to do it  If noms stay the same, I definitely want Kat to stay because we’ve talked a bit and I could definitely see us working together later on in the game. If I win veto I just may use it to take her off 🤔

im not shocked at the noms, i guessed José would go for the easy option considering its week 1. Its pretty safe to assume Krista will go as she hasn't spoken to anyone and Kat is somewhat online and has said she will be more active from now on.I honestly want one or both vetoes to be used just to cause some drama, Kat said she's going to play hard for it but i doubt Krista will even show up to play. If i won i think id save Kat just so someone else had to be nominated, id rather have the inactive stay as they will always be easy targets and won't be competing in HOH etc.

I would not be happy if any pov is used, since i was like low on many lists. If i could win it, Id love that tbh and Im going to try to. 

my last vl was a mess fas;ldfa but anyways now I'm trying to fix things with kat, I feel bad for nominating her but what's done is done :/  so hopefully there aren't any hard feelings, she seems sweet after all after talking to her jfadslf and finally, my mood is kate telling me she made the list from who she felt like actually deserved hoh as they took the time to talk to her and i'm like third to bottom FJLDSJFASL well i'm at talking to her more, but for whatever reason I couldn't because of a stupid skype glitch but now we should be Gucci.... and now I have to turn in my pov early because I won't be on a computer until like 8 pm my time which is 11 in eastern time so i'm like.. nnnn why :/

hey it me!! thank god im not the first hoh and please hope that i dont win pov........ i hate the first week because i feel bad if i make people leave!! this cast is very good honestly. i love the different people that are playing with. i'm excited to have emily. i think bc likes me a whole lot. i really want to work with michael. i feel like ive been more actively socially this week than i normally am but i think thats a good thing. also love glo. love kate. im gunna see what kind of alliances i can make happen after this pov

Alright so as expected Krista and Kat are the noms, rn I don't really care about winning PoV, speacially bc I see myself potentially winnin a lot of comps if I need to in the future but for now the longer I come across as a non-challenge threat the better, also I'm predicting Krista will go home so I took advantage and told Kat how I would help her and wanting to work with her n' stuff, so yay!

Jeez, this has been a fun but kinda slow first few days. For starters, there hasn't been much going as the nominees are pretty inactive to begin with and no one's really trying to play too hard the first week. Speaking of which, the nominees are inactive... I have a big problem with that. Like I get it if you have a personal life (we all do), but why sign up for something if you're not even going to bother to participate. I will cut Kat some slack given that yesterday was her birthday and she wanted to celebrate, but Krista imo has no reason to not participate in anything. She barely bothers to speak to me, and she's the one on the block!!! Ughhh, so frustrating... I might as well give you guys an update of what's going on. I have been trying to get to know everyone as best as I can. My goal for this first week is to make as many allies and relationships as I can so I'm not seen as an easy pawn later (that was my biggest downfall in EMBB). So far, I think I've seen success with that. Of the people that I have talked to, I feel pretty close with Bodhi, Chrissa, Emily, Fabricio, Heather, Jake, Jill, Jose, Kate, Kenny, Lachie, and Michael. 11/19 people... not bad. Those people are the ones I don't think would put me up if they won Head of Household next week. The rest... I don't know about. I've already addressed the Kat/Krista situation, Benjamin is kinda distant and I can't really get a good read on him, Gloria has yet to talk to me (but apparently that's because of computer issues... idk), Jacob flat out ignores me (which lowkey kinda bugs me as rude tbqh), and Lukas Idt I can connect with very well. Nonetheless, I'm still going to try and make as many relationships with those I'm not that close with as well. As far as alliances go, I've been in a "Newbies" alliance with Michael, Lachie, and Kate since about Day 2 of the game. I feel like I can trust them pretty well, and I don't think any of them would turn on me in the immediate future. We all kinda bonded over this being our first ORG, (although technically it's my second), and I think we really get along. I wanna bring in Heather as fifth, just to secure my relationship with her so I don't give her any inkling to put me up if she so happens to win HOH. It's important to lock down alliances or deals with people in the game if you are not that close with them, I've learned. People are less likely to flip if you have a solid alliance that would have people coming after you if you were to try and make a big move against someone in the alliance. My second alliance called the "Lads" consists of Jose, Fabricio, and Jacob. I trust them decently, but it's not my main bread and butter atp. The thing is, we all know each other from epicmafia.com where we play Survivor/BB games but I don't want people to know that we are close and tbh, I don't even want to align with them. I said to myself coming into this game that I wanted to make a bunch of new relationships with people, and not be tied down to a "meta" alliance by aligning with people I already know. Still though, it gives me a slight advantage over my competitors and at least guarantees me safety for this first week since Jose is HOH. I don't know how long this alliance will last or if it will hold, but I definitely am going to jump ship in case something happens. Last and finally, (omg I've written so much for a DR session :I) in terms of the PoV, I've gone back and forth on whether I want to win it or not. To be frank, I don't want to win an early game competition in case I really need to. Jose is HOH, I know he would not put me up for eviction as a replacement in case Kat and/or Krista came off the block, so I don't really want to stick my neck out and ending up being a "Shannon" for my alliance. So for right now, I think I'll throw it, but if I get a good enough score and win, I'll try to market myself with my PoV a bit and see if I can make any deals with Kat. Anyways, til the next diary room session. Goodbye!

My face when Kat wins pov just as I wanted thanks to me throwing and Jose renoms Jill but Jill actually volunteered as a pawn but told Jose not to tell anyone but Jose tells me anyways thanks to the alliance we're in.

I hope Jose doesn't put me up for any reason, and I hope this vote out is easy i hope he goes for more inactives. 

im so happy Kat managed to save herself, i knew from day 1 i wanted to try and work but her but i just assumed she died after the cast announcement. The general consensus for the newbies alliance was to try and save Kat and get het her in with us, i wish there was a way to try and get Krista to stay because having an inactive here next week would really help. I also want to try and get close to Jill and Lukas moving forward but theres something about Lukas that seems a lil shady idk what. Any the newbie 4 have decided to make a new alliance so we can branch out to include others, we got Bodhi in which feels good as he's played in many Orgs and knows the game well we just now have to work on Kat. At some point id like to try to get to know Emily as well as she seems like the nice girl that no one will want to nominate and she placed highly in todays veto. 

So after being inactive for the first few days, Kat comes back and wins the veto! I’m really happy about that because she seems so sweet and I really want to get to know her better. Jose wrote to tell me I have nothing to worry about so that’s awesome. I’m assuming Krista will be evicted anyway since she’s MIA. But things are starting to move at a faster pace and I’m so excited! I’m having so much fun in my first game. So honoured to be here! 

hello it me ! i told jose to pick me! its all apart of my plan! jose feels like he owes me and now ill see who loves me by all the messages i get!!!!! 

Ok so I made a video confessional but it is being rude and not uploading anywhere since it is 10 minutes long adjashdk. SOO Imma just write what I sai in it. Here are my first impressions of everyone Ahrre: Hes like super chill we have talked alot and is super funny. BC: I ABSOLUTELY ADORE HIM. UGHH I LOVE BC Benjamin: Actually hilarious and makes me cry laughing Bodhi: Super chill I love Chrissa and Emily: I love them with all my heart. They are so wholesome and both have hosted me. I love them so much Gloria: Iconic queen and so sweet and HILARIOUS Jacob: Reaaally Chil and I love it Jake P: I love him but hesitant about him Jill HILARIOUS AND I LOVE HER Jose: Adorable and ugh hes amazing and I want to work with him not just cuz he is HOH Kat: No opinion yet Kate: Sweet but umm she didnt randomize the HOH and put me near the bottom so umm RED FLAGS AF Kenny: chil and we need t talk more Krista: WHO? Lachie: Adorable I love him Lukas: I LOVE HIM SO MUCH Michael: Amazing omg I love Ryan: Ive heard so much about him and I understand the hype. He is HILARIOUS I talked to Jose about Kats replacement which he said he found a pawn so that should be cool. AS LONG AS ITS NOT ME

Hi guys! Sorry I haven't been around this week to share what's been going on with you guys! I started out this game down in Texas with family and spent time with them!!

Even though I didn't keep up with you guys, I've been working hard to establish relationships in the house with several people. Here's a brief rundown of some of the cast for you!

Jose: Laid back HOH, basically didn't want to create waves this week but may have made a mistake with the Jill nomination. I know people seem to like her. We'll see!

Michael: Also really laid back, he's a lot of fun to talk to and I really want to get to know him in this game

Jake: Alright so when I first saw this guy my first thought was "THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE!" but after having a chat with him and talking with him on video for like 30 minutes, I really started to change my mind. We have similar views on the cast thusfar and I think he'll be a really good right hand man for me once I go apeshit on the cast from behind the scenes.

Glo: Hm. I describe Glo to be Fun Crazy. She has a wild personality and just about everyone loves her. I was weary at first but I think she's magnificent.

Kate: Glo made it clear that if anyone targeted Kate that she would target them, so Kate already has a meat shield who also won't ever be targeted because then everyone would kill whoever goes after Glo. I assume she'll make it far. She seems very genuine when she speaks and you can really tell she's a mother. I really enjoy her company in the game!

Jill: I'm sad she's been renominated. She's a blast and really reminds me of a good friend of mine. I would like to get to know her more!

Krista: Hasn't said a single word to anyone...

Kat: Seems to be a nice person who doesn't have time for this game at this very moment, but can win a challenge. I'll keep my eyes on her moving forward.

Alright so that's 8/19 people. I'll report back with the others later on!

YES!!!! I made it through week one without getting nominated! Thankful to the mysterious Krista for being MIA and making the first week an easy one.  Hope you're okay, girl.  (But not so okay that you decide to become active today and screw everything up with that charming personality that I saw in your intro vid. :P xx) 

henlo it me jake! im here and im ready to cause drama and be shady! ^_^ okay so *rubs hands* time to spill the tea! tonight is the eviction and i did that™ by not being nominated. thanks jose! nyways this round was pretty slow for me and i think its because krista is literally a dead fish and hasnt come online like where did u find this bitch?? she can go... anyways im gonna give me ~cast analysis~ for week 1! Fabricio - we haven't talked too much but he seems quirky XD idk how to feel about him? BC - he messages me a lot so either he actually wants to talk to me or is talking to everyone hmmm... Benjamin - ben is really funny i like his personality but i honestly don't see us working together in this game since we're in athena together and thats gonna cause problems  bodhi - ok me and bodhi talked quite a bit he seems really cool but hes like also a straight man (???) and every straight main in crossroads was fake af with me #homophobia so umm... yeah. also jill told me he's shady so idk i wann trust him i hope he's loyal :// c hrissa - i havent said a damn word to her outside of calls  emily - oh my gemini twin sister...she immediately asked me for a f2 when this started so im like umm sis its early like i trust u but everyone says ur a fking snake so ima keep my eye on u cus i know how us geminis operate.,.,.we're fake! gloria - okay...queen. glo is a bad bitch but i think everyone likes her so um kinda worried especially since she just won mognolia umm idk im gonna try to be close with her tho cus she seems like she's super loyal.  heather - i also am playing athena with heather but i lied to her on the last vote before a tribe swap so hehe she prob hates me :3 jacob - ok i like jacob and wanna work with him but he seems like the type to overplay....so um sis can overplay but i wanna be on his good side cus i dont wanna get dragged into any potential messes. hes very open about game talk with me which i think is a good sign. #tea jill - so shes from mass (legends only) and we have a mutual at my school soo um yeah and shes pretty cool and real and chill and i was annoyed jose nommed her cus i want her to stay i wanna work with her closely so she better stay ! jose - he's nice we talk about cbb but thats it he kept me safe tho so hmm maybe i could try to work with him later on idk yet!!! kat - she was hella inact until she snatched the veto, idk im talking to her about discrete math. she seems like a queen...potential ally maybe but also i get shady vibes from her like shes here to play ! kate - we stan!!! shes so nice and my 2nd mom i wanna work with her but i feel like everyone likes her so i hope she feels closer to me over other people krista - who lachie - we talked a bit day 1 idk i dont really have an opinion lukas - he spilled the tea about pokemon to me, we stan pokefans... yeah we only talked about pokemon lolz michael - we havent talked much one on one but he seems chill but also everyone i talk to says theyve talked to him so umm hmm keeps eye out for u ryan - ok me and him played in a zwooper game a while ago cus johnny got him to play and i trolled that game bc all i did was cuss people out so he probably thinsk im psychotic :') oh well hes gonna be my sugar daddy in this so that's the fucking tea. jill made an alliance with me her emily and michael today and um yeah i think itll be good for now i am just happy to be in a damn alliance. im worried about a lot of ppl abstaining and ppl who dont like jill trying to evict her since they don't need numbers so im gonna evict krista to hopefully make sure jill stays. wow that was long bye

[bigbrotheralola]

LET’S FIND OUT WHO WON BIG BROTHER ALOLA!

IT’S TIME TO CROWN THE 8TH WINNER OF BIG BROTHER POKEMON.

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GLORIA HAS VOTED FOR.........LUKAS

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RYAN HAS VOTED FOR.........LUKAS

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HEATHER HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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BC HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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LACHIE HAS VOTED FOR.........LUKAS

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KENNY HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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JOSE HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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KATE HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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BODHI HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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FABRICIO HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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JAKE HAS VOTED FOR.........EMILY

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CONGRATULATIONS EMILY YOU HAVE WON BIG BROTHER ALOLA FROM A VOTE OF 8-3.

EPISODES WILL BE POSTED SHORTLY!

[bigbrotheralola]

IT’S TIME TO RECAP WHAT HAPPENED AT FINAL THREE!

JAKE WON PART 1!

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EMILY WON PART 2!

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EMILY WON THE FINAL HEAD OF HOUSEHOLD COMPETITION AND CAST HER VOTE TO EVICT JAKE. JAKE IS NOW THE ELEVENTH AND FINAL MEMBER OF THE JURY!

[bigbrotheralola]

IT’S TIME TO SEE WHO HAS BEEN EVICTED!

JAKE CAST THEIR SOLE VOTE TO EVICT

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FABRICIO, YOU HAVE BEEN EVICTED FROM THE BIG BROTHER ALOLA HOUSE. YOU WILL BECOME THE TENTH MEMBER OF OUR JURY.

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IT’S TIME FOR THE POWER OF VETO RESULTS!

AFTER A LIVE GAME OF JEOPARDY.....

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JAKE HAS WON THE FINAL POWER OF VETO OF THE SEASON AND A GUARANTEED SPOT IN THE FINAL THREE!