sick b!tch

active! she/her don’t report just block pls 5’ 6” sw:151 cw:140 gw:135 gw2: 130 gw3:120 ugw: 115

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I’d just like to clarify i am not pro ana for other ppl and fully support recovery so if ur in recovery don’t look at my page at all pls i don’t wanna harm your state!

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i’m so excited to go to college i leave in 5 days i cannot wait to live alone (in a flat but still). new me new country new skinny version of myself.

living alone seems like the easiest way to lose weight which is so super great and i’m about to be flat broke because i didn’t work this summer, so it’s not even like i could afford cheat foods. and the gym membership is only 170 pounds for the year so i’m obv doing that and will be turning into a cardio lover 100%

i’m so fucking excited❤️❤️

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guys does anyone have recommendations on how to relapse like hard bc i mentally wanna relapse while not having the energy to starve myself i need like hella thinspo or something i don’t even know

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has anyone done an extrended water fast? i’ve been thinking of doing one bc it’s so effective for so many people do lmk if u have any experiences edblr

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with prom being a month away i am doing like the most high res while also being healthy so protein shakes and green tea extract are my two new besties

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don’t u love when u have had a shit month and then all of ur friends drop you so now u have like 2 friends and am using my self loathing to starve myself like ven worse than usual

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i haven’t posted anything in ages but since july (i think) i’ve dropped from a 29 to a 26 inch waist in no stretch jeans and from a medium to a small borderline xs for pants/skirts this is literally the best feeling ever

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mental breakdowns bring the best fasts because the urge to not eat is like 100x stronger

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my mom just asked me “do you ever eat anymore?” and that feels so validating and makes me want to not eat more. it was all just bc today i didn’t want a snack after school and then my dad said he would have dinner for me tmr before work and i said i prob wouldn’t be hungry.

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ugh i just want to break the 130’s because then i’m so much closer to my goal. I don’t have a scale though so i never know how much i weigh it’s awful. i have a doctors appt on tuesday and i’m gonna cry if they don’t weigh me bc i rly need to know

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my jeans are feeling looser… it’s working. keep up your hard work and it’ll all be worth it.

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my period was a week late and i was so hoping i just wouldn’t get it bc of my ed😕

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mental breakdowns come at the weirdest times but also so convenient because now i really want to starve and will def have dropped pounds by the time i have a doc appt on thursday

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guys i have homecoming on the 25th what are the best cleanses or ways to look skinny for a day things that y’all know of

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i love when my legs get all bruised like this. i don’t know how to explain it but it makes me feel like i’m winning, like my body is so fragile and dainty from the lack of food that it gets bruised from the smallest things. it doesn’t make sense but i love it.

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no because same, my mom keeps being like where is this bruise from and im like i dont know. it feels so good to be peppered with bruises and cuts

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ugh why did i eat dinner what was i thinking... ana lost that battle but she will win the war 

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all i want is to look as good as i do when i breathe out all my air and suck in