BillyGOAT is just tired

Sorry, this file has been deleted, courtesy of: BILL_CIPHER

[billygoat26]

MANIFESTING

HE WILL COME HOME IN FAR LESS PULLS THAN IT TOOK TO GET NIGHT RAVEN BECAUSE 130+ PULLS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS AND I ONLY HAVE 20 RN

DEVSIS WILL MAKE UP FOR ME NOT GETTING AD LIB ENDING SHMILK

MANIFESTINGGGGGG

[billygoat26]

You guys should show me your First Headmaster Shadow Milk drawings…

I’ll pay you in compliments and praise 😭

[pufthebirb]

hahaha haha hahaha

[billygoat26]

OH MY GOD?!

[billygoat26]

I know realistically it was casual but to me it felt like everything… c rotation days at school for study hall we had it together and we’d share Bluetooth earbuds and listen to music together or watch shows and videos sitting shoulder to shoulder, our friends joked about how we would be good together, urged us to sit together, that ended up becoming my new normal seat. We’d send each other dumb videos constantly and ramble about theories and try and guess the drama in our friend groups, he came over to my place a few times so we could watch shows together still sitting shoulder to shoulder. We went to see a movie once (there was one other friend and my parents joked about it being like a date) and I was seated next to him and he kept, as I jokingly described it, “stealing my arm” and keeping it held by his own, held my wrist at one point (both of them another time during the movie) and even our friend who’d gone with gave us questioning looks… that was a year after he rejected me but gods he let me down so nicely I can’t even really be hurt. I just remember almost slipping up one time when he called and nearly blurting out “I love you” and my best decision was keeping my mouth shut that day because everything would have been so much more awkward… most of that is normal friends stuff, again I know, but he still haunts my dreams even four years after getting rejected and two years of hardly any contact since we started to drift apart, but I miss him so much.. even my therapist validated though that some things weren’t casual even after he rejected me, like the movie thing. I just miss the stupid days when he’d come over to my place and sit next to me outside and we’d watch shows together, shoulder to shoulder… he even joked once (because I jokingly said he was like, pinning me to the wall) that I’d like that… again, after rejecting me… was something wrong with me? Or am I just romanticizing things because I just want to be loved

[billygoat26]

Why the fuck am I losing motivation to draw JUST DOING A SKETCH

[billygoat26]

You guys should show me your First Headmaster Shadow Milk drawings…

I’ll pay you in compliments and praise 😭

[billygoat26]

HEGSIWDHOWVEAIEGS

LEMME AT EM THEY’RE BOTH SO PRETTY AAAAAA

I still want an Immortal Cataclysm costume but SHADOW MILK COOKIE GET OVER HERE YOU GOTTA COMPENSATE FOR ME NOT GETTING AD LIB

[owl-bones]

i just wanted to say how utterly govsmacked I am by fea Helios. the wings, the clothes, the pose, the gold in his bones, his expression. everything about him is incredible i love him so much

he thanks you for your positivity <3

[billygoat26]

I understood that reference

[billygoat26]

The thing about me that sucks is I got offered to do voice acting, turned it down cuz panic, and then when I recommended my friend (my parent friend lol, bigender) the person said they were looking for male voice actors

So you’d think OMG LUCKY ME… if I passed. If I were on T. I’m not. Sooo dodged a bullet maybe..? Eheh..

[rahafwabas]

Killer do you love color🤔🤔🤔🤔

Killer: Hey color they are asking me if I love youuuu

Killer : how do you feel ha?

Color : pff we are married what are you talking about ?

Killer : yes but hmmm i don’t know about that~

Color : *gasp* come here

*Color picks up killer

Killer : WAH- okay okay I looovvveee you~

Color : yeah you do !

[superyoumna]

[rahafwabas]

Awwwwwwww look at these goobers

[billygoat26]

AWEUSAHEISGAJDV STOP THEY’RE SO CUTEEEEEEE

[billygoat26]

Anyone else have a strange obsession with phoenixes or just fire related things in general?

No..? Just me?

[billygoat26]

Not even an active part of the Undertale fandom anymore (basically hibernating I guess) but I still died inside seeing “killertale” because IT ISNT KILLERTALE AAAAAAAA

[psychicpsy]

Wouldn’t it be funny if the final round of the tumblr sexyman poll was Sans vs Jesus… and Sans won? I think I’d consider opening up that mini bible my aunt gave me for pride month in that case.

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

Who’s sexier?

Sans Undertale

Jesus Christ

Voting ended onJul 24

[psychicpsy]

guys we have a second chance to do the funniest thing ever

[dustsansm2]

get my boy sans to win ts

[billygoat26]

CMON SANS YOU GOT THIS

[billygoat26]

Immortal Cataclysm isn’t next, it’s Moonlight Cookie…

DEVSISTERS THIS BETRAYAL HURTS

[billygoat26]

Guess who FINALLY got Night Raven after suffering all the way to luck boost 6?

MEEEEEEEEE

Wanna know how many times he mentions “ash” or “ashes”?

4 times :)

Which at first I was just thinking “omg just give us Immortal Cataclysm” but then… y’know… the Lord of Ash mentioned too

He may have a mild obsession trust

[billygoat26]

My therapist told me to message him (the guy I’ve been stuck on for almost 4 years now) after validating the thoughts I had that he was being flirty… a year after rejecting me… and like I want to message him but we don’t talk as much anymore and idek what we’d do and even if for whatever fucking reason he would magically like me like that what if he only likes Adriana (the version of me he knew) and not Asher (me)? What if, the second he finds out I’m ftm he just… stops? What if that’s for whatever fucking reason the dealbreaker in our already almost broken friendship? I doubt it would be given he didn’t mind me admitting to being pan/ace but like… idk his opinion is one of if not the most important one to me…

[billygoat26]

Hm… maybe we do a system reboot, it’s been a really long time since the whole Bill Cipher thing happened

[billygoat26]

How do people get thousands of likes and stuff on the most stupid posts ever?