null and void

in anticipation of much

[binakarone]

honestly i had no serious interest in following the game till i saw laura wolvaardt post last year's cwc.

[binakarone]

issy wong looks so much like young kate moennig.

[binakarone]

i have been asking for half a good thing for 3 years.

and i feel no where close to getting it

[binakarone]

how do you deal with someone who has never ever in her whole life admitted to being wrong in any of the instances where she was very well in the wrong. how do you deal with a person who is so far up their own ass and has never introspected on her own nature and actions. she's far from a person to me. she's like a wall in my way that is just misplaced and ugly and serves no purpose that could be appreciated in the 21st century. she doesn't think or do. all she can do is lash out like a maniac when people call into question her awful manners and ways of being. i cannot comprehend being something like this. she's the emptiest human i have ever had the displeasure of knowing, let alone having as a mother.

[binakarone]

so true

[binakarone]

when you make a joke so good it cracks everyone up and you have to legit take a moment to appreciate yourself and soak it all in.

[binakarone]

birmingham phoenix is the only women's team in this hundred which probably doesn't have any gay players. and they are bottom of the table. which could mean nothing.

[binakarone]

we get to see lovely lovely charlie dean today

[binakarone]

I PREDICTED THIS WICKET RIGHT NOW

OH MY GOODNESS

WOAH LITCHFIELD FINALLY OUT

[binakarone]

i'm choking up just thinking about everything that has gone wrong. and the mountain of effort and will and belief it will take to undo this. and resurrect everything that once was there. starting with the body that doesn't move the way it used to. because i have abandoned everything that had held it together my whole life.

there is just so much uncertainty. i feel so clueless about myself. because of this constant flow of contradictions. between the past and the present. and within the present itself. contradictions in other people's perception of me. reliable or a failure or complacent or comforting. contradictions in my own understanding at times. being proven wrong and right alternatively. it matters because you act as per what you believe yourself to be.

[binakarone]

is there any way out of a hell of your own creation

[binakarone]

[binakarone]

some of these hundred matches have been so ridiculous. i mean, these are the best in the world playing against the best in the world. and yet.

[binakarone]

we get to see lovely lovely charlie dean today

[binakarone]

sucks to be getting into cricket right when the best players are slowly retiring across formats. devine, lanning, healy, knight, so on. i don't feel very good.

[binakarone]

since making this post, all the players mentioned here and some more have retired completely (except lanning because she already was). but so many new players are coming in as well and just getting started, so.

[binakarone]

there should be a checklist of conditions that any building in a city should be required to satisfy before construction. it's not just the physical requisites but the design logic of a building that must also be examined by authorities.

like in case someone plans a washroom with stupid ventilation right above a classroom or a glass facade without any air conditioning, the plan shouldn't be allowed to go through right. and if buildings are found to fall short, immediate renovation has to be mandated.

simply put, stupid fucking buildings shouldn't be allowed to exist. and someone should bomb my college.

[binakarone]

WAREHAMMMMM

DIRECT HITTTTT

FUCKING FIREEEEE