A VIEW FROM THE SIDELINE

They said; 'Nobody is Perfect'. I want to be nobody then..

[dramatroll]

These last few weekends without Goblin feel like...

[bipolar91]

ME TOO

[bipolar91]

I AM FINE...?

Alright its nearly 2 weeks now.. I still doesn't have access to my work place.. I know I should utilize this free time to do more reading.. but without a fix place to work, I have been travelling here and there to have internet access. This is sooo exhausting.. I literally have zero energy left out of me.. How do you expect me to actually focus on my reading ?.. I barely can even smile now. The starting is not quite pleasant as I expected. Plus the weather here is soooooo ..... I cant remember when the last time I have exprience such non stop rain fall ever.. It feels like you are in shower 24 hours.. HAH. I really hope that only good things happens when I actually starts my 'work'.. Please pleaseee be nice with me... Chaebal.. Sincerely, Soaked-tired-smelly-girl who dont have her own space yet...

[captainjoongki]

I’m saying this because the day is just so… because you’re still blindingly bright.  I’m saying this because you are my first love. 

On another day that is just so… will you be this man of Goryeo’s bride?

[bipolar91]

Acceptance

I do think I need more time to let everything sinks for good. I watched ep 16 twice. First without subtitle and second with sub.. Obviously the second time makes more sense for me.. The ending actually suits very well with the drama title. 'The Lonely and Great Guardian'.. What can we expect more right?.. I realized that Goblin is indeed a good drama, from the casts, story line, sound tracks, every little details had played such important role that makes this drama soo GOOD. I remember the first time I decide to watch this drama is because of the writer.. I am die hard fan for Secret Garden.. I start as a fan for KES but now left as a fan for all of the main casts. I am now looking forward to see a lot of GY, KGE, LDW and YIN in the future! Moreover, this drama had actually redeem my disappoinment for GY last drama; BIG. I still remembered the disappoinment as if it was yesterday.. Therefore I have made up my mind to accept the ending. To embrace the Goblin's team decision for the ending and left with only happy thought of the drama! Last but not least.... EVERY TIME SPENT ALONG THIS DRAMA'S JOURNEY WAS PLEASANT. I HAD LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT. 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝

[bipolar91]

END

I am still amazed they choose to end Goblin in that way. I still hope someone can actually make sense of the ending to me..But.. With respect to the writer, this drama is indeed a GOOD one. At least for ME. 

It has been a very emotional journey.. We LAUGH together, CRIES together, WONDER together, ANGRY together, SPAZZ together through out this drama.. I am confident I will be experiencing severe Goblin-withdrawal symptom.. But heck, this drama worth it all. 

Till the next GOOD drama we will wait.. Until then, I can’t seems to let this one go.. 

[bipolar91]

I BEG FOR LIFE

* cue Sam Kim song- Who Are You*

OMO OMO OMO

I am sooooo cool with ep 14. Even though the Kim Shin ‘stranded’ part was a bit out of place for me.. I thought the deities keeps on emphasising somehow on the line ‘go and die already and return to nothingness or get peacefulness’..

So the ‘stranded’ part was a bit off for me.. But what ever the case, HE’s BACK. So that’s fine. I have already lower my expectation for the wrap up 3 last episodes..

But then... I saw this....

Can ANYONE OUT THERE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?? DIDN’T WE ALREADY APPROACHING SECOND LAST EPISODE? WHY THE TRUCK OF DOOM IS IN THE PICTURE?? WHY? WAE? WAEEEEEE?? =_=

i AM NOT FINE WITH WHAT EVER INVOLVING TRUCK OF DOOM. COME ON LETS US LIVE WITH 2 LAST EPISODES WITHOUT TEARS AND JUST SMILES

[bipolar91]

I AM READY NOT

THE END IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR NOSE NOW. I HAVE BEEN DESPERATE FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK FOR EP 14. BUT THEN, I FORGOT THAT THIS WEEK WILL BE THE END OF GOBLIN! I AM NOT SURE HOW MY HEART GOING TO TAKE ALL OF THIS AND CALM DOWN. BUT FXXXK IT. WE HAVE COME THIS FAR, SO BRING IT ON!

[bipolar91]

I AM NOT OKAY

IT SEEMS EUN TAK LOSES HER MEMORY. SH*T. SH*T. SH*T. SH*T

NOW TELL ME HOW I AM SUPPOSE TO BE OKAY WITH THESE IN THE PREVIEW?? 

WE ARE ACTUALLY AT THE FINAL WEEK. PLEASE STOP SQUEEZING OUT TEARS OUT OF MY TEARS GLANDS PLEASE. CHAEBAL. 

BESIDES THAT, I REALLY HOPES THAT THEY WOULDN’T PUT LOTS OF FLASH BACK SCENE IN THESE LAST 3 EPISODES. I AM NOT UP FOR DRAMA RECAPS. WE ALREADY GOT ENOUGH OF THOSE RECAPS IN EP 13.5 

NOW I DEMAND YOU TO GIVE US SOME MOOOOOREE OTP SCENE FOR BOTH LEAD COUPLE

[asouesource]

For although Violet, Klaus, and Sunny Baudelaire were about to experience events that would be both exciting and memorable, they would not be exciting and memorable like having your fortune told or going to a rodeo. Their adventure would be exciting and memorable like being chased by a werewolf through a field of thorny bushes at midnight with nobody around to help you.

[beaminyoongi-deactivated2019082]

Goblin

[bipolar91]

모든날좋아했다

[bipolar91]

SOBS

HE TOLD HER HE ALREADY LOVED HER WAY BACK THEN. AND POOF. HOW CAN WE HANDLE THIS? HOW???

[my-luhaen]

[bipolar91]

........

[bipolar91]

DREADED

ME AFTER EP 13:

THAT IS WHY SOMETIME YOU SHOULD ACTUALLY BELIEVE YOUR INTUITION. I ALREADY FEELS THE BAD VIBE SINCE THEY ANNOUNCED THE DELAYED FOR EP 14. OH GOSH. 

I ACTUALLY EXPECTED EVERYTHING BUT THAT ENDING FOR EPISODE 13. NOW YOU TELL ME HOW CAN I CALM MYSELF AND WAITS FOR ANOTHER WEEK?

THIS EPISODE IS THE CLASSIC DEFINITION FOR A CLIFFHANGER. BAM. THERE THERE, YOUR CLIFFHANGER. GOOD JOB TO ALL GOBLIN’S STAFFS. I CANT SAY FOR SURE IF IT IS A GOOD STRATEGY TO KEEP THE TENSION AMONG THE VIEWER. BUT YOU GOT ME. SO.. YHEAH.. CONGRATES

GREAT! NOW MY WEEKEND IS GOING TO BE FULL OF RAINS AND CLOUDY CLOUDS

[lavenderbyun]

Eun Tak and her “boyfriend lifeline”

[supaliaxpress]

And that my friends, is how you flatter your boyfriend to get what you want while boosting their ego and doing it all “innocently” lmao Take notes 👏

[bipolar91]

AHHH

[bipolar91]

EMBRACE EVERYTHING

Currently listening to a Korean indie playlist that I discovered out of nowhere in youtube while blogging and waiting for ep 13. I’m not sure if it because of the music or ep 13 preview but I’m feeling a bit over-blue right now. 

I think they have showered us with enough sweets and candy for previous episodes, and now we are finally left with the bitterness bits. Agh. I’m still amazed at the fact that this drama effect my emotions severely. SAD. Now that we have finally come this far, I’m still wishing for a happy ending. CHAEBAL.

Since I’m a bit blue tonight, here is one of the song on the playlist to share with everyone out there: 

https://soundcloud.com/datmrco/kixew3xennvq

Have no idea what the song is about. But the FEELS. 

[bipolar91]

OMO

After done with all the emails, I decide to check insta for a quick break. And. 

BAM. THIS HAPPENED. 

Well I am not a follower of this daragon thingy. But you know she can actually walk out of the room normally with the rest. Like Taeyang, Daesung and Winner boys in front of them.. This just scream out to the world there are actually something going on there.

On another note, this somehow do look like kdrama scene. But somehow on the real side? LOL. Anyways, as a fan of Dara and GD I am okay with this. I mean who cares if they are dating or not. Just give them space peeps and chill a bit. Everyone deserve their own right to protect their privacy. 

[my-luhaen]

Forget about me.

[bipolar91]

AUCH. THIS IS SOO HEARTBREAKING. This just proves how strong sunny’s LOVE towards the SAME MAN. DESPITE THE MATTER OF TIME OR EVEN IDENTITY. OOOH