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[birdbcnes]

I apologize for earlier; but, I am, in fact, not coming back to Lily.

Should write an official obituary for her lmao.

I’ve decided to completely kill her off. She’s dead, and it’s about time. I don’t remember when I came to the conclusion that she would die (probably years ago tbh), and I’ve flip-flopped on it numerous times. But, this is my final decision.

She’s no longer relevant, and my muse for her has gone sour. While she has been developed tremendously over the course of nearly four years, I never really was able to reach any of the goals I’ve had for her.

It’s hard to let go of her, and it’s sad; but, at the same time, it’s for the best.

I don’t even know if I’ll be sticking around the Fallout community as a whole. It’s not the same as it was. I do know that things have a habit of changing, but it’s so much worse when they go south. 

And while I do have Charlie (and her blog), I’ve never felt any massive amount of muse for her other than in personal writing.

So that’s all. Rest in pieces, squib.

[birdbcnes]

Some additional shit that I need to get out of the way before I am 100% gone.

I have made a few people themes—yes. Each code was made from scratch. However: those codes are not free to use. I repeat: they are NOT free to use—not even the smallest parts of the code. Especially without my permission.

I swear if I find out that anyone else has used all or parts of my theme codes, I’m going to flip my shit. I should not have to be dealing with this right after I decide to leave. This is stupid. My codes not there for you to tear up. They were made for specific people—for their use ONLY. If you don’t know anything about CSS and HTML coding and can’t make your own code, use an octomoosey theme. Do NOT use mine.

At least credit me ffs.

Thank you. Have a good day. Bye.

[birdbcnes]

@nxrestfxrthewicked

you like to play with KNIVES and get all cut up. had a shotgun and you sawed the barrel off. covered up in welts, you say you like it rough. well, no blood for you will ever be enough.

send a ❂ to get a moodboard for our muses.

[birdbcnes]

I apologize for earlier; but, I am, in fact, not coming back to Lily.

Should write an official obituary for her lmao.

I’ve decided to completely kill her off. She’s dead, and it’s about time. I don’t remember when I came to the conclusion that she would die (probably years ago tbh), and I’ve flip-flopped on it numerous times. But, this is my final decision.

She’s no longer relevant, and my muse for her has gone sour. While she has been developed tremendously over the course of nearly four years, I never really was able to reach any of the goals I’ve had for her.

It’s hard to let go of her, and it’s sad; but, at the same time, it’s for the best.

I don’t even know if I’ll be sticking around the Fallout community as a whole. It’s not the same as it was. I do know that things have a habit of changing, but it’s so much worse when they go south. 

And while I do have Charlie (and her blog), I’ve never felt any massive amount of muse for her other than in personal writing.

So that’s all. Rest in pieces, squib.

[birdbcnes]

@nxrestfxrthewicked ( X )

         ❝ Yeess? Why do you ask? ❞

          ❝ Just curious as to what’s involved and how they work. ❞

[birdbcnes]

I hate everything.

[ofdarkrccms-blog]

and it’s sequel

[birdbcnes]

and the prequel

[birdbcnes]

I hate everything.

[birdbcnes]

For @ofdarkrccms

HAVE YOU SEEN ME?  i’ve been wandering out by the road trying to get home. he used the garbage bag and nail gun. do you think i look like someone you could use to have FUN? i tried to { RUN } but he’s not done with me

Nicole Dollanganger — Have You Seen Me?

[birdbcnes]

A VERY early birthday present for @nxrestfxrthewicked. <3 <3 <3

fucking bloodlust and dripping ichor veins. Saw porcelain and painted it  R E D.

[nxrestfxrthewicked]

That was something he most certainly didn’t doubt.

     ❝ Fair enough, but my apprehension is still valid. ❞

[birdbcnes]

          ❝ Of course: it is valid. I wasn’t attempting to           invalidate anything. ❞

     A lithe sigh, taking inventory of supplies in the confines      of her skull.

          ❝ Everything here has NEVER been used—it’s           all sterile. So—you wanna do this or no? ❞

[birdbcnes]

Excuse me: for I am the ocean, and I will starve for you.

... Off By Heart, City in Colour

[birdbcnes]

//stares at drafts & drools//

[birdbcnes]

[birdbcnes]

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[sadmusicforsadbastards]

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[birdbcnes]

“I want you so much But I hate your guts”

[birdbcnes]

[birdbcnes]

Curdled like milk in the SUMMER heat. My skin’s gone soft, my head is SPOILED. My heart’s a rabid dog trying to put its teeth in you. You thought you saw light but it was forest fires eating me alive, my limbs are  D E A D  and dry. My ribcage cradles DIRT and weeds: I’m empty inside. And I will  n e v e r  be able to love you—I couldn’t if i tried. And I will lay down next to you—but I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine, ‘cause I’m BARREN on the inside.

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Skinny Love - Bon Iver, covered by the Vitamin String Quartet