BillyGOAT is just tired

Sorry, this file has been deleted, courtesy of: BILL_CIPHER (17 y/o)

[billygoat26]

Important stuff… I guess

Is there any point to keeping this account?

whenever I sign in it’s only for five seconds to see if I have notifications or not

And if I post… nothing happens.

I don’t talk to my friends on here anymore… for whatever reason

I just wanted advice on how to figure out wtf is going on with me, all I got told was to be patient

I got told to kms when I posted my art

I literally have no ties to this site anymore

So why keep it?

And I might delete my Wattpad account that I haven’t used in forever too. I had an idea for a story, nobody who follows me on there said anything about it or helped, so I dropped that too

Quotev is probably gonna go too… but I haven’t signed into that in over a year, ditched the one story I had on there that was actually doing good because I lost inspiration, and never do the quizzes on there anyway

If y’all wanna find me anywhere.. not that anyone will see this… my TikTok has the same username and, likely, the same profile pic. Unless by the time anyone sees this, it’s changed. Then just look for my username.

Don’t expect this account to have anything posted. Don’t interact with my alt accounts, I don’t care to do anything with those. They’re dead. Leave them alone.

[billygoat26]

I wanna draw Harlequin so bad but wdym he won’t just crawl out of my iPad when I do?

[billygoat26]

So I (tried) to draw him and he didn’t crawl out of the iPad…

Y’all I know I missed details don’t harass me it was my first time drawing him and I nearly forgot the green eye pattern thingies… those were genuinely a last minute addition after I realized “hm… his face looks bland…”

[billygoat26]

Well then

[billygoat26]

Greaaaaat…

[billygoat26]

We got another one, guys

Genuinely wtf though-

[billygoat26]

Well then

[billygoat26]

Greaaaaat…

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Round 2 Part 30

Pierrot (Freak Circus)

Kermit the Frog (The Muppets)

Remaining time: 1 day 20 hours

[billygoat26]

IM FUCKING DYINGGGG WHAT DO YOU MEAN PIERROT IS LOSING TO KERMIT

[billygoat26]

Well then

[billygoat26]

Does anyone else ever just have those days that are so miserable for absolutely no reason? Like, nothing went wrong, but you still feel like shit anyway?

[billygoat26]

I wanna be someone’s first choice

[billygoat26]

Funny, I only got this app because I wanted to make an undertale AU and have it have at least a little bit of a fanbase. My fault for not finishing it ever, but 219 followers my ass. God, I’d been so excited reaching that point, but fuck..

This is why I never let myself think at night, the spirals get worse and then I consider deleting my accounts 😅

[billygoat26]

Fuck it, nobody will see this anyway, and whoever does gets to see a therapy day for me… yay!

So every two weeks I go to therapy because yes I am unsurprisingly mentally fucked up. Whatever, that’s not important

It’s been a good two weeks this time, so I was just rambling to my therapist about TADC (don’t worry, I won’t spoil) and vaguely TFC and then my friends

Well, since none of you guys will know if I just say “my friend” and continue on with my day, I have a friend I’ve known for about two or so months now, maybe- we became friends over the Amphoreus storyline in Honkai Star Rail and have ended up becoming pretty good friends over time.

That said, I look forward to our messaging and it genuinely brightens my day. Why is this important? It’s a pattern for me.

So, the last time I truly looked forward to messages from someone or had my day be brightened by them was when I liked that person. As in had feelings for them. And for me, I get worried that I’m getting attached too quickly and know DAMN WELL I have no chances… plus with this person we live on opposite sides of the country… soooo… haha

Anyways, I was telling my therapist about that friend and she asked me about my feelings regarding them. So I explained all of that, she asked questions about them and I answered as much as I could and explained JUST ONE of the things I got a little giddy over (the rest are jokes I refuse to share, y’all don’t need to know)

And when I told her my anxiety regarding getting too easily attached, she said the time frame for this one was relatively normal (which helped me a bit but I’m still stressing)

So I had fun, rambled a bit more (and we discussed my whole figuring out my identity thing but last time I asked for advice on here with that I didn’t get jack fucking shit so if y’all wanna know, stay curious. Yes I’m bitter, sue me) and then RIGHT AFTER MY MOM AND I LEFT THAT FRIEND MESSAGED ME A GOOD MORNING AND GOD DAMNIT I WISH WE DIDNT HAVE TO LEAVE THERAPY BECAUSE MY OVERTHINKING AND OVERANALYZING SELF WANTED TO RAMBLE ABOUT THAT TOO! Because that’s the first time ANYONE’S messaged me that (aside from online family)

Anywayyyyysssss- idk it’s strange, I’m getting a bit more comfortable with the possibility of being trans and then I met someone I’d stay as I am for.. hm.. maybe I am just that desperate for love

[sweetfliker]

Say

Your

Name

Clap 👏🏼two👏🏼 times!

Say something you like❤️

And tag someone

As demon-strated:

My name is ✨Amity

👏🏼👏🏼

I like 🥯B r E a D🥖

@bebamonica @inkware614 @ash-cherryblossom @asvntf @petrichorr-box @disperarie @yourturnyourtricks @jessinpursuit @lariiwppy @chillcryptidinurbathtub @nyanpasu1773 @charliemorningstar-666 +open tags 😋

[inkware614]

hmnbfbfbffbfbbsnsnssjkk-

Myyyy name (real name, no, my parents did not name me Ink /ref) is Mecah,

👏👏

and I like drawing :p

@carl-summers @nico-flo @frogsoncocaine

@billygoat26

[billygoat26]

Oooo fun-

I’m Billy (or Asher if ya want!)

👏👏

And I like drawing… and am currently hyperfixated on TFC so I’m a menace to society rn

No clue who tf to tag… @dustsansm2 or smth idk

[billygoat26]

I wanna draw Harlequin so bad but wdym he won’t just crawl out of my iPad when I do?

[billygoat26]

I hate my iPad I hate my iPad I hate my iPad I hate it so fucking much

I WORKED SO HARD FOR THAT HUG. AND EVERYTHING REFRESHED AND NOTHING SAVED. AGAIN!!

I WORKED SO HARD FOR THAT HUG FROM HARLEQUIN MAN, COME ONNNN

I was in the Doctor’s tent too 😔

Like literally had just sat down

[billygoat26]

AAHGSVAKSSV HES SO FUCKING PRECIOUS I SWEAR

[billygoat26]

See, I’m gonna feel so bad for Pierrot…

But I need the different endings 😔

[billygoat26]

…I think I’m addicted to this game

[billygoat26]

…The green fucker grew on me

A majority of these are Harlequin save me this is all within 2 hours at most