Iām a rare bare bi bipolar bi-polar polar bear..
since i feel the need to tell everything to everyone, i think a blog might be right up my alley. one day this blog will be famous. i create everything with that mindset (hey, who wants ordinary? ;)).
so iām here for two reasons: selfishness and desire to share empathy. thatās one thing i can offer. advice, nah, you donāt want advice from me. though i give it out all day (and trust me, this outlet will be no different. but iāll try to keep it to a minimum, and not get too carried away with what i think is true.. in my idealistic head). who would wanna take advice from a bipolar, noncommital, 26-going-on-15-year-old sexually confused and obsessive human? yeah, no. but i still feel capable in telling others what to do. it kinda helps me in a way. i guess thatās why i want to be a therapist O.O one day.
i guess iām here to share my obsessive, raw, shocking, adventurous, often societally unaccepted (+ creative, i might add) thoughts. maybe youāll seek refuge in the words youāre too scared right now to speak. or emotions you feel too scared to feel. I feel quite confident in many of the emotions i express, but i can always use encouragement and i definitely donāt have a handle on my self-discipline. so writing is always good. there ya go..
for fun, iāll add a ābarehugā each day, because hey thatās cute and positivity is always good (short phrase/quote of happiness, to be clear). as well as a āfree writeā poem because unfiltered subconcious-tapping-into is sometimes just plain old necessary.
Iāll end with a question answered, asked by you all! So please send questions :) remember i love giving out (sometimes unprecedented :)) advice.Ā
...andd noww, for my first post!
Iām also going to add my art. bc why not :) I have dance videos, photos, minimal poetry, and starting to make music (āmake,ā translation garageband)Ā
:D the tags below are tags Iāll use to categorize my posts:
selfhelp- posts about me struggling and how i struggle/get through it (or not)
myart- art that i make- photos, drawing/painting, music, dance, etc maybe
othersart- art thatās not mine that i find beautiful
myfunny- things i think and ways i entertain myself ;) you donāt have to think iām funny. i do. ;) kinda
might as well have some order to the chaos. also, i am careless about capitalizing things. so. yeah. SUCK IT! (w the exception of some very important swears ;))